:: 2005 3 February :: 9.22 pm

Another love I would abuse.





Life is so complicated

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:: 2005 1 February :: 7.55 pm

Exams suck.

My should hurts so bad.. I dont know what I did to it.

Bowling was fun but I suck at it...:)

Pool was very very very fun on Monday

*whispers a secret*

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:: 2005 28 January :: 7.34 pm

Sarah I love you so much<3
You mean the world to me and I want to be with you so so bad.
I could spend my whole life with you.
Your the one person who can always cheer me up and never make me sad.
I love you I love you I love you<3<3<3

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:: 2005 27 January :: 5.20 pm

I have been so tired latly.
Exams are soon..
Sad.
hmm.
Muffin cakes<3

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:: 2005 23 January :: 5.31 pm

The past few days have been horrible.
There is nothing more to say.

3 Bullets in my heads | Save my sanity

:: 2005 20 January :: 10.16 pm

NEVER EVER AGAIN.

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:: 2005 19 January :: 5.37 pm

Well my day was alright today.
I had a good time in class and stuff.
Joel was there for my whole math class.
That made me happy. Joel and me are tight<3
After school I went over to Coltons house with Kayla.
We were there for like an hour and 45 minutes.
It was lots of fun, we just hung out and Kayla tackled me and we were fighting.
Then I slapped Kayla a few times and we just wrestled and stuff, then Colton joined in, good times.
Then Natalie was on the bus on the way home so I talked with her.
Ya then I got home and mom and Jodi were fighting.
Then mom got all mad at me and was freaking out.

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:: 2005 18 January :: 4.50 pm
:: Music: The deftones

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:: 2005 9 January :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: tired

I was hanging out with Tianna and we were in the chat rooms and we went into a horse lovers chat and then started talking about this.........
I had a horse once.....
I fed it a bunch of happy cookies and then it tried to run away.
But I have a fence around the property so it tried to jump the fence.
Unfortunatly it got stuck in the barb wire and I had to watch it die.
I accidently locked myself out of the house so I couldnt get inside to phone someone to help, and no one was home or around and the nearest house was very far away. Then ya. So I watched my horse die then I left it there and watched it decompose in between the fence posts.


Then one day I told my mom the story and she said she watched a horse die by getting stuck in between the fence posts and barbwire. I laughed a lot then I was like hmm that is sad.

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:: 2005 8 January :: 4.24 pm
:: Mood: blah

Take my life....

Today was boring, as was yesterday.
I miss Alan so much I was sick today, I had the flu.
I got it in the morning and then had it for most of the day.
Nothing intresting or new to write about.

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:: 2005 6 January :: 6.05 pm
:: Mood: depressed

I didnt go to school today really. I went for first block then I went home.
Im sad, Jodi did some wierd something on her arm, and not on the underside this time.
:(

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:: 2005 5 January :: 4.03 pm

Today was a good day.
I hate math so so so so much.
Today in p.e was fun, we played this game which i forget the name of but you had to tackle people and stuff and it was so fun, I love tackling people!
Science sucked so much we had this huge test and I didnt even finish it, it sucked.

Kevin was there at lunch, I hadnt seen him in so long, he came up and i jumped up and hugged him and then he like picked me up and spun me. Which is better than last time he picked me up cause I was smaller than he thought and he accidently threw me into a locker, that hurt but it was really funny. I hate it when people pick me up!!!!! Only Tianna is aloud though and I guess Kevin can sometimes.
I miss when school just started:( It was so fun, I just remeber like hanging out and sitting outside on the grass after school and having so much fun.

I was so lazy today, I didnt want to walk up the stairs so Tianna gave me a piggy back :)

I have so many emotions right now. None are all really happy though.

I talked with Sarah last night I was happy, everything is good now between us:)

Ummmmmm......................................

I am probably going to the Mall on Friday to see Alan

Oh! I talked to Chad today!!! I havent talked to him in so long, I really miss him :( He might be coming here on Saturday and Sunday!!!! I really hope so, he said he really wants to see me, and I want to see him again to.

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:: 2005 4 January :: 9.01 pm

If you feel like dying you might wanna sing?

My lips are so sore, they were dry so I bit the skin off again.
meow.
School started again today, it sucked waking up early but oh well.
I was happy to see everyone today!!
I had lots of fun with Willow and Kayla in science.
I wish Kevin wasnt depressed :( We never write to each other anymore and it kind of sucks. I dont like him anymore but he is a cool friend.

I am always so cold!!!!! It is so freezing out always.

I talked to Alan on the phone today :) It made me happy. He makes sexy noises lots, they really make me like uhhhhhh and not like a bad uhhhh like a good uhhhhhh.

I had such a fun bubble bath today:)

I talked to Alans brother, they sound like each other and they sort of look like each other!!!!!! Alan is the hottest though<3

Ohh Cara left today:( she didnt even say bye. Just like last time:(

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:: 2005 3 January :: 9.53 pm
:: Music: Bright eyes

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:: 2005 1 January :: 4.34 pm

So nothing much new here. Had a boring new years but oh well.
I am tired.
I have lots of math homework
hmmmmmm..........
I dyed my hair black again.....woo??

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