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:: 2004 6 June :: 7.37 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Marilyn Manson

Well my weekend was ok, I spent it at my dads like every second weekend. We didnt do much except we got chinese food on Friday night and stuff then last night some people came over and we watched the hockey game sadly the flames lost in second period of overtime it really sucked. They better win game 7! its on tommorow night.
Today i got my hair dyed i hate it, i can not describe my hatred towards it, also it was a very long process and it was very boring.
I went in the pool with jodi to and it was really fun we thought of when we were younger but not to much younger and stuff and how pathetic we were when we were younger, I dont even want to say some of the stuff we did its so pathetic.
Im pretty upset today for no real reason and stuff, I think jodis off smoking pot but idk. I just think whatever its her life she can do what she wants, i dont care anymore.

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:: 2004 4 June :: 1.01 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Bright eyes

I am frustrated simply because I have my cold and its like there something covering the inside of my throat and it wont come off and its really annoying.
Im not going to school today because im sick and lazy.
yup well i am going to spend the rest of my day eating pink ice lollies! eheheheh

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:: 2004 2 June :: 11.24 pm
:: Mood: irritated

Well today was boring. I had math with my stupid math class as usual:) Then I had silent reading. After break we had a presentation and i wont even talk about it i hated it so much. After lunch we played boulder ball and it was alot of fun.
I had springrolls for dinner they were yummy Im feeling pretty crappy right now, I have a staff infection and its a skin infection which sucks majorly. I also have a cold and a flu virus. I hate being sick so much. Oh well thats life

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:: 2004 1 June :: 12.47 am

Surveys make me happy.......kinda

1. What is your Full name: Holly Rea Vandermeuln

2. What color trousers are you wearing now: Im not wearing any trousers

3. What are you listening to right now?: Bright eyes

4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? 66

5. What was the last thing you ate: uhh gum

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be: Black

7. How is the weather right now: Cold

8. Last person you talked to on the phone: Tommy

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Eyes

10. How are you today?: Idk how I always am...........depressed and upset

11. Favorite Non-alcoholic Drink: Happy Juice

12. Favorite Alcoholic drink: daiquiris

13. Favorite Sport: moshing-pitting =)

14. Hair Color: Black with pink and blonde streaks

15. Eye Color: hazel, orange, green it changes

16. Do you wear contacts: no

17. Siblings: a sister whos 12 and a brother whos 26

18. Favorite Month: July

19. Favorite Food: 93 cent pizza

20. Last Movie you watched :Detroit rock city

21. Favorite Day of the Year: July 25

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out: hahahaha...........yes

23. Summer or winter: both

24. Hugs or Kisses: both

25. Chocolate or Vanilla: swirl!

26. Living Arrangements: umm messy............?

27. What books are you reading: none

28. What's on your mouse pad? The mouse

29. Favorite Board Game: Candyland

30. What did you do last night? went for a walk with Joday and slept

31. Favorite Smells: ummm.........non gross ones

32. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No

33. Who inspires you? Kurt Cobain

34. Buttered, plain or salted popcorn: All

35. Favorite Flower: Roses any colour

36. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? Its to early

37. Do you still talk to your best friend from high school? havent been to high school yet

38. Pets: 2 dogs, one very special fish, 20 other non special fish and 5 cats

39. Rock Concert or Symphony: Rock concert

40. Play or Opera: Play

41. Have you ever fired a gun: Nope

42. Do you like to travel by plane: Hell no

43. Right-handed or Left-handed: Left

44. Smooth Peanut Butter or Chunky Peanut Butter:Both

45. How many pillows do you sleep with: hahahahaha sleeping with pillows...it sounds sexual...........2

46. City you were born in: victoria

47. What do you drive? nothing im not 16 yet

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:: 2004 30 May :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: gloomy

Today was ok. I went up to Stans because it was his birthday, I really like Stan alot he is so nice. Me and Jodi hung out with Cannon (the horse) and the dog and fed Cannon corn then we went to the barn and decided it would be cool to do a photo shoot there because of all the old stuff there. We were walking back through the old gates near the pond and the dog ran up and jumped in the pond. We went back up to the horse and it was raining so we stood under the tree. The dog went in to the bush and brought out a snake and started to eat it so I ran away and Jodi tried to get it to stop eating the snake by making ghetto hand gestures at it. My weekend was pretty boring I still have beer in my closet though from Friday night. Im depressed

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:: 2004 28 May :: 7.11 pm
:: Mood: Trippin
:: Music: Bright eyes

Heylo, last night I had my finale for strings and there was 700 people there playing instruments. It was pretty trippy. I was all rockin out on my violin.....ha..ha...ha yeah
I have alot of homework it really sucks alot but I will get over it. I am emo spice and I am also sailor moon so I can do anything almost because im cool like that!!!!!!
GIRL POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOON TIARA POWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tianna is here we are gonna go out and -chill- cause were cool yup i will write another time bye bye bye

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:: 2004 11 May :: 9.04 pm
:: Mood: *Roar*
:: Music: Metallica

Hello, whats up?? Im so bored and im roar because I found out when I was like 7 or 8 that we were going to move to Calgary for my dads work but we never did and now im really pissed off that we didnt because there is so many totally hott people in calgary!! so yes hmmmm

Today was normal, I went to school I had math then I had stupid hulquimetnumskljdklejtf;letjf or how ever the fuck you spell it which is such a waste of my fucking life and time and english time and socails time because Im never gonna use it nor is anyone else and no one can pronounce it and only 3 other people in the world know it! Like sheesh I swear we only learn it so the stupid lady that teaches it can have a job!
Anywhoo i gotta go for dinner now so i will write later bye

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:: 2004 5 May :: 7.01 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: New found glory

Prom dates: Stormy, Steven, Sam, Kyle, Tommy, Kirsten & Chelsea R

I have alot of prom dates now:) yay!

Well today wasnt much more exciting than yesterday, i got sick and i went home from school. Then i slept most of the day until i got up and had a shower. I still feel sick. well i guess thats all for now byeee

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:: 2004 4 May :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Linkin park

Prom!
Prom dates: Stormy, Kyle, Tommy, Steven and Kirsten

la de da da da well nothing much happend today i had school i made squares i decided not to have a baby when im older ya know same old same old.

*Natalie took pictures of me*

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:: 2004 3 May :: 11.49 pm
:: Mood: sexy (haha)
:: Music: Nirvana

Prom
Hey, alright this is regarding my prom! In 4 years. I am offically going to the prom with Stormy, Kyle and Tommy we are all prom dates :D This makes me happy
I love you guys! *hugs* talk to yas later and see ya at the prom ;)

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:: 2004 1 May :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: soad

Chewing on plastic
Plastic is sooooooo much fun to chew on!! so are safety pins:D

I went to Erins birthday party today and it was alot of fun we went mini golfing and we all got hole on ones in ever single course wow! lol and Rachael lost her ball becase she wanted to hit it over the little wall instead of in the hole so she swung and it bounced over the wall and then through 4 courses and over the fence and we couldnt find it, me and Tianna were like on the ground laughing it was funny. We also sung on Erins kariokie (didnt spell it right but meh) machine and it was fun, me and Jade sang britney spears - lucky and then all of us sang ricky martain - she bang. It was alot of fun, I think im going to hang out with Tianna tommorow. I will write later if anything intresting happens

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:: 2004 1 May :: 12.41 am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Nirvana

Holy shizit! I havent updated in forever, i should really start updating again im sorry ive neglected you so much:(
Well alot has happend since last time, mostly i dont remeber but some of it i do.
I got in a fight with my dad and his girlfriend and it was really bad. I also met Tommy which was really great, we hung out downtown and stuff and i hugged him and it was so:D yup well i dont know if i should write about everything or just write about current stuff. Well im gonna go to bed i guess so i will write later and i wont neglect you for such along time! Im so sorry about that. talk to you later

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:: 2004 12 April :: 1.29 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Muse

Happy Easter. Hmm I dont have anything to say because im tired this was totally pointless.........

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:: 2004 5 April :: 11.33 am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Tool

Im home:( I really really dont want to be home. Skiing was so fucking awsome! I had so much fun. We left on Thursday night we went to Stans house and were there for a couple hours and me and Jodi were feeding the horse and petting it and then we heard the frogs at the pond so we were like oh! lets go catch frogs and so we went down there and the dog followed us and I had just jumped the fence and we heard a splash and we were like oh shit so we started to run because we knew the dog was gonna come back up cause it had just jumped in the pond and it did and it left me alone but it went over to jodi and it was funny anyways we left and got up to the condo at about 10:00pm and we took all are stuff up to the condo and then we just kinda left it and hung out for a little while then went to sleep. I woke up in the morning and it was nice and sunny, I was really happy and then me and Jodi went skiing with my mom and we skied for about 3 and a half hours and then we skied back to the condo and no one was there so me and jodi just hung out and then we skied back to the hills and i went down this big hill and i fell it was sad but funny, we got to the hills and it was really slushy out cause it was sunny and it was really hard to ski so we just went down the runs a few times and then went in. On Friday night alot of people came up to the condo and everyone partyed until 4 in the morning, there were two other kids there named Benji and Shannon, I didnt like them though mostly because they thought they were cool because they got wasted and shit which i dont like, it was stupid because there mom was just like giving them beer and pot and it was like woah thats not very responsible but whatever. I was really tired on Saturday so i didnt ski, me and jodi just sat around and slept and stuff it was pretty boring. Everyone partyed again that night but only until 1, There was this dude Jack and i really dont like him when hes drunk hes really mean and pyshically violent, he was yelling at me for no reason and then he started to come towards me and i screamed and it was funny cause i have an ear piercing scream and then he came and put his hands over my mouth and kinda like starngled me so i bit him and ran it was just really scary. I wasnt to tired on Sunday so me and Jodi got up and went skiing and we were out on the runs at about 10:15 and we skied for 5 and a half hours, Jodi didnt fall at all but i fell like 3 times and I had one of the most awsome falls ever it was like so pro, I didnt even really know what happend but i got way way to much speed going and i crashed in to the side of the snow bank and i went flying and my poles were like way up behind me and i fliped in the air and one of my skies came off and idk what happend but when i landed i just layed back and then got up and laughed and jodi was getting my poles for me and she was like holy shit are you ok and i was laughing and she was like dude! that was a 10/10 fall because she had been rating everyones falls and ya. I got back up and skied some more and then the next time I went down that hill I fell again cause i ran in something and i just kinda fell and ya it wasnt very pro but I still got back up and skied again, Then my next time around I fell again and Theres this hugh step hill that I dont like so i always try to stop at it but i kinda missed where i should have turned so i didnt have enough time to turn but i still tried anyways and i sweeped the snow and fell over. Then I kept skiing and we skied for about 2 more hours and I didnt fall anymore. Then at 2:50ish we went in and went to watch the slush cup which is where they make i hill with a jump and at the bottom is a big pool of really cold water that has been there over night and its really cold. Anywhoo people ski or snowboard in to it and its cool, There were alot of people with really cool costumes and stuff and alot of hot people. (There was a really hot dude that went in the slush cup and he got out beside me and he took his shirt off and it was hot i was like woah hes so fucking hot) After the slush cup we went back to the condo and just kinda sat there and had dinner and ya then we packed everything up and me and Jodi went and were taking some stuff to the truck but we didnt know where the truck was and we got lost and it was funny. On the way home we saw a black bear and it was soooooooo cute, it was like 5 feet away from the truck and it was really cute so I took pictures of it. When we got back to Stans it was really cold out and i was really tired so we packed up the car and went home. We just got home and unpacked and I had a shower and went to bed, ya and now its today and Im not going to school because I have to unpack and do my laundry and ya. Well ya:( I really want to go back............wah!

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:: 2004 1 April :: 12.46 am
:: Mood: sad

Well Im off to Mt.Washington for three days tommorow so I wont be updating and ya.....Im going skiing:D I love to ski its my most favorite sport ever its alot of fun. The Hot Chocolate in Mt.Washington is soooo good to its like way awsome. Ya so Today went ok ooooo! I got an A on my geology finals:D:D I Was sooooo fricken happy, though no one seemed to care.....at all except me but meh Im proud of myself cause I did try really hard and I studied alot. Were learing a new language Its really stupid and I cant ever pronouce it but you sound retarted when you say it and you also sound retarted when you say any other word in the language its funny, I couldnt stop laughing about it in class. Strings went well today which is good, I played alot of the songs good and ya thats probably everything I have to say for now see ya.
Oh and it was my crazy neighbour Kathys birthday today so my mom threw her a little party and invited her over for dinner and we had cake and stuff so all in all it was a good day.

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