:: 2011 3 June :: 10.01 pm

Hollie - Hmmm...whats a bride mean in english ( cook, helper or friend )
Greg - Heres a hint for you....your really good at it.
Hollie - must be helper
Greg - *smacks face* yes hollie...your a good helper....
Hollie then goes to the next question.

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:: 2011 30 May :: 10.39 pm

Hollie: "Hey Jodi, where did mom put her airhorn?" Jodi: "I dunno... *long pause* *LOLOLOLOL no way dude that would be sooooo mean"

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:: 2011 23 May :: 9.47 am

Every step I take I am further from where I want to be. I'm always running from things I can't see.

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:: 2011 1 May :: 1.55 pm

Shit my dad says...

Dad: "Jeez you're a night owl" Hollie: "Sure am. Just got in from the gym" Dad: "Wow, I just got up from the couch"

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:: 2011 15 February :: 10.43 pm

Sweat baby sweat...

Speaking of flu shots, I do believe I would benefit from one next year!
Working with kids is killing me.
This is the 3rd time I've been sick this year alone!
I've had Norwalk, the flu and now whatever it is I have now... half the symptoms fall under cold category and half under flu.
Either way I can't stand it.
I don't like flu shots, I've never had one... I'm more of a "let it run its course" kinda person.
I don't even like taking medication unless its really necessary...
But given that I've been so sick so often and I work with kids I think getting a flu shot and getting sick once is better than constantly.

Shit Sam says:

| ; S a m ; | | says:
no
omg
i was going to tell you this tonight
i was driving home from dropping alex off at work.. and there's these three stupid police cycleists on the road
it was super annoying! I mean they piss me off already.. but make them cops.

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:: 2011 10 February :: 10.01 pm

In every dream you're my guiding light.

Happy with the way things have been the past few days... at least for the most part :)

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:: 2011 7 February :: 1.05 pm

Shit my mom says.

My mom was sitting there watching the tv listings channel for like 10 minutes, finally I said "are you going to just watch the tv listings?"
And she was like "oh did it change!? I thought it was just a commercial".

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:: 2011 7 February :: 12.26 am

I should start a blog about "shit my mom says"...

She was talking to my about the new guy my sister has been seeing and she said
"apparently he's a chef! and not the kind at Mcdonalds"
... I just looked at her and laughed and said
"wow we must be poor if you think people who flip crappy burgers at Mcdonalds are chefs..."

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:: 2011 6 February :: 2.45 am

Reading through my past entries really makes me think... as always... I need to update more!

It's really nice to be able to spill everything and no that no one in my life can read it. It's also really nice to look back and see how things have changed for me, and how different I used to be.

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:: 2011 6 February :: 2.29 am

There is a wound that's always bleeding.
There is a road I'm always walking.
And I know you'll never return to this place .

Been dealing with a lot lately.

Trying to move forward with my life, trying to change things, make things happen. New year, new me right? Maybe it was the new year or maybe it was the signifigance I put on turning 20? Whatever the reason... in most ways I've been doing really well.. working on my fitness, got a new job in September that I love, quit the overnight job that I had been working since October (that I hated!) took up yoga again, and pole dancing again :) Been making more of an effort to establish myself, figure myself out and discover more about myself. All in all those things are going fairly well.

I have realized a lot in the past two months, and I have changed a lot. I'm trying to let go of a lot of agression and sadness that i've harboured. I'm trying to see things in a new light, and making an honest effort to look at the positive aspects of things... its definately not an easy thing for me but I am trying. I'm also realizing to appreciate and accept myself. I realize these changes don't just happen over night, and that there will be setbacks along the way.
This isn't all coming out the way I want, it seems sort of scatterbrained in a sense... could be because its almost 3am and I'm pretty tired or that im just so eager to write that everything is just kinda pouring out.

The only way to end this, that best describes where I am currently at and completely contradicts half of what I said... but for all the right reasons, is this...
A memory that could hold me back.

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:: 2010 9 December :: 1.08 pm

How I long to be found. The grass grew high, I laid down. Now I'm waiting for a hand. To life me up, help me stand.

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:: 2010 19 November :: 6.23 am

I love my mom...

*Mom helping me with flash cards* Hollie: "I don't know, what is it?" Mom: "Joint. And not the kind you smoke!" haha thanks mom

Just walked into her moms room to find her sitting with the window open listening to the firetrucks...

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:: 2010 2 October :: 10.44 pm

You are the only exception.

In so many ways I have changed. In so many ways I have grown. In so many ways I can force myself to move beyond my struggles.

Why is it that you are always in my way?

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:: 2010 6 May :: 8.26 pm

Sleep stories
Oraganization
Q-tips
Juice
Baths
Umm your blowing clouds of puff..
flashlight tag
Excuse Me, your fingers are in my modern langauge you Hick Jew
Ice lollies
Gay Cow Pride
Krunkopoly
Making lists
Starborg 9
Stars
Le mew, Le meow? Le meow meow..Le ruff, Le hiss, Le fuck this shit guys
Woohu
Happy cookies
How my horse got stuck in the fence and died because it ate to many happy cookies
CSI
One, two, three ARMY STANCE!
Puddle Jumping
Chocolate
Paint samples
How me and Cara parked are ship in the dirt because calgary doesnt have an ocean
Little Gingy & his gingerbread friends
Unicorns
My blanket
Sit n Spin
Light bright
Tag your bag tags
Child hood memories
Showers
Hot tubs
The slippery fish song

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:: 2009 29 May :: 11.23 pm

Please please please let me get what I want.

Life doesn't feel worth living when you have no friends.
I'm so depressed and so unhappy.
Everytime I contemplate change or want to change I just don't see the point.
The days are getting harder.

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