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2004 15 June :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: hurt
:: Music: usher- u got it bad
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i havent been on here in a while. im in philly staying with my sister, but i can't wait to go home. i really wanted to go home and see kyle, but i just found out he went to jamie's today to fix her computer. which would be fine, but he told me he was taking aaron home + last week he told me he wasn't gonna go. i mean it jsut upsets me that he can't tell me this kinda stuff, i mean he has to fix her computer okay but why lie to me about it? it hurts so bad. i just keep shaking + i honestly dont trust him. she is so much prettier than me + since i came here he might wanna get back at me or something, or still get back at me for the whole aaron thing. i love him a lot, but i dont want this anymore. i cant take the lies. im gonna finally get out + if he tries to make it up to me i just might forgive him. if he came to me in person i would be happy + probley forgive him. then at least i would have a chance of telling if he's lying or not. i mean he's alone with another girl at her house, anything could happen. i really just wanna break up + get it over with. i wish i were at home so i could cry over + over again. i can't wait to go home + just be by myself. i might be back to write more, i dunno what to do.
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