hehe yey...this summer i got the MDA thing plus a job....plus friends and my bg and ai pass...whosh i cant wait till school ends..and next month i get my license...woot woot for me...then vacation with my rents...i got to help my mom drive to new york or arizona...oh yea i might visit ryan up there...and when he comes down i got to see him...man i miss that boy...umm what else...senior year is coming...yey for me...umm i hope i get in nhs and i get treasurer...adn next year im doing powder puff...i really want to do a sport but im really bad in sports but like football...anywho im tired...it rained today which was awesome but it made me feel lonely...i hate people...they are gay...i hate how you know someone talks shit about you and all this crap and then trys to be nice...its like okay wtf...yea...i had no one to walk with during 4th...damn mikes oss...hmmm i hate people...2nd time i said that...i also hate when you try to talk to a person and they just like ignore you...its like fuck i have your attention..oh wellz...i wish i could something...i mean getting my anger out would be awesome...i remember when i was younger and i was really angry...i really hurt my sister...i seem to throw shit that are around me...i pushed my sis into a cage and she got a scar...then threw a weight to her eye and gave her a black eye for picture day...hmm i dont remmeber but there are more...oh wellz...im a bitch...i guess ill admit to it now...you know what sucks realizing that your friends are not really friends...im starting to really believe half the friends i have are worthless...because they dont fuckign care about anything but themselves it seems...just them being selfish...its like grr...oh wellz...i have a head ache...arg im really mad right now....i wish i had someone to talk to..i jsut dont fucking trust anyone...oh wellz im out......

cesar made me post this....hehe

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