:: 2005 11 June :: 8.27 am

Fill In The Blanks

I ____ Allison.
Allison is ____.
if I were alone in a room with Allison, I would ____.
I think Allison should _____
Allison needs ____.
Allison will never ____.
I want to _____ Allison.
Allison can ____ my _____.
when I think about Allison, I ____.
Someday Allison will _____.
Allison reminds me of _____.
Without Allison ____.
Memories of Allison are ____.
Allison can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Allison.
Worst thing about Allison is ____.
Best thing about Allison is _____.
Allison _____.
If Allison was a flavor of ice cream she would be _____.
Allison is my _____.
I wish Allison would _____.

2 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 18 May :: 10.28 pm

Lalala. So I'm sitting here..straightening my hair. I'm deeply in love with myspace. xD

Hm. Let's see. Soon I'm suppose to be hanging out with Maia. She's really hot. :D

I have absolutly nothing to say

5 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 18 May :: 10.28 pm

I want a girlfriend. x.X

4 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 14 May :: 10.50 am

omg
So last night was DEFINATELY Friday the 13th.

School was fine. After school..

Steph, Chase, Scott, and I walked home from school. We split up by the over pass. Chase and Scott, to scott's house, and Steph and I to the library.

The library was okay. Nothing really happened there. We soon left the library and went to Dunkin Donuts were we had a cigarette. We finished, and went back to the library. Stayed for a few minutes, and when we got out, Andrea was there.

Andrea and Steph went to go change for the show, and I went to my house to change for it.

I put on makeup, fishnets, a skirt, and platforms, and then I called them. They said they'd call back and then I was all eh okay. And then I decided to call andrea 30 minutes later. While waiting for them, Sakura called. I feel bad I just had to hang up suddenly when I saw Andrea's car pull up.

So Andrea's mom drove us to Steph's house where we had to RUN to catch a train and we missed it because I was in platforms. Andrea said it was her fault but I blamed it on myself.

So, I had a cigarette and we waited. I did Andrea's makeup, and then Steph called her mom to pick us up to take us to the show. So she did, and in the car I did Steph's makeup.

So we got to the show, and everything was going great. We moshed a bit, smoked and bit. And then we went back upstairs from smoking to listen to My Only Hope. I got some pictures, but Im way too lazy.

So after they finished...we went downstairs for another cigarette. As we were smoking it Steph's mom walks in. It went kinda like this:

"YOU'RE SMOKING!? YOU'RE SMOKING!? NO NO NO COME WITH ME."

So we put out the cigarettes and run upstairs with her. We had a long talk about it, and she was only there because Andrea's mom found out where she actually was. Steph's mom was actually /cool/ about the smoking thing though. THANK DAVEY.

We drove Andrea to where her mom was and Steph's mom drove us back to the show. We stayed up for the last band and then we went down for another cigarette. This is when I got smoke in my eyes and teared uncontrollably. xD It was pretty funny.

Then we left, got lost and some guy gave us a ride home.

THE END.

2 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 4 May :: 12.57 pm

i've been sick lately. ._.; it sucks. i thought i was gonna like die last night. but i didnt so yay?

Lalala.. okay. i think im gonna go play video games.

2 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 24 April :: 4.33 pm

o_O I want to RP.


..Maybe that's because right now Im redoing that thing I did such a while ago .. "Komoia"

2 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 14 April :: 5.40 am

Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun
To understand my, my intimate is no one
When the director sold the show, who bought its last rites?
They cut the cast, the music, and the lights

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues
Such revelations while understood by no one
When the new actor stole the show, who questioned his grace?
Please clear this house of ill-aquired taste

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something
Give me something, give me something real

I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve this puzzle
Everyday another small piece can't be found
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow
The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit
Pieced together incomplete and empty

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I ever end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

This is my line, this is eternal
How did I end up here?
Discarnate, preternatural
My prayers to disappear
Absent of grace, marked as infernal
Ungranted in dead time left me disowned
To this nature, so unnatural
I remain alone

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 12 April :: 9.51 pm

IM UPDATING
UPDATEUPDATE.

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 3 April :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: File 13//AFI

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 1 April :: 10.23 pm

I'm really fucking TIRED of all my friends doing drugs.

8 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 26 March :: 11.17 pm

Y - Yes
N - No
O - Of course (obviously)
* - Already have done it

( ) go out with me?
( ) hold my hand?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) play an SM scene with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) buy me a drink if I didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
( ) come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
( ) dance with me in the rain with no music?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 26 March :: 9.48 pm

:D K so I don't remember how pathetic I was, i'm deleting some past enteries.

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 26 March :: 9.48 pm

Hm
I wish I could go back in time so that Blanket was mine again.

I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 24 March :: 11.19 pm
:: Music: Death of Seasons - AFI

2 : I never dreamed that | I'd love somebody like you..

:: 2005 24 March :: 4.07 pm

Laaaa.
Wicked Game
By: HIM

The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do
I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you
And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you

No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
..with you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing you do
To make me dream of you

No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
this world is always gonna brake your heart
..with you

The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do
No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, no

Now I wanna fall in love
This world is always gonna brake your heart
Now I wanna fall in lust
This world is always gonna brake your heart
..with you

Nobody loves no-one

I'd love somebody like you..