::She Let's Herself Go Like An Angel In This World...Down On Her Back She Goes::
Calm day. Not a lot went on.

Wish I could talk. The way I used to talk. Wish they knew me well enough to care. They all ask, but they no clue to who I truly am. I may look sad. But deep down, I'm satisfied. Deep down, I plot my revenge on all the phonies, on all the fakes.

Wish I could look. The way I used to look. Wish they wouldn't jugde me well enough to know. I wouldn't know how to tell them. Well enough to keep them guessing. Well enough to harm them.

Who are they? I ask myself. Why are They here? and what makes them appear? Each one walking, each one, a different story. Poisoned by life. Poisoned by the truth.

Poisoned by me. One day. I will rule this world. I will rule all that needs to be mine. I will take the breath of many, poison the air of few, and live on through my mind. No one interfere. I Will be free, free from this burden, free from this prison.

I Am The Poison You Soon, Too, Will Seek.

::Just Shut Up, Shut It Up::
Took some more pictures. Paden's package came Thursday. Inside-::Leo-My Leopard Paden Bought.Camera-Pictures of Paden.Ring-Paden's broken ring so we complete it when together.BINGO-My Stuffed Dog. A Letter-Hand written by Paden himself.

Took some pictures of Leo, and myself. Going to send them to Paden when he gets home from his Fathers. I miss him. Hope to call him at 8 tonight. I wish he wasn't there. But luckily, He's home for our Anniversary. 4 months by the way.

Been stuck at home all day. Wish I could get out again. It's raining, I think. Can't see much out that window over there. Hmph.

Need to walk around. Adios.

::Don't Waste Your Touch, You Feel Anything::
So. School was a drag. What else is new? Completely stupid, again, what's new?

These past few days, been completely amazing. Paden has been the best he's ever been. Truly happy on that part.

Taking a change. Getting new clothes. New make up. Need a new setting to life. Going out on my own, and getting school work done. Soon enough, I'll be who I've always wanted to be. I hate the lack of attention. So, I'll be the outcast. Just like I need. Need to go. Bye.