::Changing Time Is Now::
I'm going to change all that is me. Take out the old. Soak into the new. Lose myself in the audience, and find myself in my mind. I'm going to change all that is mine. Throw out the past, and let the future fill its place. Test myself in the so called "life", and believe in myself all behind.

I'm going to change you. Lose the memories. Make the new. Lose ourselves in the shade, and find ourselves everyday.I'm going to change all that he used to say, and let you say those things. Live for what the day brings, and die for each word you sing.

I'm changing who I am. Living a lie, dying, all be damned. I swear, one day I will be different. You'll see. Incredible, amazing me.

::I Love Everything::
I Love the feeling he gives to me.
I Love the chills he sends through me.
I Love the way he looks at me.
I Love the touch I dream it to be.
I Love everything.

I Love the way his voice speaks to me.
I Love the laugh when he laughs at me.
I Love the Thoughts I get of him and me.
I Love the dreams I can see.
I Love Everything.

I Love the way he loves me.
I Love the Time he takes to talk to me.
I Love the things he says to me.
I Love the plans he makes for me.
I Love the way He dreams.

I Just Love Everything.

::Terribly Put Together::
I've come to realize, that I do not see myself the way I used to anymore.

All the things I used to adore, used to love. Left. Broken and unexplored. Tired and forgotten. Memories, and they're coming back to eat me alive. From the inside. Slowly turning me around. Facing my ears to all the other sounds. The last fading sound of that ones voice. The last ever lasting touch.

All the things I said I wouldn't do. I swear, I can't go on. All the things I said I would lie about. Darkness. Secrets fill my mind. I'm in a world of lying, and I can't escape. I wish I could be there. To find. I'm driving myself crazy. One thing I said not to do.

Don't do it. Don't let this fall. Don't let the past take all, take over. It's not the right thing to do. Memories destroying you. There's nothing more fucked up. Nothing more painful. But you miss the feeling. O, How you miss that feeling.....