::Wish There Was Something I Could Do::
Miserable day today. I Don't understand it. Why must they ask such questions? Why must they judge? Who cares, what I believe in, what I think? Bah.

A Bunch of bullshit is you ask me.

Loss of appetite lately. Losing weight, I'm scaring myself. Badly. I hate the feeling of loss. The feeling of losing all that I have. For some reason, I can't seem to get myself happy, up high. I'm always stuck low...and I hate it.

Ugh. School. I'm tired. I need him. More than ever tonight. Talking....that's what I need.

::However Far Away, I Will Always Love You::
I Like this song. It's nice...relaxing. So relaxing.

He's gone. Visiting dad. I Miss him. Should prolly call him again. He said he'll be up by this time. Heh.

Life is perfect. Now that I'm with you. Things couldn't go wrong now that I'm in love. Life is perfect. Now that I'm in love with you....

::However far away, I Will always love you, Whatever words I say, I Will always love you...::

::St. Patrick's Day::
A time of Celebration.

While everyone parties, gets drunk, hangs with relatives and friends, I sit here alone, and think of one exciting day of my life. Today. The best day of all time. The best day of these 3 months. O, These long 3 months. how precious they have been. So perfect, so wonderful, so blessed. And o, those 8 months of knowing him. O, those long days of endless conversations. Those priceless nights of laughs and giggles. The smiles that spread across his face are amazing....and this night. This blessed'd night.

The night when I thought you'd never ask. The night when I finally knew who I was, and who I wanted to be. A Part of me now forever belongs to you. And to you I shall be with forever.

St. Patrick's Day. March 17, 2004. Engaging Day. Our Special Day. I Love You, Paden. My Fiance...