::I Just Want::
I Just want to be left alone. No one in my life.

I need to find the best way to tell everyone to fuck off. I want to be free. Cold, and care less. I want to just be alone.

I don't want people in my life. They're all here to leave anyways. I want one person. One thing. One mistake, and I want nothing else. I want Paden, and no one else.

I do not want her, or him, or them. I do not want that or this or it. I do not want the who's and the what's. The where's and the why's. I just want the now, the past and the present. I just want the here, and there's. I want you, us, me. I want You.

I Will Always Have You. NOW EVERYONE ELSE BACK THE FUCK UP!....

::I Forgot To Tell You I Love You::
Wow. Just Wow.

3am. Went to bed. Heard his voice for 5 hours straight. Amazing. ::sigh:: So beautiful.

Everyday is a new day. Everyday is a day of news. And I Love You. Everyday. I Will care for you everyday, in everyway. Every word you say. Everymove you make. Everyday.

Words just aren't enough anymore. Tears of joy pass the time. Long talks on the phone make my day. Quiet moments of realization that we're real.

You're so perfect for me. To me. Perfect being. So pure. So reassuring. So beautiful. You, You are my Angel. You are my gaurdian. You are everything. Everything to Me.

I Love You Paden. Those words shall never fade from their meaning. Those words will never stop escaping my mouth.

::New Day::
He left today. He left without word, without say. He just up and left me. He left without guilty plee. But it's okay. Because he knows what I see. He'll come back for me.

I Hope.

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