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2004 28 February :: 11.31 pm
::Does It Help?::
Does this journal really help? do my words get acrossed? How do I know that you understand me.
What's it like to be you. Wonder what it's like to be me? You hold so many words, all my feelings, and yet you say nothing in return. I share everything with everyone. No one knows me. Not the real me, No.
He doesn't see the real me. You can't even see the real me. So what's it like to be me? You don't want to know. You don't have what it takes to listen, to hear it. To understand it. It's not easy to be me.
It's not fair. Stupid shit. WHY DO YOU HOLD WHAT I SAY?! What is it you want?! UGh....I cant do this. Goodnight.
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2004 28 February :: 2.35 am
:: Mood: aggravated
::Alcohol Poisoning::
Nice to know you were drunk. Ruined a good mood. Can't believe this. Though I knew you'd do it. I can't help but worry.
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2004 24 February :: 7.45 pm
:: Music: Moonlight Sonata-Beethoven
::Happy 2 Months::
Well wow. Look at US now, love. Perfect then all the rest. It's us till the end. I know it is. I know it's you this time. What a perfect being you've made me. What a perfect being you are yourself.
You allowed yourself to get this far. God, beautiful you truly are. I love you. With all the earths mighty ground, and all the heavenly skies, I love you, like a king loves his crown. You are so wonderful to me. So perfectly put together. So great, you made me see. I love you with all of my heart and all the things inside me. I love you, and we shall never part.
Happy 2 months. I love you a whole bunch.
Paden & Jordan-12.24.04-1 Year.
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