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2004 1 February :: 7.56 pm
:: Music: An Angel Falls-city of Angels
::I Have Fallen::
I walked in to a light. I found myself in awe. Godly presence took over my body. I saw a face in the clouds above me. He softly smiled and said my name.
"My sweet angel. Take my hand. You're safe with me." It was then when I could tell who he was. Softly spoken, he wrapped me up in his arms. Gently touching my skin, he kissed my forehead. It was amazing the way he laughed as I smiled.
He held me close to his heart. He whispered that I would be ok. I believed him. I believed. God how I trusted him. His skin was creamy smooth. And his wings were so soft, feathers dropped from them as we flew higher and high.
He set me down, and he gave me a bow. He opened his arms. I soon began to drift. He said a faint word of goodnight, and I awoke.
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::Find Yourself:: |
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2004 1 February :: 6.23 pm
:: Music: Pilgrimage-NIN
::I Will Rescue All That Has Burned::
You've come to realize that you have nothing to say. So....what do you do?
You have been left alone in a place. Everyone you know is gone. Everyone you know has left. Where have they gone?
O right....superbowl.
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2004 31 January :: 9.23 pm
:: Music: Leaving Hope-NIN
::All Was Lost::
Finding a place to rest my head. His shoulder is what I wanted. Finding a pillow to cry in, his arms I'd die to be held in.
Knowing all was lost, his love....God, I'm dying. Knowing that I'm guilty, his pain isn't what I wanted.
Letting myself fall. He's hurt is what was pleaded. Letting myself crumble, his heart I still hold.
So when all was lost, I let it be known I was true. So when all was lost, I let it be heard, I love you.
All was lost, just moments ago. All was lost, just hours away. All was lost, on a cold forbidden night. All was lost, one blinding day. All was lost, in search of a shining light.
You've saved the day. Pat yourself on the back, and make your way. No more time to worry. You must carry on. Love is what it's worth losing. Never let go. Hold onto him forever, that's what you believe, and maybe....just someday it will be. Greeneyes is gone out of your life. He no longer reminds you of your love. He's a jerk. Everyday, everyday. Stay true to him. To yourself. You love him. HE loves you. You will be with him one day.
Paden, I WILL be with you one day. I swear it.
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