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2006 6 February :: 6.51am
:: Music: Tom Petty - Learning to Fly
What an amazing dream.
[Too bad I had to wake up]
Oh, and I have to stop tricking myself. I haven't met anyone worth my time yet. I am trying too hard to move on and that's stupid. Eventually I will and it will be with the right person at the right time. Until then I have to accept that there's no one and it's ok that there isn't.
I'm trying.
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2006 5 February :: 3.59pm
:: Music: Cliff Ritchey
What if?
There's this little glimmer of hope left in my heart making me believe we're not over. Making me wait for the day we'll just be us again.
But, I think the only reason any hope exists is because I am wishing so badly that it does. I don't think it's because it will happen or that it's true.
We're over, but I don't want to accept that.
One day I'll just have to. Because, it is over and it always will be.
But, somehow I'll trick myself into hoping it's not.
Edit>> I can't keep doing this. I need to remember what I heard this weekend; you don't have to be dating someone and being single is ok. There's not some age where you have to be married or with someone. I have to stop looking and just wait. He'll find me as soon as I quit looking. Until then I am searching for someone who doesn't exist. He has to find me. And he will.
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2006 3 February :: 1.27pm
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
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