I loathe you. I hate who you've become. You're everything I never wanted to be. You're a terrible person. You know exactly what you're thinking, but you won't say it. You can't just make someone feel better with honest words. For being such an "honest" person, you sure do lie a lot.

That's to myself.

I want to change, I try.. so hard.
I can't, because I'm weak.
I don't deserve you.
If you fall, I'm afraid I'll be too late to catch you.

I don't want a pity party, these entries are for myself.
I hate you.