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2005 26 May :: 2.45pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
Tell me..
It's sad that there are only two days left of school, yet I still decide to skip out of today. I'm just tired of going there.
Lately I've been.. ok? I guess..
When I'm guessing is when you know I'm not.
Nothing feels real anymore. Just routine.
I don't get excited about anything.
I don't look forward to things.
I just.. don't feel.
[sigh]
I'm so terribly lost right now.
It never leaves my mind, it drives me insane. I question it and that hurts. But if I lose that what do I have? Nothing.
Everything is so dull and meaningless.
My good mood just sank with a phone call.
I get upset too easily.
Sometimes I feel like I have no one to turn to.
5 ::Always Lonely:: |
::Find Yourself::
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2005 14 May :: 8.10pm
:: Music: Cary Brothers - Blue Eyes
I know, I know.. it's all I write about.
Being without you makes me realize how much I need you.
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2005 11 May :: 7.00pm
:: Music: Avril - Knockin' on Heaven's Door
Mama, put my guns in the ground, I can't shoot them anymore.
Well, today was interesting.
Apparently I need to get a blood test because I was in front of the genius Ryan when he decided to play with mercury. Bah..
But, I'm not worried. I'm confident that I won't go crazy or die. So all is well.
Anyway..
Lately I have been okay. Better than I was at least. I am really excited about Stratford. I guess it's because I haven't done anything out of the house fun lately. And the people that are going. Brad, Kate, Sammie, Erika.. could I ask for more? Nah.
Two more weeks.
Two weeks too long.
Kinda glad we got tomorrow off though, I need some extra time to not memorize my shitty drama script.
This is a stupid entry.
It's not supposed to hurt this way.
I need you, I need you,
more and more each day.
It's not supposed to hurt this way.
I need you, I need you, I need you.
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why.
3 ::Always Lonely:: |
::Find Yourself::
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