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2010 28 October :: 1.00 pm
Maybe if we could just rewind the clock it'd all be okay
maybe if I could go back I'd do things a little different.
Some days I wake up and absolutely hate what I've become, 'it was never supposed to be this way'
And others
I'm so proud of myself and feel so on top of the world.
Today is not one of those days. I want to hide. And lock myself in.
I hate divorce; I hate mistakes; and today I hate just about everything.
I hate the fact I dont have people around that I can just go to whenever.
I need some 'me time'
I just need a day off...or a month
from everything not just work.
let's cut the wings away |