:: 2010 18 January :: 1.19 pm

Well it seems this is my first post of not just the year but as a married woman. Wow. Its so strange to say. Married. Wife. Thad's bitch fo' Life. Its still so uncomfortable to say but it doesn't feel any different. We still get into arguments, we still do the same things everyday, but I have noticed Thads become a bit more deffensive over me, about freakin time. It scares me at times the whole forever thing. But it only freaks me out when I fixate on it.
I feel better now though. It feels like Thad and I are doing things right for once, not just in the eyes of society but in the eyes of our God. I know it may sound a little preachy but it feels good. Really its an undescribably feeling but it just feels like everythings okay. No remorse, or paranoia. Its all good.

We're moving into our first house on the first of Feb. Its soo exciting! An actual house where Thaddeus and I can just roam. Its not big by any means but its perfect for the two of us and Klieo. We moved in our Sofa, chair, and rug. It already looks like a home. The first cannot come soon enough. I'll be an aunt, moved into a quaint little house, doing a photoshoot. Things are going to be great, but I'm soo impacient and even though its only two weeks away I want it now! If we wanted to we could have moved in earlier but Thaddeus doesnt want to move in yet. Which in my opinion is lame. Thad's been living in my dads basement for two years! Its time for him and I to get out! I'm nervous because there has been soo many broken promises about houses and whatnot, getting a house, an apartment, a duplex, he's milked living off of my dad and now its time my dad just kicked him out so he has to live on his own. Dad doesn't have the heart to kick anyone out but he has said that he couldn't wait until we moved out so he can save money. Wow, rambling... but I have alot on my mind.

I think I'm a Klieo whisperer

let's cut the wings away