:: 2009 15 November :: 10.57 pm

For those who don't understand, well...I just don't care.

We're getting things ready, and set.
We have our minds made up
We're walking down the ailse and thats enough
Enough for us right now, thats what we want
It was his idea at first
And I now agree
I know it sounds stupid
and its not all about the money
But there are things I need and things he desires
And no I haven't tried to rhyme throughout this thing
But it kinda played out that way...now for the awkward pause in your reading because the flow has completely stoped.

I guess what I am trying to say is, please be supportive. We have our reasons for this and its not like we're not having our wedding later as well. But we're going through the Justice of the Peace, next month or early January. I dont want to feel like people are talking Thaddeus and I out of this. It is our desicion and thats final. Yes we're young, yes we aren't having the proper wedding, yes we are a bit ignorant to things. We all are. If we were born in marriage marriage itself wouldn't be a big deal. I want people to understand that Thaddeus and I have been in the workings of this for years and now it seems like the perfect time to act. So dont be worried about not going to a reception, or going to see the magical moment, and blah de blah, there will be a time. But right now its right for us. You got questions? Well then ask them. Dont be so judgemental before you get it.

If I could have a dream wedding tomorrow I would, but the fact of the matter is we cant and WE dont want to wait that long. Things have come up that make it a bit more difficult to save up money for the wedding unless we're already married. Haha. I know how that sounds but its true. I think people wouldn't even understand if I explained it to them. Really. I'm stressin' out as is. Please just give me a fuckin' break. I don't need to hear it. If I wanna listen to someone preach I'd be sitting in church right now or upstairs listening to my father.

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