:: 2009 3 September :: 10.08 pm

It's the real thing
Safety's off
Are you there
Are you there for me
By my side
An angel
Who dodge the bullets wide

It feels right
On a beach
When you talk
You talk without a sound
And when you walk
Your feet hardly touch the ground

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When I think of you my head spins
I'm naseaus
I wanna get off the merigoround in my mind
I wanna stay with you and leave the world behind
But we're stuck
In the same paradigm
In the same spot


Giving into you is my weakness and the thing I hate
Your the light in my darkness and the salt water in my glass
We once said forever isnt long at all
Oh but my love it is
Its our moment of reconing
Will we suceed or give in?
Will you tire of me once you realize you want the child I cannot produce?
Will I ever exit this fantasy world which I've worked so hard to create?
Will you ever tire of seeing me sleeping next to you?
Or will our dreams drive us in two seperate directions?

I'm scared and confused
Nervous and excited

Am I really ready for this?
Please someone tell me!
Someone tell me what to do
For a time where I should be the happiest
I feel awfully alone

1 razor | let's cut the wings away