wasabi
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2007 2 May :: 7.37am
:: Mood: tired
right now i kind of feel like he's the only one who really cares.
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aerii
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2007 1 May :: 10.17am
my cheeks?
seriously?
AHAHAHA
<3
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wasabi
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2007 28 April :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: sad
i have to write this down before it drives me crazy.
im upset
and i hate it
because i feel like there is no good reason.
i just feel so helpless and alone. and i feel like when he moves he's just going to leave me behind and forget about me. and im so scared because i really like him... seriously.
i think its more than just an infatuation.
and god damnit.
i just wish he didnt have to move and that i could see him more.
and that i could have seen him last night.
i feel so bad about last night. so fucking bad.
but i dont know.. i just feel like i'm going to be stuck here with a broken heart while he's hours away, smiling and living on without even a second thought about me. i dont want him to forget me.
and i dont want to be this pessimistic, because i know thats not how it is.
and i want to know why i keep thinking this though.
when i'm with him, im happy.
and i love that.
and i dont have to worry about anything.
and i can be myself.
and i dont want to lose that.
i dont fucking know...
god, i feel like a jerk.
and i dont know what i should say to him.
or what i should do.
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aerii
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2007 28 April :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: i feel like an asshole
someone should give me an amazing book to read.
and a really good hug.
and idk.
some nat king cole
or dean martin
or frank sinatra
albums.
idk.
i want to mellow out.
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aerii
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2007 23 April :: 9.15am
"So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."
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aerii
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2007 22 April :: 7.20pm
ahahahaha
strawberry milkshake oreos.
sldfjsldfkjlooksldkfjlskdjf
today was a good day.
:D
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aerii
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2007 16 April :: 10.22am
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: dogs - page france
i really want to love him.
"and im not sure what happens
when everything here ends
but i hope its like they said
and i hope it never ends."
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aerii
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2007 11 April :: 9.19am
i've been waiting for this moment all of my life,
but it's not quite right.
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aerii
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2007 9 April :: 6.25am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: anberlin
i dont want to go to school today
alkjblksjdjjosidu7u98s9
yuck
i better go do my homework.
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aerii
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2007 30 March :: 7.55am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: safe and sound - azure ray
ahaha
man, i don't even understand where my dreams come from.
seriously
they don't make any sense at all.
anywayyyyyyyyyyy
eli's show is tonight
and i'm hoping to go with nicole and morgan.
and i want to hang out with loren today
so he can come to.
umm....
springbreak much?
indeed.
about damn time.
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aerii
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2007 26 March :: 8.54am
i keep having these wicked awesome dreams
and they're all stuck on the tip of my tongue
but maybe thats best.
cause who knows if you would think it was wicked awesome
you know what you should check out though?
"Wincing the Night Away"
The new Shins album.
its rad
'specially Australia.
so like,
go listen
NOW!
ps. im so happy.
and its good
and uggh....
NICOLE COMES BACK WEDNESDAY
I GO TO SEATTLE ON SUNDAY (with nicole :D)
AND DLFJKSLDFJDLSFKJ
oh yeah.
dig it?
cause i do.
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aerii
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2007 23 March :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: the format
had the strangest dream last night about hypodermic needles.
and that shout song by otis day....
anyway.. here are some photos:
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aerii
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2007 22 March :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: mischievous
so, thanks to christina
i've listened to journey
and now
its stuck in my head
forever
just a small town girl, living in a lonely world
she took the midnight train going anywhere
just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit
he took the midnight train going anywhere
and then there's this fucking wicked guitar part.
ahhh
journey, i wonder why i never listened to them before......
HA.
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aerii
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2007 19 March :: 7.23am
:: Mood: sick
So, here are some photos from days I've missed:
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aerii
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2007 19 March :: 7.00am
"I have finally met someone who doesn't care what's on a pizza they plan to consume. Excluding (I'm sure) items you can't regularly get in a normal upstanding pizza establishment. Nope, no codpiece apples on that here pizza."
i guess this is some great skill?
haha
i just like pizza.
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