*real eyez.... realize...real liez*

2 days left til *16*..yay
LadiePerfection/Taylor Duzer: yeah whatever because u kno u cant resist his sexin.
all he gotta do it not give u any for 2 weeks
and u will b runnin to have his babies. "give it to me daddy!"



I vow to never break your heart, I'll never let you down, for better or worse,
I'll always be around

 

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:: 2003 31 December :: 9.40 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Brandy* When You Touch Me

Hmm...

I jus woke up from a nap nap I took since uhm..6:30. Yup Yup.. it was good.. I actually had a dream but..once again it was one of them stupid ones. Lol... I dreamed that I could have school right outside of my house ... and a parking space was my desk and I had a lap top and celly wit me. Lol.. it was funny. Then people..guys came ova..to my "school"...bwahaha! Carmelo was one of them guys...he was on the cover of Sports Illustrated.. I am gonna get that one..he was lookin so adorable! haha

Never be fat OR Never be poor?:too poor
Have perfect grades OR Be perfect at extracurricular activities?:xtra..
Watch Forrest Gump non-stop OR Listen to Xtina non-stop?:xtina
Marry your History teacher OR your Biology teacher?:..hmm history
Never see person of opp sex again OR never have chocolate again?:never have chocolate again
Miss your senior prom OR miss your own birthday?:my birthday
Have a million dollars OR have the perfect body?:a million dollars can -buy- the perfect dolla..haha sides i ain't changin sh*t
Have total enlightenment OR have every material thing you want?:prolly have every material thing
Live in NYC OR Florida?:nyc
Be Paris Hilton OR Maggie Gyllenhaal?:.. paris
Marry Tobey Maguire OR Jake Gyllenhaal?:..hmm tobey i guess..
Never be able to speak English again OR talk non-stop forever?:never speak english
Get $10 every day when you wake up OR $70 at the end of the week?:70 at the end of the week
Be able to meet Marilyn Monroe OR Kurt Cobain?:marilyn monroe
Figure out the mystery of the Magic Bullet ( kennedy) OR cure a disease?:cure hiv...

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I see:my computer screen
I feel:tired and bored
I hear:Brandy*All You Need
I smell:nothing
I find:that .. nevermind
I want:to be at Chuck's house
I have:some new clothes from Old Navy...
I wish:that I got more than ONE FRICKIN PAIR OF JEANS
I hate:..nothing really
I miss:talking to some people
I fear:that oh four ain't gonna be HALF as fun as oh 3 was
I crave:white chocolate..
I search:my clothes for some new outfits I could make
I wonder:if I can go shopping again on Friday
I regret:getting that pair of jeans I'll -hardly- eva wear..
I love:sitting in the dark and jus thinkin
I long:for Chuckie
I am:Courtney p. Nichole
I come:from Mt. Holly
I always:stay up mad late @ night [well lately..lol] and ALWAYS wear earrings
I am not:a smut
I believe:in Jesus
I cringe:dunno..
I dance:-well-.. so guys say lol
I sing:pretty well
I learn:French every day in school!
I do not:have sex... [yet] lol
I succeed:after awhile
I fail:to talk a lot when I'm mad.. I'll get real quiet sometimes
I fight:with my mom too much
I write:in my journal so no one in the world won't get shot
I give:Xmas gifts late all the time! =D
I win:when I do something
I never:cuss.. [well gettin there]
I confuse:Ant & Chuckie when I'm talkin to them when I'm on my celly..can't hear dem well
I listen:to R&B / Hip-Hop
I take:free things when I see them

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I took a nap nap coz I don't feel so hot... I hope I'm not gettin sick...that'd be horrible..but yes..the nap was good..and today I went out wit criS + my mom ir de compras [yes i still remember..to go shopping]! I can't tell you how mad I am.. I musta had like eight pairs of jeans in the cart.. and I ended up getting one that I don't really like that much. Hmm... I'm mad that they didn't have a plain red hoodie like they said they did on the website.. But yes.. I got two beige hoodies.. two spaghetti straps[dark brown and white]..two shirts [one pink and one white]..and one pair of jeans..hmm I am definately going shopping AGAIN! [woah.. why am I seeing purple dots on the carpet...hmm okay Courtney...]... oh well

yeah.. Ima go on aim or .. something.. I still feel really sh*tty..and if I didn't have to stay up and drink my fake wine my butt would be in bed..ugh..bye bye..

*courtney

no she didn't!


:: 2003 30 December :: 11.18 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: A.Keys* Heartburn

lalala...
yes yes.. I just got finished with talking to Chuckie* and rite now I'm talking to Plashette & Emu. And like yesterday, I had "big fun" today! I'll even start allll the way from midnight!

this mornin* well.. I got offline..talked to Pookie for awhile till like 4..was fallin asleep at 5..finally stopped talkin to him at like 6:30/7 and I went to bed at 8 ish.. I saw my mommy wake up. Then.. my Aunt Carmen picked me up at like 11:15-11:30 ish and we went to the mall and she bought me a new face place and a clear keypad. She said the next thing she's gon try and find me is a flashing keypad. OMG... it was hard as hell trying to find a faceplate for my fone tho!

this afternoon* got home...talked on the fone wit Chuckie* & Ant and online with them... ohhh Chuckie really likes me..it's hard to believe but.."lushuz x anjel..why does she look so good" yup..that's me lol and said i'm da best girl and that he likes freaks too lol. So I guess he likes me due to that haha. I was lyin down from like 3-4:30 while talkin to Pookie but I fell asleep and woke up at like 6. I missed like 4 calls..but that's okay. Then I got online..and Steph was like "are u going with us"...soo.. then I went toooo.. the mall!

the mall* yup i had mucho fun there too. i got a pretzel yo.. I been missin dem thangs! I got some sweet pea stuff.. uhm.. 3 + 3 + 1 = ... 7 pairs of earrings..and my contact lenses thingy! Emu showed up dere but I ain't even noe he was dere he jus walked up to me and was like hey nene. ..there were stalker girls there... and fine black brothas there on a TUESDAY nite! lol .. I went into Heaven..aka Deb..all the pinkness..they had some -trashy- dresses tho..watch me buy one too lol sike nah. yeah.. i was bout to get halinsco + emu for mentioning ppl from the -past- but im straight..yo...in Mr. Bulky they had them chocolates wit alcohol!! I really wanted that too.. oh well.. in the arcade there were these Chinese (and yes i know dey were chinese coz dey were da kids of the folk @ the chinese food place so HAHA)..yeah.. I am the air hockey queen..but I lost to ray ..he got 2 out of 3 games..but thats okay..yo..that was a mad hard game..last person who made me play air hockey like that was Michael Pearcy at The Falls! I saw alll these Kings jerseys..and I saw Carmelo Anthony'stoo..that boy is delicious...oh lordi.. lol I am so proud of myself at the mall tho..haha.. I really am

home*... my neighbor Ms. Jackie died..and the police people were blocking my mommy's car so her and jerry had to come pick me up. yeah..and my other neighbor Ms.Rose was in an accident yesterday but she straight. ..wat goes on here?! am I next?! but yeah..it ain't even midnight yet.. i'm not sure if I'm stayin up or not..but I'm tryin to get in my last hours of 2 double oh! 3...sooo we'll see. Happy Early New Year's Eve tho y'all!

Chuck "<3333"! 12.16.oh 3.... 4 days...


La Courtney
aka
Yolanda

no she didn't!


:: 2003 29 December :: 11.20 pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: R.Kelly* She's Got That Vibe

I heart everyone in the world!!..almost
Well..today I had a lottttt of fun...and I had a lotttt of fun last nite to! Haha...I'm bad.. but I couldn't give a u noe what! I'm 14 years old [big whoop.. i noe!], I'm in the first year of four of the most important years of my life.. and Ima have a bangin time! Look at dis..me and CriS are crazy... I had to put dis in here girl.. I was dyin...I'm not gon show da whole thing..coz like I said ppl in this world got big bootie mouths yo!! And strangers may be looking too...::gasp::

Lushuz X anjeL (9:19:42 PM): ..nope nope don't wanna hear it lol
flyygurl214 (9:19:54 PM): i was soo good!
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:09 PM): BULL!!!!
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:12 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:20:14 PM): ::smiles::
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:30 PM): see u'd be like nahh!
flyygurl214 (9:20:36 PM): ok
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:38 PM): ewww! ur almost as trampy as me! gasp
flyygurl214 (9:20:39 PM): nahh!
flyygurl214 (9:20:43 PM): lol
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:47 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:20:54 PM): im worst
flyygurl214 (9:20:55 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:21:02 PM): no jk
Lushuz X anjeL (9:21:17 PM): =-O=-O=-O=-O=-O
Lushuz X anjeL (9:21:22 PM): that's impossible!..lol sike nah

you are deeppink
#FF1493

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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so anyways..let me start...all the way from the beginning today! ::smile::

Frosh + JV Game vs Cherry Hill East...grrh I DON'T like them at ALL! evil refs I say! But anyway.. I was going to be the only manager there [which actually ain't that bad].. but my savior of the day Ashley came! She's stayin. And we were standin outside the gym and talkin and stuff and watchin the boys shoot around. We rode da bus with JV..yup yup. Emu kept hittin me wit his bag. Frosh team was killin it..but den they shot MAD THREE'S like crazy [che..] and den they got ahead of us like twice in the fourth quarter..but we got it and won 54-52!! woo woo! JV...hmm no COMMENT lol.. yeah we didn't win..wasn't close either..but that game was so fast paced and me and Ashley were gettin -into- that game! We didn't get into the freshmen game until 4th quarter when it was crazy...but anyways..Kevin hurted my wrist ... ::tear:: he was trying to get my batteries..bad man. Yeah..bus ride home was quiet. Afterwards John was messin wit me & Ashley. He told me to go ova Ash's house when he does so we could uhm..yeah.. interesting lol. He's talking to me more..and I know how -he- can get down.. I mean really lol.

Aunt Annette's house* see... My Mommy, Auntie Carmen, Jada, Brandi, and Jordan all came and picked me up at the gym. Then we went to my Aunt Annette's. I got told the funniest story in the world while I was dere. And Chuckie* called me twice..he helped me out while I was playing Madden 2 double oh 4 against Josh .. and he helped me get a touchdown too! And I also got a safety too! Haha.. I lost 18-8 though..but this was my first time playin football in a lonnggg time. Then we played Need For Speed & All Star Baseball..yo u noe they call Pemberton Township P-Town and have a theme song for it?!! ...remember B-Town Javonne..woo..P-town..dang.. that's a shame. Yeah..we all took pictures and stuff. P-town's senior class is green..like us..oh seven! you know! But anyways...there was basically -no- signal in dat house..so I missed like 3 calls from Chuckie..but that's okay... we got home at like 6 ish...

Home* well..yeah Chuckie* called me twice.. I talked to his mom...she's so nice! "when are u gonna come over?" -that was her...so I'm invited..oh geez..that would be some kinda fun if I did go ova dere..mmhmm..mmhmm...then we talked online..mmhmm mmhmm loha..then I talked to uhm.. hmm... Emu, Pookie, Chuckie, Pooh, Tiffi, Halinsco, and last but not least CriS [i luv u too girly!! lol] ...yes yes..I <3 winter break..especially seein all dem negroes today made me realize I do NOT wanna go back to school at ALL lol...go to bed at 6:30 foreverrrrr! OMG... Simone called me.. it was halarious yo...we jinxed at suttin and it was sooo funny. and me and savion were playin each other..him and thomas are gonna fight on saturday lol...woo that was a funny butt convo.. Aiight it's past midnight now..so I gotta go soon..but I'll talk about last nite..heheHE...

Last nite*......woo... aiight.. I talked to mad ppls [boys..] on da fone.. but I was GOOD aiight..so don't be runnin around sayin "courtney did blah blah"..coz that's complete bull..and it was on a friend to friend basis with ALL of them.. now that we've gotten that taken care of. Chuckie* and I talked for two hours.. I was on the fone wit anotha dude when he called..but Chuckie was more important.. dude calls again at 11 wit his cousin [his cousin is a nasty..but he seem cool..and he a senior] ..and we talked till like midnite. I went to bed at like midnight. .. i jus wanted to say that.. Plashette was like "gooood jobbbbb girlll!!!!"

i noe someone... who starts bull rite... but i'm straight...coz i've got class yo...yup dats a rite..

i'm a classy tramp! lol... ain't that rite criS! ...step step...side to side..round and round..dip it now..separate..bring it back..now let me see u do..the love slide..oh shoot! cris i ain't think of a story!!! oh no!! crap..what am I to do.. maybe I will go to sleep lol..

well... it's like 12..wateva.. I'm not sure if the Sixers game is still on..but I think I should be going now even if I am going to bed at 6:30... [join me sometime!]..but yes I shall be going now [unfortunately.. i know]

tomorrow i'm going shopping with aunt carmen!!! yayyy! it's gon be funnn stuff! she's soooo much easier to get along wit den my mommy! ni nite y'all!

chuck.."<3333"! 12.16.o3


La Courtney



look..

BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:11:46 AM): XXXX
Lushuz X anjeL (12:11:53 AM): ...?
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:07 AM): hugs lol
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:25 AM): oooh!..x's are kisses u dork! lol sike nah.. i think they are tho..
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:31 AM): O
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:32 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:34 AM): No
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:36 AM): O are
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:38 AM): no!
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:47 AM): Yea
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:51 AM): cause it's hugs and kissed
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:52 AM): noo! even if it is "hugs and kisses
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:56 AM): and it starts wit x
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:10 AM): that's stupid tho! O...makes u think of circle..hugs..arms in circles
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:20 AM): x... kinda a form of a shape u make when u kiss! i'm right
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:13:31 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:13:34 AM): SHUT UP!!
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:39 AM): no! i am right!
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:43 AM): i don't care what society says
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:01 AM): lol
Lushuz X anjeL (12:14:29 AM): ...u can not ruin what i've believed for -years- like yesterday.. i discovered the rams were blue and not purple... i was really upset
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:41 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:54 AM): SLOWNESS
Lushuz X anjeL (12:14:57 AM): ...damn
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:10 AM): aiight if i'm so slow..
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:23 AM): nevermind..
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:28 AM): NO
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:29 AM): say it
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:44 AM): i can't think of anything.. i was jus bein big
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:50 AM): -whoops- :-D
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:55 AM): lol

yup.. i'm a dumbf*ck

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 28 December :: 4.23 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Tamia* Uh'n To You [best song!]

GOOO GREEN BAY!
...omg this guy in Green Bay..was runnin..and he got tripped..and he landed on his neck and flipped over..and then got back up. Dang..wooo that boy is special! WOOO! There was almost an interception..but then we caught it so... touchdown greenbay!!! kick is good!

or could it be..that the stranger is me.. have I changed to drastically??

..yup yup I went to bed at 6:30 this mornin..mmhmm I was gonna go for 24 hours..but I remembered that I took a nap from 6:3o-8 ish.. soo.. Ima go for it tomorrow or tuesday..but yeah I woulda kept goin but Edmond fell asleep on me again! I want another frappucino..hmm..Pepsi Twist just doesn't cut it for me. oh yeah..

did y'all noe that N.Cannon and C.Millian were an item? I mean.. I really didn't know that! lol when I start to fantasize..you were rubbin my thighs..touchin me...and kissin me...feels so real.. like you hear with me.. when i think of you..makes me wanna do..crazy things when I'm alone with you when the lights go out then when's i'm all about.uh'n to you...

*Write the first thing that you think of when you see the word.*
It can be anything: people, items, views, stories, etc.
Thunder:rain
Pop:cherry
Rock:and roll
Sweet:kisses
Bliss:happy
Kiss:hershey's
Finger:roll
Figure:8
Me:courtney
Love:hate
Sex:good
Male:chuck
Amphibian:froggie
.:Tell the world how you really feel:.
What is love?:a feeling that i haven't experienced xcept wit a friend
Can it really be shared?:possibly
Is sex love?:it depends
Is it bliss?:sex can be bliss
How does it make you feel to love?:..dunno yet
Can it be undone?:..hmm probably not
Have you ever felt it?:nahh not really..
Is love regrettable?:hell yeah

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cutting
do you cut?:not no more..
how often?:n/a
are you trying to stop?:aleady did
why do you do it?:..blah..
food
are you on a diet?:.. I watch what I eat
is it more like you starve yourself?:nah
do eat out of anxiety even when your not hungry?:no.. I drink
do you ever induce yourself to vomit?:hell no..
love
have you ever been inlove?:nah
have you ever been broken hearted?:uhm.. it wasn't so bad coz I got ova it reall quick
have you ever broken someone's heart?:hehe.. most likely but not on purpose
have you been someone's first love?:..maybe
when did you have your first crush?:first grade
what is te longest reltinship you've had?:..6½ months
the shortest?:.. 5 days
have you ever had sex?:nope!
do want to get married?:not really..I just want the honeymoon and the dress..and I can do that on my own
substances
have you ever done any drugs?:yup
if yes, wich ones?:Motrin
when was the last time?:...last time I had my .
are you addicted to any?:nah
do you drink?:mmhmm occasionally
do you smoke?:yup..air
have ever gotten high?:off of Air and paint fumes near homecoming
death
have youever been suicidal?:mmhmm
have you ever attempted suicide?:.. I told you
how?:..ijo
emotions
right now you feel ::--
have you ever been depressed?:---
when was the last time you have been really happy?:---
when was the last time you cried?:---
why did you cry?:---
who has made you feel the most emotions?:---
who has loved you the most?:---
whom have you loved the most?:---
who has made you most angry?:---
what do you think is the worst feeling ever?:---
why?
why do you have an online journal?:---

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.::Person::.
You Hugged:my bear
You Talked To:Edmond
You Kissed:...hmm
That IMed You:Ant
You Said I love you To:hmm prolly Pookie
That said I love you:^ [but not -that- kinda love]
.::Random::.
Shirt You Wore:my sibling rivalry puppy tank top
Store You Went To:K-Mart
Thing You Bought:Word Up!
Person You Saw:my mom
Thing You Ate:..ham ::Gasp:: i know
Thing You Drank:pepsi twist

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guess what soundtrack the Courtney is listening to... SPACE JAM!! haha..that was the 1st everrrr cd I got..on my 8th birthday with my very first cd player..and it took me a long bootie time to find it..but I found it!

...everybody get up..it's time to slam now... we got a real jam goin down ..welcome to the space jam..here's your chance do ur dance at the space jam..alright..

... i want my ps2 fixed yooooo!!!!!!!..grrrhhh I wanna play the Simpsons..and American Idol..and watch DVD's grrhh! ::tear tear::

I will cross the ocean for you*...I will go and bring you the moon...I will be your hero, your strength, anything u need..I will be the sun in ur sky..I will light ur way for all time...promise you... for you i will...

I remember back in tha day* when I thought Whitney Houston sang that song until I saw the soundtrack listing. ..come on Green Bay..there were two interceptions in a row..it was funny. ooh..is mah Salt-N-Pepa song up next... utt oh!! how do I love thee..let me count the ways..

hi all my friends! ima start doing that all the time

upside down... boy u turn me.. inside out..round and round.. upside down.. boy you turn me inside out..round..and round...and round..

wooo! my darling A.Paige is on! It's prolly Plashette tho..hmm. dang..she away already lol.

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lushuzXanjel, from this day forward,

your Porn Star name shall be....
Hondo Mt. Holly





C.Nichole, from this day forward,

your Blues Singer name shall be....
sexy Clinton


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[jones]
hey it's barry white!
[...obsession.. a burning desire]
barry you want some chicken?!
[the undeniable passion.. the love..for someone or something..]
you know you want some chicken!
[yes he was a victim of a basketball jones]
in fact i was the baddest dribbler in the whole world..
[then one day his mom bought him a basketball]
and i loved that basketball!
And i took that basketball everywhere i went!
You know what..that basketball was like a basketball to me, come on you cheerleaders...

and den dere's da chorus..

[his basketball was like a member of his own family]
in fact better lookin than my brother Tony,
didn't own me money, and didn't piss in the bed
and after the game I always took a shower with my basketball..
..every now and then the basketball would pinch my butt but I didn't mind
..coz me and my basketball had good plain fun
see i am a victim of a basketball jones
i take my basketball everywhere
i even put my basketball under the pillow..
[maybe that's why he can't sleep at night]

..da chorus again...

and da rest of the song...

[baby baby baby it's a craze]
basketball's a chicken!
[an uncontrollable yearning]
do y'all hear Barry White?
[the overwhelming emotions... to a love for someone..or something]
I love the knicks myself..
hey is there a basketball in the house..
is there a basketball in the house?!

..blah the rest...

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look criStina's on...so ima go talk to her...bye bye!


La Courtney




2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 27 December :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: A.Keys* You Don't Know My Name ----> If I Ain't Got You

eagles are winning..DIE!!!!
DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

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I am not antisocial.. I just like me time! Omg.. I swear if I ever had Hildi as my designed on trading spaces designing -my- room.. I would get off tha tshow so frickin quick! Paint cans on the cieling?! helllooooo!!! woo woo woo! trading spaces greatest moments is on!
omg!!!! that thing was funny!!! dude ran to the door and fell the fuck back coz they slammed the door in his face!! ...but yeah I'm going to bed at most likely 6 this morning... it was fun talkin tho!

i'm really obsessed with these two cds...this is like me + Stripped all ovvvvvvvvverrrrrr again. ...mmmmm!!!...dis shrimp, vegetable, and pasta jawn was goooodddd! with mah fav...alfredoooo sauce!

there's so much about you that I want to explore...

mmhmm..that's rite "explore" lol... I'm still not sure about the waiting thing as much [no this isn't because of chuck so don't even get that frickin idea aiight]... 9+ years is just far away! omg... i am in love with cinnamon life i'd seriously marry that frickin cereal! lol but yes..to serious matters...

lately I been thinkin like "aahh f*ck, my friends are two-faced, i can only trust some people" and blah blah..but like after talkin to Pookie and takin a nap nap and coolin off I realized I do have some really good friends with awesome personalities and we're all gonna be famous someday [well @ least me and criStina.. ::smile::] and it's like I love you all. Let's face it.. I do stupid shit..y'all do stupid shit but i love u..and I mean damn if it's basically oh 4 now..and years have been goin quicker and quicker.. I ain't gonna see y'all no more... ::tear:: so jus saying thanks to all of my friends... i heart you! i mean like...really heart y'all! y'all are so ginuwine...and ur gonna go places..and I'll be like yup! i noe dem negroes! we were tighter than.. uhm.. bark on a tree! lol.. let me stop

aiight it's 11:00 now... watching trading spaces and the eagles just about won..dammit! lol..yo do my survey thingy & comment yo ..thanksss!

chuck... <33333!


La Courtney

no she didn't!


:: 2003 27 December :: 4.28 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: A.Keys* Diary..

damn...
hmm like one of my friends said..
i am the fuck up...

well not to that extent..but shit shit shit shit shit shit shit SHIT shit SHIT...dammit! Okay .. now Ima call him..

y'all noe y'all gotta let out frustration some way..and remember... courtney yells/throws/cusses..so buh bye =D

*courtney

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 27 December :: 2.55 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: R.Kelly + Celene Dion* I'm Your Angel

..dammit!
dammit.. I'm tired of waiting..for yanno! lol ... come on..you peoples are smart..you can figure it out..look at #48...now here's the stuff I was working on!

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you. anything.


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1. I have a huge obsession with gum
2. I am in love with the Xtina Stripped cd
3. I own 8 pink hoodies
4. I have a bangin jewelry collection
5. I only have 3 real piercings in my ear, coz #4 is closing
6. I thrive on being busy
7. I love sleeping on the floor
8. I've got 10 brothers + sisters
9. I go to the beach once every summer
10. I'm also in love with TLC especially Trading Spaces
11. I'm born on the cusp between Aries + Taurus
12. I can be very stubborn when I want to be
13. I hate getting 99's but 89's even more
14. I think geometry is the worst form of math I've had so far
15. I have been given over 20 nicknames
16. I love the smell of shoe stores..
17. I go online a lot
18. I have over 700 songs downloaded on Kazaa..and never got a virus
19. sometimes I wish I was 4'11
20. I would die if I didn't have my written journal
21. I have a good track of time and counting down things [ask edmond]
22. I love lip gloss
23. I hate coffee
24. I think some people in Mt. Laurel + Cherry Hill are evil
25. I love dancing..especially in the shower
26. I have an obsession with mascara, but hardly use it
27. I've got a huge collection of nail polish
28. I hate feet to the death of it sometimes
29. I don't like it when some black people wear brown..
30. I used to have a big obsession with cookies from lunch
31. I love kool-aid
32. I wish I had freckles or glasses sometimes
33. green eyes are the prettiest to me besides brown
34. I want to live in a beach house
35. I love the Sacramento Kings
36. I hate the LA Lakers
37. I'm falling for Carmelo Anthony
38. I love the NBA and NFL
39. I despise the Eagles
40. I think life sucks sometimes but I'm enjoying it now
41. I think if I had a twin [sister or brother] the world would be a horrible place
42. I think Kobe did it
43. I think Michael is innocent
44. I think LeBron looked saxi in his new commercial but his shoes are BOOTIE
45. I want the pink + white G-Unit sneakers
46. I love Old Navy jeans
47. I love silver jewelry and white gold the most
48. I'm proud to be a virgin
49. Babyface's song Nobody Knows makes me cry EVERY time
50. I want to be a video whore for a little bit
51. I wish I had more than 1 friend who I can trust with my life
52. Sometimes I wish I could turn back the hands of time
53. I can talk a lot
54. I can zone out very easily
55. I want my own clothes line
56. I'm gonna go to a good college
57. I live in New Jersey
58. I'm deathly afraid of being in car accidents but I love being in fast cars
59. I like traveling
60. I like sitting in my closet and just doing nothing
61. I like reading under my covers with a flashlight
62. I have a NJ/Ghetto/NY/Southern accent put together...so ppl say
63. I love my complextion
64. I enjoy being black [and rican]
65. I think Xtina's gonna be around for a longgg time
66. I've got a huge collection of teddy bears
67. It's really hard for me to trust people
68. I've tried to commit suicide
69. I must always have a pair of earrings on x-cept when I'm sleeping
70. I get my period at the worst possible times [first day of high school..]
71. I am in love with Jarrell Damante Houston
72. I still love the Spice Girls
73. I'm gonna miss not havin lunch with my girls after high school
74. All my brothers have spoiled me in at least one way
75. I'm a damn good liar when I want to be one..lol
76. I can keep a real straight face
77. I don't think I'm ticklish anymore
78. I want to be famous for doing something really great
79. A decent amount of people have told me I will be famous
80. I wish I was a model sometimes..
81. And I wish I was a -tad- bit prettier..but I still think I am
82. I think jealousy's a bitch
83. I'm obsessed with drinking stuff
84. I sometimes get a constant need for something to be in my mouth
85. Sometimes I think I'm too independent for my own good
86. I hate listening to people b/c I want to find out things on my own, I don't care if they right or wrong
87. I'm really good at foreign languages for some reason
88. I want to be an ambassador in France/Italy/Japan/China...
89. I don't like our president
90. I thought Bill Clinton was the shit
91. I love being hugged, especially by my brothers
92. I want a lil Maltese puppy named Lil Pookie!
93. I'm a dumbass on the weekend
94. I wanna marry all my guy friends so I'll never leave them after high school..::tear::
95. I wanna go back to the age of 5 when I didn't care about things
96. I think rapers should be shot
97. Out of the blue I'll start singing or dancing [lol..marching band! I was a mess]
98. I want to be assistant drum major in junior year, head manager, and the winner of a beauty pageant
99. I want to work at six flags next summer
100. I love myself a lot! ::smile::

uuuu noeee u liked my stuff..I thought about more..but 100's mah limit!

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A big list of different ways to spell my name

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1. Courtney
2. Courtnie
3. Courtnee
4. Courtni
5. Cortney
6. Courtne
7. Courtneey
8. Cortnie
9. Cortni
10. Courteney
11. Courtenie
12. Courtenee
13. Cortnee
14. Kourtney
15. Kourtnie
16. Kourtnee
17. Kourtni
18. Kortney
19. Kourtne
20. Kourtneey
21. Kortni
22. Kortnie
23. Kortnee
24. Kourteney
25. Kourtenie
26. Kourtenee

Yeah I know... I'm a loser for thinkin of this lol... oOo well! haha!

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well..anyway it's like 2:57..and yes we are still talking.. I don't know why we don't pick up the fone..but yeah whateva. I'm still kind of missing that .. "something" that's gone..but f*ck it! lol i believe i can fly.. i believe I can touch the sky.. I think about it every night and day...spread my wings and fly away... I believe I can soar... I see me runnin thru that open door... I believe I can fly.. I believe I can fly... oh I believe I can fly...coz I believe in me... woo! this CD is HOT! lol...hmm I'm not sure if I wanna go out tonight or not. Oh well..

I'm still really confused about waiting..but I'd hate the person to death afterwards lol... "5 mins of pain.. 5 hours of pleasure"..lol Ima remember that for awhile..

keep it on the downlow... nobody has to know...

some people want diamond rings..some just want everything..but everything means nothin..if I ain't got you.. hmm..good song..but yes..it's like 4:21 now coz i'm re-editing and I have to charge mah fone so we stopped talkin. ..hmm.. yesterday my side was hurting really bad..and where the hell is everyone..and tiffi's away message up is saying she's out.. I swear if that girl went out with them and ain't call me...ooh! lol I got a new Avon magazine..woo woo woo!! haha Ima have fun yo!

but everything means nothing if I ain't got you*

hmm..now I'm gonna go.. ooh..Diary's on now..<33 dat song so much..tralala..my ps2's broken and I'm lost w/o it yo! I'm gonna call him..be back later..


La Courtney


::moo-waa::

I won't tell...

6 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 27 December :: 1.11 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: A.Keys* Diary

wow...
well..uhm..good afternoon.. it feels like evening to me though...you wanna noe why?... coz I went to bed @ six this mornin coz I was talkin to Edmond thru texts after we got off da fone from like... hmm..9-midnite. He fell asleep on me too..and woke me up at like 9..3 hours of sleep..niiicee Courtney. My god... I'm zZz-y now..but my showa + soda is helpin me a lil bit...oh god.. I'm gonna be dead at the basketball game on Monday lol.


you used to be my closest ally
in this cold cold world
of deception and lies
we would defend and protect one another
now i can't tell if we're enemies or lovers..


damn..we been textin for..12-1:3o ish... 11½ hours.. good greif lol..well actually not from 6-9 but whateva...but anyways... I been missing something lately due to a certain subject of conversation around like 3 maybe but anyways.. can't go back.. I made the right choice..nottin to do now...but yo thank god I didn't go out with Jewelz!! I am sooo frickin smart! hahaha...and now he's comin at me..nigga please!!

i won't tell... your secrets... yours secrets are safe with me.. i will keep..your secrets..just think of me as the pages in your diary...

::in love with that song!:: i'm having a hard time deciding what I wanna see tonite..either Lord of the Rings coz that movie is long [criStina!!] as hell..and if Chuckie goes.. I wanna be wit him as long as possible..or Mona Lisa Smile...coz I really wanna see that. But I neva saw any of the first two lord of the rings..haha oh well! ..I have to work on suttin for my journal..and I think Ima change the look again and I just edited the look a lil bit yesterday. ..so yeah.. I should be back like around 2 ish... I really wanna see him*...ahaha I was bout to draw this picture coz all of a sudden he just popped in my head with the conehead hairstyle...lol..u had to be dere..

criStina call me if u still wanna go out tonite... or anyone else!

my body's...callin... for ya...your body's callin me...


La Courtney

no she didn't!


:: 2003 26 December :: 5.16 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: R.Kelly* Sex Me [part 1]

Hey....
lol.. I still can't believe I had previously been married..and now I'm engaged again... lol... thanks for reminding me criS... but we neva went out..thank goodness lol.

Getting to Know You
First off, what is your name?:Courtney p. Nichole
And how old are you?:I am 15 in 3 mo + 26 days
What does your hair look like?:it's in small braids, black, brown, and gold
And your eyes?:they're this pretty brown with black on the outside
Who did you get most of your appearances from?:..erbody xcept my rican granma..but i got her ass lol
Your Parents
Do you know who both of your parents are?:..yup.. all 3/4
Are both of your parents still alive?:they're all alive
Are your parents divorced, or experiencing one now?:my birthparents never married..my guardian divorced..godfather divorced
If they are already divorced, how old were you when it happened?:0
If your parents are already divorced, whose house do you usually stay at?:my guardian/mom
Who do you get along with better, your mother or your father?:Jerry / my birthmother
What was the last argument you had with one or both of your parents?:with my mom..a watch
What do you usually do after an argument with said parental units?:let them come to me / call edmond
Do your parents ever apologize to you after they've calmed down?:yup
What kind of things do you usually fight about?:a whollle bunch of stuff
Do you think these arguments could be avoided?:..maybe
Your Siblings
Do you have any brothers or sisters?:10 ½ siblings
How many sisters?:5
Names? Ages?:Deborah[?], Nicole[?], Jameka, 27, Aliyah, 21[?], Kaitlyn, 2 turnin 3 soon
How many brothers?:5
Names? Ages?:Albert Jr., Troy, Calvin, Andre, + Thomas [4]
Are you the oldest, the youngest, somewhere in the middle or an only child?:..youngest on dad's side, oldest on mom's side, only child of my guardian
How many of your siblings no longer live with you?:10
Do you generally get along with your siblings?:yeah
Which of your siblings do you argue with the most?:none
Any step-siblings or half-siblings?:all 10, 2 soon to be step sibs
If you could get rid of any of your siblings, which one would it be?:...i don't see them enough to get rid of them
General Family Questions
Do you like your family?:yeah it's interesting
If you had the option to trade families with someone else, would you?:nah
Do you feel like you can go to your family members for support or advice?:..uhmm if i wanted to.. i got myself and my friends
Do you think in fifteen years you'll feel the same way about your family?:nah

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You and Your Boyfriend
What's your name?:Courtney
What's his name?:Charles/Chuckie
How old are you::14
How old is he::14
Briefly describe yourself appearance-wise::tall/thick-thin/black+rican/dif coloured hair
Briefly describe his looks too::freckles/good lips/cornrows/light/my height
Has anyone ever told you that you two belong together?:mmhmm, Ant + Tiffi did
Do you think it's gonna last a while? (Honestly!):actually..yes
Personal Stuff
So whats your favorite thing about him?:he's like me
Whats his favorite thing to do?:watch Scarface
Why do you like him so much?:his looks + personality
Did you like him when you guyz first met?:..we flirted a lot
What drew you to him?:[look up 2]
Do you know what drew him to you? What?:prolly the same thing
Whats his best physical feature?:i love his freckles i don't see many black ppl wit em
Whats his best feature overall? (can be physical or not):a lot of stuff...his body? i dunno
The Sex Stuff
Have you two ever had sex?:nah
Are either of you virgens?:i am.. i'm pretty sure he is..lol he a freak so it's hard..
Do you want to do him right now?:lol hmm...
Are you going to?:he ain't here..so nope
Does he ever pressure you to do things?:nope
Do you ever pressure him?:nope
How long did you wait to, or are waiting to have sex?:..no idea
Is your relationship fading?:nah
Are you in strong like or love?:prolly strong like
If you guys ever "break up" are you going to date another guy like him?:yup
Was my quiz boring?:not really.. i started thinkin about him..

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I wish that I could hold u* now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
be with you somehow..


Spring
Youre the Spring Fairy> you are beautiful happy
cheerful, the perfect friend or soulmate.
Anyone would love to be in youre pretty Spring
fields!! Plaese vote for me as a reward for
working so hard on it!!


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duhh...gotta represent spring yo! =D... i miss him...he better be dere tomorrow...

shout
Your sign of frustration is....Yelling!!! The best
way for you to let out all your frustration is
to yell. A good temper tantrum, is your
solution to all your problems. The bigger the
tantrum, the better. You're a very expressive
person!


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yes.. it's that and throwin stuff in my house..yup yup..good times lol.
i want to buy a camera phone...
Ima start lookin at prices..
And maybe I can get a picture of my sweetie and all my friends..it'd be wonderful!

10
Protector Fairy
Please rate my quiz I worked really hard for this
thanks


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Like me you are totally in love.You try to hide it
but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your
own way and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have
fun and please rate my quiz....If you want to
talk to me on AOL or AIM my SN is:Fire moon190


Are you in love?
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..no I'm not... never been in love and won't be in love for a long time.. or am I in denial? coz I really don't think I'm in love rite now.. oh well!

You're tarty! Sorry but there's just no other word
for it! You'll wear anything to catch a boy's
eye, you want to be careful there are alot of
creeps around! You wear mostly red and very low
cut! A trip around the town with you and you're
most style-wise mate should help break the ice
with you and style conciousness! Please r8 my
quiz!


What's your clothes style?(Girls only)
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lol..tarty actually i'm not really that bad..yeah I do have an obsession with v-necks tho..and I only wore one lowww cut shirt that one time! lol..and at graduation the flower covered it even if mike tried to take it off lol.

And then u will see
the morning will come,
and all of your days will be bright as the sun
..so all of your fears just cast them on me, how can i make you see,

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your* shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
and when all hope is gone ___
now matter how you far i'm near
it makes no difference who you are
i am your angel..

and when it's time to face the storm
i'll be right by your side
grace will keep us safe and warm
and i know we will survive..
and when it seems as if
you're end is drawing near
don't your dare give up the fight
just put your in on the sky [? lol]

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I used to think that I could not go on...
and life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
i'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If i can see it
then I can do it
if I just believe it
There's nothing to it...

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me runnin thru that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly

...see I was the verge of breaking down
sometimes silence can seem so loud
there are miracles in life I must achieve,
but first I know it starts inside of me
..ohh

if i can see it,
then I be it,
If i just believe it,
there's nothing to it...

I believe I can fly,
I believe I can touch the sky,
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me runnin thru that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly...
Oh I believe I can fly..

coz I believe in me

if I can see it
then I can do it
if I just believe it..
there's nothing to it...hey

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky..
I think about it every night and day..
Spread my wings and fly away...

I believe I can soar...
I see me runnin through that open door...
I belive i can fly [i can fly]
i believe i can fly [ i can fly]
I believe I can fly [ i can fly[
if i just spread my wings [ i can fly]
i can fly..
i can fly...[i can fly]
i can fly [hey]
if I just spread my wings
I can flyyyy...yyyy...yyy...yyy...yyy..yyy...[lol]y..yyy..yyy...[i can fly]..yyy...woo! [i can fly]


fly..
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HASH(0x874cb34)
You are the naughty but nice bra! You are a flirt,
but in a cute and innocent way. You love being
with friends, and your always on the look-out
for cute guys!


What Bra Are You?(Pictures)
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The flat out lier, you will do anything to make the
jury blieve you, down to the fake teary eyes
and everything...you sicken me..but in a cool
way


What Kind of Lawyer would you be?
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lol that result was funny..

I need to start planning my wedding.. I want a huge wedding party for each of the four weddings.. yup.. four! haha..but I need to get divorced first [lol criS].. yeah and my brothas and my sistas are gonna be in it... not all biological brothas + sistas..Kaitlyn is so gonna be the flower girl lol. Her and Alyssia [my cousin] prolly.

Oh shit..who would be the best man?! ...Hmm... prolly emu/edmond.. oh crap.. or todd..or even blank because unfortunately... we're pretty good friends now..or even some other person..

i wanna make legal cocaine .. i'd be rich

yes... I said that lol.

Hey! You're a clarinet!


What Instrument Are You?
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DUHHHHHHHHHHHH lol... I named my frickin clarinet..so of course Ima be one..but sax is okay too coz I also play that...but I don't have a name for my sax yet.. I think Ima name it Sasha..but if it's a boy... I dunno but nottin comes close to Clairiece!

I think I'm gonna go play The Simpsons hit & run..beat up some cops..and some lil girlies and boys.. jump over stuff..drive thru buildings...houses..run over ppl..and have fun! bye bye!

1 more day! <33333


la courtney


lay your.. head on my pillow...here you..can be yourself..

::moo-waa::

no she didn't!


:: 2003 25 December :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Mary J. Blige* Real Love

..hmm
..yes tomorrow is kwanzaa..well the first day of it anyway..but yeah just thought i'd let y'all know

courtney is engaged!!

and i am so not joking either..
life is goooood

yeah.. and i'm getting married in Japan too..so yeah .. i hope you all had a bangin xmas like moi!! coz it was realll good this year and i wasn't even that excited. i'm not sure if i'm gonna even bother askin my mom if i can go to tiff's house tomorrow so see my darling bf..hmm.. ima still try tho..it'd be lovely..but i noe ima see him on saturday..and i wanna go shoppin...the trading spaces marathon is still on..

kings lost to the mavs 111-103..them dayum 4 three-pointers in a row..hmm i'm fallin azZz at the computer..which isn't good..and I must play the simpsons hit & run before i go to zZz..that game is excellent! i can beat people up..run over ppl...hear Homer cuss..race...it's funnnn! yeah.. 11:20.. ima call it a day

hope u had a merry xmas!

chuck <33333


La Courtney

4 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 25 December :: 1.49 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: A.Keys* if i ain't got you

Happy Eve of Kwanzaa! =D
..yes I came on for a lil bit to say hello..yo that Big 5 Personality Test thing is screwin up a lot of ppls journals so I'm about to delete it!

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Aiight..here's wut I got for the eve of kwanzaa/xmas...

*$150 from Jerry
*$15 from Javonne
*$100 from my mom
the following is also from my mom
*courage charles green
* a comforter
* a 200 cd case holder
* 3 pairs of earrings [sterling silver + gold]
* a blue topaz and silver necklace
* 5 ps2 games [American Idol, Simpsons Hit & Run, The Sims Bustin Out, Ford Racing 2, and NBA Live 2004]
* 2 cds- Alicia Keys + R. Kelly's greatest hits one
* clothes
* a jewelry case

and i ain't even ask for all dat stuff either... i only really wanted five things so go me!! and i'm realll happy coz there's a trading spaces marathon on the television...allll dayy! I woke up at like 9 and opened gifts at 10..wasn't that excited but now I'm sooo hapy! woo woo woo! but i think i'm gonna go to sleep again..so buh bye

merry xmas / happy eve of kwanzaa.. i heart you all..+ chuckie*/b> too

*c.p.N.c-j.

6 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 24 December :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Xtina* Impossible ---> Underappreciated

anotherrr update...tralalalala..lalalaLA
oh my goodness gracious..this fella #34 on the television on OSU or ...NMU [??] is delicious!!! he fine..and he got dreds! wooo wee!

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wanna noe what my new year's resolution is for oh 4.. no more fake shit ... if I don't like u or if I'm pissed at u..ur gonna noe.. in a "nice" way..kinda..thing..yeah lol. Yeah..coz see my mom gave me two of my xmas presents [didn't ask either]...she got me a new comforter coz I stole hers lol..and it's flowery and stuff! and..she got me a bear [it's a tradition yanno!].. it's a Courage Bear that says "trust in yourself" which is exactly what I'm doing.. my mom told me to watch out for a certain person so yeah.. I'm doin me and I'm fuckin happy..[stop cussin NeNe..] but yeah..whatever

I'm talking to Cris* to the *tina, Emu & Todd ..oh dang CriS signed off. But yes...every time I listen to the stripped cd.. i think about 1 person per song and I see the truth and stuff..and this is a wonderful cd..so when i die bury the dayum cd wit me aiight! TOUCHDOWN!!!!! OHIOOOO!!!!!..oh shoot or is it Oregon?! lol I'm a reject!

I want the pink and white G-unit sneakers!!! I'm not that excited about xmas...just wanna open up my presents yo. oh did I tell you what I named my bear?

Courage Charles Green


I can't believe what you did to me
Down on my knees said I need to be free,
For all these years,
you violated me

I don't know why I can't feel inside
tryin to hide
can't make it alright
it's overkill
now i'm ready to fight

I don't need nobody tryin to make me over
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
save it
all your bullshit for another day


hey..this person texted me and was like "i know what you did last summer".. but i don't know who it was!!! loha.. i'm scared yo! then i tried thinkin of stuff i did last summer.. I ain't do nothin! lol

Aah.. I love Courage Charles.. and I heart Charles! ::smile smile:: OOH! dere go my #34 cutie on tv again! and he big and muscular..oh my! good butt too lol TOUCHDOWN FOR #34'S TEAM!!!!!!! ooooohhh yayyy! Yeah...he's on Oregon and the score is now 55-14! and he's winning! woo woo woo! utt oh..mah song


...can you put ur hands on my waistline
put ur skin up against mine
lead my hip to the baseline
let me get mine you get yours


blah blah..


We have a physical thing...
We'll make love but don't fall in love
[let me get mine u get urs]
We spend time,
just enough so you get yours
And i get mine...
No strings attached
I want your body ..
not your heart


..come here don't be shy.. I won't bite

oh myyy...it's 11:08 rite now.. I've let out enough truth for the day! haha.. I'm so proud of myself. And yeah..this negro gon try and get me to come ova his house.. I think NOT! I'm not that much of a hoe! sike nah..gotta go..yeah I refuse to get up early tomorrow either..payce!

merry xmas to my real friends..and especially my baby Charles...


<33 always,
Courtney
aka
Yolanda


sorry if i don't fake it,
sorry i come to real,
i will never hide what I really feel..
so here it is, no hype, no gloss, no pretense, just me..
stripped

*--*--*--*--*--*--*--*

sorry if i ain't perfect
sorry if i don't give a what
sorry i ain't a diva
sorry i just know i what i want

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 24 December :: 7.01 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Kanye West* Through the Wire

Quizzie time!
Hahaha...well you wouldn't believe who I'm talking to...sike nah but yeah.. Tiffi, Pookie, Ant, Halinsco, + Bobby..but yeah.. I been talking all these quizzes..so here ya go.."get to know me"

HASH(0x8473dbc)
You're a whole pickle, reminiscent of something
slightly phallic, kind of slutty really.


What Kind of Pickle are You?
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elegant sexy
You're ELEGANT sexy! You have a tasteful style,
that not only draws attention to you, but gives
you respect. Your style is more graceful than
that of others.


What kind of sexy are you? [For girls only! With Pics! Finally Finished!]
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lol
You're a lollipop!! Your known for your coolness,
for you are a trend setter. You're a natural
leader, and are good under pressure. People
often seek you out for advice, for you have
great insight.


Which kind of candy are you?
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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are the Brightest candle on the Birthday Cake!
Smart and Happy! You're a quick thinker around
romance. And nothing can bring you down you
optimist. There are basically no down sides
about you! Good for you!


What Color are you?
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You own the word mysterious. No one truly knows
you, and only few will. That's not a bad
thing. Your airhead flavor is the mystery
flavor.


What airhead flavor are you?
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glass
Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.

"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."


The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.

As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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h
Moon Mask
You control the ngiht. You are very lazy and all
you want to do is sleep and that is what your
job is Please rate my quiz for me thanks and I
hope you had fun


What mask should you wear?(new 19 outcomes with pics)
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LOL!! If anyone noes me they know that all i do is zZZ .. i was like "oohhh shit!" it's try ain't it tho! sorry..lol

enterkey
The Enter key! If your the kind of horny guy that I
am not, you probably like to go on Internet
porn and the easiest way to get as much as you
can, is to use the enter key.(The mouse is
better but it's not a key.)
Thank's for taking my quiz!


Which key on the keyboard are you?
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Sophisticated and classy, you're in it for the good time and the free drinks . . .
Congratulations!! You're a colorful and
sophisticated Cosmopolitan!!


What Drink Are You?
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You're the funny one.Yep,thats you.You could be a
prep(lets hope not) a goth or anything else.But
i know one thing,you're funny.So good for
you.By the way,please vote for my quiz!


What clique do you belong in?
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if i were a month i'd be:April
if i were a day of the week i'd be:Saturday
if i were a time of day i'd be:midnight
if i were a planet i'd be:Venus
if i were a sea animal i'd be:dolphin
if i were a direction i'd be:south
if i were a piece of furniture i'd be:pillow
if i were a sin i'd be:lust
if i were a historical figure i'd be:Madame C.J. Walker
if i were a liquid i'd be:red kool-aid yo!
if i were a tree i would be:a willow tree
if i were a stone i'd be:diamond!
if i were a bird i'd be:dove
if i were a weapom i'd be:sword
if i were a flower or plant i'd be:carnation
if i were a kind of weather i'd be:rain
if i were a mythical creature i'd be:a goddess
if i were a musical instrument:clarinet
if i were an animal i'd be:wildcat / duck!
if i were a color i'd be:pink / silver
if i were an emotion i'd be:..all of them
if i were a vegetable i'd be:carrot
if i were a sound i'd be:::gum chewing::
if i were a shoe i'd be:a flip flop
if i were a book i'd be:afro. american romance
if i were a body part i'd be:lips / eyes
if i were a shape i'd be a:pear / strawberry

if i were.. brought to you by BZOINK!

... so tight...so fly...you got me lifted..you got me lifted
you got me lifted, shifted
higher than the cieling
and oooh wee it's the ultimate feeling
you got me lifted feeling so gifted
suga how you get so fly..


...hey guess what I mite see Chuckie* on Friday & Saturday after all...wooo! If I do I'd be sooo super happy! lol

SiC RhYmEz: he said he miss her 2
SiC RhYmEz: i miss u 2
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: i miss u 2 sweetie
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: we all messin each otha
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: missin*
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: awww!!!

yo...tell me why Adam from real world - paris was lookin hella good at that reunion commercial.. I didn't see it but damn he was lookin good like whoaa! but yes... I'm gonna go now.. just wanted to show y'all my stuff

Chuckie! <33333 my sexy condom holdin boyfriend

<333 alwayz,
*Pooter / #1 / Pookie / Boobie [lol Ari]

5 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 24 December :: 2.01 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: commercials

....Happy Eve of the Eve of Kwanzaa
People like you becuase you're a sweetheart!
What attracts people to you?

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Romantic Comedy- theres lots of romance happening
around your school, but there is also a laugh
or two.


What type of movie do you live in?
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4th of july
You're 4th of July! You love to be amongest friends
and family, to eat, and be outdoors. You also
enjoy to celebrate the meaning of America. You
get along best with Halloween. Words that
describe you would be: greedy, patriotic, and
adventureous.


What holiday are you related to?
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uhm... I'm not patriotic...but yeah whateva. I am New Year's Eve yo! ..bbs

i miss him...

no she didn't!


:: 2003 23 December :: 10.47 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Jagged Edge* Promise ---> Beyonce* Naughty Girl

Let's Talk About Sex yo..
haha...aiight let's not!

DaT gIrL tIfFy07: i got a T chain yesterday and i wore mah "A"+"T" chain 2day and sum was like aww ant and tiffy
Lushuz X anjeL: :-)aww
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: :-D
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: i would have to get two c's
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: which would be my initials.. lol
Lushuz X anjeL: so 3
DaT gIrL tIfFy07: LMAO

^----> convo wit ma cousine

::gasp:: is this my song with Eric Bonet & Tamia?! ... I can't tell.. or maybe it's Musiq lol. Yeah..it's him. But uhm anyways... I don't know what I'm gonna do tomorrow.. I don't wanna spend any $$ until Xmas..but Ima definately go shoppin..and I'm losin pant size wise..haha..!

But anyways... I just felt like getting in one more type.

I'm feelin sexy... I wanna hear u say my name boy... if u can reach me..you can feel my burnin flame..

oh geezeweez... i made up a word while talking to A.plashette the word is "loha" a mix of lol + haha put together. I saw boxes of Xmas presents on mah mami's bed...woo woo woo! yo chriStina..wats good with me and ants? lol I don't get it...they small, me big? what do u mean girl?! lol..hmm I wanna play test drive...or crash bandicoot..or design mah handbook..woo gosh on january 6th i'm gonna die.. lemme tell u what I have so far aiight..aiight

*mr. bths meeting
*musical tryout meeting
*meeting between 'o7 + 'o6
*frosh home gave vs RV @ 3:30
*me and alyssa along with 2 ppl from 'o6 are selling food at the varsity game

...and just about all those things are after school...wtf am I gonna dooooo...shit! lol..sorry about that... I like the baby boy remix...yeah yanno had to add dat. ...

...my style is so crazy.. i think u like it baby..do u want to get nasty.. i dare you to undress me...

yo yo yo... i am so f*ckin hot... i have to say it once a day to keep my self esteem up.. I almost sliced my mom again..today with keys..ask Edmond..lol good thing she turned around and I made my arm go in a curve so I wouldn't hit herrrr! lol ...happy early eve of the eve of kwanzaa y'all...

I love the way you make me feel...it slows down time...come in my bedroom and turn off the lights... You whisper softly in my ear... makes me unwind... the way you touch me lets me know you're mine...

yadda yadda... i think i'm gonna go to zZz now..it's 11:o2...yeah..starting a whole complete day with my mom..prepare for hell! lol

chuck.... <3333 ::smile::

<333 alwayz,
*c.p.N.c-j.

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 23 December :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: 702* I Still Love You

ya noe... ya noe...
Happy eve of the eve of the eve before Kwanzaa y'all!!!

Yeah... got finished talking on da fone wit Edmond awhile ago..talked for like 4o ..I'm guessing..that wat mah celly said anyway. I really really really really hope I can see my special someone tomorrow..oh gosh I hope I can go. It's silly how I got this crush on him lol.. I feel like a lil girl. ::smile:: but it's all good tho..ya noe ya noe...i'm takin this one day at a time... but woo... I heart da freckles!! lol




Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?


[Another Quiz by Kris
@ couplandesque.net]


damn rite...

never dreamed i'd be so happy and sure of myself baby life without u is so dark...

I remember when we first fell in love.. I was too young to noe what it was... [that's me & michele's song rite thurr!] I think I'll tell y'all about my day..and maybe yesterday too! hahaha... A.Plashette is yelling at me and calling me a "baddie" it's funnnyy!

*Health* ..haha Nookie played someone in the hallway on my behalf when I didn't tell her too..but it was kinda funny..aight it was hella funny! Well..yeah we had a test today...yeah I think I got 5 out of 6 things right for the Extra Credit. OMGgggg...people were taking so long yo! It was crazy stuff! then afterwards me, A.Plashette, Crystal, Lee Lee [ashley l],& Tony were talkin about "losin stuff"..yeah.. lol "tony did u lose urs?" "man i lost everything" lol "what about u" "not yet" "liar".... wtf?!!! lol hello... c.nichole is a virgin aiight?!!! ...for now ::grin:: sike nah! jus playin..don't say nuttin lol *Info Tech/Mr. BTHS Meeting* yeah..well I got a pass in health to go to the meeting ... so the one day I wanted Info Tech.. I miss it! lol but yeah the meeting was fun! I'm gonna be an escort in a pretty lil dress walkin wit a cute senior haha..and Ima crown da winner...yayyy for Courtney!

*Geometry Party* the woman was forcing us to eat! lol yeah... I did the logic problems with Sheryl and I took Taylor's paper when I had to start all over coz The race cars weren't red..meaning Johnny wasn't red..which was what I had! aarrgghhh I WAS SO MAD!!! lol.. yeah I took some pretzel..dey was good too! *Le Francais* yeah anyways..we had a quiz...it took awhile..afterwards we had an "informal lesson" and food and junk. me and jessica were talkin and I was like "only a haitian would say that!" lol and I was like Sanshalee what are you "jamaican" "holla back!" and then we [me, lee lee, sanshalee, jessica, and pete] were reppin our nationalities. I'd love to be Greek.. I could already be drinking legally and uhm.. Robert was jealously looking @ Pete's muscles..it was funny. Robert looked like he wanted them soo badly lol it was funny. Yeah.. I got a candy gram from a secret admirer woo woo woo..but I know what guy it was..that loser! lol sike nah. it was halarious though.. I mean the note really was "i've been eyeing you from afar..." lol funny chit. We were all waitin at the door for Teifer to say that we were dismissed...The bus ride home was fun Ericson was eatin mah cookies and said he's coming over for Xmas dinner. That would be hella funny tho!

Thank God!!!!! No mo'! Adios mofuggies!!!

*home--> da mall* yeah..Jerry and I went back to Panache` and I got $150 from him for shoppin!! woo woo woo! And uhm.. I spent like 30 of it for mah momma's present. I saw some cuties but Jerry was starin em down it was funny lol. Yoo...dere's dis cute guy workin at Kay-Bee..woo wee! hahaha ..yeah I saw JP like ..three times and I got a smoothie..mmm! *The Game vs Delran* ...yeah..they had this kinda cute then NOT CUTE dude on Delran lol..his sideburns weren't workin..he was skinny..and ash-y! Yo but da white boys dere were cute! lol... Javonne wat was dat nice dude's name.. we were talkin but his name just completely went away. He was awfully nice tho. He had purdy eyes. Yeah..but uhm... we won! 49-38 I believe. They couldv'e had a technical foul but oh well. Yeah.. Ravon & Justin were talkin to me about Ashley and Nicole quittin. And Ravon's like "you better not quit on us" and was dribblin the ball around me and doin crossovers and stuff it was cool..but he was in my frickin space yo! lol And Kevin hurted me with his "hugs"...dey hurt! I also went to the JV Girls B-ball game play.. I saw mah girlies play some ball! I also rescued Clairiece! ! ! uhm..what else happened..got more $$ [woo woo woo!]

Yeah.. uhm..
I'm not gonna see Chuckie* tomorrow..damn to that..but possibly Friday.. [most likely] and uh... yeah next week too so I'm straight. I miss him already though.. it woulda been hella fun tomorrow playin pool tho! ::tear...smile:: but yeah...they said they'll call me / talk to me online or suttin..so I'll still be talkin to him.. just not with him. Good lordi Mike is on! I guess I'm gonna IM him.. but yeah.. I miss my friends...well take that back..SOME friends ::smile:: already. I mite go shoppin or suttin wit CriStina and whoeva else..so ya noe..ya noe...payce

*da boo of Chuckie.. me...c0uRtn3e

i will miss u sooo soo much and i can't wait to see u on friday...

no she didn't!


:: 2003 22 December :: 10.24 pm
:: Mood: naughty
:: Music: me typin and me + my mom screamin from a fbg

..omg!!!
WOOO GOOOO GREENBAY! 24-7!
hehehehe... I can't wait until Xmas eve..coz i mite see sum1 ..and yayyy yayyyy! hahaha..he came back for meee... =D.. I thought he was gone foreverrr ::tear::

look at this.. me and my mom were dyin yooo! =D

shybaby chick: very good
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
shybaby chick: now i cant find tetris
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
shybaby chick: i cant find it
Lushuz X anjeL: lol haha u loser
shybaby chick: u ilk but
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: u moose!
shybaby chick: u cow
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: =-O
Lushuz X anjeL: u ...steer!
shybaby chick: lol
shybaby chick: wat is dat?!
Lushuz X anjeL: ..lol heipher from rocko's modern life u idiot :-)
shybaby chick: o0o
shybaby chick: didnt no dat 1
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
shybaby chick: u platypus
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: =-O u ugly elephant!
shybaby chick: u ugly rhino
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: u hippo!
shybaby chick: u ostrich
Lushuz X anjeL: ostriches are HOT aiight you funky monkey
shybaby chick: stupid pig
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: pigs are hot too u skinny chicken
shybaby chick: u giraffe
shybaby chick: i found tetris
Lushuz X anjeL: =-O
shybaby chick: yea!
Lushuz X anjeL: u baboon!
shybaby chick: u hippopotamous
Lushuz X anjeL: i already called u that u loser
Lushuz X anjeL: i win!
shybaby chick: so idont care
shybaby chick: not uh
shybaby chick: its not over yet
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: u loser!
Lushuz X anjeL: u catepillar!
shybaby chick: u but face
shybaby chick: i worm
shybaby chick: u worm*
Lushuz X anjeL: u emu!
shybaby chick: u racoon
Lushuz X anjeL: u groundhog!
shybaby chick: u skunk
Lushuz X anjeL: =-O=-O=-O u toad!
shybaby chick: u fish
Lushuz X anjeL: u beaver
shybaby chick: u chipmunk
Lushuz X anjeL: u squirrel
shybaby chick: u giraffe
Lushuz X anjeL: u said that! u lose again
shybaby chick: not uh
Lushuz X anjeL: ya huh
shybaby chick: ur cheatin
Lushuz X anjeL: how am i cheatin
shybaby chick: i dont no
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: i win!
shybaby chick: no u didnt
Lushuz X anjeL: i winnn
shybaby chick: not uh
shybaby chick: it was a tie
Lushuz X anjeL: NO U LOSER!!!
shybaby chick: u stinky
Lushuz X anjeL: u ugly
Lushuz X anjeL: nah oooglie
shybaby chick: u ilk face
Lushuz X anjeL: u albino monkey head
shybaby chick: wat is ooglie?
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: realll ugly! lol
Lushuz X anjeL: like u :-)
shybaby chick: lol
shybaby chick: ur so hurtful
Lushuz X anjeL: yup
Lushuz X anjeL: i'm just real tho
shybaby chick: u stinky ilk but face
shybaby chick: o gosh
Lushuz X anjeL: lol shut up yo
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: u skunk smellin heipher
shybaby chick: wat?!
shybaby chick: dats so simple
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: lol okay it's a tie
Lushuz X anjeL: i'm tired
shybaby chick: me 2
shybaby chick: im playin tetris now
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: that was fun i'm savin dat mess
shybaby chick: lol
shybaby chick is away at 9:27:19 PM.
Lushuz X anjeL: u LOSER i one! how simple can u be?! lol

Auto response from shybaby chick: playin a game.......
leave a message

courtney i told u it was a tie..lol


shybaby chick returned at 9:42:44 PM.
shybaby chick: u no i won u jus dont wanna admit it
shybaby chick: lol
Lushuz X anjeL: liar!

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..rite now I'm talking to Ashley A, Ashley D, Arielle, Edmond, Erroll, Tiff, Ant, Shane`, Ashley Taylor, and Chuckie* [or was lol] but yeah.... woo woo wooo GREEN BAY JUST SCORED AGAIN!!! hahahahaha!! 31-7..and it ain't even the second half yet ! I'm too hype I ain't goin to sleep anytime soon!

I would tell y'all about my day, I should tell y'all about my day...but I won't tell y'all about my day! Haha...still "how about those eagles" bwahahaha!

I can't wait until Xmas eve coz I'm gonna see my babbyyyy

and maybe i'll see him* tomorrow. ..health test and a quiz on le francais tomorrow..evil teachers yo! but in between..parrtayyyy! lol okay and here's an announcement edmond is going to give me twins since i want twins and they run in his family..bwahaha! yay for me!

and now i'm gonna go dream happy lil dreams about my boo..and just chill and watch football.. i wish i could have a drink..and i had a good nap nap too..yeah..byeee!!

i <3 chuck

*c.p.N.c-j.

4 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 22 December :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: fear factor ppl screamin..along wit me and my mom

<333
..i'm talking to him*!! =D
aahh...that was nastay wit dem eatin spiders yo! ...more later..time for football...he so saxi =D

*me

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 21 December :: 10.02 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Beyonce`* Be With You

Woo! four months!
Lushuz X anjeL: what did u think of him! :-)
TaylorDuzer: uhh
TaylorDuzer: i dont kno him but from a physical aspect
TaylorDuzer: hes rather attractive
Lushuz X anjeL: lol
TaylorDuzer: lol... thats my way of saying he is cute
Lushuz X anjeL: i noe

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me + michele were talkin for like 1½ hours it was halarious..den I was talkin to LaShanna, Pookie, Emu, Pooh, Chuckie, Ashley, Ashley D, and of coursee....Ashley Taylor!

get better Cristina & Pooh and my grandma, mah uncle, and mah baby bro!

::finds a bottle of bacardi:: "mom i thought u said u didn't drink tonight" "since when did u start drinking" "i don't drink! it was next to the little oven on the counter" "did jerry come over?" "no..." "so when did you start drinking?" "i don't drink!" ::walk away:: "courtney" "yeah" "cheers to you too!" ...bad girl

my style is so crazy, I think u like it baby, do u want to get nasty? I dare you to undress me..

How about those Eagles?!


ahahahaha!!!! 31-28 f/overtime San Francisco woo wooo wooooo!!!! you losers! all you Eagle likin losers!!! i'm sorry...but no home court advantage for you! you still goin to the playoffs tho so stf up! =D tomorrow's fbg is gonna be hott Packers vs Raiders two teams that I like.

guess what me + pookie came up with while we were talkin... lip sex i think it sounds weird but he said it sounds funny. whachu think? broncos vs colts halftime 21-17 i believe. ...aiight Ima go now! he said he likes me a lot! ::smile smile smile::... niiii nite

pook + chuck = <333 ! ! ! ! !

<33 always,
*c.p.N.c.j.


-----> 1 day 'til Winter Solstice, 4 days until Xmas, 5 days until Kwanzaa <-----

-----> 4 months until 1*5 <-----

-----> days until break!! <-----

4 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 21 December :: 2.05 pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Babyface* This Is For The Cool ---> Jumpoff Remix

Thank goodness...
Honestly, I have no idea why I'm writing right now but I just felt like it. So I'll do what I please. Right now I'm watching Giants vs Cowboys...and I like them both ..so I'm screwed.. it's 3-10 now and Quincy Carter is actually playing decent.... yo yo... four days until the Mavs play the Kings! Yooo ... I saw this beautiful Bibby jersey at champs...AND this pink Yankee's jersey! And Claire's had the most prettyful earrings I've seen in my life [besides the ones in Dots]..all of Fashion Cents earrings were gone yo! I was so upset..but me and my mami are going out again.

I am really happy now.. like I remember when I said I have a boyfriend and I'm not happy...wtf is wrong with me...well I'm happy now..damn happy..soo happy..keep thinkin bout him happy...wanna call him 24/7 happy! [yes javonne we did hug lol] Lord..thank you so much..because I was really stuck on that other boy..and I promised myself I'd find someone who was worth my time..and I think I did..thank u sooo much!

don't waste your time fighting blind...

I mean I flipped out ...terribly when she said I couldn't go to the movies ..meaning I couldn't see Chuckie... AMERICAN IDOL COMMERCIAL!!! oohh yeaaa! Coming in January... Simon's baaccckkkk!

Trust and honesty to must be the golden rule, you'll feel the strength of passion in your soul...

WOOOOOOOO!!!! TOUCHDOWN DALLAS!!!! fumble recovery...haha sorry! ... I think they were wrong..but they said it was us. Oh gosh..this song makes me cry every time [babyface* nobody knows]...yeah no fumble the touchdown was taken back

I pretend that I'm glad you went away...
These four walls are closin more everyday..
And I'm dyin inside...
and nobody knows it but me..

ike a clown i put on a show,
pain is real even if nobody knows
and i'm cryin inside
and nobody knows it but me

why didn't I say the things I needed to say
how could I let my angel get away?
now my world is just a.. tumblin down
I could say it so clearly, but you're nowhere around...

the nights are lonely and the days are so sad...and...
I just keep thinkin about the love that we had
and I'm missin u..
and nobody knows it but me...

girl[boy] your smile when i'm broken in two
and i'm nobody without someone like you
i'm tremblin inside
and nobody knows it but me...
lie awake it's a quarter past three
i'm screamin at night if i'd thought u'd hear me
yeah my heart is callin you
and nobody knows it but me

how
blue could I get?
you could ask my heart..
my life a jigsaw puzzle.. it's been torn all apart
a million words couldn't say just how i feel..
a million years from now u know i'll be lovin u still..

the nights are lonely and the days are so sad...and...
I just keep thinkin about the love that we had
and I'm missin u..
and nobody knows it but me...

tomorrow mornin, i'm hittin the dusty road
gonna find u wherever u might go
yeah i'm gonna lure my heart
and hope u come back to me...

said when the nights are lonely..

the nights are lonely and the days are so sad...and...
I just keep thinkin about the love that we had
and I'm missin u..
and nobody knows it but me...


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I remember how it used to be...
you never was this nice u cared for me
now u talkin like u never changed
the more u talk the more things sound the same

what makes you think u can walk back into her life
without a good fight

I just sit back and watch you make a fool of yourself
coz you're just wasting your time..oh

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the kick is goooooddd! 3-13 ::smile::

;; Have you
smoked?:secondhand
done drugs?:motrin
had sex?:virrginnn
;; Do you?
smoke?:yup
if so, what kind?:air
do drugs?:motrin frequently
pot/ecstacy/acid/speed/cocaine/heroin?:nah not yet..sike nah..nah
have sex constantly?:virgin yo! haha
;; What?
eyecolor?:brown
zooanimal?:any wildcat / elephant
hatedpeople?:..?
doyouwanttobe?:famous music producer
doyouwant?:to see Chuckie
outoflife?:to be happy and be known for something
;;either-or
boys/girls?:boys
meansexy/niceugly?:nice + ugly..u can -get- cute
true love or a hot face?:tru love
fun/enlightenment?:fun
;;would you?
have sex for money?:nah
a LOT of money?:with a celeb..-maybe-...
have sex with a person of high status to get famous/rich/powerful?:haha..prolly
have sex with a frisky hot teacher to get all a's and a good placement?:nah..i'm smart as it is
give up your morals for what you think is happiness?:nah
give up your life for a friend? or a child?:..maybe a child
zee end of zee quizzy!

quiizzzy brought to you by BZOINK!


I wear tight clothing high heel shoes..
that doesn't mean that i'm a prostitute
I like rap music, where hip hop clothes
that doesn't mean that I'm out sellin dope
..suttin suttin..
...suttin suttin..
I might date another race or color
it doesn't mean i don't like my strong black brothers

why oh why must it be this way?
before you can read you got to learn how to see me

chorus..i'm lazy..

so i'm a sister, buy with cash
that really doesn't mean that all my credits bad
so why dispute me and waste my time
because u really think the price is high for me
i can't look without being watched
you ring my mind before i've made up my mind
oh now attitude..why even bother
i can't change your mind..you can't change my color

why oh why must it be this way...
before you can read you've got to learn how to see me.. i said

free your mind and the rest will follow
be color blind don't be so shallow..


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when can my heart beat again?
when does the pain ever end?
when do the tears stop from.. runnin over?
when does you'll get over me end?
I hear what you're saying but i swear that it's not making sense...
so when can I see you..

when can I see you again?...
when can my heart beat again?...
when can I see you again?...
when can I breathe once again?...
and when can I see you...

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i got another man but he ain't like you..and i could be your baby motha tho i'd like to...

sike Chuckie's my baby...THE KICK IS GOOOOOODDDD!!!! 3-16! wooo woo woo!

Band VS. Band
Good Charlotte or Sum41:gc
Brand New or Dashboard Confessional:....
Vendetta Red or CKY:...
Blink-182 or Box Car Racer:..blink
Green Day or Rancid:green day
Story of the Year or Coheed and Cambria:....
Mest or Simple Plan:simple plan
Minor Threat or H2O:...
Social Distortion or The Clash:...
Actor VS. Actor
Johnny Depp or Mel Gibson:johnny
Orlando Bloom or Elijah Wood:orlando
Dominic Monoghan or Billy Boyd:...
Ashton Kutcher or Josh Hartnett:ashton
Matt Damon or Ben Affleck:matt
Actress VS. Actress
Hilary Duff or Amanda Bynes:amanda
Julia Stiles or Kirsten Dunst:i like them both
Keira Knightley or Natalie Portman:natalie
Jennifer Aniston or Courtney Cox-Arquette:courtney coz she got mah name!
Cameron Diaz or Lucy Liu:both
Uma Thurman or Drew Barrymore:drew
Rapper VS. Rapper
Ludacris or Eminem:LUDA!!!!
Tupac or Biggie Smalls (aka Notorious BIG):both
Jay-Z or 50 Cent:50
Outkast or B2K:outkast ::gasp:: i noe!
Singer VS. Singer
Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears:xtina..duh
Beyonce or Ashanti:...hmm
Michelle Branch or Vanessa Carlton:michelle
Fefe Dobson or Avril Lavigne (PICK FEFE CUZ AVRILS A POSER!):fefe..but she was a ditz on moviehouse
Raven Symone or Hilary Duff:hila..no..NEITHER
Clay Aiken or Justin Timberlake:justin
TV Show VS. TV Show
That 70's Show or Everwood:70's
7th Heaven or Smallville:7th
The OC or One Tree Hill:..
Viva La Bam or Punk'D:punk'd
Saturday Night Live or MadTV:snl
Lizzie McGuire or That's So Raven:neither
The Osbournes or The Newlyweds:osbournes
Real World or Road Rules:REAL WORLD!
Magzine VS. Magazine
YM or J-14:j-14
Seventeen or CosmoGirl:cosmo
Bop or TigerBeat:...wtf
Alternative Press or Guitar World:...
Animal VS. Animal:...
Dogs or Cats:dogs
Fish or Birds:fish
Insects or Spiders:insects
Snakes or Turtles:snakes
Horses or Llamas:horses..
Pigs or Cows:brown spotted cows? if not pigs
Food VS. Food:..drink!
Pie or Cake:cake
Chips or Crackers:crackers
Hamburgers or Hotdogs (Vegeburgers and Vegedogs for vegetarians!):hot dogs..
Candy or Cookies:cookies
Fruit or Veggies:fruit
Popcorn or Nachos:popcorn
Electronic VS. Electronic
TV or Computer:computer
DVD or VCR:dvd
Radio or CD Player:cd player w/ my radio in it
Digital Camera or Camcorder:digi camera
Scanner or Webcam:scanner
Drink VS. Drink
Dr. Pepper or Mr. Pibb:both
Sprite or Sierra Mist:sprite
Coca Cola or Pepsi:pepsi
Diet Coke or Regular Coke:diet
Mountain Dew Code Red or Mountain Dew Live Wire:code red!
Orange Juice or Apple Juice:..hmm both
Grape Juice or Cranberry Juice:grape
Kool-Aid or Soda:KOOL-AID! u askin a black girl dis
Sport VS. Sport
Baseball or Basketball:basketball
Football or Soccer:both
Snowboarding or Skateboarding:snowboarding
Tennis or Swimming:both
Random VS. Random
Hot or Cold:cold
Thumb-tack or Safety Pin:thumb-tack
Snow or Rain:rain
Car or Airplane:car
Singing or Instrument:both
Show or Movie:both
Book or TV:tv
Snail Mail or Email:e-mail
WalMart or Target:both...
Punk or Prep:punk
Play the Sport or Watch the Sport:both
In-person or Phone:depends
Half Empty or Half Full:full
Glass or Cardboard:glass
Rocks or Pebbles:pebbles
Comedy or Horror:horror
Color or Black and White:color
Old or New:not too old not too new
Poop or Dookie:...dookie!
Piercing or Tattoo:piercing
Now I must ask: Are you glad the test is over or Do you want more questions:nah..

BIG This VS. That Quiz (105 Questions) brought to you by BZOINK!

my D'Angelo song Lady is on..seriously that's like his best one..besides the one wit Raphael.. Saadiq? [lol] in You Should Be Here

Yooo..y'all negroes better comment yo... after all this shhh I wrote and sang! lol

Javonne's puppy is so cute it's almost cuter than me! lol sike nah..she adorableeee! I keep thinking about yesterday* and thinking if everything is still real.. I keep thinking I'm dreaming..the last time that happened was September 18, 2oo3 when I won historian and found out my crush knew I existed and dubbed him Nickel Boy! I <333 days like that! OMG... there's a possibility of seeing Chuckie* up to three times this week!!!

many say .. that i'm too young
to let you know just where i'm comin from..
but you will see..it's just a matter of time.. my love will surely make you mine..
well... i'm ... livin in a world of ghetto life
everyone seems so uptight
but nothing's wrong and it's alright with my man
i like the way we carry on
his love ..suttin..wit my man
people out there can understand
i'm givin him somethin he can feel
to let him know..this love is real...
givin him somethin he can feel..
to let him know this love is real..this love is real..

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I've got my eyes on u..baby[chuckie] let me tell you that you are the truth.. I love your Indian flute.. oooh watta ooh datta ooh doo doo..

..yeah it's like 3:o0 now...and Ima eat my pizza [with no ham coz it's my Jewish holiday hahaha..ashley believed me..so did Jackie..that was funny!!] ...and yeah Ima go..do... stuff I guess...ahh my stress-free life now is excellent! Woo... I love thisss...


oh snappp! I put Papa Was A Rollin' Stone on this CD uttt ooooo!

comment yo!

<333,
da boo of Chuckie*

no she didn't!

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