*real eyez.... realize...real liez*

2 days left til *16*..yay
LadiePerfection/Taylor Duzer: yeah whatever because u kno u cant resist his sexin.
all he gotta do it not give u any for 2 weeks
and u will b runnin to have his babies. "give it to me daddy!"



I vow to never break your heart, I'll never let you down, for better or worse,
I'll always be around

 

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:: 2003 7 December :: 2.19 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Cassidy f. R.Kelly*Hotel

Woo...good afternoon!
*About You*
What is your name?:Courtney P.Nichole C-J
What are your nicknames?:more besides tha following- NeNe, Pookie, Pooter, Cori, Coco
How old are you?:j'ai quatorze ans
What color is your hair?:brown, black ,gold, and highlighted in bronze yesterday
What color are your eyes?:brown with black surrounding
Where do you live?:tttoowwnnnshippp
Do you have any siblings?:yup
What are their names?:Albert Jr., ___, Deborah, Nicole, Troy, Jameka, Andre, Aliyah, Thomas, & Kaitlyn
How tall are you?:5.9
What kind of car do you drive?:toyota celica
What color is your car?:silver
What color is your house?:it's brick and i live in an apartment
*Favorites*
Television Programs:rr/rw challenge, Las Vegas, Fear Factor, and TRADING SPACES
Ice cream flavor:choc. chip cookie dough & banana
Color:silverrr, pink, blue, black, and red
Time of day:nite
Movies:two can play that game * the joy luck club
Song at the moment:..basically every song on the Stripped cd... Beyonce`*me, myself, and I
Musicians (Singers, Bands, etc.):A.Keys, b2K, Aaliyah, Luda, Usher, + Xtina
Foods:too many
Beverages:o.j., smoothies, snapple, kool-aid, and alcohol
Sport to play:volleyball
Sport to watch:basketball/tennis/football
Hobbies:write/draw
Day of the week:Thursday
Academic subject:..gym i guess
Lunch meat:salami
Season:spring
Perfume/Cologne:coco chanel mademoiselle!
Soda:pepsi twist/vanilla & orange soda
Place to be:out
Animal:duckies! elephants and any wildcat
*Love & Junk*
Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?:not really...
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:nah..not yet...keyword
Are you straight?:yup
Best eye color in the opposite sex:green/brown
Best hair color in the opposite sex:brown/black
Best height in the opposite sex:5.9 or above
Initial thing you look for in the opposite sex (appearance-wise):.. eyes/smile
Qualities (personality-wise) you look for in the opposite sex:trustworthy, treat me with respect, funny
What would your perfect date be?:beach @ night
How old were you when you had your first kiss?:
Where was your first kiss?:
Did you enjoy or dislike your first kiss?:dislike
What do you like best about your boyfriend/girlfriend (if you have one)?:well he ain't my man but we can talk
*Your Future*
Dream vehicle:mitsubishi eclipse
Dream job:music producer
Dream college:clark atlanta
Where do you want to live?:penthouse in nyc
Do you want to get married? If so, at what age?:nah not really..but i prolly will
Do you want children?:not really..
How many?:...
Boys or girls?:....
Names?:...
What can you see yourself doing in ten years?:music producer
How about twenty years?:...music producer..and planning weddings
*More Random Junk*
Your pets and their names:they're dead ::tear::...Lily + Prince were froggies
Have you ever gotten something stuck up your nose?:nah
Have you ever jumped off of your roof?:nah
Have you ever streaked in broad daylight?:nah
Do you get good, satisfactory, or horrible grades in school?:good
Have you ever gotten into a fist fight?:nah not yet..almost a couple of times
Have you ever stolen something?:don't think so
How many detentions would you say you have gotten?:0! =D
How about suspensions?:1
What did you get suspended/detended for?:...no comment
Do you consider yourself a mean person?:nah..ignorant
What are your bad habits?:..dunno
Any fears/phobias?:spiders
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?:yeah sometimes
What was your childhood dream?:to get married
Who was your childhood idol?:whitney
Have you ever snuck out of the house?:nah not really
Who/what comes first in your life?:me
*Opinions*
Do you support the second amendment (the right to bear arms)?:... i guess so
What do you think of President Bush?:BLAH
What do you think of homo and bisexuality?:it ain't for me
What is your view on abortion?:i'm for it..but i'll neva need it
The death penalty?:..nah let them suffer in life..but they can always get out..which is BAD
*Etc.*
Do you have any tatoos?:nah
Do you have any piercings?:yup

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About You
First Name:courtney
Middle name:p.nichole
b-day:april 21
age:14
sign:taurus..aries ish
eye color:brown with black
hair color:brown, black, gold, and bronze
nationality:jamaican, barbadian, and puerto rican
herritage (ex. Irish):black lol
This Or That
Strawberry or Cherry:strawberry
Dr. Pepper or Vanilla Coke:dr. pepper
being rich or being famous:famous
driving in a car or flying in a plane:driving a car
carrots or corn:corn on the cob? :)
chocolate or vanilla (ever classic question):..both
dog or cat:dog
rap or rock:rap
Left or right:right
up or down:up
hot or cold:cold
rain or sun:rain
inside or outside:both
which is worse
sleeping in on a school day OR waking up early on the weekend:weekend
losing $50 OR having your mom take it ($50) away as a punnishment:mom takin it
being grounded from the computer OR being grounded from going anywhere:computer...coz i'm still allowed to go places
having after school detention untill 6 or having saturday detention (10-3):saturday
glasses or braces:braces
eating a worm OR eating a spider:spider
watching someone throw up OR being the one throwing up:being thrown up on
Being pregnant OR just plain being fat:fat..but i don't wanna be preggy either
Craazy stuff that entertains people
Have you ever gone skinny-diping?:in my bath tub...
what about smoked a ciggy?:nah
anything worse then a cig? (weed):nah
ever mastrabated?:nag
had unprotected sex?:virrrginnn
serriously thought about committing suicide:yup
hit a family member:yes
dyed your hair dramaticly (blonde to black ect.):..well .. uhm black to brown and gold?
do you drink alcholic bevrages?:when i'm wit mah drinking buddies from da marching band
if so how often?:... ^
ever been drunk?:nah not yet
random stuff.
How tall are you?:5.9
is this to tall or to short?:i guess i'm tall for a girl..
how much do you weigh?:145-15o
do you think you are thin?:uhm.. not really ... if mah ass wasn't so big i'd most likely be more on tha thin side
ok, how bout normal?:yeah
or ... over weight?:nah
Can you touch your toes with out bending your knees?:yup
can you make your socks match?:i don't feel like matching socks no more
so you have AOL, MSN, or ROAD RUNNER for internet access?:aol & comcast
do you like cheese?:yup
wine?:yupppp woo..stuff is bangin
whats your favorite holiday?:mahh burrrthday [four months two weeks!]
favorite flavor:...vanilla or chocolate
... last question, cuz hands hurt. Do you like yourself?:yup

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bbs...

in the mornin. in the evening. in the night time gotta have it. it's a feeling i can't fight it.
you got me screamin anotha language


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*:.
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*·. ((¨`·´¨)) . ·*
×*.·``·.·´´ ·.*×
Courtney¤*

no she didn't!


:: 2003 6 December :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: Ashanti* Breakup 2 Makeup

I Know You Want Me Baby...
Well...uhm we talked for an hour ish...interesting convo..thank god he didn't call me otherwise I woulda been sounding realllll f*cked up! But..when he does call..I'm just not pickin up the fone! lol

Won’t you kiss me under the stars
And lock me tight in your arms
Won’t you wipe away my tears
And protect me from all harm.

Won’t you take my hand
And whisper softly in my ear
Words I’ve never been told before
3 words I need to hear.

Won’t you tell me that I’m beautiful
And that you’ll love me for all time
Won’t you assure me that you’ll never leave me
And that forever you’ll be mine.

Won’t you open the door to my heart
Only to which you have the key
Won’t you save me from this loneliness
You were meant to be with me.

If in the future we’re never together
And time only tears us apart.
Please never forget me,
and forever keep me in your heart.


So far... I sang and listened to the Stripped & Dangerously In Love cds...completely. Stripped while talkin to Jewelz..and uhm... DIL while I was playing ps2... rugrats! [the first one...see I have all three!] . Black people always startin suttin ::cough::TODD::cough:: tryin to see if I like someone huh..played yaself lol. I think I should work on my diaryland diary since I found all these hottt layouts for it. trading spaces comes on at 9:oo!! rite now I'm watching another episode of while you were out and what not to wear was halarious!

you know what I am so mad at the fact that is frickin snowed...b/c NO I coulda been at the movies right now [again.. i noe i've done that before] doing a lil suttin suttin wit a certain person...but gosh..nooooo...[and this dude is besides chuck...] aaahhh... I realized that the two scrimmages next week are on Thursday & Friday and not Friday & Saturday...so.. I'll go see Love Don't Cost a Thing on Saturday...with...yeah! [whoops...almost dropped a glass... i feel like using my moms laptop just b.c ... good gamezZz]!

my flowers are dying...and so is my love for you....

sike! lol i'm such a dumb one. taylor...damn the snow! lol i want to be there...oh gosh.. but i'm not gonna call...make him sufferrr...hehehe...oh man i wish with all my might that it didn't snow!!!! "coz i had some things in store for you..." good Lord! i wanna be dere! Eeeee!!! Trading Spaces..this isn't tha one I wanted to see...but it's trading spaces!! wooo! I think I'll take a survey...

Baby I'm thinkin bout... just what I wanna do...
I don't care if I'm wrong.. I think I'm in love with you..
And all of my friends say that I'm movin too soon..
I don't care what they say
I wanna give myself to you...

Dreammaker make my dreams come true tonight..
If I close my eyes would u hold me tight all night?
Dreammaker here's what we gon do tonight...
We gon' make sweet love till the morning light...yeah yeah...

I want you to have me all to yourself...
I gotta be with you I don't want noone else...
You've given me everything I couldn't ask for me
I need to be with you
Without I just can't go on...

Dreammaker make my dreams come true tonight
if I close my eyes would u hold me tight all night
dreammaker here's what we gon do tonight ..
we gon' make sweet love till the morning light...yeah yeah...


-Ashanti* the story of 2

Aaahhh... I keep thinking and thinking..and now I kind of wish tomorrow was Monday...but I don't wanna go outside and go "bbrrhhh!" at all! ..I'm listening to Ashanti's sweet baby now...and it's bringing me back to when Cheray was singin that in the hallway all loud...so I joined in and it was tdfunny!!! ..

I just wanna be held by you...
I just wanna be loved by you...
my sweet baby...

oh goodness... you got me screamin anotha language [party to damascus..had 2 thro that in!]

I got a 52

37 - 53 POINTS: AMAZON WARRIOR
Strong, female and proud, you were a mighty Amazonian warrior! Fierce and independent, you protected the weak and thrilled in the glory of battle. Rock on!

i got an 18

12 - 18 POINTS: ARTSY
You enjoy creating things and performing in front of other people. Whether it's playing in a school band or expressing your creativity through writing and drawing, you are all about expressing your thoughts and feelings to an audience. You also crave fame and recognition.
Clubs to Join: Photography, drama club, choir, jazz Band, yearbook
Clubs to Start: A new school magazine, freestyle rap and poetry, jam band sessions

i was right under sporty so it's still part of me! if you come inside i won't mind... yo my moms just scared the shhhh outta me..but she's watching football..hehe...lol... you give me something I just can't deny... something that's so free.. I just can't control the way I feel... inside of me...

hmm... i wanna hear his voice... nah I ain't callin...make him sufferrr like I said...just like I did...aahhh [one more chance at love]..and if I was at the movies right now.. I could be...lalala... ::angel halo::...

You Got Served

<333 alwayz,
*Courtney Pla.Nichole

all I need is... one more chance at love...

no she didn't!


:: 2003 6 December :: 4.56 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: DMX* No Love 4 Me [how symbolic...]

Quiz tyme...
I got a tie...


Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.


What Super Mario Bros character are you?

I am a celebrity, a natural born leader, and a mascot. When old people think of video games, they oftentimes get a mental image of me. Countless times I've been called into battle to save Peach from various baddies, even back in the days of Atari, and I have never faltered. Others may be jealous, but who cares? I'm Mario!

What Super Mario Bros character are you?



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What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!

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infatuation
Infatuation. You are so totally infatuated with
this guy. You are told to be careful, and you
think you can handle it, but with one smile you
melt, and you fall instantly in love, well you
are definately infatuated.


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Beautiful
Beautiful. Yes, you are beautiful in every single
way, and you know it. People can't put you
down and that's what the guys like about you.
Keep on being beautiful, and the sun will
shine.


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time..to go bye bye...


omg...jewelz just imed me..i didn't give him my s/n...aahhhh!!! ima hurt emu!!

no she didn't!


:: 2003 6 December :: 1.40 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ...

I just f*cked up...
brrh... just walked downstairs to get the mail and it was cold..

if my pillow cud talk
it would say so many things
about how i wish i cud get away
and wish i ad wings
it would speak
of all my tears
all my stories
and deepest darkest fears
it would tell
of all those nights
I just laid n cried
and about my dreadful sight
as i am a brave girl
i after b
but the family
cant see what its doing to me
i look so happy
careless and free
but deep down in side
is the real me
there is only one thing
that knows how i feel
that's my pillow
it knows the deal
as each night
i pray cry n talk to it
about how i wish
i cud quit
quit my life
or just run away
but i always stay
t0 face another day
so i dedicate this poem
to my closest friend
my pillow
always with me till the end


- The Depth Of Fear -

I've always been afraid,
Of things i cannot see.
Of cold dark nights, and scary books,
And of what i'm expected to be.
I've always been afraid,
That i'll always be alone.
I run and hide and then i find,
I'm chilled right to the bone.
I want to find a person,
Who sees into my soul.
Who looks into my eyes and says,
'I'll catch you if you fall.'
I've always been afraid,
Of things i cannot see.
I'm scared that when i find that person,
That person won't find me.


...and this is the masterpiece...

::My Secret Lover::

Deep in the night
where no man ever dwells
My secret lover comes
casting wonderous spells

Softly he whispers
indescribable words
Tauntingly dangerous
things I have never heard

With pounding heart
every breath escapes
Waiting for the slightest touch
a kiss or warm embrace

Oh, secret lover
from afar
You have taken my soul
to heights unexplored


I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I'm prolly gonna play PS2 again [test drive...vrrmmm!] or nickelodeon racing or uhm ...I'm done cleaning the bathroom. Or maybe I'm just gonna chill and write. I'm not goin to tha movies with chuck..dammit but hey that's aiight. i'm just stuck here...and I need to buy some reeds..but I obviously can't..

i'm unforgettable.. and in need of a friend desperately right now..but people are occupied...so screw it...

»¦«* *»¦«
('*•.¸(`*•.¸ ¸.•*´)¸.•* )
¨`•.¸ *Courtney* ¸.• ´¨
(¸.•*'(¸.•*´ `*•.¸)*•.¸)
»¦«* *»¦«

no she didn't!


:: 2003 5 December :: 5.20 pm
:: Mood: wooo...!....
:: Music: Spice Girls...Javonne talkin..and me saying Selena

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIV!

HAPPY BURRRTHHHDAAYYYY!!!!



well uhm...goin to tha movie soon...ahhhh! and i'm at javonne's house... oh my..a lot of people are going to be there but special people are gonna be there too... I'm not sure if I'm still going tomorrow with Chuck ..Tiffi says he looks good...super good lol so I don't know. Emu & my cousine are going to be dere. I can't wait to wear mah pretty hat...yayyy oh gosh...I'm kinda nervous..eeee! Be back soon...!...!

You Got Served

<333 alwayz,
*C.Pla.Nichole

no she didn't!


:: 2003 4 December :: 7.27 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Aaliyah* Come Over

...What do you do...
surveys
General Information
Name::courtney pl.nichole
Age::14
Location::towwnshippp
Specify what you're doing now!
Wearing::pink v-neck, navy/black jeanzZz, gray hoodie, and pink +white sneaks
Listening::Jagged Edge- Let's Get Married rx
Song in head::beyonce`* speechless
Eating::..chewing gum
Drinking::nothing
Doing::takin this and workin on mah journal
Wondering::what to do about this guy situation...ugh.. maybe i shouldn't get wit him...
Loving::the fact that he does like me..
Hating::it's tearing me up inside
Wanting::him..
Missing::him..
Touching::the keyboard
Sitting::down
Talking to::erroll + ashley taylor
Annoying::nobody
Where are your feet?::on my chair
Anything in pain?::my heart..and mah stomach feels weird
Last thing you bought::pack of gum and some marshmellows..and pictures
Last thing you did::wiped away a tear
Last person you talked to on the phone::edmond
Last word you said out loud::damn
Last cuss word you said ou loud::damn
Are you going to save this survey in your profile?::yup
Are you going to put it in some sort of online journal?::yep http://www.woohu.com/~xobabiphatox

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well...uhm I guess I'll start by tellin y'all about courtney nichole's day... blah... emotions...tell em who's your lady... ...ahh dang... gym* {uh oh....uh oh....uh oh....uh oh.... i never thought you'd be the one make me shine brighter than the sun...} well we played basketball again..did I win knockout? oh I don't remember. that demon twin ashley paige bent my fingerzZz back and mah nails with that stupid ball lol. oh yeah! i did win knockout coz we played against boys [they're tickin me off at the moment]! yeah and the last two were me and karen facin off so yeahhh! me, ashley, and arielle were talkin about boobs lol.. it was funny! info tech* well uhm... the period went by so fast ...prolly coz we were taking notes. matt is my buddy! courtney loaded the paper in the printer again...woot woot!!band*well uhm.. my reed wasn't workin..coz that one was too small and the other was too BIG! lol and the plastic one split during marching band during the last competition in Allentown. I thought it had bent... prolly ain't gonna work tomorrow. Tony was talkin about how my best friend didn't match today... he was talking about Brandon...demon child [tony]lunch*well uhm the lunch line was funny again. i got $1 from emu but that negro owes me another one. "$1 for the pain..$1 for the torment..$1 for the suspense" "eww courtney what were you doing?!"-that was tony lol it was funny..and "yeah and she was mad that i didn't come back to her" "what?!" lol .. i didn't see that spanish boy. javonne..was I that obvious trying to "find him"? lol i got more info...ahhh...crazyness geometry* well uhm... worked with proportions and similar polygons..[actually did the homework too!] and it was mad easy [one more chance at love...one more chance...] french* Lindsay was talkin to me more about manager stuff..and yeah but uhm.. period didn't go by that slow. we did lil presentations about "mon parent favori".. I did my uncle Del [member him javonne?] ...she said that lady who was observing us said that we were very smart. wooooo for us!meeting* well... I was the secretary for the day. uhm..saw some friends ...hehe..and uhm the bus was halarious. and ooh..Dennis and DaVon were pretending to fight and they were all goin everywhere it was funny as hell suzie kept lookin at us..it was too much. [my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...got 3! oooohhh! lol not 3 milkshakes...lol] home* yeah well now i'm chillin..thinkin of poems and junk to write.. uhm I did my homework..got a french test tomorrow..blah!!!...only 6 more days of gym left...tear tear .. i have to look cute tomorrow b/c Ashley Taylor told me too. i stopped by the Kerstetters place to pick up some foodzZz... [cinna crunchies!] [mmm] [damn right it's better than yours] ..and I need to work on my site ...aiight...so I'm going now... I'll prolly be back later.

he's driving me insane..building up a wall between us and the others that i love..and i thrive for it..but now i'm feelin that pain..so uhm IM me...i'm workin on mah journal/site... :'(...but the fact that suttin might happen between us brightens my spirit a lil bit.. :-\

You Got Served[for now]

<333 alwayz,
*C.Pla.Nichole

FLIPSIDE IS ON YO!!!! WOOOOO!


what do you do..when you know something's not good for you..but you still can't let go...

i was naive...your love was like candy, artificially sweet, i was decieved by the wrapping
got caught in your way..and i learned how to __ [lol]
i was playing your game...and got devoured completely

ooh..and it hurts my soul...coz I can't let go..
all these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering..
-Xtina

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 3 December :: 9.33 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Beyonce`* Daddy [no it is NOT a sex song]

Aahhh...me...virgin? =D I think not
.... just kidding!

Rite now I'm talkin to Emu coz Ray, Jewelz, Pookie, and erbody else left me...Ray u need a nickname. Right now I'm watching Duke vs Michigan State University in college basketball 9-8...woot woot! Oh my...uhm surveys!

i'm feelin sexy.. i wanna hear u say my name boy...

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Basic Crap
Name:courtney pla. nichole
Birthday:april 21*
Nationality:jamaican [what what!], barbadian/bajan, & puerto rican
Zodiac Sign:taurus... cusp wit aries
Who did these things last
Called You:my mommy
Made you cry:my mommy
Yelled at you:my mommy
Have you ever
Been to California:nah
Been to Hawaii:nah
Danced Naked:in the shower
Took Naked photos:nope
Had A preminition:a whats?
stalked someone:nah
milked a cow:nope...I got milk from a cow though
Which would you prefer
cats or dogs:dogs
Walmart or target:both!
god or satan:god
good or evil:both
Last _____
song you heard:Wyclef + Missy- Party to Damascus
song you sung:Beyonce`- Speechless [ray...the note.. =D]
movie you watched:lifetime- death of a cheerleader
oh really ? was it good?:heck yeah!
last noise you heard:commercials
last smell you smelled:mah deoderant
last thing you ate:Applebees- Riblets and a brownie
Favorites
band:b2k / boyz II men
movie:two can play that game * the joy luck club
song:beyonce`* naughty girl [currently at the moment..hehehe]
color:silverrr, pink, blue, black, and red
food:too many
fruit:strawberry, pineapple, watermelon, grape
candy:milky way or GUM
store:old navy * against all odds * jamm * fashion cents * value city
sport:wayyy to many
sport team:KINGS ALL DA WAY!!!
actor:denzel * johnny * morris * colin * taye[mm]
actoress:vivica * halle
Last few
famous guy or girl you would fuck:JBOOG!!!! oh Lord!
food you would eat for the rest of your life:shrimp
bye:payce!

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Tell Us A Little About Yourself:
Although your name is::Courtney Pla. Nichole
You usually go by::Pookie, Cori, Coco, NeNe, and otha stuff
Technically, how old are you::i am 14! 15 in 4 months, 2 weeks and four days
Mentally, how old would you say you were::15+
Are you male or female::i am the owner of a vagina if that helps..but sum dudes are..yeah
What do you do for a living::i'm a fr3shman at BTHS
Is family important to you, and do you have good relationships with yours::yes it's important, I'd say we do
Do you have any sisters or brothers? In what order do YOU come in::in my dad's 9 kids i'm da baybi [woot woot] in mah mom's i'm da oldest..and in mah guardian i'm the only one!
Are you a part of any other site other than GJ - If so which ones::than what?
Have you ever done anything that someone else would label as:yes...they label me GHETTO...lol Nookie
You can now change your eye/haircolor - What suits you::eyes..green..haircolor it's fine with the gold
What characteristic would you say is uniquely you::i have a constant need for something in my mouth.. i got a double jointed tongue, fingers, and toes
What can you do physically that you believe makes you stand out::mah tongue is..unique! and good for otha stuff..haha
What word do you use most frequently::negro
Describe you and your life in two words::better now
Would you be anywhere else than where you are right this minute::mmhmm... in Japan..seriously
What is the one thing about yourself that you are most critical of::my face
What is the one thing about yourself that you are most proud of::my lipzZz and mah bootay lol
What is your greatest accomplishment::marching band champs...and not being depressed no mo!
Do you believe in second chances::yeah..in some cases..a killer with a second chance..how about NOT
Look at yourself from a friends perspective and describe yourself briefly::dumb smart person
What is the ONE thing you would never change about yourself::my personality
What is the ONE thing that you would change if you could::mah cheeks
Do you think anything is possible::sort of...
Would you consider yourself to be a good friend::yeah
Would you consider your friends worthy of your friendship::some...
Who is the person you look up to most::no one really...
Do you feel antagonistic toward anyone in particular::..if I -knew- what that meant
Are you happy with who you are and where you are going::very happy...
Miscellaneous Information:
What sort of person are you (Extroverted/Introverted)::...
Do you prefer being the center of attention, or do you perfer to blend in:::edge: ME :edge:
You go to a party and know no one, do you mingle or wait to be approached::mingle and grind
Finish this sentence::: My heart is _______::CONFUSED
Can you pat your head and rub your tummy at the same time::just did it..yup
Can you do anything wierd with any of your body parts::yup.. i mentioned that above..my tongue
What is the one thing that someone can do that grosses you out::pop my bone out in mah stomach..Sha to tha ne`! lol
What do you think is completely unforgivable::1st degree murder or RAPE
Have you done anything YOU think is unforgivable but have been forgiven::don't remember
Are you a neat freak or a "Leave it where it lands" sort of person::in the middle..depends on what it is
How do you see yourself (explain briefly)::a person who's going somewhere
Is it any different from how others see you (explain briefly::they think i'm stupid... or a hoe lol
You just got into the shower/bath, what do you do first::smell which gel i wanna use
You just got out of the shower/bath what do you do third::wtf..lets see...dry..dress.. brush my teeth!
What under garment goes on first when putting it on::the panties lol
Does it go off first as well::nah mah brasierre [sp] does
What is the sexiest attribute a guy can have::...sexiest... abs or eyes
What will you most likely compliment a girl for - Looks or personality::both
Regardless of your gender which are you most comfortable with::guys, i get along with them better and i'm their lil sis
Would you rather be on time and look "OK", or late and looking "Great"::late..
You don't love either, but who would you marry your friend or your lover::friend
How many kinds of cereal are there in your pantry::2
Create the ultimate dish...What is it and who would you make it for::shrimp. pasta. alfredo. chicken. broccoli. carrots. angel hair. crawfish. crab meat. lobster meat. i'd make it for me
Do you twirl your spaghetti or do you cut it::twirl
Dishes - Let it soak or wash immediately::dishwasher or rinse off then wash later
Describe the perfect sandwich::dunno
What is the LAST thing that you would eat no matter how hungry you were::peas!
What is the wierdest combo you have ever eaten::dunno
Do you watch how you eat or are you happy it even ended up in your mouth::i watch it
Grooming (Let the games begin):
How often would you say you brush your teeth::twice or 3
Is toothpaste the farthest you go in dental care::nah
How often do you bathe - And do you take showers or baths?:at least once
How long would you say you take in the bathroom::½ an hour at the most if i gotta go somewhre
Have you ever pee'd in a swimming pool::no
Have you ever pee'd in the shower/bath::nah
You're out of the shower:: Do you dry and dress or do you pamper yourself::dry..pamper
What does your bathroom look like::it's coral with green ...and it's small
Have you ever worn anything two times in a row::not lately..
You showered and have no clean underwear what do you do::oh god...that would never happen so i don't have to worry
When it comes to hygiene what is the one thing that can't NOT do::brush my teeth/shower
When it comes to hygiene what is the one thing you feel you can let slide::floss
What do you think is worth bad breath or body odor::BOTH
Do you bite your nails::nope
What is your most attractive attribute::smile/eyes
What is your most unattractive attribute::... ugly teeth
If you have any fetishes what are they::...hehe...woooo!
What are your top 10 peeves::stupid people, slow walkers, rich people, ppl who look at me weird, geometry, and otha stuff
How long does it take you to leave the house in the morning::½ hour lately
How long does it take you to get ready for a special night out::an hour
Are you high maintenance or are you low maintenance::middle
Your nails:: Are they real or fake::real!
How long is your hair, and do you wear it up or down (usually)::it's past mah shoulders [currently] and both
What is your favorite article of clothing::pink striped sweater
What is the last thing you will share with your best friend::gum
Makeup:: 'Barely there' or is your motto:barely there
What is your favorite scent - Do you use anything else aside from perfume::deoderant lol.. haiku/haiku awakenings..COCO CHANEL MADEMOISELLE!
Shave or Wax::Nair
Have you ever sunbathed nude::i'm black sweetie
Let's Get To Know You Better:
Are you superstitious::nah
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex - when::nope
What is in your CD player right this minute::Beyonce`* Dangerously In Love cd
Who is the one person you speak to the most on the phone::prolly Edmond
Do you use an alarm clock getting up or do you get up without one::alarm clock..sleep wake up on time everyday
You're on an airplane - which do you prefer window or aisle::window
If you were an animal what would you be::any wildcat..or a duck..
If the animal you chose isn't domesticated can it (YOU) be::wildcat...
Do you have any stuffed animals and do you sleep with any of them::yeah i have many... i zZz w/ Dipsy & Pigooh
You are laying in bed, what is on your right-hand side::Pigooh and the floor
Do you leave any lights on when you go to bed::the tv..
Do you have any routines before going to sleep::shower...drink...cd player...journal..zZz
If you have a partner do you share any routines before checking in::nah
What is the first thing you do when you get in bed::switch positions like three times
What is the first thing you do when you get up::look at the clock then lay the heck back down
Are you a heavy sleeper or a light sleeper::heavy
Are you noctrunal (Night prowler) or are you Diurnal (Day prowler)::noctrunal and a lil diurnal
Describe your typical day::zZz...good morning...school...Jewelz...home...comp..homework...comp..nite routine..zZz
You get home from work/school what is the first thing you do::food + call my mommy
Do you know the difference between loving someone and being IN love::yeah..i'm not -in- love and i love .. mah buddy/ies
When Was The Last Time You:
Had a meaningful conversation - with whom::Erroll, Ray, & Stephanie
Felt like you learned something from someone - who is it::yup- Cris
Told someone other than your family that you loved them and meant it::yup, Pookie, but not like how y'all think
You wrote something to someone and took the time to send it in writing::..mah note back to Jewelz
Heard a song that actually spoke to you - what song was it::Beyonce`* Naughty Girl/Me, Myself, & I
Showed someone how you truly feel, and felt words weren't needed::school today
You laughed at something until your sides ached::everyday at lunch!
You did something humiliating - what was it::JUST now realizing what they meant by shake it like a polaroid picture
You looked at yourself in the mirror and said:damn [lol seriously] my hair was messed up coz i was zZz
You fought with someone - what was it about::my mom- stupid stuff prolly
Told someone you were sorry and meant it::Erroll not seeing B tomorrow
You hugged someone for absolutely no reason::yes...my lovely Katie [vanworth]!
Someone called you just to say "Hi"::prolly Edmond..nah it was Ray! but we had suttin to talk about lol
Someone gave you something & Expected nothing but your happiness in return::the boy in lunch who gave me $$ and i don't know his name
You let someone see you at your worst and felt comfortable::[ashley] Taylor
You let your guards down and let someone in::Erroll/Jewelz
You let someone love YOU::..Jewelz
You said "Goodbye"::..to ...ray?
You took a risk::today
You did something just for the fun of it::today
You met someone and felt like that was the best thing that ever happened::today!
Let yourself cry::yesterday
Told someone you appreciated them::yesterday
Said "Thank you"::today
You fell in love::not yet..
Enjoyed your own company::all the time..
Finish This Sentence:
I want (And told them whatever it is you wanted)::Jewelz, you to stop being a you know what.
I wish that::i told brandon how i felt about no sooner
If I could only::be in Japan...
The one thing that bothers me is::slow walkers
I think that::my life's going great
Looking at ______ makes me laugh::James and the ice cream!
When I think about _________ I smile::my friends
I am in love with::-----
I love::my friends
You cannot define::love
Emotions are::unique with each person
The only way to succeed is::try
Success is::priceless [MARCHING BAND!!]
Home is what::where the heart is? lol
I can't explain it but::i'm so into you...
Memories are::priceless
I regret that::..dunno
If I could tell _______ how I feel I would tell him/her that ________::that boy I meant : I wanna get to know him
The last time I::did my homework @ nite was last week
Tomorrow I will::have a talk with someone who needs it
The next time I see ________ I will::Aime`e : hit her if she touch me again lol
________ pisses me off::James/Mr. Diamond! lol
You know what, I::need to go to bed
Category: Music::
Write the first sentence of the song that describes your life::well i thought that i knew you thinking that you were true
What song do you swear was written about your life right this minute::Beyonce`* Speechless
What is the song you believe will be played at your wedding::At Last.. or My Girl
What song describes you when you are sad::Xtina* I'm Okay/Walk Away
What song describes you when you are happy::Destiny's Child* Happy Face
You are angry/upset/down - what are you listening to::Xtina* fighter/make over
Its graduation day - what song is playing::vitamin c- friends forever
If your personality where a genre what genre would it be (ie: R&B, Pop...)::r&b
What song would you not be caught dead listening to::dunno..don't even bother
Are you open to new types of music or are you set in your ways::i kinda like..punk/rock.. =D
Favorites:
What is your favorite quote and why (briefly)::i got a lot
What is your favoite smell (ie: Rain, Gasoline, Lighter fluid...)::rain : SHOE STORES! lol
Choose one sense what would it be (ie: Touch,Smell,Sight,Taste,Hearing)::touch
What is your most cherished childhood memory::singin barney songs
What was your favorite stuffed animal as a child::my pink and blue elephants
What was your favorite show/cartoon growing up::johnny bravo!
Who was your best childhood friend - Are you still friends today::alyssa, renata, tiffaney, + ashley a- yupp
What could you do over and over again::listen to the stripped cd
What is your favorite dessert::ice cream...
You're out on a date and you are doing what you love most - What is it::singin in the rain to him
Where would you be if you weren't where you are right now::somewhere rainys singin to him...
What country would you love to revisit::Japan
Which do you feel you could live without - Intelligence or emotion::intelligence
If you had to which would you sell - Your body or your soul::my body...plastic surgery..duh!
Which cuss word finds its way out of your mouth most::sh*t...
What is your favorite past-time::workin on my site..
Describe the perfect outting with friends::amusement park
Which do you prefer (generally) to go out or stay in::stay in
Who would you say is your "favorite" person on this earth::my lil sis..girl is crazy
Who is your least "favorite"::james..
If you weren't doing THIS what would you wish you were doing::watchin the game with undivided attention
Which breakfast cereal do you prefer::cinnamon life or frosted mini wheats!
This Or That (You have to choose ONE)::
Sunrise or Sunset::sunset
Loving someone or Being in love::loving someone
Passion or Compassion::passion
Insight or Humor::humor
Intelligence or Wit::intelligence
Funny & Plain or Superficial & Exciting::s+p
Eggs:: Runny or Scrambled::scrambled
Water:: Room temprature or Ice cold::ice cold
Go to sleep early or Sleep in late::sleep in late
A day out on the town or A night on the town::nite
Silk or Cotton::cottom
An actual drink or A shot::drink!
Meat & Potatoes or Stir-Fried Veggies:meat and potatoes
Salty or Sweet:sweet
Ice Cream or Frozen Yogurt:ice cream
Potato Chip or Corn Chip:corn
"I love you" or "I want you":i want you
Meat, Chicken or Fish::fish
A nice big hug or A long sweet kiss::hug
Books or Movies::books
Card games or Board Games::board
Traveling in style or Camping::style
Bugs Bunny or The Road Runner::road runner
Tattoo or Piercings::tattoo
Magazines or Newspapers::magazines
TV Series or Reality TV::reality
Smoothie or Milkshake::both!
Comfortable or Sexy::sexy
Romance:: Exhilerating & Short-lived or Long-lived & Dependable::...
More Of YOU:
What is your favorite Disney character::jasmine
Who was your favorite teacher::nisnick
What is your favorite candy bar::milky way
Which element would you choose and why (ie: Fire, water, air, earth)::fire..it's sexy but water's fun
Who is your favorite online buddy (Pick 5 MAX)::oh that's hard... Pookie, Emu, Taylor, Ray, Cris, and Jiv [i noe it's 6]
What salad dressing:a lot
What was the last dream you are annoyed you didn't get to finish::me and ::cough::
Love::
Have you ever been in love::nope
Do you feel like you can describe what love feels like::nah
If so has your perspective/definition changed over the years::haven't really loved
Do you think you are loveable::i dunno
What do you want in a relationship (briefly)::trust
What do you believe is harder - To attain or maintain::maintain
What is a relationship to you (briefly)::trust..
Do you like jumping into romance or do you build friendship first::friendship
What is romance -The thrill of the chase or being with the person you want::both
Do you believe there is a difference between fate and destiny::...sort of
Do you know who you want - If so who is it::..no one
Can you see yourself with this person in the next 5 years::possibly..college tho..
Is he/she someone you can imagine yourself settling down with::maybe
Do you believe in soul mates::not that much
Do you believe this person is yours::not techinically mine
How do you feel about this individual - Tell me in 10 words::we <3 eachother but can't be together for difficult reasons
Describe how he/she makes you feel in 5 words::he makes me feel special
Do you love him/her or are you in love with this person::..neither
Have you ever cheated - If so do you regret it::..hehe
What is the most important ingredient in any relationship::trust
Without _______ I cannot have a relationship::trust
Who is your best friend - And is this person also who you want::got a lot- i don't want any of my best friends
Do you like yourself when you are with this person::yeah
Are you happy::yupppp
Where do you feel you are headed::college..then my penthouse in nyc
I am this person...In 3 words tell me how you feel::i feel GREAT
The quiz is over *grins* wooohooo:
What is your reaction::zZz!!
Would you subject others to this quiz::dunno...
Whether it is a "Yes" or "No" - Why::....

Kaylor's Not So Little Quizzie. brought to you by BZOINK!

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band* did a lil essay thingy..Mastin said mine was good..finished my French homework [go me!] ..did I deliver messages..nah ... had to defend myself a lil bit but had fun in the most part... lunch* i had fun in the lunch line..just cuttin galore..got a dollar from Emu and from a boy that i didn't know! wooo... ima get some more $$ from him he be givin u nice dollas! haha... lunch..the usual stupidness..was bout to hurt 3 negroes...lol geometry* I think i did pretty good on the test..yayy for me! that extra worksheet was difficult though! i tried talkin to brandon after class but he just walked away! lol french* the usual..Lindsay wasn't there..we were being observed by some chick..she was goin around askin ?zZz and some junk...did a group thing.. Robert Perkins is mah brotha now. He's so fun. Just like Alex buddy [or mah pimp] haha. after skoo'* lindsay and mr. ellis taught the managers how to use the book... OMG someone looked sexy as hell in their shirt....wooooo muscles galore from erbody on the jv/varsity team..yup yup! and i got home.. watched dr. phil..fell asleep at 6...mom got home at 7:45..woke me up..at my applebee's..got online.. later...still online now..lol going to zZz...gotta look...uhm kinda "special" tomorrow I guess...buh bye!

I am in love with you..you set me free...

You Got Served,
<333 alwayz,
*C.Pla.Nichole



no she didn't!


:: 2003 3 December :: 9.05 am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: mrs. bird talkin'

ugh...
I'm trying to let go of Jewelz...but in the hallway he was on me...I mean I knew he was behind me but I just wasn't talkin to him. Then I feel a dude on me and their ::COUGH:: near me like I'm dancin or some stuff..and hands on me "man you walkin to slow girl"... stf up negro

In gym* it was hot as hell! played basketbal..team ain't do that good..but I won knockout twice...and we played twice...yayyyy... uhm bbs...takin a survey...lalala

never mind!

you got served
<333 alwayz,
*C.Pl.Nichole

no she didn't!


:: 2003 2 December :: 8.41 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Fugees* Ready or Not

Y'ALL GOT PUNK'D!
I have a sick soul..but woo..the fun I had!

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Surveys

Specify if you have done (have), are doing (are), would do (would), or not.
Kissed a boy?:have
Kissed a girl?:have [on the cheek...]
Gone to a different country?:have
Different continent?:would
Held a job?:not
Quit a job?:not
Gotten fired from a job?:not
Attended colledge?:would
Given birth?:would / not
Had an abortion?:not
Had unsafe sex?:NOT
Dumped?:have
Been dumped?:have
Failed a test?:not [it was a quiz]
Aced a test?:have!
Owned a cell phone?:are
Owned your own "place"?:would
Cut your own hair?:have
Liked how it looked?:have
Been on an airplane?:have
Been to Disney Land?:would
Been to Disney World?:would
Been skiing?:would
Been surfing?:not
Gotten first place?:are!
Gotten last place?:have
Gone through a fat phase?:have
Been married?:not
Broken a bone?:have
Stalked anyone?:have
Been stalked?:have
Had a celebrity crush?:are
Met a celebrity?:have
Dated a celebrity?:wish
Claimed a celebrity was your soul mate/future husband/future wife?:are!!!
Written fan mail (not e-mail)?:have
Dated your best friend?:not
Your close friend?:have
Wished you hadn't started taking this survey?:are

Have you/Are you/Would You... brought to you by BZOINK!

What is the first thing you think of what you hear...:
boy:jewelz
girl:courtney
sad:rain
rain:wet
pool:fun
kiwi:strawberry
virus:peptol bismol
kitten:sex
enemy:gun
cookie:monster
words:shut up
basketball:manager
french:madame
party:sex
music:grind
dark:sex [i'm obsessed! lol]
bubbles:buttercup
pirates:of the caribbean
ditzy:blonde [sorry...]
dream:cast
thunder:storm
fast:and the furious
hate:me now
commitment:never
tounge:what
angel:me
hair:fake
lobster:crab
random:anonymous
flamingos:pink!
milk:and cookies
special:ed
alarm clock:sleep
stink:skunk
noodles:ramen
crush:jewelz
video:india arie
drink:alcohol
macbeth:shakespeare
rude:naked
pants:off now
shell:station
food:cart
gift:mine
going under:evanescence
mouse:pad
scared:y cat
rip:off
life:time television
shiny:silver
diamond:earrings
pain:pms
crying:tears
stereotypes:ghetto
shave:mah legs
fly:open
bed:get on it
friend:love
tomorrow:today
raspberry:tea
catapult:jump
ape:gorilla
photographs:historian
janitor:clean up
pie:eww
hug:me now
foothill:say what
volcano:eruption
boots:knee high
cut:my wrists
reindeer:rudolph
emotional:rollercoaster
ice cream:choc chip cookie dough
flashlight:bright
apple:caramel
match:miss
fairy:tale
kangaroo:jack
jelly beans:jelly belly
blood:red
castle:sand
safety:orange
regret:sadness
internet:aim
dance:grind
shopping:fun
lyrics:eminem
shower:smell good
pounce:leopard
easter:bunny
tickets:play
notes:music
vacation:needed
halloween:mischief
hot:and wet
end:happily ever after
Okay... and now the firs thing you think of when you hear these names...
Bob:barker
Kelly:clarkson
Jordan:hannah
Steve:l
Rachel:haines
Lauren:varga
Alice:in wonderland
Jack:daniels
Mitchel:son
Emily:stafford
Calvin:klein
Jon:zaharchow
Tiffany:lance
Eric:petner
Jeff:beach
Brittany:hadley
Cornelius:cornflower
Dan:jones
Hannah:soccer
Christine:hickey...
Whitney:russell
Elizabeth:palmer
Hurrah, tu as fini!

Random Association... brought to you by BZOINK!

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Hmmm... my day...woo!!! I had fun today. Let's make this...however as long as I want it to be. gym* well we did more basketball stuff..played knockout ...talked to mah sweetz on the way there for a lil bit...yayyy...info tech*well in info tech we did our lab and stuff...katrina and brandon had me, Sha to tha Ne` and Shawn crackin up "boy play that game wit me and i'll knock you whiter than michael jackson ...woo! Girl is crazy. i actually loaded paper in the printer.. I've never done it before! Saw sean[ahhh...he's sexiiii!!!] band*.. spent the . delivering messages ::cough cough:: lol and uhm...the site reading was mad easy for me today..holla! then I saw brandon afterwards..and then I had to hit a certain black boy..and I saw mah Sha to tha Ne` in gym! lunch* didn't sit @ Erroll's table...so I gots ta do it tomorrow. Halinsco ova there startin stuff lol it was funny. James and tha ice cream!!!!! ...ewww ... I don't wanna chew my gum no more!! lol geometry* did a practice test.. had a substitute Mr. K... uhm yeah finished the work..did mah French homework..there wasn't a proof so it's really not helpin' me at all coz all the stuff I frickin need. french* had a quiz...some ppls had to do 2... but not me..woot woot! but uhm... I don't really know what else. it was the usual. bus ride/off tha bus*Oh of course Aaron & Ericson were crackin us up again. "yo eric...you see my middle finger? oh yeah..dere it go!" then off the bus eric was bein smart again and aaron told me he called me a pink teletubby [wouldn't that be hott though?!] and so we was bout to be fightin [fist fightin almost] it was funny. he took out his earrings and his coat and everything.

well uhm... I got my pictures developed from the party...uhm was on the fone with dif ppls... punk'd a whole bunch of negroes! woooooot! wooootttt! yeah.. uhm somethin kinda ticked me off but I'm ---- [straight lol] now...actually I was really pissed off!! [haha..whoops] but yeah I'm straight... my red and yellow flowas are still doing good. see I talk to them everyday like i'm sposed to coz they'll live longer..and they got biggerrr too! and they still smell good...but the red one smells the best... [or maybe coz i <333 it so much!] ... oh yess I <33 it! Ooh... I didn't work on me site today! Bad Meee!

Guess who I saw at Target with Jerry and the dude was walkin all mean like till I said hi and shook Jerry's hand and the whole "happy holidays thing".. Mastin I was thinkin "who is that scrooge?..oh it's Mastin..." lol I have to write on the back of my pics now... leave me a comment if you want..no dammit... i want a comment =D

I love you... I honestly love you

you got served
<333 alwayz,
*C.P.Nichole

no she didn't!


:: 2003 1 December :: 8.04 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Xtina* I'm okay ----> Bow Wow*My Baby

The same thing...over and over again...time for a change...


Here i am so lonely and blue,
I dont even know how i fell for u ,
I didnt know it would cause me pain
but here iam going insane,
Why did u hurt me? Why did I cry?
I didnt know id curl up and die,
Age is nothing but a number,
I would stand here wait for u in the thunder,
I know u dont care,
Ur hardly there,
But let me tell u ,
It really isnt fair,
Ive got a thing for u ,
I know u dont belive its true,
Uve got a girl, ur alright,
But dont u know, im thinking of u tonight,
So now my heart,is one broken heart,
Its broken into peices, and torn apart.


that was beautiful... now antidepressing stuff...

lushuzXanjel: brb
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storiessss...!

allow me to introduce myself...i'want u to come a little closer...i'd like you to get to know me a little bit better..meet the real me...


i look into the mirror
cringe at what i see
stare into the hollow eyes
that are staring back at me
as i gaze into my empty eyes
tears spill onto my face
and i bury my head in my hands
because i am a disgrace
'm sick of feeling like this
i'm sick of being afraid
i want to escape
all these boundaries i've made..


ima start writing in my books again...it's good for mah soul..


If you are not ready to cry,
if you are not ready to take a risk,
if you are not ready to feel the pain....
then you are not ready to fall in love.

The last time my heart was broken I thought that it was through.
I swore I'd never love again and I believed that this was true.
But then you walked into my life again, and the second your eyes met mine,
I knew that you were worth loving just this one last time


I was just thinking about something. If I'm not getting married and I'm waiting to have sex until after I get married...which is not happening...wtf am I waiting for?! lol I'm so smart!


once upon a time there was a boy and a girl
they loved each other deeply
they couldn't be together
and it sucked

the end


i've got so many ideas just bursting in my head that I wanna go crazy. And i'm getting go many inspirations during school [or when i'm not zZz in geometry or french] and it's just crazy..but I can't do anything. And I've got so many ideas for the colour of my room ..baby blue.. pastel green... yellow..coral... my artsy side is coming back... yessss!!

So I definately think that I'm gonna seriously start working on layouts and some junk...because it's time for the world to know who I am! And in 21o7... (hundred years after I graduate) my diaries will be published...and the world will know who c.p.nichole is...so

this is the diary of c.p.nichole...

ahh I have a new look on life! my mood is excellent..wow... hell yeah! oh and uhm...brandon wants to go back out with me.. gosh my life is so confusing right now lol... oh well! byeeee!

you got served

*c.p.n.


no she didn't!


:: 2003 1 December :: 3.31 pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: DMX* No Love 4 Me... whoops A.Keys* U Don't Know My Name

Blahhhh...
Five people you'd most like to meet based on their beauty::JBOOG!!! * Luda * Ursher * Tyrese * Raz
Five people you'd most like to meet based on their talent/how they've chang:Ruben * Xtina * K.Locke * M.Carey * A.Keys
Five (famous) people who've had the greatest influence on you::Xtina * Eminem * A.Keys * Whitney * Mariah
How old is the oldest celebrity/person you think is totally sex on a stick::26
Where are most of the bands you listen to based(i.e. which country)?::good ol' america!
Bands from places apart from the UK and US that should be checked out?::spice girls! haha
What about any great local bands?::... in Jersey...near me...none!
Out of the music you listen to, is there anyone that's split/disappeared?::Spice Girls
Which of these bands is your favourite?::B2K / Boyz II Men
D'you tend to listen to more 'current' music or older stuff?::both
If you could belong to any decade for its music, which would it be?::60's! Temptations baby!
What about for the amazing clothing?::... now! and 7o's
Is a man (or band's) life his image?::...?
Sid or Johnny?::depp?
In your opinion, who's the greatest dead star?:... barry
Got any links to someone cool and 'famous'?::....
Ever met anyone that could be considered famous?::irving fryer!
Did they turn out how you expected?::i was little...
How would YOU cope with strangers telling you how much they adored you?::... give them a lil stare
Wait a minute. So who's your favourite band/artist, again?::wtf
If you could go to a gig of theirs, would you hold up a banner?::for jarrell
What would it have on it?::I LOVE YOU N*GGA!
To be a real fan, should you know the facts about the people in the band?::yeah to a certain extent...u don't have 2 noe fully
Describe your ideal festival lineup::don't feel like it...
Which actor/actress should have a go at a music career?::none
Which actor/actress SHOULDN'T have tried a music career?::all of em
Do you understand all the genres emerging, or are you just as lost as me?::i guess i'm last
If you owned a record label, what would you call it?::CP Records
Who would you most like to put on this label?::hiphop / rap / and r&b ppls...
What's your ideal concert venue like?::dunno
Would it be okay if everyone loved your favourite band?::they do...
What about if nobody even knew about them except you?::that's good
Which would be worse?::the first one

Celebrity Obsession. brought to you by BZOINK!

lushuzXanjel: :'(
TaylorDuzer: oh please
TaylorDuzer: smile :-D
lushuzXanjel: it's hard
TaylorDuzer: lol.. wit two niggas wantin u?
TaylorDuzer: so hard
lushuzXanjel: lol
lushuzXanjel: u said the n word!! lol
TaylorDuzer: ohhh
TaylorDuzer: shh dont tell
lushuzXanjel: lol

mah friend!

be here soon..

no she didn't!


:: 2003 30 November :: 10.06 pm
:: Mood: sexy
:: Music: Wyclef f/ Missy* Party to Damascus

woooo....had a drink...
What's one word that best describes them?:sexi
Have you introduced yourself to them, or do you admire them from afar?:we know each other
Are they a celebrity?:one is...
Are you talking about more than one person right now?:well originally one until the last question
Do they know how you feel?:yup
Do they feel the same way?:...hehe
Do you love them?:nah not yet
Do you want to marry them?:maybe
Do/Did you have a romantic relationship with them?:...no comment
SEX
Do you want to have sex with them?:I guess so...not that badly
Would they be your first?:yup!
Would you want to try anything kinky with them?:oh Lordi...
If the only way to have sex with them was a threesom, would you still do it:...with j-boog too? heck yeah
Have you had sex with them?:nah
Your Future
If they asked you to marry them, would you?:no
Do you know where you would live?:...his house
How many kids you would have?:...lol the way it would be like 6...lol
Their genders?:....girls!
Their names?:Yolanda, Aviance, Dominique...and whatever else
What they would be when they grow up?:...what?!
Are you married to them/do you have children with them?:..to who
Hate
Do they know you exist?:yuppp
Have you discussed your feelings with them?:yeah
If so, how did they react?:=D
Do you ever cry because you feel like you'll never be with them?:nope
Do they like you as "a friend"?:mmhmm...
Did they use you for solely sex?:nah
If so, do you regret being with them?:didn't happen
Is this an online crush?:no
The End
This is the last question... do you like them more or less now?:...the same

Your crush brought to you by BZOINK!


I'm finally appreciating being single to the fullest. Maybe it's all them dreams I've been having lately but it's just that I don't give a u noe what anymore. I mean people can go on and on about who they think I like...but I really couldn't care anymore b/c I know I don't like the person. So if they don't believe me...fine whatever. I'm done...just keep thinkin what you what coz I can't change you. Like Emu said "that's foul shit!" lol

But anyways..about the single ness. Basically...the guys I know are losers (the ones who i'm romantically interested in anyway) ..oops i'm only interested in one person...but they don't deserve me! i'm not gonna be leftovers it's just not worth it besides...flirtin is so much better...it is. but tomorrow...and the rest of this week i've got this feeling that something is gonna happen...and I'll just be in the right position (yayy) for me! But hey...I'm gonna be so busy with basketball and junk...I'll be straight. All I know is that being friends with my [got that MY guy!! lol] is doing me a lot better coz at least we're getting to know eachother.

Okay...enough about my lessons. Ima go watch the Cosby Show and put some outfits together for this week...found some more jeans... [from 6th grade...and they FIT..that's good] and try and look even betterrr [lol] byeee!

*c.p.nichole

omg ...would i really consider having sex with him.... yesssssss! lol...

no she didn't!


:: 2003 30 November :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: A.Keys* Butterflyz

Maybe I -do- wanna go tomorrow...
go do my survey on bzoink! It's called

survey form a survey whore (long)

it's got like 2o6 ?z... so...be ready! it's not really that much tho...have fun!

*c.p.n.

no she didn't!


:: 2003 30 November :: 4.08 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 7o2* I Still Love You

See it don't take a rocket scientist to know I <3 u...
WOOOO!!! GO PITTSBURGGGG!!!! WOOOOOO!

sorry i'm watchin the game and me and my moms are screamin coz we were losin and scored again!!! haha cincinatti! THE KICK IS GOOD!! 65 SECONDS OF PLAY LEFT! 17-2o!!!!!

heyy Emu hates the Eagles just like me! ...yoo the bengals are gonna be scorin soon...BOO! omg they're so close to the endzone! boooooo yess they missed the touchdown!... THEY JUST SCOREDD!!! mannnnnnn BOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 23-2o...dang...y'all can kiss mah bootie....24-2o...man!

Basic
Name:C.P.Nichole
Nickname:NeNe...Pookie...Pooter...Coco...Cori...Court Court...Lil Sis...Babi Sis...Slim Jim... and more
Age:14
Location:tooownnshippp
Gender:F
Hair color:black*brown*gold
Eye color:brown with black surrounding
Height:5.9
Weight:uhm...145-15o?
Shoe Size:lo
Hobbies and stuff
What do you like to do?:sports * paint/draw * read * work on my site * hang wit mah ppl
Whats some of your favorite bands/artist?:b2k * a.keys * aaliyah * ursher * luda * boyz II men
What type of music do you listen to?:rap * r&b * hip/hop
School and things
What grade are you in?:fr3shman
What kind of grades to you make?:A's yo!
Do you like school?:oh yes
Are you involved in any sports?:in the spring
Whats your favorite subject?:...gym / band
Whats your least?:GEOMETRY
Friends
Do you have alot of friends?:yup!
What type of people do you hang out with?:shoot...different types
Personality
Do you make friends easily?:yup
Are you outgoing or shy?:outgoing
Do people find you funny?:yeah lol
Do you have a positive out look on life?:I do now
Do you like to listen to what people say?:no not really... I like to figure things out on my own even if they were right..but I will listen sometimes
Favorites
Color:silverrr and pink! [and blue, black, and white]
Food:too many
Drink:too many... i'm fond of alcohol
Sport:too many
Car:toyota celica...or mitsubishi eclipse
Clothing:...a pair of jeans and I'm straight and a v-neck shirt to go wit it
Store:fashion cents, jamm, against all odds, old navyyyy, and value city [holla!]
Shoes:...boots or my pink & white k-swisses
Movie:two can play that game & the joy luck club
Book:cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs + the justus girls
Opposite Sex
What do you look for in a relationship?:treat me right and appreciate me
Looks or Personality?:both
Whats the best color eyes?:...green
Hair?:black
Does it matter that he/she is a different race?:heck no!
Goals in life.
What do you plan on doing for employment later in life?:something music or health oriented
Do you want to get married?:no not really...
Have kids?:adopt yes...maybe... I dunno
If so, how many kids?:0... or if i must no more than 4..prolly 1
What do you want to name your kids?:... deion jarrell/ romeo jewelz/ yolanda santaiya / aviance navaeya
If you dont want kids why not?:the pain...the fact that ima be stuck with them for 18 years... the $$...and they bug meee!
Do you plan on going to college?:heck yeah!
Random
Do you like cheetos?:YESSSS
DO you do drugs?:no
Drink liquor?:occasionally!

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.Basics (As irritating as they may be).
The name you wish you had?:Aviance
Your inner age?:15+
The place you wish to be at?:someone's house...
Your ideal family?:I kinda like mine...
Your ideal career?:music producer
The cult you belong to? (In other words, religion):ooh.... it's confusing...
(Don't take the 'cult' thing too harshly)
Your weight minus all that belly flab?:i don't have belly flab...it's my ass...THANK U
Your -natural- hair color?:brown/black
.Back to the Past.
Your childhood aspirations?:doctor
Your favorite teacher?:nisnick
Domestic enviroment?:..
First kiss?:...blah
Most memorable pet?:Hondo
Most memorable year?:this year..
Happy child vs. depressed child?:i was depressed
First taste of alcohol?:don't remember
First time behind bars? (if any at all):..neva
Place of birth?:mt. holly
.Your Opinions On... .
Abortion:i'm for it..i'm never gonna do it though
George Bush:blah
Left wing politicians:...
War:"what is it good for...absolutely NOTHIN"
Reality TV:some ppl crack me up..they know they don't act like that!
MTV:...i <33 sorority life and rr/rw challenges!
School uniforms:i'm for it...i'd look -too- cute in them skirts lol
Catholics:do your thing
Lawyers in general:i might be one
The PETA:the what
Salad dressing:bangginnn
High school chemistry:don't have it yet
Racism:screw it
The bible:i don't read it enough
sPeLiNg LyK dIs:annoying
Harry Potter:blah
Philosophy:don't really care
Suicidal teens:i was almost one..so yeah
Obesity:america is fat
Donation:go for it
The pope:..do your thing
Vegetarians:
.Versus.
Meat vs Veggies:meat
Liberal vs Conservative:liberal
Time vs Money:time
Wisdom vs Love:love
Cats vs Dogs:dogs
Computer vs Television:computer
Le Tigre vs Death Cab :D:le tigre
Physical illness vs Mental illness:mental
Outdoors vs Indoors:indoors
Fantasy vs Reality:reality...it can seem like a fantasy
.Random.
What color are your socks?:not wearing any
Do you love me?:i love -me-
Can you paint the sky purple?:i could...but it would drip away

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i'm a survey whore...oh well...mm smells like cornbread!

dang...New England just scored on Indianapolis ....wooooo! colts aren't doing good at all!

What makes you laugh?:lots of stuff...jasmine...
Who is your hero?:dunno
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:hehe.... jewelz..but it's basically like that at dances..coz u are -on- the person
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:quite a bit...
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?:que?
Who do you blame for your mood today?:i'm in a good mood...soo..me!
If the Internet were sex... I would:be overly screwed
Have you ever seen a dead body?:yes
What is something scientists need to invent?:automatic popcorn
What should we do with stupid people?:keep em..otherwise we won't have smartp pl
Have you ever broken a bone?:yes
Do you watch local news? Why?:yup...it's interesting ...and i laugh @ how they always talk about "the rain! it's soo much" stf up!
What happens after you die?:i'll be with the Lord
How big is your bed? Big enough?:it's full...it could be longer
How long do you think you will live?:i'm going to college in atlanta...so prolly not older than 23...

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When you die in battle you go into a new body
with some of your old memeries. You prefer
bow&arows as your wepon, with two short swords.


~~~What creature r u???~~~
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Fifteen hundred dollars for a leather boustiere? On
the outside you may seem like a middle-aged,
pot-bellied, beer-drinker, but on the inside,
you're all valley girl. But, I mean,like, who
cares? It lifts and seperates!


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and i love that oneee!!! lol


okay..ima go talk to Emu and Todd now..buh bye!

*c.p.nichole

no she didn't!


:: 2003 29 November :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Eminem* The Way I Am

Heyyy!
::talkin to... Michele, Bobby, Javonne [yayy], Emu [erroll], Yuki [yayyy], Todd, Annie Shylon, and soon Brandon S::

so many pplzzzzz! I'm watchin clean sweep coz trading spaces is off [BOO!] In other bad news...

spurs lost to the losers (whoops lakers 87-1o3)

but hey... I'm done mah French...woot woot!

What is your name?:courtney nichole
Are you named after anyone?:...no
What's your screename?:lushuzXanjel * babisistah421
Would you name a child of yours after you?:...yolanda santaiya...that count?
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:jarrell
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Dominique or Shane`
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:...amazingly sometimes
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:prolly... i like tha one nameness
Basics
Your gender::f
Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
Single?:yup!
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate::o4-21-89
Your age::...14
Age you act::14+
Age you wish you were::17
Your height::5.9
Eye color::brown w/ black surrounding
Happy with it?:yup
Hair color::black, brown, and gold
Happy with it?:yup!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::gettin ambidextrous! woot woot
Your living arrangement::me & my mama
Your family::...too many ppls
Have any pets?:used to... I miss Lily & Prince! (mah froggies)
Whats your job?:fr3shman yo!
Piercings?:
Tattoos?:nah
Obsessions?:music...earrings...mascara!...and uhm sum1
Addictions?:having sumthing in my mouth
Do you speak another language?:french, pig latin, & spanish
Have a favorite quote?:...too many
Do you have a webpage?:yup! http://geocities.com/mizzpinkpimpn
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:yeah
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:to some ppl
Do you have any secrets?:yup
Do you hate yourself?:not anymore
Do you like your handwriting?:uhm...
Do you have any bad habits?:...I guess so
What is the compliment you get from most people?:mah lips/eyes or i'm hilarious
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:The Diary of C.P.Nichole
What's your biggest fear?:dying soon
Can you sing?:yup
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:not no more..if u don't like me screw u too!
Are you a loner?:sometimes
What are your #1 priorities in life?:living every day like it's the last
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:yeah
Are you a daredevil?:sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:..uhm not anymore
Are you passive or agressive?:both in different situations
Do you have a journal?:yup..if i didn't someone woulda been dead
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:don't really know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i don't know... i like me now...why couldn't u hit me up with this when i was depressed huh
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:I am not
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:...gettin suspended.. and not telling some things to ppl that I feel now
Do you think life has been good so far?:yeah..but it's had its ups and downs (some realll downs)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:appreciate everything you've got and don't change yourself for anybody
What do you like the most about your body?:eyes/lips/legs
And least?:cheeks
Do you think you are good looking?:yes
Are you confident?:yup
What is the fictional character you are most like?:a lot..
Are you perceived wrongly?:sometimes...coz ppl are surprised to find out that i'm smart and don't smoke or nottin
Do You...
Smoke?:nah
Do drugs?:motrin
Read the newspaper?:yup
Pray?:yes
Go to church?:occasionally
Talk to strangers who IM you?:not really
Sleep with stuffed animals?:yes
Take walks in the rain?:yessss
Talk to people even though you hate them?:..some
Drive?:illegally
Like to drive fast?:on gran turismo
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:yes
Hurt yourself?:yes
Been out of the country?:yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?:..dunno
Been in love?:NO
Done drugs?:Motrin
Gone skinny dipping?:in my bathtub..
Had a medical emergency?:no...
Had surgery?:no
Ran away from home?:yes
Played strip poker?:nah
Gotten beaten up?:nope
Beaten someone up?:soo frickin close
Been picked on?:yes
Been on stage?:many times
Slept outdoors?:heck no
Thought about suicide?:7 times
Pulled an all nighter?:couple times
If yes, what is your record?:..what?
Gone one day without food?:no
Talked on the phone all night?:not all night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:only for a couple minutes...
Slept all day?:oh yeah
Killed someone?:in my dreams
Made out with a stranger?:not yet..
Had sex with a stranger?:not yet...
Thought you're going crazy?:hell yeah
Kissed the same sex?:on the cheek...
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:all the time
Broken the law?:i guess
Met a famous person?:mmhmm
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:no
On purpose?:no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:don't remember
Stolen anything?:don't remember
Been on radio/tv?:no
Been in a mosh-pit?:no
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes
Bungee jumped?:sorta yes
Had a dream that kept coming back?:no
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:not as much anymore
Miracles?:i guess
Astrology?:not really
Magic?:no
God?:yes
Satan?:yes
Santa?:no
Ghosts?:kinda
Luck?:not really
Love at first sight?:no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:...yeah I guess
Witches?:no
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:maybe for some people
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:-i- haven't seen it
Do you wish on stars?:mmhmm
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:yes
Do you think God has a gender?:no
Do you believe in organized religion?:sort of
Where do you think we go when we die?:heaven
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:no
Who is your best friend?:....too many
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:me
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:taylor.. never settle for second place
Your favourite inside joke?:..too many
Thing you're picked on most about?:my ass! lol
Who's your longest known friend?:Alyssa/Ashley A/Todd/Renata/Tiffy
Newest?:Katrina?
Shyest?:Ciera?
Funniest?:ooh all of us
Sweetest?:...
Closest?:...
Weirdest?:Tata/Taylor
Smartest?:Taylor
Ditziest?:Boo (or Boo & me put together at lunch)
Friends you miss being close to the most?:no one really
Last person you talked to online?:Michele/Bobby/Daniel/Emu/Todd/Yuki/Javonne/Edmond
Who do you talk to most online?:Edmond or Taylor
Who are you on the phone with most?:Edmond
Who do you trust most?:Taylor
Who listens to your problems?:Taylor
Who do you fight most with?:Ray & Edmond
Who's the nicest?:Shane`
Who's the most outgoing?:Renata
Who's the best singer?:a lot of us
Who's on your shit-list?:lol... no comment
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:yeah..talk about it all the time
Who's your second family?:Javonne
Do you always feel understood?:hell no
Who's the loudest friend?:all of us
Do you trust others easily?:hell no
Who's house were you last at?:Javonne's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::....Jewelz
Do your friends know you?:...not as well as they think...
Friend that lives farthest away::Yuki
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:sometimes
What do you find romantic?:...kissin me on mah neck
Turn-on?:see above
Turn-off?:...askin when ima let them hit "dat"
First kiss?:ugh...
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:...weird
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:what?
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:yesssss
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:mmhmm!
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:yup
What is best about the opposite sex?:everrythingg
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:oh god..dicks are so UGLY lol
What's the last present someone gave you?:...the 6 flowers from this week?
Are you in love?:nope!
Do you consider your significant other hot?:...well he ain't mah significant other..but yeah
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:Aimee`
You wanted to kill?:...JAMES
That you laughed at?:me
That laughed at you?:Edmond and my Mom
That turned you on?:...hehe
You went shopping with?:...
That broke your heart?:Sean G!
To disappoint you?:no comment
To ask you out?:...don't remember
To make you cry?:my mom
To brighten up your day?:Erroll
That you thought about?:someone...
You saw a movie with?:don't remember
You talked to on the phone?:my aunt/Edmond/his aunt
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:i said that above
You saw?:my aunt + cousin
You lost?:...Jewelz
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:nah
Will it be with your significant other?:...uh huh!
Or some random person?:nah
What are you wearing right now?:tank top + shortzZz
Body part you're touching right now::arm
What are you worried about right now?:not having a purdy outfit for winter formal
What book are you reading?:the justus girls..again
What's on your mousepad?:tweety
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::alone * happy * flirty * saxi * special
Are you bored?:nah
Are you tired?:uh huh
Are you talking to anyone online?:yup..
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:both
Are you listening to music?:yup! R.Kelly f/ Cassidy * Hotel [!]

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What would you say if...
I told you that President Bush died?:woot woot!
I told you your Mom died?:i'm an orphan now..
I spit in your face?:::smack::
I dissed someone you care about?:::smack::
I bowed down and began to worship you?:hell yeah!
How do you react to the following situations?
Bad grade on a test/assignment?:"damn.."
Asked out by someone you don't like?:uhm...
Not having enough money when you checkout at the grocery store?:can u take ___ off
Finding something embarassing in someone elses room/house?:laugh my butt of silently
Answering the phone to a telemarketer?:hang up
Dialing the wrong number?:"oh i'm sorry sir/ma'am"
Wow this is over!
Remarks/feedback?:..short

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wooo! guess who's gettin muscular! i see the abs and the arm muscles...woot woot! uh oohhh! in better news Florida State beat Florida woot woot! me, my moms, and mah auntie C were crazyyyy. screamin and junk lol ...oh dang it's eleven twenty 3... i need to go zZz zZz!!

oh god!!! this fool is gettin ...yeah...steph... i know who u were talkin about noww....oh myy! lol.. 2o 5... I'm going to zZz now ...fa real

I don't need nobody trying to make me over....I just wanna live simple and free..I just wanna get away, save it, all you bullshit for another day... i'm the only one that can rescue me fro mme

*c.p.nichole / NeNe {couresy of Emu}

3 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 28 November :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Edmond talkin'

helloooo
What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:winter
..rain?:april*
..tornado?:wind
..summer love?:i wish
..Jon?:zaharchow
..Mike?:zaharchow
..Shea?:butter
..banana?:split
..dizzy?:motion sickness
..Laura?:winslow
..Juan?:Sean
..car?:drive
..white?:virgin
..peppermint?:gum
..New Found Glory?:rock
..placebo?:what...
..orange juice?:tropicana
..candid camera?:smile
..sister?:sister
..brother?:thomas
..hate?:me now
..school?:band
..President?:clinton
..football?:game
..rap?:music
..pop?:xtina
..rock?:music
..punk?:avril
..sex?:now
..death?:no
..baby?:never
..duuude?:yooooo
..the end?:bye bye

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!

Love or Lust?:lust
Sex or Making Love?:making love
New love or old love?:new love
Bud Ice or Corona? (You better say Bud).:corona
A kiss WITH tongue or without?:withOUT
Sex or Foreplay?:sex
Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms?:worms
Cheese or Pepperoni?:cheese
Crabs or Shrimp?:crabs
Jeans or Khakis?:jeans
Silver or Gold?:silver
Sweet or Spicy?:spicy
Brown eyes or Green eyes?:green
Chocolate or Vanilla?:both

Which one? brought to you by BZOINK!

What is your favorite..
gum:orbit
restaurant:red lobster/ olive garden
drink:alcohol
season:spring
type of weather:rainy
emotion:....desire
thing to do on a half day:zZz
late-night activity:dance
sport:soccer/bball
city:...NYC/Detroit
store:...a lot
When was the last time you..
cried:...today when I found out my mom spent thanksgiving alone... =(
played a sport:weds
laughed:today... just now on da fone
hugged someone:today
kissed someone:wooo.....
felt depressed:wooo....
felt elated:dunno
felt overworked:weds
faked sick:dunno
lied:...today (whoops)
What was the last..
word you said:that
thing you ate:m&m cookie
song you listened to:pass the dutch remix
thing you drank:pepsi vanilla
place you went to:..javonne's house
movie you saw:swat
movie you rented:don't rent movies
concert you attended:...
Who was the last person you..
hugged:my mom
cried over:my mom
kissed:dunno
danced with:bobby/edmond
shared a secret with:..taylor
had a sleepover with:javonne
called:edmond
went to a movie with:my friendz
saw:my mom
were angry with:..can't say
couldn't take your eyes off of:...woooo! it was yesterday @ tha game...
obsessed over:woooooo
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yes
kissed someone:yes
done drugs:nah i wish
drank alcohol:yeahhhh boii boiiii
slept around:no
partied 'til the sun came up:no
had a movie marathon:yes...today!!
gone too far on a dare:....lol
spun until you were immensely dizzy:oh yes
taken a survey quite like this before:yup

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

Name:c.nichole
Age:o14
Sex:f
Location:tooownnnshipp [woot woot not u]
Any secrets?:yup...
Tell me one. Now. Go on.:...how about no
If your life were a movie what would you call it?:The Diary of C.Nichole
You know I have to ask. Are you a virgin?:yes
Name one famous person you want to have sex with.:wooo! i can name a couple! 1. Jarrell 2. Taye 3. Morris 4. Ursher 5. Luda
One none-famous person you want to have sex with.:1....jewelz or.... wooo nickle boy!
What's your WILDEST sexual fantasy. You have to tell me, don't skip.:..watch me
Mmk.. moving on. What kind of music do you listen to?:rap/hip-hop
Is my obsession with music unhealthy?:nah
Have you ever been in love?:nope
Done any drugs?:motrin
Do you have to go to therapy for anything? What?:nah
Are you a bitch? Lover? Child? Mother? Sinner? Saint?:i'm c.p.nichole
What does it sound like when doves cry?:the prince song
Have you ever sat on the dock of the bay?:yeah
Have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry?:never been in <333
Does your love cost anything?:nah...well a lil
Do you wish it would rain down?:yes
Tell me one thing that people would be surprised to hear.:..dunno
Generally, are you a good person?:I think so
Do you like your life?:yup
Describe your fingerprint.:dunno
Is religion a good thing? Why or why not?:religion..uhm mixed feelings..believing in the Lord..yes
What's your favourite movie?:two can play that game : the joy luck club
Book?:cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs
Song?:too many
Band?:b2k

Generalized Crap brought to you by BZOINK!

i'm talking to Taylor, Erroll, and Edmond (it's 1o:35)...Spurs (yayyyy) vs Lakers (booooo) .... tonnnyyyyy pparrrrkkerrrrr woot woot!

no she didn't!


:: 2003 28 November :: 6.11 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Nelly* Batter Up

Hmm...
Note:

Don't start no stuff won't be no stuff

important lesson in life b/c now someone's spreading false information...so I kind of have a right to be a lil bit ticked right? But since it's not true I'm not really all that mad...cooled down quick for that one. Adios.

*C. Nichole

no she didn't!


:: 2003 26 November :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Beyonce`* Naughty Girl

I'm Thankful for...
you*

Why would I die in a horror movie? by toxicninja
Name
Age
Gender
Killed bythroat cut
Killed becauseyou're a jock
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


Haha... Pookie does drugs...! Yes... me and LaShonna had a lil bit of some stuff today...sike nah. spaghetti right after it's boiled wit no sauce or butter is bangin yo!

Favorites
Favorite colour?:silver, pink, blue, black, and white (red's movin up!)
Fave colour to wear?:pink, black, and blue!
Colour you want to paint your room?:coral + aqua
Colour you want to dye your hair?:...dark red?...i like it the way it is tho
Colour of nailpolish?:pink...dark
Colour of your food? (O_O):....beige...PASTA
Less positive now . . .
Least favorite colour?:dull gray
Colour that looks the worst on you?:brown?
Colour that looks good on you but you hate to wear?:...?
Colour that you would NEVER dye your hair?:white
Colour of food that you would NEVER EVER eat?:purple
Just facts . . .:
Colour of the desktop of your computer?:...it's a black and white aaliyah picture
Colour shirt you're wearing?:white wife beater, black hoodie
Colour of the walls of the room you're in?:white...but u can hardly see dem wit all da posters
Colour of the sky right now?:black/navy
Emotions . . . (Just choose the colour that you associate with the emotion)
Love?:red
Lust?:red
Anger?:red
Friendship?:yellow
Sadness?:gray
Suicide?:gray
Hyperness?:orange
Exhaustion?:black
Arrogance?:red
One last question.
Do you have strong emotional ties to colour?:yes...pink!

The Colour Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

why do i have a feeling i already did this next survey....


you don't know the pain that I feel,
you've taken my <3 for granted and u just wanna see it your way,
it's about that time i'm gonna tell you whats on my mind,
i'm fed up with u not being here with me when you know <3 is all i need

i don't really wanna stay
i don't really wanna go
what i really need know
can we get it together?

about you. <3
name::courtney nichole
age::1*
gender::f
hetrosexual?:mmhmm
homosexual or transexual or bisexual or other?:no...
school?:bths
outside world
labels, keep 'em or lose 'em?:...screw them! only labels i like are music ones l-o-l! sike nah
against gay marriages?:....dunno
homophobic?:nah
racist?:nah
have a phobia?:yes
if yes, of what?:spiders
do you want to... <3
kiss?:mmmmmhmmmm
fuck?:mmhmm
kill?:YES
hurt someone or something?:yes
go hiking?:no....
read?:yes
walk around naked?:no
push someone?:onto their bed and screw them...yes
do you...
have sex?:Mary...
do drugs?:hehehe
smoke?:nah
play with fire?:used to
cut yourself?:used to...
try to commit suicide?:-almost- did
laugh like school girl?:how does a school grl laugh
are you... <3
tired?:nope!
sick?:nah
cold?:yes! "maybe ur cold b/c i didn't turn the heat on!" my mom's...smart
hot?:well.....
weird?:yeah...=D a lil bit
working?:sorta
walking around naked laughing like a school girl?:nah
making out?:i wish!!...
having sex?:i wish!!
watching tv?:no
being amused?:yupppp....food is good
killing someone?:i wish
being... you?:yes

the survey of the most...er..people! brought to you by BZOINK!


it's 1o:12 i'm finally finished the survey..tired..and gotta be up @ like 7 tomorrow...buh bye!

You
What is your full name::Courtney Nichole Cross-J***s** [u should be able to guess]
Spell your first name backwards::Yentrouc [sounds like yen truck!]
Date of birth::o4-21-8*
Male or female::female
Astrological sign::taurus
Nicknames::Pookie, Pooter, Cori, Coco, Yolanda, Mizz C, Slim Jim, and more
Occupation::fr3shman!
Height::5'9"
Weight::145-15o
Hair color::black, brown, and gold
Eye color::brown with black
Where were you born::memorial hospital, nj
Where do you reside now::towwwnshippp woot woot!
Age::1*
Screen names::lushuzXanjel * babisistah421
E-mail addy::Xx1inamillionxxX@aol.com
What does your screen name stand for::luscious angel * i'm erbody's lil sis and got 8 older sibs * i'm 1 in a million
What is your greatestjournal name::xobabiphatox
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::what i got is nottin but a lil baby phat..and da clothezZz
Pets::o
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::....my last birthday cake [with candles] came to me when i was 1o...
Piercings::
Tattoo's::o
Shoe size::Io
Righty or lefty::righty
Wearing::white wife beater, tite jeanzZz, black hoodie
Hearing::Xtina* Walk Away
Feeling::loved...and like screwin someone...badly
Eating/drinking::just finished mah spaghetti
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::hell NO
How many people have you said:2
How many people have you been in REAL love with::NONE
How many people have you kissed::...5
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::on the cheek...
How many people have you dated::5
What do you look for in a guy/girl::personality, let me be me, respect, body
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::eyes or your butt if ur facin the other way
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::...someone who's too old [javonne..rib fest!], dark, sport, treats me rite
Do you have a crush right now::uh huh....
If so who is it::nuh uh....
Do you believe in love at first sight::nope!
Do you remember your first love::didn't have one
Who is the first person you kissed::sum1 who lives in city..it wasn't a frenchie tho
Do you believe in fate::sorta
Do you believe in soul mates::uhm..dunno
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::in some other country...yes
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::10 ½ siblings
What are your siblings names::Lord...too many
What are your parents names::Tracy, Albert, Jerry, Seleste
How many siblings does your mother have::birthmother- 2, mom now- 5, 1 died
How many siblings does your father have::my dad- 34, jerry-2
Where are your parents from::da dirrty dirrty!
Is your family close::yeah..some parts
Does your family get together for holidays::...most of them don't celebrate them
Do you have a drunk uncle::uh huh
Any medical problems run through your family::diabetes, breast cancer, [sp] skulleosis [that's how it sounds]
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::nah
Do you have any nieces or nephews::18
Are your parents divorced::never got married
Do you have step parents::soon
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::not that i know of
Did some of your family come to America from another country::dad's mom- puerto rico, dad's dad- jamaica/barbados
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::Xtina* Fighter [yeah y'all noe who r u if u did me wrong!]
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::Monster Disco! but it's hot
What's the best cd you own::the ones I make
What song do you absolutely hate::if i hated it why would i listen to it
Do you sing in the shower::yup..dance too
What song reminds you of that special someone::Xtina* loving me 4 me
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::mirror mirror on the wall, damn i sure look fine, i can't blame these horny boys, i would make me mine!
Aerosmith::pink is my favorite color
Madonna::like a virgin, touched for the very first time
Korn::forget one...
Backstreet Boys::i'll never break your heart, i'll never make u cry
The Beatles::she loves you yeah yeah yeah....
Sublime::who?
J.Lo::now mr. dj i've asked u three times, PLAY MY MOTHA ::beep:: SONG!
*Nsync::I'm sittin here, can't get you off my mind, I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
Limp Bizkit::We keep rollin rollin rollin rollin uh!
Stacie Orrico::There's gotta be more to life...
Creed::hat ethem
Britany Spears::what would it take for you to just leave w/ me, i'm not tryin to sound conceited but me and u are meant to be, you're a nice guy, i'm a nice girl, let's turn this dancefloor
Good Charlotte::[from brit] into our own lil nasty world:Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
Christina Aguilera::I just wanna get away, save it, all your bullshit for another day
Eminem::I am, whatever you say I am
Kelly Clarkson::..for a moment like this...some ppl wait forever...
Kelly Osbourne::papa don't preach...
Mandy Moore::I'm missin you like candy
Eve::baby let me rock with you
Aaliyah::mama always told me to be careful who I <33...
Nelly::pimp juice is anything to attract the opposite sex
Alicia Keys::i wanna rock wit u, no matter what we do
Incubus::...suttin suttin suttin and drive
Favorites
Color::pink, silver, blue, black, and white
Food::too many
Song::basically every Xtina, A.Keys, Aaliyah, Nas, and Ursher song
Show::...trading spaces yo!
School subject::a foreign language or band...but with Madame... I don't know
Band/singer/artist::Xtina...duh , Aaliyah, A. Keys, LUDA, ...and Ursher
Animal::..and wild cat, elephants, and DUCKS!
Outfit::anything that makes me look even betterrr
Radio station::hot 97
Movie::two can play that game * the joy luck club
Pair of shoes::my pink and white k-swisses and my knee high boots! i hit 6 feet wit dem!
Cartoon::too many
Actor::denzel * colin * morris * taye * johnny
Actress::vivica * halle * drew
Potato chip::...Herrs original
Drink::alcohol...
Soda::pepsi twist/vanilla
Holiday::my birthday
Perfume/cologne::COCO CHANEL MADEMOISELLE!!! + Avon-Haiku/Haiku Awakenings
Pizza topping::::cough:: [i'm Jewish now..remember] and sausage
Jello flavor::greeeeen! [remember!], orange, and strawberry!
Lunch meat::turrrkeyy and bologna!
Card Game::Spit! [steph!], spider solitare, tripeaks, and freecell
Video game::Gran Turismo.. and NBA LIVE 2OO3! Monopoly party's hot too!
Website::mine! http://geocities.com/mizzpinkpimpn
Book::The Justus Girls
Computer game::The Sims, Mall Tycoon
Number::1, 7, 8, 9, 21, 69
Cereal::Cinnamon Life! * frosted mini wheats
Comedian::wanda!, bill bay? [dat FUNNY white dude from apollo] , chris rock & tucker, dave chapelle
Dessert::ice cream
Disney character::princess courtney.. nah Adelaide, Megara, and Jasmine
Clothing store::Against All Odds, Jam, Old Navy, and Fashion Cents
Past time::smokin it up wit mah grlz..sike nah chillin wit my home boys
Teacher::mrs. williams/knight/johnson/nisnick/contesti
Childhood toy::that swing ball toy!
Carnival game/ride::...whack a mole?
Candy bar::milky way
Magazine::ebony, essence, vibe, cosmo girl, seventeen, and teen people
Salad dressing::french or honey mustard
Thing to do on the weekend::zZz... or go out
Hot drink::cinnamon apple tea
Season::spring [mah buurthday!]
Sport to watch::football * tennis * basketball!
Person to talk to online::ATP[taylor]!
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::pink and white
What color are your bedroom walls::white
Do you have posters on your wall::yessss
If so of what::hip hop / r&b starts
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::yes
How many pillows are on your bed::...3
What do you normally sleep in::a tank top and shorts..especially during the winter lol
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::my pink camo pants, wit any tank ..
What size bed do you have::full..xtra long i think
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::...day?
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::no
Describe the last nightmare you had::never have them
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::yes
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::...3?
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::... ^
Any unusual sleeping positions::i zZz backwards,
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::no...with my mom
Do you snore::maybe a lil
How about drool::prolly
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::yes
What color is the carpet in your room::brown
What's under your bed::organized boxes..cleaned it
This or that
loser/wannabe::loser!
Doughnuts/bagels::doughnuts
Day/night::night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::east side!
Heaven/hell::heaven
Make love/have sex::make love..then have sex
Coffee/tea::tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs::hot dogs
Rap/rock::rap
Britney/Christina::Xtina!!
Swiss cheese/american cheese::american
Real World/Road Rules::real world
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::n*sync
Silver/gold::silver
Nike/Adidas::nike
McDonalds/Taco Bell::taco bell
Sweet/sour::sour
Punk/emo::punk
Hot/cold::cold
Winter/summer::winter
Spring/fall::spring
Operas/plays::plays
Read/watch tv::read
Cd's/tapes::cd's
Dvd's/vhs::dvd's
Old/new::old
Shorts/skirts::skirts
Pink/red::pink!
Colored pictures/black and white photos::black and white
Meat/vegetables::meat
Mexican food/chinese food::chinese
Commercials/infomercials::infomercials
Scary movies/comedies::both
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::tankinis
Sandals/tennis shoes::flip flops!
Dogs/cats::dogs
Unicorns/fairies::unicorns
Water/land::water
Sugar/spice::spice
Black/white::black
ribbons/bows::bows
Chicken/beef::chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::white
Cars/trucks::trucks
Austin Powers/James Bond::austin
Popcorn/pretzels::popcorn
Hip/hop::hop [onto the bed...]
Passionate kiss/peck::passionate
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::..neither
Back rub/foot massage::back
Picture frames/photo albums::photo albums
Pens/pencils::pens
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::he's a lyrical master
Virgins::i'm one..and i'm still saxi as hell and i wanna keep my vcard..but it's gettin HARD
God::he's the reason why i'm not dead..coz if he didn't <3 me he woulda let me kill myself those 7 times I tried
The Osbournes::hilarious
Reality TV::it's aiight sometimes
J.Lo::she doin her thang...but her butt ain't that big..well mine's bigger ! lol
Religion::it's not meant for some ppl
Emo music::..dunno wut it is
Valentine's Day::steph's birthday... day i would NOT wanna lose my vcard
Christina Aguilera's comeback::her Stripped cd is f*ckin AWESOME
Homosexuals::let them do their thang
Abortion::i'm for it, and who's a man to make it illegal...if the baby come from rape...whachu gonna do
Inter-racial relationships::i'm for it..but don't call us black women lower class to more "exotic" races
Murder::screw it
Death::i don't wanna die anytime soon
Obesity::america is fat
Pre-marital sex::..not for me...go ahead and be a red blooded american tho!
Terrorism::screw that too
Pornography::...hey if u makin the $$ go for it
Fortune Tellers::..bullshit...but fun
Threesomes::...Ray!!! remember that joke .. uhm ...woo that's be fun!
Prostitution::like i said if u makin the $$, it's just not for me...just DON'T take mah manzZz
Politics::liars
Country music::eww
George W. Bush::....you don't wanna know
Cloning::definately NOT for it
Britney's boobs::i saw this thing she went from like B-D-C-A-B-C-D-B lol
Gas prices in America::NJ's gettin EXPENSIVE
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::and Jill / Black
Tiffany::Jones
Ben::and Jen
Maria::Maria...
Jennifer::Love Hewitt
Nicole::Citrone
Amy::...
Adam::Sandler
Richard::Williams
Arnold:: from hey arnold
Tom::hanks
Melissa::come back!
Charlotte::'s web
Harold::Burmen
John::Zaharchow
Joel::...
Vanessa::Williams
Michelle::Giles [one l tho]
Kevin::Smart-Abbey [eep! lol]
Brent::Tomer
Jake::...
Billy::Dale
Sarah::Francois
Natalie::Fazzone
Christy::Meyers
Nick::Matala
Linda::...
Taylor::ATP!
Jordan::Hannah [mah cousine!]
Jamie::Zacca..ya noe
Adrian::Adrea
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::no
Been on a diet::yes
Been to a foreign country::yes
Broken a bone::yes
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::no
Swear at a teacher::..muttered it
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::..?
Got in a fight::no
Dated a teacher::EWW
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::no
Thought about killing your enemy::yes including my mom
Gone skinny dipping::in my bathtub u perv...
Met another gj member in the flesh::?
Told a little white lie::yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell::maybe..don't remember
Stolen anything::don't think so
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::uh huh
Been on TV::yes
Been on the radio::no
Been in a mosh pit::no
Been to a concert::yes
Dated one of your best friends::yes
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::no
Deceived somebody close to you::no
Broken the law::maybe
Been to a rodeo::no
Been on a talk show::i think so
Been on a game show::no
Been on an airplane::yes
Got to ride on a firetruck::yes
Came close to dying::yes
Cheated on a bf/gf::yes
Gave someone a piggy back ride::yes
Terrorized a babysitter::no
Made a mud pie::no
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::no
Snuck out of the house at night::no
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::no
Had an eating disorder::yes but it didn't go very far
Felt like you didn't belong::yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel::yes
Smoked::no
Done drugs::no
Been arrested::no
Had your tonsils removed::no
Gone to camp::yes
Won a bet::yes
Written a love letter::yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::yes
Written a love poem::yes
Kissed in the rain::no
Slow danced with someone you love::oooh yess!
Participated in an orgy::no
Faked an orgasm::no
Stolen a kiss::no
Asked a friend for relationship advice::yes..ATP!
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::...no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::no
Gotten a speeding ticket::no
Done jail time::no
Had to wear a uniform to work::no
Won a trophy::yes
Thrown up in public::yes! bowling alley
Bowled a perfect game::nah
Failed/got held back::no
Got perfect attendance in grade school::yes! 8th grade and more
Roasted pumpkin seeds::no
Taken ballet/karate lessons::ballet
Attempted suicide::7 times
Cut yourself::yes
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::both
Did you own Treasure Trolls::yes
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::a lil
Did you play Simon Says::yessss
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::no
Did you wet the bed::no
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::no
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::yess!
Were you shy::no
Were you spoiled::yes
Were you abused::no
Did you go to the circus::yes
Did you go to the zoo::yes
Were you in a car accident::yes
Did you build snowmen::yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::yes
Were your older cousins mean to you::no i was the baby
Did you think slinkies were cool::still do
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::yesss
Were you afraid of the dark::no
Did you have slumber parties::no
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:no
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::no
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::no
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens::nah
Name three things that are next to your computer::pot holder, celly, light bulb
Do you have any hidden talents::yes
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::yess lol
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::black comedy
What would your movie star name be::Pookie Nichole!
Do you play any sports::used to..will again in spring
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::signs! sike nah
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::swat?
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::8 CRAZY NIGHTS
Do you drive::illegally
What is your dream car::... a car is a car
Do you think your good looking::yes
Do others think you are good looking::yes
Would you ever sky dive::yes
Do you believe in Bigfoot::no
How many rooms do you have in your house::5
Are you afraid of roller coasters::no
Do you believe in God::yes
Do you believe in Satan::yes
Do you believe there is a heaven::yes
Do you believe there is a hell::yes
Do you own a pooltable::no
Do you have a pool::no
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::yea
Do you like chocolate::yea
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::animals
How many U.S. states have you been to::dunno
Ever wished on a shooting star::yes
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::... my Esmerelda
Do you carry any weapons on you::no
What is your weakness::...dancin wit any dude who grabs me
Name something you can't get enough of::grindin
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::unique, independent, saxi
How many kids do you want to have::0
Future daughters names::Yolanda Santaiya; Aviance Navaeyah
Future sons names::Deoin Jarrell ; Romeo Jewelz/Jarrell
What is your ideal way to die::..in my zZz
How do you release stress::my journal.. Xtina* Stripped CD
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::i guess
Are you an artisitic person::mmhmm
Are you a realistic person?::when i wanna be
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::no
Are you a strong person::yeah gettin stronger..but heavy handed lol
Are you a strong willed person::mhmm
Who is the last person to e-mail you::...
Who is the last person to IM you::Ray + Pooh
Do you hate chain e-mails::yes
Are you a deep sleeper::yes
Are you a good story teller::sometimes
What do you believe is your best quality::..my lips, eyes, and legs
What is your greatest accomplishment::state and all state champs
Do you like to burn candles or incense::not really...afraid of fire...from all the previous ones
Do you have your own credit card::no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::college
Do you have a check book::yes
Do you like your drivers licence::no
Do you tan easily::i'm black
What color is your hair naturally::brown/black
How many fillings do you have::0
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::0
Worst feeling in the world?:...me being depressed again
Best feeling in the world::...ppl finally accepting me for me
Is the glass half empty or half full::it's half full
Last thing you downloaded::music
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::yes just to be stupid
What do you think people think of you::dunno
Are you a likeable person::yes
Do you need therapy::mmhmm
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::no
Do you love your bf/gf::single!
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::nah, FEPS!
When are you moving::in almost 4 years
What's your favorite phrase::... eff u

Long Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

...i'm holdin my red flower now... my god..and it smells super good... i might zZz with that thing! =D

goodnight to my new friendzZz Jessica and Lauren! And I'll see the rest of my negroes ova the break!

oh i saw my KayKay and Thomas..and Dejae, and Jordan...they're all so cuteeeee! i need oodles and noodles for tomorrow..hmmm... no i am not gonna fall for this boy again..Jewelz is gone...dayum

<333 alwayz,
*Poooookie / Courtney Nichole

I'm thankful for God for <333'ing me..b/c there were 7 chances when he coulda let me kill myself but he didn't....and now I'm happy and grateful..for him giving me the will...

2 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 26 November :: 1.01 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Xtina* Makeover then M.Carey* My All

Imagine me looking you in your eyes...like before...you miss that?
TaylorDuzer: *i <3 u again...well maybe not... <<--- what the heck is that... do u want me to hurt u?... lol OH COURTNEY!

Auto response from lushuzXanjel: i miss you boo... :-*

im me...writin in mah journal..leave me sum luv http://www.woohu.com/~xobabiphatox

*pookie/courtney nichole

lushuzXanjel: taylor! :-(
TaylorDuzer: Courtney!
TaylorDuzer: whats going on here?

Sorry coach! lol

Layer.one
Name:Courtney Nichole
Birthdate:April 21, 198*
Birthplace:Memorial Hospital Mt Holly, NJ
Current location:Toowwwnnnshiipppp [woot woot, not you!]
Eyes:brown with black surrounding
Hair:black, brown, gold and wavy
Height:5'9...¼?
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:Taurus [on da cusp wit Aries]
Layer.two
Your heritage:jamaican, bajan/barbadian, & puerto rican
Your weakness:gum
Your shoes you wore today:white & navy k-swisses
Your fears:dying soon
Your perfect pizza:::cough:: and sausage
Goal you'd like to achieve:Remain a Mary thru high skoo'...mite not happen =D
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up:guess who I get to see today..helllooo world...do I really have to get up now?!
Your best physical feature:my "dramatic" eyes [makeup person said dat] * mah leggies
Your bedtime:don't have one
Your most missed memory:having pineapples and strawberries being fed to me... having Jewelz hold me..
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:don't matter
Single or group dates:single..i want tha man to myself
Adidas or Nike:Nike
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton!
Chocolate or vanilla:both
Cappuccino or coffee:coffee coolattas / carmelattas
Layer.five
Smoke:no
Cuss:trying* to stop
Sing:yes
Take showers daily:yes
Have a crush:...uhm I guess so =D
Think you've been in love:hell no
Want to go college:yes
Want to get married:maybe
Believe in yourself:sometimes
Get motion sickness:on some swings
Think you're attractive:yeah
Think you're a health freak:no
Get along with your parents:sometimes
Like thunderstorms:yes
Play an instrument:yes , 3
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall:yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:no
Eaten sushi:no
Been on stage:yes...well not a real stage
Gone skating:no
Made homemade cookies:yes...just finished!
Gone skinny dipping:does a bath count?
Dyed your hair:got a dif coloured weave
Stolen anything:no
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:no
Been called a tease:maybe..
Got beaten up:no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married:if i do get married 27
Number and name of children:0 if i must, no more than 4 Yolanda Santaiya, Aviance Navaeyah, Deion Jarrell, Romeo Jewelz
Dream wedding:a huge wedding, in a black church, with city lights behind us @ nite
How do you want to die:in my zZz
Where do you want to attend college:clark atlanta, uni. of michigan, princeton, havard, georgetown, howard, maybe UCLA..
Dream job:music producer
Country you want to visit:France, Italy, and Japan
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color:green
Best hair color:black
Short or long hair:short or long cornrows
Height:5'9 or taller
Best weight:don't really matter as long as u got it
Best clothing:don't matter as long as u look good
Best first date location:beach @ nite, or theme park
Best first kiss location:somewhere in the rain....
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally:none
Number of people I could trust with my life:2 [including me]... no 3
Number of CDs that I own:too many
Number of piercings:
Number of tattoos:0
Number of times my name's been in the news:....3/4
Number of scars on my body:none
Number of things in my past that I regret.:2

Layers brought to you by BZOINK!

what we've got is between me and you

*courtney

6 ooh* | no she didn't!


:: 2003 26 November :: 9.16 am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Kelsey talkin and Nookie laughin'

=D
Hey, this entry is just for Ray, ATP, Pookie, my big sis Sydney, and Jewelz


merci!!!



*Pookie

no she didn't!

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