So I'm spoiled & I'm rotten in a sinister way

So I'm spoiled & I'm rotten in a sinister way

'O4 WORLD CHAMPIONS!!!!

haha...i knew we cud do it!!! yayyy!!! Im very happy..hey y'all guess wat...Courtney is a sophomore ::gasp::.. I saw da 20 yr oldz @ McDonalds... I knew dey waz familiar... so yea da school year is ova... I have to get ready for graduation & a party soon... have 2 make sure everything iz rite.. pimped up and hoed down..wow Kanye.. so anyways..it was hella hottt outside man.. it's Pookie's birthday! :) I got earrings and a necklace 2day..yay..Im gonna wear my Marilyn Monroe lookalike dress 2nite!!! You must take pictures! Thro ur hands up .. thro ur hands up high... all i wanna say is dat dey don't really care about us... so yea... I shall be going now...see y'all @ "commencement"...

ALLLLL DETROIT!!!
"thro ya hands up! thro ya hands up! thro ya hands up!" - my baby Ben

*courtney... da wifey of a champion

no she didn't!

:: 2004 15 June :: 10.11 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Kanye*School Spirit

1 more day...

Ben iz playin...hot dayum!

*courtney

no she didn't!

:: 2004 14 June :: 7.08 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Avant* Don't Take Your Love Away

lalala... 2 dayz until..
Im mesmerized by ur sexy eyes and soft & lovely skin...

haha...it's almost over :/ ... Im gonna miss Miguel... he's moving to ~~texas~~... and yea I talked to Chuckie today...no arguin! Den I went 2 school and I also went to Walgreens to get madd juice juice and batteries!! :) Two of the several things Courtney needs to survive. I think I did really good on my science final.. I studied that stuff..but I hate rocks.. felsic and mafic ish..get outta my face wit dat mess..tomorrow is Spanish.. :( ... oh yes Im bored... stacey and kim..damn all of them..boy i wanna give u everything i can..
been searchin here, there, everywhere and can't find nobody like you... im sorri bout today :( ...
so yea..how are y'all today? Im pretty good...

PISTONS!!!!! 3-1 in series vs ~~Losers/Lakers~~
it's dat all-star Pistons defense dat makes
~~kobe, shaq, devan, gary, derek and dem~~
scurrrrrrrredddddd ..haha
Did y'all sign Pookie's yearbook by da way? Make sure u get 2 mah locker :) aiight I mite be back lata..buh bye

*courtney

no she didn't!

:: 2004 11 June :: 8.42 pm
:: Mood: im all hype and i don't know why
:: Music: Naughty By Nature f/ 3LW* Don't Worry Bout a Thing

slide left...slide right...

hey where's my kitty kat, where's my kitty kat at..welcome to our party...

yea..my mom was dancin 2 my music cuz she cud hear it from my headfones...im listenin 2 ol' songs from awhile ago..ain't get to downloadin da pictures...

fR0sH!! dec-feb

december* BASKETBALL SEASON! yeaaa boi... I was a manager...the buzzer @ the scrimmages...oh my good times... things are goin great...gettin closer to my two current best friends @ da time: emu & pookie and i had a boyfriend!! [a cute one] ..so yea Jewelz got mad @ me..but he got ova it..and basketball games we was beastin dem otha folk! ..haha da dude from Delran who looked all grown..Xmas time... crazy!! so many gifts... and texting/talkin on the fone till 5-7am ..hehehe...dat bill....damn that cell fone bill...damn cingular sometimes! aww...we had a 9hr date in the mall & movies...da movies wit da ugly dude from city who invited me to dat party!! and me and emu saw eachotha lyke twice in da mall so we chilled.. "do y'all go out?" no negro! :) yea... met ppls ova da fone too..no more gym ::Tear tear:: no more jean gonsalez givin me gum eitha..p.rican biatch..

january* more basketball! da dude from Holy Cross all slidin around da floor.. we was mean to him yo...but -anyways-
baby u da man, cuz u put it on me, and every mornin i will always feel u touchin on me, i got anotha man but he ain't like you...
so yea..anyways I had health..blah blah.. more class meetings..January Jumpoff cancelled..me & jewelz stop talkin [yes!]...eww..which reminds me gettin pissed off at chuck... yea..my sister died.. i miss u Meka... damn.. uhm happy things..uhm...new semester started @ da very end..finals.. i killed it!! no mo french... haha :) but yea.. now im sad...fuck..sorri..oh yea... I saw my Emu @ da game vs BCIT.. I jumped on him and punched him..haha

february*.. tha month that started it all ... da drama wit Chuck ended.. I dumped him... but me and my baby started talkin :) ... after basketball games and during..best days of my life.. february 10th..the 24th..trouble...meetings..cotillion's coming up! basketball season ends..me and MyChal B are betta friends now..and Im doin okay school wise..the musical's in more swing now...evil boshes!!! "shhhh" "shut the fuck up bitch!" <--- me =D ain't I so ladylike? haha da dude singin so high...my my my..yea I liked February..even @ da end I was grounded for a week and a �..no fone wit my buddy...oh well u ain't stop me mommi! u can't stop..well u can't stop me

fR0sH! march-june

you can find em at a beauty shop..mall or church...

...ghetto girl! they like hot boys....

march* start of softball season..doin bangin in humanities! [i like em g-h-e-t-t-o...] ... so yea ..more fun times runnin around da place.. realizin dat some people are TWO FACED..grrhh! Cotillion..good lord!! oh yea!!! Me & My Lij started talkin in march :) .. oh gosh cotillion... 10 guys @ once..yayy me! "yea __ wanna dance wit you".. mrs. young took my chair!! blah... we stole da fans haha.. me and uhm.. football dude..crazy stuff..jackets & ish comin off..yea..and i had to rescue pookie's hat from harry..dat was my dance.. teehee..when i came back to school...black people got big mouths..

april* THE MONTH OF ME!!
so much to look forward to.. softball games.. Williamsburg! Xavier..good times...dancin on da boat..me almost falling off the boat.. my birthday!! basketball playoffs..carmelo baby... kanye baby... ooh i got beat by brushes and belts... and i got revenge.. i got dj to beat talvin up on our birthday wit kleatz..hehe :) "what did u do on ur birthday courtney?" "i got a hat stolen.. took a nap..talked on the fone..basketball..sleep..ice cream cake tho!" yea... football..woo..naughty boy

may* yea..dat month went by QUICK..da concert.. hearin bout sum1's dick..tmi rite dere.. yea..elections again.. i win! yay [shorty...say wats ur price..jus 2 back it up..u can hold my ice..now lets say u owe me suttin..yea owe me back like u owe ur taxes..] meetings and ish..softball ends ::tear:: FONE THIEF!!! i hate u biatch!..well not hate..dislike wit a touch of hotsauce.. meet more guys!! wooo! :) gooo pistons... so proud of my boys..good try kings..but hey..dey beat da ~~mavs~~!!!! ...yea..visitors :)... very nice day...one word for science: BOOBIES!! :)

june*..well finals...more intersting convos in science..undawear festivals... I fell in love with my girlfriend French ;) dats mah girl rite dere..and u y'all try takin her from me Ima whoop yo a-squiggle-squiggle! im done wit Football..me and Jewelz are friends again and we havin some interesting convos lately.. yea..uhm I got an attempt @ a lap dance by tony today..yearbooks..seniors going.. this year went by too fast..

Ima miss y'all....[seniors]..buh bye but ima see y'all in da summa anyway! :) so buh bye fareal dis time..i think... i actually got time to write in dis..so I am.. marching band mini-camp tomorrow!

yea..it's gettin hot in here...oh its gettin hot in here..missy!...woohoo..dag it's hot..musta been courtney comin up in da spot..

*courtney

no she didn't!

:: 2004 11 June :: 7.31 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Tamia* So Into You [naww not wit Fabolous]

Jus about ova..

I really like ...what you've done to me.. I can't..really explain it..im so into you...

Well boyz and girls..it's June and y'all noe wat dat means... gradution --> my seniors leaving me --> me becoming a ~~sophomore~~.. no more band --> no more fun times and sports wat am I gon do w/o high school for a couple months???

have a bangin a-squiggle-squiggle summa!

so yea...let's remin...remember!

fR0sH!!! sept-nov

september* i knew mah way around da school pretty good. already knew folk from marching band. i am proud to say i had my period on the first day of high school and survived!! haha and yea wat else.. from the 2nd-3rd week I was a supa mess..why... ELECTIONS..."class historian courtney cross" "oh damn i didn't win" "courtney..." "oh shit!!" ::run out the room:: ..yea and MORP.. da backwards prom..haha always have "memories" 2 sum songs.. class meetings about homecoming.. always got respect for The Jungle Book now..marching band competitions wit Shae & Michele..and my junior sisters! oh yes..and NICKEL BOY!!.. [he's graduating] yea..he talked to me da day I won my election..woo.. I was feelin dat puerto rican boy...damn...

october* homecoming!!!! runnin around da hallways, snappin fotos, pep rallies wit da marching band suckin ass @ Thriller! lol woo..dat was terrible..really..wat else..yea..me and Jewelz start talking..mistake.. [hot damn!...it's a new day!..hot damn...] but yea me & talvin buddies by now..and marching band is the only thing that I did wit my time..because we were "preparing for championships"

november* champions!! haha all y'all stupid mofuggies..yea..me and jewelz letters..me and emu!! my best friend.. no dances..just marching band and football watchin guy's booties and havin "ppl" wave 2 me from da side.. and uhm thanksgiving! step in the name of love.. dat mean white woman yo...i don't like nickel boy no mo by dis point..and me & chuckie talkin more too..aww..he is a cute one..I ain't gon lie.. damn..haha :) oh well!

dats all for now..maybe more later... Ima DL pictures that I lost a lonnngggg time ago..won luv

*courtney
almost a ~~sophomore~~ boooo!!!

here we are face to face..with the memories that can't be erased...

if I can't have you i'll jus be single 4 da rest of my life....

9 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 30 May :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Kanye* Spaceship

pistons..
after meetin sum fine dudes @ da laundromat [again...dey wasn't 20 dis time..] and talked myself out of da convo so i wudn't feel guilty..
i come home..
take a lil sumthin sumthin..
pass out..
watch softball..
and now basketball..
thank goodness no school tomorrow..

album
1: College Dropout
2: Stripped
3: Never Say Never
album cover
1: LL's 10
2: ??
3: ??
singer
1: Whitney
2: Mary J.
3: Luther
guitarist
1: Santana
2:
3:
drummer
1: no clue..
2: but ima be nice and say..
3: Jivvy
band
1: BTHS Marching Band :)
2: boyz II men
3: violator
song
1: Diary- A.Keys
2: Jesus Walks- Kanye
3: I'm Okay- Xtina
band name
1: oh
2: come
3: on...
radio station
1: da beat
2: powa 99
3: hot 97
late night talk show
1: don't
2: watch
3: them
soap opera
1: Days of Our Lives
2: As The World Turns
3: Passions
prime time show
1: any primetime NBA game
2: animal face off :)
3: my wife & kids / bernie mac
cartoon
1: hey arnold
2: courage
3: doug
cable channel
1: bet
2: espn
3: nbc
local station
1:
2:
3:
fruit
1: watermelon
2: pineapple
3: strawberry
vegetable
1: carrot
2: okra
3: brocolli
main dish
1: shrimp
2: pasta w/ wateva
3: pollo
drink (alcoholic)
1: daquiri
2: wine cooler
3: bacardi
soda
1: orange
2: dr. pepper
3: root beer
ice cream
1: choc chip cookie dough
2: breyer's vanilla bean
3: baskin robbin's very berry strawberry
cereal
1: corn chex
2: cinnamon life
3: frosted flakes
gum
1: orbit- wintermint / cinnamint
2: winterfresh
3: extra- polar ice
chips
1: doritos- nacho cheesier
2: tostitos scoops
3: pringles
store
1: target
2: wal-mart
3: fashion bug- earrings + hats = <3
t-shirt
1: my pink monkey tee
2: my blue baby doll shirt wit da buckles
3: da red flower shirt from sears i still havent gotten
pants
1: my beige ones that r stretchy
2: my ripped knee lite blue jeans
3: my black athletic sweats from old navy
shoes
1: my blue flip flops
2: my pink & white k-swisses
3: no shoes @ all..
magazine
1: ebony
2: espn
3: j-14
day of the week
1: Thursday
2: Friday
3: Tuesday :)
stuffed animal
1: Jadzia
2: Pookie
3: Bubbles
hat
1: my pink one..
2: my black one..
3: my white one..
magazine cover
1: ?
2: ?
3: ?
movie
1: Two Can Play That Game
2: The Joy Luck Club
3: Soul Food
director
1: lil x
2: david meyers
3: chris stokes
actor
1: morris
2: taye
3: morgan
actress
1: halle
2: vivica
3: vanessa
scent
1: coco chanel- mademoiselle
2: haiku awakenings
3: any vanilla
LYRIC
1: "the people highest up got the lowest self esteem"
2: "hatin ain't gon stop"
3: "bruises fade father but the pain remains the same"

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on my way 2 an xtasy addiction.. so someone says...it ain't happenin..neva even took the ish yet..neva will eitha :)...

go pistons

*Courtney

3 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 29 May :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: Brandy & Kanye [!!]*Talk About Our Love

me in class office..
'o3-'o5

don't comprehend??

I WIN!!! x2

o3-o4 officers:

d.walker- pres
a.collazo-vp
m.mitchell-secretary
b.hall- treasurer
c.cross-historian

o4- o5 officers (yay!..and boo)::

d.walker-pres
s.corbin-vp
t.cosmo-secretary
s.enarusai (yay!)-treasurer
c.cross-historian

*me..

GO PISTONS!!

7 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 21 May :: 8.15 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Kanye* School Spirit

Softball makes me happy

I wasn't feelin too hot in school..but now Im happy! Cuz I did good in softball... and I got even blacker..my mom is calling me "BB" now.. (black baby)...terrible woman..

i was takin a survey and it deleted again...

blah...

GO PISTONS!!!!
~~Bucks~~ --> ~~Nets~~ [hahaha Kidd was scoreless in game 7!!]

...but I lyke da Pacers too.. and for western

Wolves best kick da ~~Losers~~ ass since Wolves beat my Kings!!

Yea...da umpire on da field was so nice! We were singin and tellin jokes and stuff and we'd be talkin bout da otha team and stuff (who was da home team) and he was sayin I was doin really good and stuff..yep yep

Lets skip the intro...do you...?
Smoke?:	nah
Drink alcohol?:	occasionally
Do drugs?:	nah
Have sex?:	nah
Like to party?:	yes
believe in God?:	yeah
believe in life after death?:	yeah
have a job?:	nah
like it?:
have a best friend?:	yep
think guys and girls can 'just be mates'?:	yep
keep a journal?:	yea
go to school?:	yea
have a pet?:	used to... Lily & Prince :(
Relationships
Tell us about your best friend:	she funny..like me..and loves her NBA
Do you have a b/f or g/f?:	nah..
If yes how long have you been together?:
...and how do they make you feel?:
Straight/bi/gay?:	straight
Ever been in love?:	nah...not yet..
How does it feel?:
Do you regret any relationships?:	nah..well YES
Do you prefer to be dumped, or do the dumping?:	i'll do da dumping
Do you think it's possible to love two people at the same time?:	yep
Do you prefer to hang with your friends or b/f / g/f?:	depends on da time
Ever had your heartbroken?:	not completely broken
Ever loved someone so much it made you cry?:	nah
Do you wish you could change anything about your relationships?:	nah..
Sex and stuff
Are you a virgin?:	club VC!
Are you currently in a sexual relationship?:	nah
How many sexual partners have you had and can you name them?:	0..can't name dem
Ever had a one night stand?:	nah
Do you think sex is neccessary in a relationship?:	not really..
Ever done anything with the same sex?:	nah
When do you think sex is best?:	when Im in Carmelo's room..
Ever outside the bedroom?:	on his porch...
When do you think it's the right time to lose your virginity?:	wheneva u ready
Any funny sex stories?:	nah..but memba da idea of funny sex
I love...
1.:	Kanye, Jarrell, & my NBA husbands (Carmelo! LeBron, Jermaine, Ben, Tony P)
2.:	seafood, chicken, and pasta
3.:	colouring!
4.:	jewelry!! (& shopping)
5.:	me (who else will?)
I hate...
1.:	two faced people
2.:	girls who steal cell fones..
3.:	not being a lil kid again
4.:	not being old enough
5.:	Sleepy Brown..
I miss...
1.:	seein Carmelo and da Kings play
2.:	da days when I cud colour and no1 made fun of me
3.:	old Nickelodeon shows
4.:	da days when I had no fone curfew
5.:	Mrs. Williams, Mr. Huebner, and Mrs. Johnson
Who was the last person you...?
Spoke to face to face:	my mom
..or by internet:	Taylor
text:	Edmond
spoke to on the phone:	Cherelle
Kissed:	one of da twins on da cheek cuz dey did da same..
Hugged:	Talvin
Had sex with:	no one!
smiled at:	da friendly umpire on da softball field..we friends
who made you smile:	my mom
you lost:	my sister
thought about:	woo.. a whole lotta stuff
watched a film with:	Javonne
shared problems with:	Alyssa
cried with:	no 1..
Right this moment...
Are you going out today?:	nah
What are you wearing?:	a tank and shorts
Listening to music?:	yup! mah hubby Kanye
Food or drink?:	clear american key lime water
Describe yourself in 5 words:	happy, tired, hot, shaky, and hungry
Current thing thats pissing you off:	a girl who stole my fone!!!
Favourite band:	Boyz II Men
You are most happy when...:	im playin/watchin a sport, wit my friends
Write a message for your b/f or g/f:	not yet
Write a message for someone else:	not yet
What are you going to do when you finsh this?:	take anutha one of dese

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I'm happpyyy....go Wolves 2nite... @ 9:oo!!

maybe more later...

*Courtney

5 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 18 May :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: grr....
:: Music: Kanye* Spaceship

"Courtney you seem unhappy"
How about you get out of my room and I will be

"why don't we ever talk? you always get a face when I try and talk to you, if you don't wanna talk to me tell me and we don't have to talk"
because you get on my fucking nerves and hell no I don't wanna talk to you..and I wanna talk to -other- people..not you

"courtney i know im rite in front of the door and your all the way over here but can you come here and shut the door"
why the hell don't you get off your ass for once and do something

grrrhhhh!!! she keeps irking me w/ stupid shit like that!!!

"you can't take the trash out in shorts"
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT.... now Im forbidden to take the trash out in shorts that aren't even short -anyway- b/c I don't even really like shorts...shut the fuck up bitch..

"why don't you start an all girl band"
get the hell out of my face

"oh i thought u were coming here to give me a hug, not put the fone away"
oh..sorri.. ::walk away:: i'm not fucking sorri! and that's why i ain't give you a hug or nothin else..

bt lady falcons frosh softball 'o4..i'll miss (some of) y'all..

im sure there's more stupid stuff..but Im tired..and I need to write some poems and paint or somethin.. bye

*Courtney

7 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 16 May :: 7.09 pm
:: Mood: NOT sick =)
:: Music: Mob Deep* Got It Twisted --> Kanye* Jesus Walks

you know wat da midwest is..

Well..I made a whole list of da bad things that happened to me dis week and I can add one from yestaday and today:

-Spurs were ~~eliminated~~
-my computer crashed --> meaning I lose Kazaa --> equalling 821 songs --> and my pictures of Carmelo --> and all my schoolwork --> and my bookmarks --> and a story I was writin...

but hey..

when I find the bitch who stole my cell fone ur ass iz DEAD...unless da Lord is wit me @ dat time...

fair warning rite? :)

At least I went shopping today and got 7 new shirts, 4 pairs of earrings, sunglasses, and two auntie anne's pretzels! Plus I bought a big azz box of Frosted Flakes yestaday @ Wal-Mart...and
KINGS WON!!!! 3-3
Dat was da craziest game I've seen in awhile. I'm still mad dat when we beat P-Town friday (2o-19) I was trying 2 -dodge- the pitch and not get hit and I end up gettin hit dead in da ass...but hey I scored off of dat..and amazingly even tho I was sick and it was hott I played 7 innings = da whole effin game. y'all niggas got it twisted huh... but yea I'm gettin a flip fone next week or da week afta dat...so it's all good. I shud go plan sum outfits..but it's been awhile since I've done a survey..gotta redownload EVERYTHING...grrrhhhh!!!! @ least my comp is faster now...

18 [?] dayz of skoo' left and den I'm a ~~sophomore~~..freshmen year was..wooo Ima use wat Jasmin said 2 define my age of 14 "year of the slut"... it was sposed 2 be craziness but she changed it..oh well :)

y'all eat pieces of shit?

...aah it didn't delete...

.::basics::.
Name?: courtney
Nickname?: too many
Age?: 15
Height?: 5*9
Eye Color?: brown w/ black on da outside
Eye color you wish you had?: pretty shamrock green
Hair Color?: black / brownish red
Hair color you wish you had?: like it da way it is
.::school::.
How many classes do you have in a day?: 7
What classes do you take?: humanities, band, spanish II, earth science
Who is your favorite teacher?: dr. priestley / mrs. bird
What is your favorite class?: science or spanish II
What school do you go to?: BTHS
What is your schools mascot?: Falcons
What are your school's colors?: black! white! and! gold!
Friends
Funniest: Monnie
Craziest: Jasmin
Happiest: hmm..dunno
Shortest: Tish / Miya
Tallest: Emu
Best Friend(s): Taylor
Blondest: me / Boo / Karlee
Smartest: me / steph / ashley
Dumbest: hmm..
Zaniest: tata
Most lyssophobic?? Lyssophobic:afraid of becoming Insane: prolly me
Who Have you:
Known the longest: alyssa / todd / morichetti
fell in love with: no one yet..
become sisterly/brotherly to: Emu & Todd
provided a second home for: ..if it's da otha way around Jivvy
last called: my auntie
last IMed: Alex
This or That
blue or pink: pink!
boys or girls: boys
red or green: both..oh 7! but da colour red is betta
me or you: me..as in -me-
happy or sad: happy
tears of joy or happiness: joy
<33 or da crush
being crushed on or crushing?:
sleeping or awake: sleeping!
grass or clouds: grass! you can eat it
cows or ducks: brown spotted cows? sike..duckies!!
Do You:
wear glasses/contacts: nah
like labels: nah
feel comfortable in front of crowds: yup
like to be around people: yup
have alot of friends: yup
believe in second chances: yup
think im weird: nah
Word Association
red: hot
hungry: man
orange: county
ape: monkey
donuts: baskin robbins
cars: sex
HERTZ: wat
me: special
shave: nair
venus: aphrodite
homework: lunch
hairspray: jamm
herbal essences: she's got the urge
scissors: glue..jerkin off
johnny depp -drool-: dayum
Favorite:
band: boyz II men
color: pink / silver / black / blue / red
food: pasta, c-food, ice cream, grass, collard greens w/ brown suga
person: carmelo..
animal: duckies / piggies / any wildcat / elephant
movie: two can play that game
scent: coco chanel* mademoiselle
class: science / spanish II
book: cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs & the justus girls
author: Slim Lambright / Maya
website: blackplanet
quiz creator: none
clothing brand: all of em
store: walmart / target
Closing
did you enjoy this quiz?: yeah
am i good at creating quizzes?: guess so
am i random?: not really
well have fun: thank ya
goodbye now: one
toodle oo: loo

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GO PISTONS!!! beat da ~~nets~~

and now Im out..thinkin bout wat 2 wear dis week and gonna go be a girl and play wit jewelry and take anotha 40 min showa/bath in which I take nap naps..buh bye

*Courtney

bye ms. sokol =/... bye ms d!! :`( ::tear::

3 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 4 May :: 7.29 pm
:: Mood: wudn't u lyke 2 noe!
:: Music: fa-bo-lo-us* can't let u go

blah

all for one
and one for all
lady falcons [freshmen '04]
let's go!

Courtney has been working out her arm muscles...and it's starting to show... alas Im sending my money..but I doubt it will make it in time..so goodbye loves! Maybe I'll work on LJ or suttin else now..::tear tear:: or pay 15 to join..lol dat'd be -stupid- ..but I am stupid!

im tired..but happy...got dirrrtay frum slidin..and in lu..happiness! i get high every mornin.. life is great!

vote for me for class of o07 Historian '04-'05 year!!
please?? :)

*Courtney

I'm goin to the Caribbean on a cruise..and now I mite go 2 Panama/Spain/Costa Rica as a student exchange person! wooo!!
sponsor me =P

3 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 30 April :: 9.07 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Nas* I Can

People! >=O
sniffin up drugs all in the nose --> that's me!! nasonex baby! :)

anyways...ppls piss me off again..Americans! goodness! After seeing the movie bout Lilioukalani it made me hate Americans..but I -am- American...oh well! So yea...tell me why do I defend niggaz...but if dey was in my position..dey prolly wuda joined in makin fun of me and & all dat ish...wtf is that?! And I used ~~niggaz~~ in a mean way...grrhh...my lord...some ppls need home training or somethin to learn how to effin treat others correctly! :)

vote for meee! =D

but yes...it's annoying.. really sick of bein nice on b� of dem pplz...

Carmelo iz bout 2 play in 20 and in other news

KINGS beat da ~~mavz~~ in a 4-1 series!! woooo!!!!

lmao!!! diz song!!! it reminds me of michael shawn's tribal love song i live in a cave! we have no lites! we lite a fire so we can see @ nite..omgzus dat song was halarious!

Lloyd's voice annoys me..

i noe i ain't do diz long a squiggle squiggle survey and have it perform an illegal operation..bullshit!!!

*courtney

8 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 24 April :: 8.41 pm
:: Music: Boyz II Men* On Bended Knee

Let It Be Known...

That I am finally 15 and 362 dayz until I'm legal! =D

I waz watchin Babe today...such a good movie..hated it when I was lil' tho..

Now...last week mah ~~daddy~~ sayd he was gon call and pick me up -today- so we could celebrate my birthday..my mom said to jus try and believe him.
Did Courtney go out today??
No
Did she want to go out today??
Yes, but not wit ~~him~~...
Fuckin liar...

:..You.:
Name:	Courtney
Age:	15! =D
Date Of Birth:	oh412 backwardz8ghty9
Hair Color:	black & reddish brown..
Eye Color:	brown w/ black surrounding
Height:	5*9
:..Have you?..:
Ever Built a Fort (out of pillows and sheets):	yup
Kissed a member of the same sex:	on da cheek
kissed a member of the opposite sex:	hell yea..
dreamt you were naked in a pool of jell-o:	nah
called someone by someone elses name:	yeah
bulit a snowman:	I've -tried-
cryed during the movie bambie:	nah
:..Do You..:
Know me:	nah
like me:	maybe
love me:	uh uh
hate me:	nuh uh
want me:	nah
desire me:	nah
want to kill me:	nah
wish i would go away:	nah
like ice cream:	YES
like sushi:	yep
like pizza:	yep
:..would u..:
kiss me:	nah
hug me:	sure
lick me:	nah
be me:	i like me
kill a person if they dared u to:	depends on who I could kill..
save the life of a puppy even if it meant running into a group of zombies:	sure
kill me i really would like to know:	nah
:..first word u think of..:
ice:	cream!
girl:	friends
hott:	sauce
orgy:	fun
hair:	spray
glow:	n' tha dark
sun:	shine
moon:	pookie
:..the end..:

Many Questions brought to you by BZOINK!

You
Name::	Courtney
Nickname::	too many...
What you wish your name was::	something exotic..ima use mah bear's name Jadzia
Age::	15
Gender::	F
Sexual Preference::	Carmelo Anthony, LeBron, or Ben =D
Height::	5*9
Hair::	answered it before
Eyes::	brown w/ black
Fav's
Food::	pasta, c-food, ice cream, salad, baby carrots, and fruit
Day::	Tuesday & Thursday
Month::	April & July
Person::	no one..
Saying/Quote::	wash me from my inquinsity [sp?], wash me from my sin, wash me & I will be whiter than snow
Band::	Boyz II Men
Animal::	duckies! pigs, any wildcat, & elephants
Color::	silver / pink / black / red / blue
Artist::	none really
Poet::	Lady Arie
Writer::	Slim Lambright
Genre of Music::	R&B
Class::	oh 7! nah...science!
Memory::	this yr... Cotillion..winnin election.. Club VC
Book::	Justus Girls..It's The Little Things
Movie::	Two Can Play That Game
Actor and Actress::	Morris, Taye, Vivica
Show::	Trading Spaces, Punk'd!
Cartoon::	PPG, Hey Arnold, Spongebob, Proud Family, Ginger
Game::	LIFE!!
Gaming Platform::	wha?
Season::	spring
Flavor of Cough Medicine::	grape
Mood::	..hehe :)
Toothpaste::	Jivvy's orange stuff..and my Crest w/ mouthwash
Coffee Brand::	i -hate- coffee
Drink::	Carmelattas!!! Lemonade / Kool-Aid
Singer::	A. Keys / Aaliyah
Time Period::	da 5o's
Time of Day::	when I'm sleep..
Website::	none
Mesenger Service::	aim or yahoo
Email Service::	aol
Place::	a guy's arm
Now for the Random!
Pick up the nearest book and use it to answer these questions:
Write the Title and the Author of the book you are using::	The Ultimate Weight Solution- Dr. Phil McGraw
How would other people describe you? -:	strange, dumb, smart, slow, freaky, & loud
What do you think of love? -:	boo...
What is your outlook on life? -:	musn't die a virgin..& be known for suttin!
How would you describe yourself? -:	see how ppl would describe me..and a good liar [ain't dat terrible]
How would you change the world? -:	being a bangin lawyer/surgeon..and charities for aids and save the music
How is your relationship with your family? -:	it's aiight..
How would you describe your childhood? -:	it was a normal childhood?
What would your Mom say about you? -:	..which one?
What would your Dad say about you? -:	blah.. his baby who he loves "so much"
What would your brother/sister say about you? -:	"mommy"
What do you think of war? -:	it's terrible..
How would you like people to see you? -:	someone who did suttin good
What would your brother/sister say about you? -:	--
What do you want to be remembered for? -:	whateva...as long as im remembered
Is there a Heaven and Hell? -:	yup...
If you have to copy and paste these questions to answer in full, do so!

the [art] of [randomness] brought to you by BZOINK!

...he wanna see me in Prada but I be stickin to mah wife beaters and pretty panties unda mah dickies...

cuz u noe that I want ya...and yanno that I need ya..

Yea... two faced negroes today... grrr...and den ppl say ish ish about u and pretend dey ya friend when dey ain't...and den sum ppl act like they don't fuckin like you period and have the nerve to ask u wats wrong...ugh.. I hate people sumtimes...I'm gonna move away and meet new friends which I mite be doing soon... thankfully fake peoples! ewww.... Kings r losin 2 da ~~mavs~~..booo...but @ least da Pistons & Pacers won..Ben's a saxi one... :)

*Courtney

da 15 yr old

All for one and one for all! Lady Falcons lets go!

no she didn't!

:: 2004 12 April :: 7.49 pm
:: Mood: =D
:: Music: Janet* I Want U --> Babyface* The Loneliness

When I was a little one...

I would sit in my room by myself, playing with my Kenya dolls and would pretend to be whateva I wanted to be. I would be a princess in her own little world [shoot I still play that mess...]. I'd daydream about meeting my own Prince Charming and becoming a mommy with lots of
babies!
I'd have imaginary friends named Jazmine, Stefaney, and Princess Crystal Diamond and we would have tea parties with my tea set. I'd play with my black and white Barbies and would have fashion shows and cut their hair. Back in those days me and my mom -actually- got along. Jerry would give me a pony ride or a wheelbarrow to bed and we'd take turns reading stories everynight. I had a massive collection of stuffed animals on my bed and floor [still do...] and I loved life...

Those were the days when I didn't have any problems and I could play manhunt with my friends and especially TAG[!!]. It's like you don't have a care in the world back then and everything was fun and sugar coated [well except that dream before my 7th birthday party when i shot my dad in the head...horrible..]. I miss those days.
~~growing up~~ sucks!
Nowadays you gotta worry about stupid stuff or others will do it -for- you. You have to protect your reputation. You have to do things you don't want to do. You don't have time to sleep anymore or play with your toys. You're told to grow up. And the scary part is ... if you're like me and bouncing back and forth between what you wanna be...you don't have much time. 3 years...and I'm down South livin near my babi... it's scary... I wanna go back... ::tear::

Nebody else feel dat way??

There is one good thing about growing up though...
You meet new and better people. And they impact your lives in ways...well they jus do. It can be good or bad but ya get stronga..and ya deal with stupid ish that comes along. You appreciate *musiq* ...best of all
you meet boys!!
So it ain't -so- bad...cuz ur life would ultimately suck if you didn't have them special ppls in ur lives like a *me* =D or a Pookie or any best friend in the effin world that you have... call ur friends and tell em u luv em or suttin..cuz sumtimes they don't feel appreciated ::cough:: sike nah..or maybe they jus feel like u don't like them anymore..take them out to feed duckies for all I care... and I'm done bein a rev..

*Courtney

3 dayz until VA!
9 dayz until 15!

no she didn't!

:: 2004 11 April :: 9.51 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Busta & Flip Mode Squad* What It Is Part II

I'm okay...

Maybe some people ain't dat bad...

describe your hair.: black and reddish brown in a ponytail
what are you wearing?: a t-shirt..sweats..and no earrings ::sweat::
what mood are you in right now?: a fite mood! jus heard "i'll beat dat bitch wit a bat"
before you came here what did you do?: played spider solitaire
what was the last thing you ate?: some lasagna and choc cupcake w/ vanilla icing from Acme
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not officially, but yes
whens the last time you spoke with your parentals?: 4 minutes ago
how long have you been online approx.?: off and on all day
what CD is currently in your stereo?: mix CD i jus burned
do you play any instruments? if so how long have you played?: clarinet- 5-->6 yrs, tenor sax 2-->3 years, piano 2/3
if you have "faith", when's the last time you attended church?: it's a shame I can't remember..
are you barefoot right now?: yup
is your room clean or dirty?: it's clean
am i boring you?: not really..

at this moment... brought to you by BZOINK!

ecstasy
You're addicted to.....

Ecstasy!
Whoooooo partay! Also known as the hug drug
ecstasy makes you crave human touch. People on
ecstasy also like glowsticks and shiny things.

What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

how symbolic!! they said im addicted to ecstasy! That's only the same drug a certain cop thought I was hooked on.. speaking of which.. I have 2 call Alex buddy..Cookie needs a smoke.. and the "other birthday present"..jus playin..but Im still goin ova. But anyways... I'm kinda tired..I still got a legal hour of fone convos...but Im sleepy...woo woo...

4 dayz until VA!!!

1o dayz until mah day... and I get a smoke! =D

*Courtney

haha... Excuse me miss remix jus came on ... whoeva gon be smokin dat lalala...how symbolic..again

no she didn't!

:: 2004 10 April :: 9.38 pm
:: Mood: same
:: Music: Kanye* All Falls Down

I noe wats wrong wit me..

I've got "the one year older blues"... cuz I was walkin around today realizing I don't know what I wanna be anymore and if I still want the same dreams I'm gonna have to go thru a lot of shit because of FAKE PEOPLE who act like they ur friends, two-faced, stuck up..nvm... and it sucks cuz that's the way the world is now.. I wanna start ova..but if I did I -so- would not be a virgin anymore..less pressure for ish [any smart mouthed comments to that and I slit ur throat]..this is why i been cussin a lot lately..cuz I'm sad, lost, confused, happy, and thankful all at the same time..

on the brite side.. im not getting nething from my mom on my bday... im gettin a new camera..

3 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 10 April :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Kanye* School Spirit

hmm..
wow...u have 2 pay for woohu... world's becoming effin crazy..but moving on it's hard 2 look in the mirror nowadays because if you keep pretending to like something day after day you are lying to yourself... so no matter how hard you try to be friends with some people... you know it's not gonna work out... I wrote a poem out of anger towards today..but it had some good in it too... I'm still trying because the ppl are good hearted and stuff..but they cause so much pain for me and make me cry when they don't even know it..well not cry cry..but yanno wat I mean.. it's hard..

*Courtney

11 days till my birthday... like ya care..

yeah that's the kind of ppl Im talkin bout ..those who don't give a shit bout me nowadays and say evil shit behind ya back and smile in ya face..

5 ooh* | no she didn't!