thinkin..

School is over in half a day..This year I have learned so much..I learned who my true friends are and there aren't very many..I learned who I can trust and who i cant and there aren't very many..I can probably name only 5..I learned to forgive and give up on the things that aren't worth holding onto..You may think they are worth it, but after u have cried and torn urself apart, u realize its not worth it..I learned that its ok to cry and its ok to be urself..If someone doesnt like who you are then dont waste ur time on them..Live your life for you before anyone else.."being true to myself is one of the greatest gifts I can give to those around me."I learned that hurting will only make u stronger.It may not end up the way u want it to, but in the end, u realize it was the best thing for u..I learned that ur life isn't over just because a guy u like doesn't like you back, there is always someone else, maybe even someone better..I learned that expressing ur feelings is one of the best things in the world because it always makes u feel better..you only live once so experience everything that you possibly can..I learned that you can still love someone even tho u dont like them..I learned that people can treat u like shit, but u dont have to treat them like shit back, u can be nice to them, then they will realize you really do care for them..I learned that one smile can brighten anyones day, even if you have never talked to that persone before, one smile can mean the world to them.. I learned that being nice to people is one of the greatest things in the world because then they are nice to u back and it makes ur day better.. I learned that all the drama is bull shit because its not going to matter to anyone in a year..I learned that you dont have to get fucked up to have fun, spending time with the girls and staying up late talking can be just as fun!=].. I learned that you dont have to take "trips to the dock" to releave stress..I learned that EVERYBODY is going to change sooner or later, but its only to find out who they want to be, they may change back or they may not..I learned that you are going to lose friends and you are going to gain friends..I learned that guys aren't worth your tears,even tho we will still cry over them..I learned that "you want what you cant have"..I learned that you don't need to do what other people are doing to "be cool"..I learned that you need to do what makes you feel good, make your own choices, dont let people pressure you into anything..AND I learned to live my life to the fullest and be a leader, not a follower..