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2004 5 May :: 9.18 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: maddy eating an apple =]
Ahh what a week..hasn't been bad, but nothing exciting has happened..
Tuesday-Wednesday=school :-( yuck!
Today school was good..eekk i almost got into a fight with amber cole and her cousing brianna after school god they are so dirty its sick..They were talking shit so i threw my books on the ground and said if ur gunna talk shit then do something..but nope didnt do anything Brianna turned her head..But whatever I find it funny how they talk shit it doesn't bother me at all cause they have no room to be talking shit..Yes you shoulda been there it was great..but anyways enough about that..
I had detention after school and then i went home and did homework..Had to go to a cheerleading meeting at 4:15, i dunno if im gunna do cheerleading but i just went just incase i decide to do it, I already got my physical and stuff just incase..After that i came home and chilled and watched "brother bear" for the third time in 3 days lol..Then i went to tumbling, it was really good today..But anyways that bout all i got to say so im out..
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you
happy..And that pretending to
be SmArT doesn't make you smart ..I forgot
that you can't just forget the past in
fear of the FUTURE..I forgot that you
can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*..
I learned that I can LOVE..I
learned that it's okay to MEsS UP..
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!..And it's
okay to feel like crap..I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN
and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day..
I learned that sometimes the things you want
most you just can't have and the things that
you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about
HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world
it isn't about the parties or the
DRiNKiNG or the Hookups..
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means
taking chances..I learned that sometimes
the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about..
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things..
I learned that just when you think
it can't get worse - it does!..
but with the love and support of
friends - you survive..
I've learned that when you start feeling BaD
about L O S I N G touch and about
those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way..
I learned that letters from friends are the
most important things. And that sending
cards to your friends makes you feel better!
But, basically, I just learned that my friends..
Both old and new..
are the most important people to me in
the world AND.. without them, I wouldn't be who
I am today..
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