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2004 2 May :: 12.42 am
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Something Corporate-Hurricane
Well today was the worst day of my fucking life.. fuck life is all i got to say.. i don't understand life anymore.. I'm begining to hate it completely.. I am so sorry I'm not fucking perfect! I will be sure to change just for fucking you.. and no this is not about a guy so don't think that, it's not even close to being a guy.. Well I'm gunna stop talking about this cause i don't want to get into wut happened..
Friday--
School=gay..
Katilyn came over after school.
Massage therapist came,got massages.
Got ready.
Went to the movies with the hole group.
Then went to Mike Greenwells, me n manda hit balls in the batting cages.
Went home n chilled.
Today--
Slept till 1:30.
Woke up and just chilled around the house.
Remembered how much i hated my life.
Left with my friends.
Supposed to stay at Amanda's but HAD to come home.
Now I'm home.
It's been a bad day,
another bad day and all I want to do is
look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting
and I'm walking backwards,
looking down, don't see the sky I see the ground.
Above, below you look and so you wonder,
where the time has gone of looking up,
tomorrows on its way.
Above, below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?
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