i miss it so much..the other night i just started crying out of know where..it really sucks..me and his mom talked for a little while and then it made me think even more..ahh life isnt alway how u want it to be tho i guess..

well i guess i can update? i wasn't goin to but i might as well since im here??i guess..

wow uggh tuesday i dont even think i remember what i did?? haha oh ya Katilyn and Amanda stayed the night had some fun =] and we watched a movie..went to bed around 4ish??

wednesday woke up and made breakfast and then went to the school so katilyn n maddy could decorate their lockers.. i went to the dentist and then went home..later i went out with tom and anthony and maddy..we went to Wal-Mart for mother and then we picked up Katilyn and went to Perkins at midnight and then we went back to my house and tried hanging a ceiling fan in my room?ya that was hard since we didnt have the right parts?ha..so we just hung out till like 3 and then they all went home..

Thursday me maddy and kiki woke up and went to Perkins and then went to the school and then we went home and Anthony and Tom were already there hooking up the fan..that took us about 3 hours and then we went shooting at the shooting range..ya i shot the guns quite a bit but now i have a bruise on my arm, it was my first time using a gun haha..Anthony shot a poor little birdy so we burried it, he felt bad..then they dropped us off at home and Katilyn,Whitney,Amanda,Brock,Shaughn,Tom,Anthony,John,Chris,Carley,Alysa,Allison P.,Tony,Dylan,Nick,and Thomas all came over..no it wasnt a party..just a lot of people came over lol..they just kept showing up lol..Amanda didnt stay the night,she decided to go home cause she wasnt feeling good..

Friday Whit left around noon and me katilyn and maddy watched bella till about 5, we watched disney movies with her all day and slept..Katilyn left and went out with Thomas..
i went to sleep and slept till about 8:30..i was home by myself so i went to Subway, i made friends with the workers..then i went home and watched a movie and then i jsut hung out and then went to bed around 3...

Today i woke up around noon and then me and kiki went to get her hair trimmed and i went to the tanning bed and then we got coffee and headed off to Target and then we went home and Mike O and Brock came over and then me maddy and tom went to Empire Buffet and then went to Tom's dads house and Tim Cierra and Anthony went over there and we all just had some fun haha..then we went home around midnight and Tom and Anthony left a little bit ago..

Summer's over..it sucks but it was fun while it lasted.. im gunna miss having a big break but i have another 1 to look forward to, then i get to go back to Michigan and see all my favorite people, i miss them =`[ ..