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:: 2004 17 May :: 5.38 pm
:: Music: roses!

gay ass mother fuckers!
luckycharmz435: wow if you didnt fucking want to go with me you could have just fucking sed so instead of ditching me for julie.. .you coul've just fucking sed you wanted to go with her instead of trying to cover yourself up like a fucking bitch... like saying you stayed after and thought you would make the bus when you fucking walked out with julie and then sed you were going to goerges!
luckycharmz435: wow thats really fucked up ya know that!
misspigglet3210: ask lizzy i had to stay after! i totally forgot to tell u i am really syr...i forgot until last period when the people reminded me for the math porject dure next week...i just forgot...i thought u went home
luckycharmz435: ok well thats fuckin bull shit because one... you knew my cell number.. 2... you completly sed you thought you coud make the bus... then changed your fuckin story... 3... you dont giva a fuck about anyone but yourself
misspigglet3210: uhm, i did think i would make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...they said it would onyl take like 10 mins
misspigglet3210: and it trook alot longer
luckycharmz435: ok but you dilibertly made plans with julie before you knoew the bus came so theres anotheer lie.. and like i sed you only fucking care about your gay ass self!!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: ...think whatever u wnat to..i just forgot...and i shouldve called ua nd i am really really sorry....
misspigglet3210: i didnt make plans with her, she was at the meeting
misspigglet3210: so, afterwoarsd, when i saw that my bus had gone, we decided to go then
luckycharmz435: bull shit i dont give a fuck anymore... do wahtever he fuck you want and i dont want to be involved in ANY of it !
luckycharmz435: your lies are s ofucking gay just get the fuck over yourself!
misspigglet3210: ...i didnt lie at all
misspigglet3210: ...i am telling the truth
misspigglet3210: but w/e, think what u wanna, i said i was sorry, and i told u the truth, but i understand why u are still mad at me...just dont think i lied or nething or made any deliberately w/o u
misspigglet3210: any plans*
luckycharmz435: ohhh and waht do we have here?... ding ding ding... another what?? another LIE!!!! just do me a fucknig favor and leave me the fuck alone... when u see me just act liek im not fucknig there because i dont want to be!! say whatever the fuck you want because when your story changes 5 times im not gunna fucking believe anything you say... this is what like 2 times in 3 days>???
luckycharmz435: just fuck off!
misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: ...WHEN?
misspigglet3210: itsa ll the same
misspigglet3210: and not even a story
misspigglet3210: ist the truth
luckycharmz435: w/e because your fucking two faced and i dont wanna hear it because oyu know how gay you were and are being!
misspigglet3210: ...just expalin to me how i am tow faced.,..ur making stuff up now
misspigglet3210: i told u the truth!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: when did i lie........?
misspigglet3210: i know ur very mad at me, and u should be for what i did...but it was a complete accident....i never lied to u..or did anything behind ur back...and i am not two faced
misspigglet3210: misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: when did it change?
luckycharmz435: im not fucking making anything up... you are two faced.. you lied when firsts you fucking sed that you tried to make the bus, then that you and julie were going to georges anyways, then that you made plans once you knew the bus didnt come, but you didnt kjnow until you went outside.. so.. and you fucking never even tried to call so its obvious what your intentions were all along\
misspigglet3210: u dont underwstand..i said this before, i was walking out to the buses really quickyl..and ididdnt even see u until julie did..and when i saw that my bus had left, i told julie hat we shouldl walk to georgs bcuz my person had to coime pick me up neway
misspigglet3210: andn tehn i saw u
misspigglet3210: ...i thought u would be on the bus an gone but u werent
misspigglet3210: ...i saw that the buses had gone thru the wondow....
luckycharmz435: your such a fucking bullshitter.. what the fuck is your problem... do you like have a fucking brain disease or something? ist hat why your acting so fucking gay???
misspigglet3210: ...and by the end of the meeitng..it was too late...but we still tried to see if icould make the bus...thenm , when i sa wthat the buses were all gone and no one was out there..i told julie that we should walk to georges
misspigglet3210: I AM? TELLING THE TRUTH
misspigglet3210: AM*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u belivee me....its true
luckycharmz435: because you ARE @ FACED!!!!!!
luckycharmz435: 2 faced*
misspigglet3210: what did i do that was two faced>??????????????????
misspigglet3210: i told the truth!!!!!
misspigglet3210: how is that two faced??????????
luckycharmz435: you are 2 faced
luckycharmz435: just get the fuck over yourself!!
misspigglet3210: ...u make no sense, i am trellin =g u the truth..and u just dont want to believe me
misspigglet3210: ur calling me two faced for no reason...where r u getting that from?
luckycharmz435: i dont wanna believe it because you r full of yourself an u dont wanna admit that an that youfucking gay and need to shut the fuck up
misspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: and ho am i full of my self
misspigglet3210: ur just making shit up now
luckycharmz435: dont be fucking yelling at me.. i didnt do anything bad to you... and i dont like fucking people that treat their friends like that
luckycharmz435: ok you fucking changed your story again... you just said you forgot... .before you sed you thought you could make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...ur making upo thinsg about me...its a little hypocritical..bedsides forgetting u..which u have tghe roght to be angry at me for...what did i do?
misspigglet3210: NOOO i forgot to tell u!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
misspigglet3210: but i still thoughtr i could make the bus
luckycharmz435: well thats not what oyu fucking sed before.. and like i sed dont fucking yell at me and cal me hypocrytical becaue i didnt do shit to you... your thwe one whos being REALLY REALLY GAY!!
misspigglet3210: ...no i did say that beforee
misspigglet3210: and why r u making shit up about me?...im sorry for forgetting to call u or tell u today...i knwo ur mad but u dont have to make thinsg up
misspigglet3210: ...u still dont evn believe me?
luckycharmz435: what did i fucking make up... would oyu like me ot fucking send you waht you sed???
luckycharmz435: isspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: uhm ur saying iam two faced
luckycharmz435: ther you fucking go!
luckycharmz435: you are!
luckycharmz435: thats not a lie... you are 2 faced!
misspigglet3210: ...yeah..and? i told u what happened...i DID for get to tell u
misspigglet3210: so when i went outside i figured u had already gone
misspigglet3210: so i decided to walk to georges with julie
misspigglet3210: what dont u underatnd
misspigglet3210: ?
luckycharmz435: bull fucking shit just admit that you and julie had pland or shit and that you did it on purpose and i will leave oyu the fuck alonwe!
misspigglet3210: BUT I DIDNT!
misspigglet3210: u think i ditched u purposely?
misspigglet3210: thatit was all part of my big paln to duitch u?
misspigglet3210: ditch*
luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: ....
luckycharmz435: good
luckycharmz435: ohhh.and this is between me and you so you dont hafta go fcking tell julie and lizzy and everyone else
luckycharmz435: it has NOTHING to do with them
misspigglet3210: ...all i did was tell them
misspigglet3210: ...i ddint knwo u hated me that much
luckycharmz435: why the fuck did you tell them... it has nothing to do with any of them!
misspigglet3210: i told them because i didnt knwo u felt liek that...i dont wanna talk u to nemore liek this...so /we be mad at me...sorry
luckycharmz435: who the fuck else did you fucking tel?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u geuss
luckycharmz435: well you should fucking be sorry but im fucking heated and oyur a fucking lier
luckycharmz435: why dont oyu fucking tell me!
misspigglet3210: i didnt lie
luckycharmz435: who did you tll?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: just lizzy and julie
misspigglet3210: cyz julie new i was fighting
luckycharmz435: ok so if anyone else fucking sks me about it your fucking dead becasue that would be yet ANOTHER lie!
misspigglet3210: and i told her what u said, cuz it surprised me
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: i promose it was only them
luckycharmz435: what suprised you that i was pisses you lied or pissed that you ditched me
misspigglet3210: and lizzy was online..and i told he rthat i was fighting
misspigglet3210: ...and then ..agian,. what u said surprised me so i told her
misspigglet3210: ..no, taht u wanted me to move
luckycharmz435: i never sed that i sed tnot to talk to me becasue i wouldnt see oyu in the summer so you didnt have to talk to me EVER again
misspigglet3210: sorru i gues i shouldnt have told them
luckycharmz435: exactly
misspigglet3210: ...its the same fucking thing...i just oasted what u wrote
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ...............thats all i sent them
luckycharmz435: no ... i never sed"i want you to move"
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ..by sayign that what did u think that i would get ...that u wanted me to stay???? sorry but i t really sounds liek u wanted me to leave
misspigglet3210: but thats all i psoted]
luckycharmz435: no i meant it like you wouldnt have ot see me cuz fucking chool is over!
luckycharmz435: school*
misspigglet3210: w/e...it doesnt matter
luckycharmz435: ok
luckycharmz435: bye then


Wow fuckin people are realy gay and need to just shut the fuck up and NOT talk anymore!!

...SoMeWhErE...


:: 2004 17 May :: 3.29 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: i can tell

grrrrrrrrrr!!
ok well people are fucking gay!! ahhh i hate people so fucking much!! ok so we have a weekly routine but when other people are involved then i fucking get ditched! well people can fuck off... im just not doing this shit anymore! i fucking hate EVERYONE!! they are so fucked up! ahhhhhhhhhh i just hope some people will fucken die!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Detention for the rest of the week!

ahhhhh im so fucking pissed off! i hate people and my whole fucking life... everyone just needs to go to hell!! ahhh



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:: 2004 16 May :: 5.13 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: haha

ok well im not in a good mood!
havnt written in a while...but theres not really anything to say!!!

life is gay and so are poeple.... people who you think are your friends turn out to be backstabbers, an the ones you dont really like are the ones that are there for you! its weird ya know?

well anyways the computer is fixed... sort of... its not plugged into the modem, its in the phone so if anyone calls i get kicked off!
well its ok becasue im on the computer!

yippeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ok well even tho traci is mad at me... (you if your reading this) im still here for her and i love her...

well she probably doesnt care but i just put it out there to let her know!! ok well im really hungry so even tho theres so much more to say... im going to eat


ps. It was all the ALCOHOLS fault!! lol shhhhhhhhhhhh

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:: 2004 4 May :: 4.08 pm
:: Mood: i fucking hate everyone!

i hate them!!
well.... after school was gay becasue SOMEONE thinks they can yell at for no fucking reason... well it pisses me of!!!


.... me and janet and traci are doing the lilja Fair next week... and i missed the bus lol!!

WEll LeT mE sEe.... TrAcI hAs A fUcKiN sTaLkEr!! ItS sO sCaRy!!! aHhHhHhHhHhHhHh

lol!!!!! thas all for now!!!

<3 NixiE


oh and yesterday i went PUDDLE HOPPING!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2004 2 May :: 9.03 am
:: Mood: cranky

Been a while!
wow... havnt written in a while i guess... so... friday night me and traci went to the mall... and we met Janet and Erika there! it was so much fun! i got 2 shirts, a jackety thing and a purse! then we got like a whole bunch of makeup! lol um... yesterday was gay becasue me and meg and manda and people were supposed to go to boston but i called meg like 4 times and she didnt answer... grrrrr yesterday was so gay! well i dont really care anymore because today im going to CHRISTINA CERUTI's house! i love christina ohhhh so much!! i miss her and im so excited to see her! im going over there at noon today... and its only 9 O CLOCK!!! ahhhhh im so fucking tired! well thats all i had to say!

<3 NikkiE!!!

...SoMeWhErE...


:: 2004 26 April :: 4.04 pm
:: Mood: UPSET!!!!

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i fucking hate my life and my fucknig family! they are so gay! my mom is a fucking bitch i hate her so fucking much! i hate how she like always threatens me... and never does shit! shes like im giving you up... so DO IT BITCH!! then she says she called the school and she called my friends moms to tell them not to let their children hang out with me!! YUP IM SURE!!! shes such a dykish mother fucknig lier!! g r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r r it makes me so fucking pissed off at how much of a bitch she is! SHE was late this morning not me! she was mad and took it out on me... so after i yelled at her for yelling at me i got out of the car, and she fucken honked the horn in my ear! WHAT A WHORE!!! so i went to get back in the car to make her drive me to school but she locked the door! so i like stood on that foot thing and started kicking the car until she unlocked it.. then she drove me back to the bus stop and i was like you either drive me to school or im not goin! (thats when she was like im calling the school and DSS because i dont want you as my kid anymore... im giving you up) so she dropped me off at grandmas house! and i fell asleep there for a little while and then at like 8 30 my gram dropped me off at school!

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Yesterday my dad FLIPPED on me because of my report card! its none of his fucken buisiness! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !



I F U C K E N H A T E M Y F A M I L Y A N D M Y L I F E ! ! ! ! ! !


...SoMeWhErE...


:: 2004 24 April :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the sound of cars going by the window!

blah blah blah!
APRIL VACATION 04'

hell yes!! the best vacation yet! i cant wait until the summer!

well lets see.... 4:20 sucked but its all good becasue i ended up having fun at the mall! then on the 21st (AMANDAS BIRTHDAY) i went to the mall again with amanda lizzy kelsey traci katie emily and brittany and we had fun... then me and lizzy and britt and emily and katie all went back to amandas to sleep over, but me and britt had to hide in the hole becasue she was only alloud to have 3 ppl and there was 5... but it was funny!! me and liz and britt went for a ride w/ mandas sister at like 1:30 am, and when we got home we had to sneak up the stairs!! funny ass shit! Mandas dad found a blunt rap on the floor and thought it was a fucking ciggar thingy! hehehehehe then we had to sneak out of the house! we had FUN!

then the 22nd me and amanda and lizzy went to my house to sleep. i was gunna go to my grandmas... but... no! well i found out some fucked up person went on my screen name! that fucken pisses me off how fucken gay some people are! they like getting people mad at eachother! grrrrr.......... the rest of the night was fun tho! we did like henna shit!

then the next night the 23rd... we went to lizzys for the day, and me and amanda found a chair on the side of the road and took it to johnson! hehehehe it was so funny! we had so much FUN!!! then we slept over lizzys and had more FUN this morning!
but last night nick wouldnt get off the couch and we were like fighting for 4 hours! it was mad funny!


now im at DARIENS!!!

<3 NikkiE!!!

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:: 2004 20 April :: 8.05 am
:: Mood: upset

well i got home from the Bahamas and im burnt....


! i dont know whats going on today but im anxious! well i called lizzy 2 times yesterday and both she like sed 2 words and then was like im buisy i will call you later... sketchy right?????? oh well i dont care!

... in the bahamas i could only afford like 2 gifts! so if anyone fells left out oh well... i bought amanda a birthday present, and lizzy and traci a gift! they are weird little things that i thought were kinda cute! i cant bend my legs they hurt soooooooooo bad! my aunt didnt wake me up when i fell asleep in the sun so i look like a fucking cooked lobster! hahhahaha! well im gunna go take a shower!

... oh ya and i REALLY need to know if the meg and amanda got the stuff i gave them money for..........


...SoMeWhErE...


:: 2004 10 April :: 9.04 pm
:: Mood: upset

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............................................................... im so fucking upset i cant even write in here! i have a big bruise on my face and my arm now! i fucken hate crying but now theres nothing else to do! theres not anyone i cant talk to and even if there were they wouldn5t really listen!no one understands me and i guess im the one to blame... because thats what everyone else says! i just cant take my life anymore... when im not out somewhere and away from my family... if thats even what i should call them, then im sitting at home getting hit or yelled at for half of the shit that i didnt do! this isnt gunna work anymore... so if you can think of something... tell me please because i really dont like sitting in front of my computer crying and typing and thinking and hoping to get out of here soon! please help me!

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:: 2004 8 April :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: angry

grrrrrr!
i hate EVERYONE!!!


That pretty much speaks for itself!

wow...

so today and yesterday were both really gay days! so yesterday traci got into a fight with her mother! i love traci so much and i was so sad watching her fight! then today my parents became complete assholes(even more than they were!!!!) ahhhhhhhhh... im so fucking mad! i had to get dropped off at school by my gram because i couldnt even stant to be in the car another second with my mother! she says all this shit to me like she cant wait till i move out, and that she doesnt love me anymore, and she hasnt for a while! and then when i fucking come to school all depressed on these days fucking "my friends" are all like ahhhh what a bitch... what the fuck is her problem, and ohhhh oyur fine! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i fucking hate EVERYONE! its not even funny anymore how many of my friends i dont want ot be around anymore! everyone talks shit and then around oyu they act like nothing, when they know other people are just gunna tell them anyways!

well ..... i will miss lizzy for the weekent when she is in canada!!!!

i havnt seen my old friends in soooooooooooo long... i think a reunion is depratly needed!!!

"My salsa hooooo hoooo hooooo" hahahahahhahahaha

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