great song
Driving down the interstate
Running 30 minutes late
Singing 'Margaritaville' and minding my own
Some foreign car driving dude
With a road rage attitude
Pulled up beside me talking on his cell phone.

He started yelling at me
Like I did something wrong
He flipped me the bird
And then he was gone.

Some beach somewhere
There's a big umbrella
Casting shade over an empty chair
Palm trees are growing, warm breeze is blowing
I picture myself right there
On some beach, somewhere.

I circled the parking lot
Trying to find a spot
Just big enough
I could park my ol' truck
A man with a big cigar
Was getting into his car
I stopped and I waited for him to back up
But from out of nowhere a Mercedez Benz
Came cruising up, and whipped right in.

Some beach, somewhere
There's nowhere to go
When you've got all day to get there
There's cold Margaritas
And hot senoritas
Smiling with long dark hair
On somebeach, somewhere.

Well, I sat in that waiting room
Seemed like all afternoon
The nurse finally said the doc's ready for you
Your not gonna feel a thing
We'll give you some novacaine
That tooth will be fine in a minute or two
But he stuck that needle down deep in my gum
And he started drilling before I was numb.

Some beach, somewhere
There a beautiful sunset burning up the atmosphere
There's music and dancing, lovers romancing
In the salty evening air
On some beach, somewhere.

On somebeach, somewhere...

gr
ok so yesterday was the varsity competition at fucking shepard hill.. in west bum! ya so we go.. the varsity did good.. but they didnt place.. so then dj and bill get there and me and gini were gunna go home with them.. os i tell coach and danielle was like no you cant ride home with bill carr... first of all i was driving home with my 18 year old FUCKING brother.. second.. it was none of her fucking buisness.. third of all it fucking made coach say no which is bull shit becasue i could have been home earlyier.. been able to go to julies.. gotten glasses with her this morning nd` all that shit!!! i just think its a little rediculuos that people cant shut their fucking mouths and mind their own fucking buisness!!

shes a fucking ELBOW!!!!!

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She was in the backyard - they say it was a little past nine
When her prince pulled up - a white pickup truck
Her folks shoulda seen it comin' - it was only just a matter of time
Plenty old enough - and you can't stop love
She stuck a note on the screen door - "sorry but I got to go"
That was all she wrote - her mama's heart was broke
That was all she wrote - so the story goes

Now her daddy's in the kitchen - starin' out the window
Scratchin' and a rackin' his brains
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

Now don't you wonder what the preacher's gonna preach about Sunday morn
Nothin' quite like this has happened here before
Well he must have been a looker - smooth talkin' son of a gun
For such a grounded girl - to just up and run
Course you can't fence time - and you can't stop love

Now all the biddy's in the beauty shop gossip goin' non-stop
Sippin' on pink lemonade
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

She's got her pretty little bare feet hangin' out the window
And they're headin' up to Vegas tonight
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line

tinkerbell
well i was on google and i found some wicked adorable pictures of tinkerbell.. this is my favorite

well i have practice soon and then the game

-Nik

my weekend..
im in the computer lab with my love Traci!!!!!!!!!!!!

well friday night was the football game.. i went with virginia dj cait and bill.. then we took amanda to our house.. but cait went home.. we slept at my house, but bill drove amanda home at like midnight..

ya so anyways.. then on saturday we had to wake up at like 730 becasue Genes memorial service was in the morning.. we went there and amanda made me cry :( then we went out to breakfast with the whites.. and after that we all went to the mall and stuff.. then we went home and watched movies i think..

ok so then on sunday i went to amandas and then we made her shirt for competition.. then we went to Devin and went to MONSTER JAM!! it was fuccking AmAzInG!! there were so many amanzing acts.. and then 50 cent came as a guest! it was truly awesome! i ahd so much fun.. when G-unit was on yuong buck smoked a blunt on stage.. it was kinda weird becasue there were soooooooo amny cops lol! ya so anyways then juvinille came on during slow motion and was like for anyone who has passed away who you miss and love.. put up your cell phones and dont let the lights go out! it was so sad.. i was standing next to amanda and it was really sad becasue we both just looked at eachother like so sad :( but anyways..

then on the T going home we waited for sooooo long.. first a D didnt even come.. so at north staton they made us get on a B to government center.. then there we had to take another B to park st.. then from there the guy from another B changed it to a D so we all got on.. but then when we got halfway there we had to all get off and take a bus becasue the tracks were broken! the conert got over at 12 and we didnt get home till 2! the ride was hell! ohh well because i had so much freaking fun! this random drunk guy was dancing with me and amanda and he wasnt bed looking so i had no arguments.. other than the fact that he told us he had a girlfriend and didnt care lol! ohh well we had fun!

thats all for now !!

-Nik

RED SOX (and things)
FUCK YEA!! the red sox are fucking AMAZING!!!! hell ya baby we won!!! okay so if the parade is tomorrow like it is supposed to be then im going. but if its saturday then probobly not becasue i have Gene's Memorial service :( tear its gunna be so sad..

i really hope that the parade is tomorrow!

Amanda, Gini, Bill, and probobly Chris and Kevin are sleeping over on friaday.. then we hafta get up SuPeR early for Gene's Service .. i think its gunna be really sad and depressing..

HaPpY eArLy 18tH bIrThDaY gEnE! i LoVe YoU sO mUcH!!!


thats all for now since im in the computer lab right now.. its 2nd period and im already ready to go home, but i have detention today :/

-Nik

people!!!
ok well today i was in a pretty good mood until becca started bitching at me.. like i really need that shit right now honestly.. like i wasnt even mad becasue im just trying to let everything go.. i got put on Zoloft today so hopefully it will help me :/

ya so i wasnt mad until she blamed me for "leaving her in the middle of the street where anything could happen" well i talked to amanda, Dj, and bil;l and they all sed that i was the ONLY person trying to keep becca in the car.. so that just upsets me to think htat if anything did happen if she would like blame it on me ya know? ya but it just made me sad becasue i thought she forgot about my birthday.. like i think about how close we used to be and my 8th grade yead that was honestly the best year of my life.. and i see how much i miss her.. and i guess i try to push hewr away becasue being mad feels better than missing her without seeing her.. i dont really know what im saying.. im probobly the only one this makes sense to but whatever.. i just hope she is still going to my party :(




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I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

(Now that I've realizes that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime I close my eyes I like it down
I can't go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head

Birthday!!
ya so my birthday sucked..

the people i thought were my "Best friends" i.e. BEAN.. half of them didnt even wish me a happy birthday.. like honestly what kind of friends are those.. its just like the other day i was getting bitched at for not wanting to go our to dinner.. so we were on our way and then one of them flipped out and got out to do "more important things" well i dunno what ot do about this but i happens wayyyy to much.. i cant entirely blame BEAn becasue Amanda White is amazing.. i love her sooooooo much.. she made me brownies and then i was sad last night so i went over there with dj and bill and we watched the game.. and we WON!!!! hell ya..

ohhh ya and they did end up saying happy birthday.. but only when my birthday was already over.. seriously now i know who im gunna be wishing happy birthdays to this year..

anyways.. back to the SOX!!

i was really excited that we won on my birthday but someone pointed out that we won at exactly 12:01.. ohhh well!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG GENE WHITE!!!!!


ya so basically my birthday sucked.. i hope big Genes is better..

well i did get my permit.. that made it a little better :/

-Nik

im in english
ok so im in english right now.. my birthday is tomorrow!! yay!!!

anyways.. i had a really bad day at practice yesterday.. like i was honestly seriously thinking about quiting.. obv. im not gunna quit but i dunno about basketball season.

ok so we were doing our lib and i thought it was going well.. then stacy told me to bring it above my head, so i tried but either virginia or cait was pulling it out.. then she kept yelling at me but i was trying really hard..

then she told cait she should main base becasue she was doing all the work even though that is bullshit!!! whatever i just cant stand the way varsity is always mean to jv and they say comments that arent needed.. like i like stacy becasue shes usually always nice to me and all that shit.. and i know she wasnt trying to be mean.. but it just really upset me..

im already so sick of how this team doesnt care and everybody goes to practice when they want to.. and that like 5 people have quit.. w arent even going to comp.. and we are only having like 3 games so theres really no point of even having a jv.. i guess im just not good enough for cheerleading and thats why im on the suckey team..

if i do try out for basketball season and i dont make varsity im done with cheerleading forever.. its a waste of time and money..

ok those are my feelings for now..

-Nik