I NEED SEX IM HAVING WITHDRAWLS!!

its like nothing else in the world matters to you.. no problems nobody else just you your heartbeat and the one your embracing.. its like the world is falling down around you and you dont seem to care. nothing is as important as that satisfying moment which continues for hours if lucky.. its like in that moment your wrapped in all the love, all the want, all the lust in the world.. for that split second your in love.. ofr that split second your happy.. and then as quickly as it came.. your back where you began..

read me

"why does the lonely bird follow? and why does the happy bird lead? why does the sky reflect beauty and freedom why do these oceans reflect hate. why does the sun set each day farther away making for a pain we'll regret. why does life keep on going, without regards to me, or people i havent met. why am i destined to feel, like im destined for nothing at all? and why does god let us climb up so high if hes going to let us fall? why does this earth continue turning, and why wont my heart cease to beat? why does the wind keep howling why do we sweat when in heat? why do my eyes slowly follow, your shadow as you enter a room? why am i forced to be different? why am i forced to be doomed. why is this fate all around me? its in me its in you its in hate.. why does it move like a sun beam, with no need to hesiatate. why does my heart reak of depression? and why doesnt the world overflow with tears? after all of this sadness, id figure itd happen over the years. too many people feel sadness, too many children know pain. too much has gone left unspoken.. too much is lost along the way. weve lost so much in translation. theres no hope in ever turning back.. weve stopped at this time lost here in space.. evolution is now what we lack.. why have we begun to regress, and fall further behind in lifes plan? why do the trees grow, the moon shine, the child wish? and why arent you with me today? why do we bleed when were broken? why am i kicked when im down. why can we be sad when we smile? but never happy when we frown? why does the world strive to be fake? why cant we just show whats real? in a world where bigger is better, why is it that we all must conceal? why do my words hit your earlobes so lightly, but your heart and head so strong? because these questions burn in your brain, in this time, in this world, and they have for so long.. your conscience will follow, but why will it never speak? never tell you what to do, what to say what to think, but make you feel bad at the choices you make, and the risks that you take. why does the heart know only one beat, and blue bird sing only one song? the people around you protect you.. and keep walking beside you on this web of life..until finally youve turned wrong.."



i need you here with me
wont you stay next to me
ill love you endlessly
tonight... ill take you for a ride

wont you come lay with me
ill give you everything
ill be your slave tonight...
ill take you for a ride

(chorus)
its like these warning signs around me
Cant be seen when im with you
like all that surrounds me
suddenly they hide behind you

im blind and maybe im stupid
ill let the whole world see
i just cant stand to be lonely..
i just cant stand to be me

i need to see you face
brown eyes so calm and collected
ill love you endlessly
i'll take you for a ride..

(chorus)

beat me
hide me
hold me
take me
rape me
save me
its on tonight

wont you just stop your games?
im sick of hearing names
of all the other girls
your getting with tonight

wont you just stop and see
all the happiness our life could bring
id love you endlessly
ill be your slave tonight..

(chorus)

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silver and gold
it never
gets old
im trying
to grow
to go
to places you wont go

walk alone
and come up behind me
im all that you can see
walk faster
breathing louder
and you know that you can have me if you want

(chorus)
im not your average girl
im never gonna let you down
im not the girls you been with before
ill never let you down

black and blue
im falling into you
im dancing on the edge
the silence in my head
is mocking all my tones
its making me feel old
and cry all night in bed

run again
and your right behind me
stepping on the heals of my shoes
you need me just as bad as i need you
but you can have me any time you please

(chorus)

the heat is up
im sweating profusely
our bodies
collide
in teh night
all i want
is to feel right

in love
in hate
in life
its too late
ill come
ill wait
for your love
wont hesitate
all i need
is a kiss
all i need
is this fake bliss...

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