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xonixieox

:: 2005 2 January :: 11.55am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: big star x kenny chesney

vacation
vacation is sadly coming to and end..

vacation was amazing... even though i didnt have a very good christmas, and there were alot of fights between me and my family.. this has been the best winter break by far! wow it has been about baNg! i love you girls.. lol and partying with the boys! im happy that everything is slowly coming together again ! M5B!!!!!!! yay! im so excited.

we're going back to school tomorrow and i have decided that im going to start over.. im actually going to try in my classes.. i have detention on the 4th but w/e.. im even going to try to get on honor roll.. this is my new years resolution.. to do good in school and to actually try!

i dont want to go to schhol tomorrow becasue this vacation was amazing but theres nothing i can really do about that.. i cant wait till summer.. even though i have a job and im fully commited to that this summer is going to be amazing.. im gunna make it the best!

ok thats my wisdom for the day

-Nik

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 1 January :: 3.02pm


its officially a new year... damn this ones coem and gone so quickly its scarey how different things are and how much theyre changing

thistles was funnnnnnnn ill write more about it later

im at lizzys and i need to go home and shower haha ill update later

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xonixieox

:: 2005 1 January :: 6.40am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: too early for music

2005

happy 2005 baby! this years gunna be the best

wow new years was pretty fun.. well the begining was.. so let me see.. it was me amanda gini kevin dj cam bill anthony and chris.

i smoked 2 bowls with my fucking brother!

ya so it was suprising and pretty fucking interesting! ya so then they drank but wouldnt let us girls drink so that was kinda gay!(even though we drank a little anyways) lol then we all came upstairs and watched the ball drop on the fuzzy tv that barley works lol.. that was fun.. then my mom made all the boys go downstairs and the girls stay upstairs .. so then we all went to bed and now we're here in the morning feeling quite lovely lol

ok so now amanda just left.. and me and gini are trying to convince the boys to bring us to bickfords! yay!



-Nik

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 31 December :: 8.21am
:: Mood: bored

homewrecker x gretchen wilson
well i had a doctors appointment yesterday and got put onto prozac instead of zoloft :/ whatever as long as im happy i dont care what medicine im on.. anyways.. i was thinking.. anyone who is depressed just put on cmt or 99.5 or vh1 country.. guarenteed to put a smile on your face.. i think thats bang are like the only people at NHS who listen to country music .. with the exception of Katie and Dj! lol

ya so its new years eve and hopefully baNg is coming here.. but i hope my brother is having a party so that alcohol will maybe be involved lol! hahahahhahah im so funny.. hahaha i wish that i had kodak on here but w/e if ya'all wanna see my pictures go to..


picturessss!!!
click!!


ok thats all for today..

Remember when___________________?
(fill it in)

comment now bitches ! lol

-Nik

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 30 December :: 5.06pm

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 29 December :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: dont be rediculous x shania twain

do it!!
well i was reading peoples journals i came across a cute little thing..

so..

in honor of emme...

remember when_______________________?
(fill in the blanks)

ya so amanda and gini are sleeping over right now so im gunna go but i just thoght that that was wicked cute and i wanted everyone to comment to it and stuff!

-Nik

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silentcriez

:: 2004 28 December :: 12.10pm

in the heat of the night, im playing our song
while hitting the resin you left in the bong
im so lonely now, as i smoke you away
were so distant now, as im driven insane

you coat my lungs with a venomous tar
like a cancer to the heart you kill from afar
your holding me back, im blocking you too
your smoking me black, and im broken in two

(chorus)
devilish, deviant is the look in your eye
burning deep into me as your waving goodbye
suck the life right out of me, ill be fine
everytime..

in the dark of the room, im playing our song
while hitting the resin you left in the bong
like the organ at a funeral you eat me away
booming with anger, and fury and rage

peircing my skin, with the bite of a leech
take me down and bury me deep
show me another one of your new tricks
and slip me some more toxin, i need a fix

(chorus)

in the heat of the night, im playing our song
while hitting the resin you left in the bong
im so lonely now, as i smoke you away
were so distant now, as im driven insane

bite through the flesh bleed out my veins
youve corrupted my mind, and spoon fed me pain
im distant and hollow at the mercy of you
you bite and you practice your wickid voodoo

suck the life right out of me, im telling you i will be fine
everytime..

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 27 December :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: its 5 oclock somewhere x alan jackson and jimmy buffet

blah ass day
well last night i slept over Gini's house w/ julie.. lol we had a ton of fun.. we pansed julie and she just stood there for like 10 mins.. hilarious let me tell you! lol.. then we went ot practice and good thing i went becasue coach needed my help!

ya so then me and Gini went to the mall and met britt and amanda there!! BAnGin' at the mall lol! ya so then gini's mom wouldnt let her sleep over.. she never lets her do anything here.. its always at her house or nowhere.. its kinda gay.. and she always lectures virginia about gay ass shit that is irrelevent to her life.. honestly she needs to let virginia live her fucking life.. that girl gets leff freedom than fucking people in lockup and shit.. its really fucked up..

ya so now im sitting at home by myself.. and my parents are gay so im petty lonely! ya thats all.. not like anyones gunna read it..


comment please!

-Nik

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xoxchubbyxox

:: 2004 27 December :: 12.32pm
:: Music: ...

...
well christmas is over already. its liek you wait for it for a month anbd then it passes by like nothing. idk lol. i got lots of presents and money...it was an awesome christams but it made me miss natick alot too. it feels so different from what i imagined back 5 months ago...its sad thinking about it, so i dont. ill never have what i had there, and what remain are only memories. i guess im better than i was when i first started out, and im glad for that. ive lost so many more friends and people than ive gained...and i dont know how to deal with that.

the few friendships i have held on to have faded so much with the distance. and the feelings i once had have been lost forever. but it was all inevitable, i knew it but i refused to accept it.



please comment.




-darien



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Cocopuff

:: 2004 26 December :: 10.24am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Matchbox 20- "3 am"

Merry Christmas

Wow!! Christmas has already come and gone... its weird becasue it doent even feel like december.. this year has flown by, but so much has changed...

i didnt get much for christmas under the tree but thats cuz i got my class ring and i went to St Martin with Manda.. but i got a few things.. including 300$ on scratch tickets and a 500$ pack of corvett stuff...

yea so its the day after christmas.. and what are manda and i goann do... duhh stuff are faces go get high and stuff are faces again... so bubye

~Lizzy

...SoMeWhErE...

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