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silentcriez

:: 2005 10 July :: 10.38am

you make me feel beautiful - ecstacy - heaven - life - you are perfect - nonchalant - pessimistic - gorgeous...

i dont know what im talking about but things are working for me, and im very thankful of that..

sarah and anna are here right now and theyre sleeping
i love them

update later

...SoMeWhErE...


Cocopuff

:: 2005 7 July :: 12.31am

haha saw this in mandas thing so i tried it

You scored as Slut.

Slut

69%

Hippy

63%

Athletic Tomboy

50%

Popular Bitch

31%

Loser

25%

Goth

19%

Preppy Girl

0%

Nerdy Girl

0%

What type of girl are you?!!
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...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 6 July :: 1.13pm

Consider the forces which might influence a person's behavior and choices. What influences have played a role in the play so far? How has Romeo responded to the presence or absence of these forces? What can you say about his character based on his behavior?

Well being the stubborn person I am, I have taught myself self control and learned to pave the way for myself. Life has thrown temptations and barracades in my way, but I have a strong head on my shoulders which rarely fails me. In everday life we face people who cause us to be one way, and others another. Constantly juggling us back and forth, from likes, and dislikes. Love playing a big part in our society everyone wanders around searching for love. At 14 and 15 feeling left out when we don't know what love is. Well I believe that personally I have never experienced love, but whose to say for others, my definition surely varies from my peers. Basing a boyfriend or girlfriend upon love at this age is most likely just a hoax. With such immature logic, and undeveloped philosophies love consists merely of puppy dog emotions, lathered with infatuation. Love based upon vision and what is being scene, rather than felt.

Romeo believed that he truly love Rosaline, that he would never be free from her spell. He was infatuated by her, almost intoxicated by her beauty. Under the influence believing that nothing lived finer than she. When the reality is that he was blinded by this drug, this beauty. We are able to see that this so called love was not pure by how quickly he gets over her after the sight of Juliet. This makes me wonder if his intentions were pure. Does he see in her what he did in Rosaline as well? But with Juliet, he is sober, his eyesight is not blurry and loves for her soul. Love can make a person do crazy things. With this as one of the main themes in the play, it shows us that love is about taking risks, and being willing to lose everything you had earned for 5 minutes of happiness. That bliss felt when in the presence of eachother, like two parts of a song coming together, void when played alone, but when together forming a harmony like no other. When each instrument can finish the others song, love feeds off of this song, and grows with each note added, each day passing. Love is something to earned over time, not to be won in an instant.

I believe that Romeo is led by his heart. With the night as his veil, his insecurities are hidden and only his true self shows. Locked up in his room all day blocking out the day it shows us that he doesn't like to face reality, avoiding the light. Romeo and Juliet also show us that, "a life without love, is no life worth living."

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 4 July :: 12.39am

as the world grows less aware
we become comfortably numb
wading in the darkness
were hiding from the sun
as the world grows quiet and uncrowded
we watch with open eyes

--

cant finish that for some reason

--

eh my hearts not in it right now

so the fireworks were fun tonight the last ones natick will ever have :(

me drew sancho kelsey meaghan katie dunny and the toms went to coolidge hill for the fire works.. it was fun we drank and smoked and had a good time but i wanted to be somewhere else :-[ i want to talk to you..

i want to be with you..

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 30 June :: 9.43pm

why would you make me wait
when you know youll never come
why wont you tell me straight
instead of playing dumb?

why would you kiss my lips
when you wanna be saying goodbye
why would you tell me this
when you know its all lies

(chorus)
you make me weak
when you touch me
when you kiss me
im at your beck and call
im yours for keeps
when you love me
when you touch me
im giving it all..

so tell me why would you come here
When you want to be with her
baby why do you sound sincere
when your lifes really just a blur

and why would you drug me
with your innocence and wine
when your drunken and your lovely
and your leaving when the sun shines

(chorus)

beauty in a twisted lie
lovers in the twisted sheets
hating every minute here
yet your still with me
we play our stupid games
of do you love me enough
while were fighting together
were playing so rough

why would you taint me this way
and leave your mark on me
why would you say that youll stay
if its so easy to leave?

why would you call every night
when you dont hear a sound
well if your leaving tonight
you better start walking now..

--

a hand written letter
Sealed with a kiss
told a tall tale legend
of a love just like this
i saw it in movies
and books that i read
but i never imagined
these thoughts in my head

beauty falls under
pain makes its way
hearing the thunder
the sttorms on its way
if your leaving, get on and go
dont ever let me see your face again

im singing you a lullaby
soft and sweet
your giving me an alliby
your down ten feet deep
maybe we can make up
all this wasted time
under the moon where we kiss
in the untold stories
of a love just like this

--

"a purple melody floats in one ear and out the other for a moment i am changed. for a moment i am light. for a moment love is effortless. the silver plataue of crimson hovers above me in a lucid strand of heaven, while golden dandilions dance diligently to my melody. memories though esoteric are plenty in this euphoric pasture and they fill my mind. overflowing into an ocean of you. a purple melody floats in one ear and out the other and for a moment i am changed."

--

an echo in the darkness
bleeds its last goodbye
and im standing here naked
and im ready to cry
i stare deep into your eyes
As you push me away
why do i keep coming back
when i should walk away?
i need to leave you here
i need to start over again
it wont work now
and it didnt happen then
my hearts just an empty
vacume of pain
bordering confusion
im bordering insane
walk the plank little baby
take whats coming to you
walk the plank to your destiny
walk it off walk it off

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 27 June :: 10.52am

i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm

I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye


OMGGGGGGG

BEACH TODAY WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!! i got soooo tan and saw the man of my dreams lol but he had a girlfriend lol and my mind was elsewhere.... bahaha write more later

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 26 June :: 10.49pm

the wake was really hard to take yesterday.. i cried alot but that wasnt the worst part for me.. the worst was the guilt i felt the rest of the night for being happy.. how can i be happy when this perfectly healthy smart young mans life has been ripped away from him without even being given the chance to show what he had to offer the world...its not right..

RIP SLIM 6/22/05


well we went to get something to eat after self medicating.. and then dana came over for a while which was good.. hm..

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silentcriez

:: 2005 25 June :: 3.50pm


okay so that was dumb lol

dana and i headed out at like 10:30 stopped to get my money out -- it wouldnt work i had to call my dad and wait about 15 minutes.. finally got the money then headed out got almost all the way there and are looking for exit 5 -- i look at the signs and theyre all going up.. 32, 33, 34 hmmm looks like we took the wrong road lol so we turned back around and drove for a while then got lost again... dana got pissed and decided it wasnt even worth it to go so we drove all the way back home to natick.. oh joy -- i really wanted to go kyaking at this place but dana wouldnt! >:o so we got something to eat then went to the water fall in south natick and sat there for a while it was pretty.. then we left and drove around aimlessly in this damn heat.. n now im back home waiting for something to do.. damn.. what a day

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 25 June :: 8.59am

so last night was the oasis concert it was good wickid packed.. we sat in traffic for an hour and a half haha i slept the whole ride home

and now im waiting for dana to get out of work then were off to the sounds of the underground tour which should be fun :-)

update more later

Hippy

81%

Goth

69%

Slut

69%

Athletic Tomboy

50%

Nerdy Girl

38%

Popular Bitch

31%

Loser

19%

Preppy Girl

6%

What type of girl are you?!!
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...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2005 22 June :: 10.49am

i love it when you want me..

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