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well i guess i should update. i never know what to say, i mean, im feeling so much, but its nothing new.

i think ive figured out that if i had stayed in natick, i may have been just as unhappy eventually, i guess its just happened quicker. i miss all of you, everyone, everything...but why? you dont give a fuck about me, dont bother telling me otherwise, as if you would.

memories, they aere all i have left, and the only thing i have is what i have to question.

i always wondered how people REALLY felt, i told myself, they told me, that they were real and genuine when i ever questioned it. and i just cant figure out why. why if they were only going to do this in the end.

i tell myself that i am better than that, but am i? maybe i would have done the same. ill try and remember how badly it hurt. use it to be better to people in the future.

what did i do? what is wrong with me to make this happen. it has to be me because i thought you were such good people.

i have to change, or else this wil happen again, and therew ill be no way out.

what did i do to make you hurt me.

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