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krazykelc1

:: 2004 18 July :: 1.09am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Twiztid-Your the Reazon

Hell yeah Summer'04



last night (early this morning) kicked ass. It's been so fuckin long since I've gone out durin the night n had that much fun... night swimming n goin to McDonald's at like 3am in the back of a pick-up truck watchin the stars.. it was so awesome I hadn't done nething like that in so long... it was good to do something diff. for a change


the past few days actually have been pretty good..... we took bong rips at karltons cousins house friday.. haven't done that in a long time either. n I also saw Matty I haven't seen him since.... probly before school ended.



well its been a fun weekend.. but I do miss robbie & jimmy :-( I thought I would be hanging out with them the past few days but they never called.. n then tonite Jimmy asked me to go meet him n his nephew so I saw him for a lil

there were plans for tonite.. I thought.. but I'm wicked burnt out n I need to gain back some sleep that I've lost.. so I think I'll do that instead


Bday- 3 days
Court- 7/26
Maine- 7/27 through 7/30

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 18 July :: 12.22am

I gotta new life
You would hardly recognize me I'm so glad
How could a person like me care for you
Why do I bother
When you're not the one for me
Oooo, is enough, enough

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign
Life is demanding without understanding
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign
No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong
But where do you belong

Under the clear moon
For so many years I've wondered who you are
How can a person like you bring me joy
Under the pale moon
Where I see a lot of stars
Oooooo Is enough, enough

I saw the sign...
oooh Oh oooh

(Instrumental)

I saw the sign and it opened up my mind
And I am happy now living without you
I've left you, ooohhh
I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign
No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong

I saw the sign - I saw the sign


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krazykelc1

:: 2004 17 July :: 6.03pm



This is to a boy

who got inside
my head..
with all the
Amazing
things he did..

...SoMeWhErE...


SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2004 16 July :: 11.27am
:: Music: saves the day

ha what do you all have to say to this except its so true. lol

dumbass
god you dumbass.


What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: happier
:: Music: Vertical Horizon-Best I ever had

I wished upon a star tonight....

..and it came true..

sorta


I wish it would always be this easy.. just wish on the first star you see and everything will suddenly get better.. but it's not always like that. I can't depend on such things to make my mistakes vanish.. I need to learn to think before I say certain things that could hurt another person... and even hurt me more....


::thankful::

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 15 July :: 11.16pm

I want to love somebody
I hear you need somebody to love
Oh I want to love somebody
I hear you're looking
for somebody to love

'Cause you need to be back
in the arms of a good friend
and I need to be back
in the arms of a girlfriend

I didn't know nobody
and then I saw you coming my way
Oh I didn't know nobody
and then I saw you coming my way

Don't you need to be back
in the arms of a good friend?
Oh 'cause honey believe me
I'd sure love to call you
my girlfriend
[solo]

Don't you need to be back
in the arms of a good friend?
Oh 'cause honey believe me
I'd sure love to call you
my girlfriend

'Cause you
got a good thing going baby
You only need somebody to love
Oh you got a good thing going
You're only looking
for someone to love
'Cause you need to get back
in the arms of a good friend

And I'm never gonna set you free
No I'm never gonna set you free



---

its 3 in teh morning
cant get you off my mind
theres a strange satisfaction
when you cross it

blinded by you
and its something you do
that makes me fall..

i get weak in teh knees
i cant hardly speak
the look in your eyes
sends chills down my spine
and the warmth in the air
it shows that you care
and i thank my lucky stars

that you, are my eveything
youll always be my everything
deep inside my heart
youll always be with me
when we are appart
and my heart ois yours
forever and more
i will give you all you want
i love you, i love you
tell me you love me too

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SnOwFlAkEa4

:: 2004 15 July :: 12.44pm
:: Music: pieces of me :0)

interesting lol
snowflakea4: my mom gave mee a glass of whipped ram
snowflakea4: what the heck
catattack11883: ram?
catattack11883: what the heck is that?
snowflakea4: idk
catattack11883: lol
snowflakea4: i dont know why i typed that
snowflakea4: now thats gonig to be bothering me
snowflakea4: whats ram
catattack11883: do you mean cream?
snowflakea4: oh i meant to say cram
snowflakea4: lol
snowflakea4: cream*
snowflakea4: lol
catattack11883: omg ll
catattack11883: lol*
snowflakea4: dude
snowflakea4: lol
snowflakea4: something is wrong with me
catattack11883: thats alright your problems are nothing compared to mine lol
snowflakea4: thank you lol
catattack11883: lol someone will say that they are dumb and ill be like okay compare you to me youre the smartest person int he world
catattack11883: the*

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 14 July :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: ughhh I miss him
:: Music: Never Really Was.... -Mario Winans

I woke up this morning thinking you were still there... then I realized it wasn't all a dream :[

I don't know what to think I don't know what to believe...

I need answers I need to find out how and why it's coming down like this
It's really bugging me that I haven;t talked to him... so obv he doesn't care enough or else I wouldn't be sitting here wondering why this is happening

All I know is it's no suprise...
he never did stay <|3

...SoMeWhErE...


xoxchubbyxox

:: 2004 14 July :: 4.06pm
:: Music: usher: confessions

blah
lol yeah its been along long long long time...well ive just been so busy with doing nothing...currently im voulnteering at woodtrail...it has shown me how much i hate some 3rd graders..haha well neway i havent been doing nething special..just hanging around...i miss and love everyone i havent been seeing lately...and i hate to say it but i miss school...especially since i will never go there again..hard to accept ...but whatever..i have to deal with it i guess...this weekend im going up to nh AGAIN ugh...but after that call me with ne plans.. PLEASE!! my cell phone is broken so until i get anew one call my house!!!!!!!!!

...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 14 July :: 2.57pm

if you wanna leave
i won't beg you to stay
and if you gotta go darling
maybe it's better that way
i'm gonna be strong
i'm gonna do fine
don't worry about this heart of mine
just walk out that door
yea see if i care
go on and go now but
don't turn around
cause you're gonna see my heart breaking
don't turn around
i don't want you seeing me cry
just walk away
it's tearing me apart
that you're leaving
i'm letting you go
but i won't let you know
i won't miss your arms around me
holding me tight
if you ever think about me
just know that i'll be alright
i'm gonna be strong
i'm gonna do fine
don't worry about this heart of mine
i know i'll survive
sure i'll make it through
and i'll even learn to live without you
don't turn around
cause you're gonna see my heart breaking
don't turn around
i don't want you seeing me cry
just walk away
it's tearing me apart
that you're leaving
i'm letting you go
but i won't let you know
i wish i could scream out loud
that i love you
i wish i could say to you
don't go
as he walks away he feels the pain getting strong
people in your life they don't know what's going on
too proud to turn around he's gone
don't turn around
cause you're gonna see my heart breaking
don't turn around
i don't want you seeing me cry
just walk away
it's tearing me apart
that you're leaving
i'm letting you go
but i won't let you know



---


im starring in your eyes
and you look into mine
and i fall deeper for you

i am blind
by the light shining in your eyes
its shining down for me

(chorus)
when you hold me
everything just fades away
i am held by you
and everything just goes my way
i wanna say so many things to you
i wanna tell you that i dont love you
i wanna tell you i wont stand for this no more
but when you look at me
the words just wont speak

i stare at you
and you are looking at me too
we catch a glimpse of eachothers stare
were playing mind games in the sun
and i just wonder whats begun

intoxication melts me into you
ive fallen under i dont know what to do
you make me think things i dont want to

(chorus)
when you hold me
everything just fades away
i am held by you
and everything just goes my way
i wanna say so many things to you
i wanna tell you that i dont love you
i wanna tell you i wont stand for this no more
but when you look at me
the words just wont speak

if you love me
why dont you stay here
if you love me
then why is she here

i dont know what it is you think im gonna do
wont wait here forever for you?
i just wanna know
what the hell you expect from me

someone whose gonna be
right there for you
on every call
just something to be there for you
i wont be the one you fall back to

(bridge)
you say u love me
and youll never let me go
you tell me taht you need me
im everything you know
if you love me why dont you just show me
and be with me

(chorus)

cause i care for you
you can cry to me
ill be there listening to every beat
and i will catch your broken heart
when shes torn it appart

(chorus)

how can you love her when you share all your dreams with me
how can you tell her that you love her
when i know everything about you
i love you.. i love you..i love you
but your gonna have to choose


----

im hanging on your words
every warm summer night
im lookign in your eyes
and this feelings more than right

i used to have
such immature emotions for you
but now their acting up again
and i know its true

im hanging on your kiss everynight
im hanging on your words
just to feel alright
they say "go ahead"
and "i could have you if i want"
but i dont think you really like me
you just like to taunt

do you really like those ugly girls your hanging with
is just just for the sex?
or the hell of it
and whose that girl your giving all your love to
bet it isnt true...

im hanging on your kiss every night
losing sight falling into your eyes
this heat it overwhelms me
and im falling int you
against everything that i wnat
and every moral ive been taught
but for you i feel i can bend the rules

summer lovin'
ends all too quickly
will we have to end when summer comes to close
will i always hold you in my heart?
will you feel the way that i feel?
or is it just a game to take my heart
i just want you to know you had it already..

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