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krazykelc1

:: 2004 18 May :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: PMS
:: Music: Eminem Obie Trice 50 Cent-Luv me

New Background..



Thank you piggy! :-)

I still need an icon though.. if any1 has anythign that matches let me know! thanks

new addition to the family... JaSmiNe
R.I.P. lil one, peter, cici, marilyn, & marley =(


1 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


xoxchubbyxox

:: 2004 18 May :: 8.28pm
:: Music: graduation song :'(

goodbye
basically we are gunna move, there is no turinging back now apparently my mom would have to "find out something really bad about moving at this poiint" to even consider stayong here. i dont understand at all, one moment it was a possiblity, and now, im gone...it just happened so amazingly fast. what about my entire life as i know it? its all gone...how can i accept that? i know i will do my absolute best to maintain my friendships here, but they will fade eventually, and it will never ever be the same. Think about it, when i first move i will call u guys everyday..telling about my new life and how much i miss you and lon got see you...but inevitabley we will not be able to relate to eachothe rin any way and our once strong friendships will drift away. this is unimaginable and extremely hard to accept..i will be in denial forever it seems. i miss u all already..and my nostalgia is already overwhelming...i havent even gone yet ...what will i do without u guys? how will my life go? ...what about natick? im gone...my whole life is slowly slipping away and i am powerless.... here is a recent coversation with lizzy, reading makes me cry...

misspigglet3210: ...i think its gunna happen, i talked to my mom and she said she really wants to ad is leaning towards moving...nothing i do can change her mind
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: NO!
CocoPuff0210: OMG IM GONNA CRY
CocoPuff0210: THATS SOO GAY
CocoPuff0210: I JSUT MET U
misspigglet3210: lol i know, i feel like its the worst thing that could happen
CocoPuff0210: NO UR LEAVEING ME
misspigglet3210: i know
CocoPuff0210: NO THATS NPT FAIR
misspigglet3210: ....i hate her
CocoPuff0210: >:o
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: i wish i could do something
misspigglet3210: maybe i could still see you guys
CocoPuff0210: me 2
misspigglet3210: in the summmer
CocoPuff0210: id do nething
CocoPuff0210: yea
misspigglet3210: i would call you...and talk to all the time
misspigglet3210: i would do nethign too
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: inm crying
misspigglet3210: and she thinks that me moving in with autumn isnt realistic
misspigglet3210: me too
CocoPuff0210: no but it is
CocoPuff0210: if her mom is willing
misspigglet3210: i know, but my mom said that if we move, i am coming with her
CocoPuff0210: u shoudl tell the ppl at her work to take away the offer
misspigglet3210: and it was my only chance to be happy
misspigglet3210: lol i know
misspigglet3210: i wish i could
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: no
CocoPuff0210: this makes me soo mad
misspigglet3210: maybe she will come home tomorrow or something after she talks to her boss and say that she decided not to
misspigglet3210: me too
misspigglet3210: i mean, i met spo many new friends this year, and i know so many ppl
CocoPuff0210: wbhat does ur bro say?
misspigglet3210: and i know thuis town
misspigglet3210: he doesnt care
misspigglet3210: like his friends are moving away
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: dotn chnage ur sn or nething lol
misspigglet3210: well, i still have the summer
CocoPuff0210: yes i will keep it
CocoPuff0210: and if i cahnge it i will infore u wiht months in advance
CocoPuff0210: cuz i can't lose tuc with u
misspigglet3210: i wont forget u ever...i will do my best to keep ion contact with u
misspigglet3210: lol ok
misspigglet3210: i know
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: omg
CocoPuff0210: this is soo sad
CocoPuff0210: no
misspigglet3210: i know, its terrible
misspigglet3210: i feel like its so bad that its unimaginable
CocoPuff0210: i have a tummy ake
CocoPuff0210: :-(
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: i wll enver be able to like call u guys after school and stuff to hang out, or walk newhere
misspigglet3210: oo lol im sorry
CocoPuff0210: its ok
CocoPuff0210: omg stop
CocoPuff0210: it makes me mad
CocoPuff0210: its not fair
CocoPuff0210: i liek jsut met u
CocoPuff0210: and now ur leaving me
misspigglet3210: i know.....
CocoPuff0210: i love u u can't leave me... idk what ill do in algebra 2 all alone
misspigglet3210: omg i know
CocoPuff0210: ill cry everytime i go to class cuz i can't look over at u and laff about somehting
CocoPuff0210: omg and the book
CocoPuff0210: we have to make 3 copies soo we can all keep one
misspigglet3210: i will keep it to remeber u guys....and i will take pcitures if you
misspigglet3210: lkol i now
misspigglet3210: we should
CocoPuff0210: we have 2
misspigglet3210: i will brb....in like 10 mins k?
CocoPuff0210: kk
misspigglet3210: hello
CocoPuff0210: hey u
misspigglet3210: my mom said that she has an appointemnt on friday so she would have to pick us up at around 4:30 instead
misspigglet3210: have u asked ur mom if you could sleep over yet?
CocoPuff0210: yea she said she tell me on wed
CocoPuff0210: lol
misspigglet3210: lol..ok
CocoPuff0210: random day
misspigglet3210: yeah lol
CocoPuff0210: lol my moms weird liek that
misspigglet3210: i have to make a list of thinsg to do beofr ei leave
misspigglet3210: i wll help me lol
misspigglet3210: u*
CocoPuff0210: yea i will
misspigglet3210: and i wll get like 10 disposable cameras to take a bunch of pictures
CocoPuff0210: ok
CocoPuff0210: and get dubbles and send me the ones of me u and nikie
misspigglet3210: lol i will make sure to do that
misspigglet3210: and of me and u
CocoPuff0210: :-D
CocoPuff0210: good
CocoPuff0210: aww no
CocoPuff0210: not good
CocoPuff0210: we wound need pic if ur mom wasent makeing u leave
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: lol i know, i would ave to visit alot during the summer, and take uu gusy up for a week and come down and satyw ith ppl for a week
misspigglet3210: :-(
CocoPuff0210: yea
CocoPuff0210: omg u could liek live with me for a week
CocoPuff0210: that would boo fun!
CocoPuff0210: b*
misspigglet3210: lyeah!
misspigglet3210: lol i need ahug rite now
CocoPuff0210: :-)one god thing
misspigglet3210: yeah lol
CocoPuff0210: i knwo me 2
CocoPuff0210: when ui see u tomorrow im liek not gonan let go
misspigglet3210: lol me neoither
misspigglet3210: i cant
misspigglet3210: its like, unbelievable
misspigglet3210: lol i worte something in my journal and i keep reading it and its making me sad
misspigglet3210: lol *gives lizzy a hug*
misspigglet3210: (it counts virtually)
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: im gonna read it h/o
misspigglet3210: lol ok
misspigglet3210: on friday, or sooner, i am gunna make a list of things i need to do before i leave
misspigglet3210: ......its so hard not to think abou tit
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: i posted a comment and im ballign my eyes out
misspigglet3210: omglizzy i cant leave you! i love you!!!!!!!! i am crying too!!!
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: its gunna be so hard
CocoPuff0210: I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CocoPuff0210: i know
misspigglet3210: ...i will call u too
misspigglet3210: ..and my mom said she would promise to give me back my text massaging if i left
CocoPuff0210: omg all i can do is think abot math wihtout u im gonanm b soo alone
misspigglet3210: i would text u all the time
misspigglet3210: awww
CocoPuff0210: and i ahve textign now ill text u back!
misspigglet3210: lol i know!!
CocoPuff0210: :-D
CocoPuff0210: :-\*
misspigglet3210: ur thing made me cry
CocoPuff0210: trying to smile threw the tears
misspigglet3210: ...its so terrible
CocoPuff0210: its horrable
misspigglet3210: me too
misspigglet3210: it really is
misspigglet3210: i feel so powerless
CocoPuff0210: it makes me soo mad to think about it
CocoPuff0210: :'(
misspigglet3210: ...mad and sad an nostalgic
misspigglet3210: ...what do u have first tomorrow?
CocoPuff0210: study
misspigglet3210: oh yeah...are u gunna be on time..?
misspigglet3210: lol
CocoPuff0210: lol i hope
misspigglet3210: ok, well i have english and i will meet u outside my room
CocoPuff0210: kk!
CocoPuff0210: my s?
CocoPuff0210: mrs*
misspigglet3210: shugrues
misspigglet3210: ...near ur locker neway
misspigglet3210: lol
CocoPuff0210: lol kk
misspigglet3210: i am gunna save this convo..and like email it to myslef, and all the otehr ones i have with ppl from now on so i have as many things and emories as possible to hold on to
misspigglet3210: i am so afriad that despite all our efforts...that our friendship will slowly drift away
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: no dont say that
misspigglet3210: like...the distance will prevent us from being close
misspigglet3210: i know, i truly hope that it never ever happens but its afear of mine
misspigglet3210: i am gunna try extra hard to keep it form happeneing
CocoPuff0210: im gona try 2
misspigglet3210: we at elats have the rest of the year and most of the summer i think
CocoPuff0210: yea... still not enuf time
misspigglet3210: i know
misspigglet3210: ....3 years is enough time for me haha
misspigglet3210: io am gunna try to enjoy the rest of my time here
misspigglet3210: i am gunna need ur help for that lkol
CocoPuff0210: lol np ill help
CocoPuff0210: no worries
misspigglet3210: haha lol ok....i will miss evryone..esp the ppl i will never se agian..like just aquaintences...becuase..like...we will still talk..and they arent close enough to me ike keep in touch..thats why its even more sad becaus ei wil be saying goodbye forver
CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: i hate he words good and bye
misspigglet3210: but i will still miss u the most
CocoPuff0210: espicalyl bye
misspigglet3210: me too!!
CocoPuff0210: cuz it cant b a good bye if ur relly sayign bye
misspigglet3210: ...thats so true
misspigglet3210: imagine the last time i will see you
misspigglet3210: ..th elast and final goodbye...
misspigglet3210: thats so sad
CocoPuff0210: omg
CocoPuff0210: thats soo sad
misspigglet3210: omg i know
misspigglet3210: :-(

Auto response from CocoPuff0210: crying!!:'(Darien u CAN'T leave me

CocoPuff0210: i can't breath im cryign soo hard

Auto response from CocoPuff0210: crying...in the shower.

CocoPuff0210: :'(
CocoPuff0210: I LOVE U!!!
misspigglet3210: I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!! I AMM SO SAD!!!! BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANDI WILL NEVER EVER FORGERT U OR LOSE TOUCH

Auto response from CocoPuff0210: >:o

misspigglet3210: !!!!!!!!
CocoPuff0210: :'(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: leaving everythingand everyone that i loved
CocoPuff0210: :'(:'(
misspigglet3210: i dont understand my mother
misspigglet3210: maybe there si still a chance to stay

well...i love you lizzy..and everyone else!! ...goodbye..

16 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 17 May :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: so fresh n so clean
:: Music: Usher-Confessions Part II

Quiz/Survey thing from meg's journal



[four beverages you drink frequently]
1: orange soda
2: chocholate milk
3. pepsi
4: water

[four things to do when you're bored]
1: smoke
2: talk online
3: clean/organize
4:

[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1: pot
2. my lovely friends :o)
3:
4:

[four things you can't live without]
1: my girls
2: my mommy
3: computer
4: cellphone

[about ten years ago ]
1: I was carefree
2: drug-free
3: ignorance was bliss

[about two years ago]
1: I was in 7th grade
2: my best friends were katie amanda n meggy
3: my biggest dilemma was what I would wear to school the next morning

[about one year ago]
1: I was in 8th grade
2: I was still best friends with katie amanda n meggy
3: I fell inlove for the first time - with Joe
4: I had lost the only love I ever knew
5: I hung out at the mall every weekend with my friends n Framingham boys, instead of downtown or @ johnson..

[today...]
1: I got high during lunch
2: Sat at Johnson for hours
3: came home

[3 things you dislike]
1: fakeness
2: guys who dont care
3: caring so much about ppl who dont care about me

[four CD's from your collection that you will never get tired of]
1: 3 Doors Down
2: D12 world
3: all my burned shit
4: RHCP californication

[four vacations you have taken]
1: Wells, Maine
2: Disney World
3: Cape Cod
4: Lake Winnepesawki, NH

[Three things you'd like to learn]
1: how to do that thing meg can do with her bowl
2: how to be happy with what I have
3: I'll come back to this...



What is your favorite...

gum: Eclipse

restaurant: Friendly's

drink: Orange Soda, Corona

season: Summer, Fall

type of weather: sunny but not hott

emotion: feeling loved

thing to do on a half day: chill w/ppl

late-night activity: drink smoke n chill

city: boston

store: abercrombie weathervane wet seal

When was the last time you...

cried: a few days ago

laughed: today

hugged someone: today I hugged robbie &jimmy :)

felt depressed: dont remember

felt overworked: umm I dunno..always

faked sick: dont remember

What was the last...

word you said: "ya mom"

thing you ate: Wendy's

thing you drank: Orange Soda

song you listened to: Usher-Confessions part II

place you went to: Wendy's

movie you saw: Thirteen

Piercings: 3 lobes 1 nose

Tattoos: none

Height: 5'2 ish

Hair Color: blackish

Siblings: 2 brothers

Natural Hair Color: dark brown

Hair Color Currently: black by mistake

Eye Color At Birth: blue

Eye Color Currently: blueish I guess

Glasses/Contacts: no

Birthdate: July 21

Sign: Cancer

Current Age: 14

Siblings names: Ryan n Brett

School: NHS


Current Grade: 9th

College Plans: umm fuck

LAST
Song that was stuck in your head: Do or Die w/ Twista- Do U

Person that called you: ummmm Meg earlier today

TV Show you watched: not sure

Person you were thinking of: who am I always thinking of? :-\


DO
You have a crush on anyone: ya

Wish you could live somewhere else: rarely

You think about suicide: not on a regular basis

Others find you attractive: prob not

Want more piercings: not right now

You like cleaning: yes wen I'm bored

You like roller coasters: yes

Who...?
Have You Known The Longest: Andrea Jessica

Do You Argue The Most With: Amanda haha

Do You Always Get Along With: Meg n Kate

Is The Most Trustworthy: all my friends are basically

Makes You Laugh The Most: Jessie n Meg

Always Has A Man/Woman: JESSIE HAHA I LOVE YOU

Is The Most Sensitive: dont know

Has The Coolest Parents: Brittany

Has The Coolest Sibling(s): Amanda

Is The Most Outgoing: Amanda n Lizzy

Is Most Rebellious: Meg n Jessie

Is Most Likely To Become Famous: Amanda

Is Most Likely To Become Rich: I dont know.. a drug dealer

Is Most Likely To Wind Up In Jail: I have high hopes for them

Is Most Likely To Have A Million Kids: I can picture Lizzy having a large hick family

Always Wears A Smile: Jess

Without Thinking About It, Who Do You Think Would Die For You?: no one

Complains The Least: kate

Do you want to die: I could only name a few

Biggest Flirt: Lizzy

Never EVER Betrayed You: no1

Biggest Pimp : JIMMY

2 ...iTs 5 O'cLoCk... | ...SoMeWhErE...


silentcriez

:: 2004 17 May :: 8.46pm

hello journal im on teh fone with sean :-) nothing really exciting has happened.. been going tanning n shit.. yay tann.. yay summer! lol i can almost taste the summer coming.. i love it

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 17 May :: 5.38pm
:: Music: roses!

gay ass mother fuckers!
luckycharmz435: wow if you didnt fucking want to go with me you could have just fucking sed so instead of ditching me for julie.. .you coul've just fucking sed you wanted to go with her instead of trying to cover yourself up like a fucking bitch... like saying you stayed after and thought you would make the bus when you fucking walked out with julie and then sed you were going to goerges!
luckycharmz435: wow thats really fucked up ya know that!
misspigglet3210: ask lizzy i had to stay after! i totally forgot to tell u i am really syr...i forgot until last period when the people reminded me for the math porject dure next week...i just forgot...i thought u went home
luckycharmz435: ok well thats fuckin bull shit because one... you knew my cell number.. 2... you completly sed you thought you coud make the bus... then changed your fuckin story... 3... you dont giva a fuck about anyone but yourself
misspigglet3210: uhm, i did think i would make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...they said it would onyl take like 10 mins
misspigglet3210: and it trook alot longer
luckycharmz435: ok but you dilibertly made plans with julie before you knoew the bus came so theres anotheer lie.. and like i sed you only fucking care about your gay ass self!!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: ...think whatever u wnat to..i just forgot...and i shouldve called ua nd i am really really sorry....
misspigglet3210: i didnt make plans with her, she was at the meeting
misspigglet3210: so, afterwoarsd, when i saw that my bus had gone, we decided to go then
luckycharmz435: bull shit i dont give a fuck anymore... do wahtever he fuck you want and i dont want to be involved in ANY of it !
luckycharmz435: your lies are s ofucking gay just get the fuck over yourself!
misspigglet3210: ...i didnt lie at all
misspigglet3210: ...i am telling the truth
misspigglet3210: but w/e, think what u wanna, i said i was sorry, and i told u the truth, but i understand why u are still mad at me...just dont think i lied or nething or made any deliberately w/o u
misspigglet3210: any plans*
luckycharmz435: ohhh and waht do we have here?... ding ding ding... another what?? another LIE!!!! just do me a fucknig favor and leave me the fuck alone... when u see me just act liek im not fucknig there because i dont want to be!! say whatever the fuck you want because when your story changes 5 times im not gunna fucking believe anything you say... this is what like 2 times in 3 days>???
luckycharmz435: just fuck off!
misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: ...WHEN?
misspigglet3210: itsa ll the same
misspigglet3210: and not even a story
misspigglet3210: ist the truth
luckycharmz435: w/e because your fucking two faced and i dont wanna hear it because oyu know how gay you were and are being!
misspigglet3210: ...just expalin to me how i am tow faced.,..ur making stuff up now
misspigglet3210: i told u the truth!!!!!!
misspigglet3210: when did i lie........?
misspigglet3210: i know ur very mad at me, and u should be for what i did...but it was a complete accident....i never lied to u..or did anything behind ur back...and i am not two faced
misspigglet3210: misspigglet3210: ..it enevr changed!!! i am telling u the truth!!
luckycharmz435: whatever... i dont give a fuck about you anymore!
misspigglet3210: but whatever, if u dont wanna beleive me or even ever talk to me then thast fine
luckycharmz435: ok good... because i dont like fucking two faced little fucking bitches like you!
misspigglet3210: ...how a,m i two faced??? i told u the truth!!...when did i lie???????????
luckycharmz435: ummm.. .when you fucking changed your story 5 times!
misspigglet3210: when did it change?
luckycharmz435: im not fucking making anything up... you are two faced.. you lied when firsts you fucking sed that you tried to make the bus, then that you and julie were going to georges anyways, then that you made plans once you knew the bus didnt come, but you didnt kjnow until you went outside.. so.. and you fucking never even tried to call so its obvious what your intentions were all along\
misspigglet3210: u dont underwstand..i said this before, i was walking out to the buses really quickyl..and ididdnt even see u until julie did..and when i saw that my bus had left, i told julie hat we shouldl walk to georgs bcuz my person had to coime pick me up neway
misspigglet3210: andn tehn i saw u
misspigglet3210: ...i thought u would be on the bus an gone but u werent
misspigglet3210: ...i saw that the buses had gone thru the wondow....
luckycharmz435: your such a fucking bullshitter.. what the fuck is your problem... do you like have a fucking brain disease or something? ist hat why your acting so fucking gay???
misspigglet3210: ...and by the end of the meeitng..it was too late...but we still tried to see if icould make the bus...thenm , when i sa wthat the buses were all gone and no one was out there..i told julie that we should walk to georges
misspigglet3210: I AM? TELLING THE TRUTH
misspigglet3210: AM*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u belivee me....its true
luckycharmz435: because you ARE @ FACED!!!!!!
luckycharmz435: 2 faced*
misspigglet3210: what did i do that was two faced>??????????????????
misspigglet3210: i told the truth!!!!!
misspigglet3210: how is that two faced??????????
luckycharmz435: you are 2 faced
luckycharmz435: just get the fuck over yourself!!
misspigglet3210: ...u make no sense, i am trellin =g u the truth..and u just dont want to believe me
misspigglet3210: ur calling me two faced for no reason...where r u getting that from?
luckycharmz435: i dont wanna believe it because you r full of yourself an u dont wanna admit that an that youfucking gay and need to shut the fuck up
misspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: and ho am i full of my self
misspigglet3210: ur just making shit up now
luckycharmz435: dont be fucking yelling at me.. i didnt do anything bad to you... and i dont like fucking people that treat their friends like that
luckycharmz435: ok you fucking changed your story again... you just said you forgot... .before you sed you thought you could make the bus
misspigglet3210: ...ur making upo thinsg about me...its a little hypocritical..bedsides forgetting u..which u have tghe roght to be angry at me for...what did i do?
misspigglet3210: NOOO i forgot to tell u!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
misspigglet3210: but i still thoughtr i could make the bus
luckycharmz435: well thats not what oyu fucking sed before.. and like i sed dont fucking yell at me and cal me hypocrytical becaue i didnt do shit to you... your thwe one whos being REALLY REALLY GAY!!
misspigglet3210: ...no i did say that beforee
misspigglet3210: and why r u making shit up about me?...im sorry for forgetting to call u or tell u today...i knwo ur mad but u dont have to make thinsg up
misspigglet3210: ...u still dont evn believe me?
luckycharmz435: what did i fucking make up... would oyu like me ot fucking send you waht you sed???
luckycharmz435: isspigglet3210: ...im sorry for forgetting u...i totally forgot...but i swear i am tellin g the truth...
misspigglet3210: uhm ur saying iam two faced
luckycharmz435: ther you fucking go!
luckycharmz435: you are!
luckycharmz435: thats not a lie... you are 2 faced!
misspigglet3210: ...yeah..and? i told u what happened...i DID for get to tell u
misspigglet3210: so when i went outside i figured u had already gone
misspigglet3210: so i decided to walk to georges with julie
misspigglet3210: what dont u underatnd
misspigglet3210: ?
luckycharmz435: bull fucking shit just admit that you and julie had pland or shit and that you did it on purpose and i will leave oyu the fuck alonwe!
misspigglet3210: BUT I DIDNT!
misspigglet3210: u think i ditched u purposely?
misspigglet3210: thatit was all part of my big paln to duitch u?
misspigglet3210: ditch*
luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: ....
luckycharmz435: good
luckycharmz435: ohhh.and this is between me and you so you dont hafta go fcking tell julie and lizzy and everyone else
luckycharmz435: it has NOTHING to do with them
misspigglet3210: ...all i did was tell them
misspigglet3210: ...i ddint knwo u hated me that much
luckycharmz435: why the fuck did you tell them... it has nothing to do with any of them!
misspigglet3210: i told them because i didnt knwo u felt liek that...i dont wanna talk u to nemore liek this...so /we be mad at me...sorry
luckycharmz435: who the fuck else did you fucking tel?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: why dotn u geuss
luckycharmz435: well you should fucking be sorry but im fucking heated and oyur a fucking lier
luckycharmz435: why dont oyu fucking tell me!
misspigglet3210: i didnt lie
luckycharmz435: who did you tll?
luckycharmz435: tell*
misspigglet3210: just lizzy and julie
misspigglet3210: cyz julie new i was fighting
luckycharmz435: ok so if anyone else fucking sks me about it your fucking dead becasue that would be yet ANOTHER lie!
misspigglet3210: and i told her what u said, cuz it surprised me
misspigglet3210: ok
misspigglet3210: i promose it was only them
luckycharmz435: what suprised you that i was pisses you lied or pissed that you ditched me
misspigglet3210: and lizzy was online..and i told he rthat i was fighting
misspigglet3210: ...and then ..agian,. what u said surprised me so i told her
misspigglet3210: ..no, taht u wanted me to move
luckycharmz435: i never sed that i sed tnot to talk to me becasue i wouldnt see oyu in the summer so you didnt have to talk to me EVER again
misspigglet3210: sorru i gues i shouldnt have told them
luckycharmz435: exactly
misspigglet3210: ...its the same fucking thing...i just oasted what u wrote
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: ok w/e you wanna fucking say just do me a favor and leave me the fuck alone until the summer when i dont see you anymore
luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ...............thats all i sent them
luckycharmz435: no ... i never sed"i want you to move"
misspigglet3210: luckycharmz435: its only 4 more weeks for you to leave me alone ..by sayign that what did u think that i would get ...that u wanted me to stay???? sorry but i t really sounds liek u wanted me to leave
misspigglet3210: but thats all i psoted]
luckycharmz435: no i meant it like you wouldnt have ot see me cuz fucking chool is over!
luckycharmz435: school*
misspigglet3210: w/e...it doesnt matter
luckycharmz435: ok
luckycharmz435: bye then


Wow fuckin people are realy gay and need to just shut the fuck up and NOT talk anymore!!

...SoMeWhErE...


xonixieox

:: 2004 17 May :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: i can tell

grrrrrrrrrr!!
ok well people are fucking gay!! ahhh i hate people so fucking much!! ok so we have a weekly routine but when other people are involved then i fucking get ditched! well people can fuck off... im just not doing this shit anymore! i fucking hate EVERYONE!! they are so fucked up! ahhhhhhhhhh i just hope some people will fucken die!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Detention for the rest of the week!

ahhhhh im so fucking pissed off! i hate people and my whole fucking life... everyone just needs to go to hell!! ahhh



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xonixieox

:: 2004 16 May :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: haha

ok well im not in a good mood!
havnt written in a while...but theres not really anything to say!!!

life is gay and so are poeple.... people who you think are your friends turn out to be backstabbers, an the ones you dont really like are the ones that are there for you! its weird ya know?

well anyways the computer is fixed... sort of... its not plugged into the modem, its in the phone so if anyone calls i get kicked off!
well its ok becasue im on the computer!

yippeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ok well even tho traci is mad at me... (you if your reading this) im still here for her and i love her...

well she probably doesnt care but i just put it out there to let her know!! ok well im really hungry so even tho theres so much more to say... im going to eat


ps. It was all the ALCOHOLS fault!! lol shhhhhhhhhhhh

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 16 May :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: siiigh
:: Music: a song

ok i went to battles of the band i was there for 5 hours about idk who won but "death of a salesman" were really good so after me nad sara had to leave so we were going to say bye.. lets see everyone else said bye except guess who.. jake. ironic isnt it he didnt say one word to me or sara and gave sara all these dirty looks and rolled his eyes at her and stuff and looked disgusted with her for no reason he didnt really do anything to me until i accedently touched him (GOD FORBID) and he was like "DONT TOUCH ME!" i wasnt mad i was just like ok i wouldnt want to but whatever. it actually didnt affect me in any way whatsoever. but me and sara made 2 new friends. a girl named toni and a guy named nick. i was playing guitar and skateboarding yesterday at the bridge. lol it was funny bc i was doing something on the guitar and nick is like wow and im like what and he goes you just played a chord that is really hard and takes tons of practice. im like whoa i didnt even know what i was doing. and i was doing an ollie on the skateboard and the kid was like wow and im like omg what and he said i did a kickflip lol im like wow thats interesting. but i just kinda did those 2 things last night and i fell alot hehe idk i spent the whole night with sara and i still havent talked to kelly im so scared that me and her are drifting away ill talk to her about it but im going to maybe write tonight i must study for exams

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snowflakea4

:: 2004 15 May :: 10.27am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: until the day i die

chipper haha thats a new one i kind of like the word and i hope it means happy yes im happy but im mad at the same time. well me n sara had a dramatic time last night with tiffany telling her sister she wanted to kill her than tiffany said she hated me n sara sooo we didnt like her and i mentioned earlier.. around chritmas in this journal that this was russel's ex and she told me and kelly she tried to strangle her sister and stuff but yeah and me and sara hung out and i saw tiffany like malking handmotions and i heard her screaming at us like how she hated us and we were "stupid girls" so i was like whatever i dont care and like an hour passed and me and sara were trying to make brittany (her sis) feel better and i was walking alone and i feel someone tug at my hair i turn around its tiffany and she looks at me and is like "so hows russel" so we talked and she said she was sorry for getting mad at me so we walked around than we went by ted, eric jake steph her BF and tim and talked than steph and her bf left. and than ted and eric did too like 20 mins after so me sara tiffany, angie and jake and tim talked than steph and her bf came back with clint I RAN AWAY AS FAST AS I CAN than tiffany told me to face him so i did... :0/ i dont think i told anyone but this kid is obsessed with me and when i see him hes like all over me and stuff. but he like chased me down and was following me and sara tried to get him away from me by pretending that me n her were like lesbians but he pushed her so that pissed me off so i pushed him and went over back to jake and tim. and well my mom finally came and as soon as i saw her i ran to get my stuff ran back to say bye and raced to the car and he was trying to kiss me and hug me more and im like holy fat cow my moms here get off me!! AHHH that kid needs to freaking understand. so today i told him not to ever do that bc it scares me and he scares me and there is no chance for us so for him to get off it and he kept gong "oh come on blah blah" grr ok lighter note.. me n sara are going to battle of the bands today bc jake tim and alex's band is playing n they want us to go and me and sara are gonig to make it look like we were going to the beach lol. ok and subject change i havent talked to kelly in forever siiiigh.. well i better go get ready to go to the concert.... bye bye love yas and kelly call me when ever you can

...SoMeWhErE...


krazykelc1

:: 2004 15 May :: 12.07pm
:: Music: Krayzie Bone & Adina Howard- Freaks

bah!


wtf somehow my pretty background got deleted so now im PISSED......

if anyone has purple backgrounds or something let me know, thanks

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