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2007 8 October :: 12.06am
So today i was in a really horrible mood. really life isn't that bad. i am just really really stressed and overwhelmed. i have too much stuff going on.
what it comes down to is that i am horrible at making decisions. and yeah
gosh now i forgot what i was going to say.
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2007 7 October :: 6.53pm
what the hell is a wedding anyway.
fuck this shit . i need a mother fucking vacation i swear to god if i wouldn't lose my scholarship i would leave this stupid fucking country in an instant. fuck the sholarship, i'm going to lose it anyway because there is no god damn way i'm passing that fucking class. who the fuck am i kidding whydidn't i just enroll in chic or some shit so i could actually have some income by now. seriously how the hell do people even fucking do it. theres no fucking way . i'd say i shoudl move back in with my parents but fuck it they are moving to florida anyway so too god damn late for me.
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2007 6 October :: 7.21pm
okay so red flannel is like scary and loud and ugly
and i dont know if i can go to one ever again. it had good parts and i liked the band competition but i couldn't wait to leave. i know, bad right but i duno
whatev
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2007 2 October :: 10.46am
Okay so I work on Wednesday and then I don't work again until Sunday.
I have to tell you guys something...
I'm so excited for Friday and Saturday. AHHH i'm such a loser. I've never been way excited for RED FLANNEL DAY lol except when I was in a band-it was a pretty big deal because of the performance and parade. but still.
I am like counting down the day until the Friday game and excited for RFD and the nothingness. I dont know.
I miss...
home?
and guess what!
I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT THE PLACE I WANT SO BADLY TO WORK AT YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
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2007 29 September :: 7.55pm
:: Music: fever
well, if i never make it as a nurse at least i know i'll be a good housewife.
i make the best damn chocolate chip cookies ever.
i have the potential of being an excellant housewife.
sad.
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2007 28 September :: 1.54pm
i feel so sick to my stomach because i dont want to go to work. i would do anything seriously to not go. i want so bad to just not even go in but i know thats wrong and stupid. but i've only worked there for like a month so it's not like they'd be a good reference anyway ughghghgh i should just not go in but i dunno
any advice?
i need a new fucking job.
i'm gonna call midnite sun and cruise right now and try to fucking get hired so i have an excuse not to go in!
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2007 27 September :: 10.27am
ahh i love tr night. why does he have to be gay?
yay greys anatomy tonight i am so fricken excited.
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2007 26 September :: 5.53pm
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need a new job.
please
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2007 25 September :: 8.20pm
college sucks
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2007 23 September :: 9.57am
some of my money is missing.
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2007 17 September :: 12.50am
gunnie if you are online please get on aim
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2007 17 September :: 12.05am
finally finished dying my hair. thanks to roman of course.
it looks kinda dumb but i dont care. i like the change. and since i am not cutting my hair because iwant it to be long at least this is a little change.
i love grey's anatomy omg. i love it so much. if i had a dying wish i think it would be to be a charatcter on greys anatomy. yeah fer realllllllllll.
shit.
i should replace meredith. because she is annoying and i loveh er but hate her at the same tie.
time
dont mind my typos. i just dont care and omg i can't breathe i feel like my throat is bleeding from all those chemicals and standing in the bathroom with all those chemicals for so long gahhhhhh can't breathe.
yesss! i love endoplasmic reticulum and ribosomes. gosh.
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2007 11 September :: 5.58pm
hes a handsome black man.
adn i just opened my book and it is confirmed.
i will fail this class.
grand.
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2007 11 September :: 5.53pm
great. my teacher is a really old, unapproachable man.
YES, he walked in to the wrong class and started writing his name on the board and a lady came in and said 'i thought you were in 301?"
"this is 301, isn't it?"
no its not hahaha- i still have a chance to get a better looking, younger, more approachable professor in this class. i'll keep you pposted as i'm sure you all care so much.
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2007 11 September :: 5.47pm
this is what you get because my statistics class is in a computer lab.
why is my math class in a fricken computer lab?
god am i typing really loud or is it just me?
i put my bags in the seat next to me because i dont want anyone to sit by me.
god i'm a bitch.
why are there so many old people that go to davenport. shit i hope thats my teacher because he's pretty hot. he's wearing a tie. oh, nope he sat down. anyway- old people? i hate having so many old people in my class because then no one talks out of turn and it's nothing like high school. everyone acts like they are so much smarter than they really are. i hate it. gosh that guy is cute. well - for a man . man. man man........................
shit i need to go drink and get the hell out of this clas. why am i in this class. i suck at math. i'm probably going to fail it. i did awful in my other math class. shit shit shit. why i am in this class. 3 hours of math. it's gonna kick my ass.
i haven't even opened the packaging on my book. maybe i should do that.
god i need some friends at this school.
but you remember i put my bags in the seat next to me so no one sits by me, right?
i'm a fricken moron.
lets get this show on the road before i write another pointless update.
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