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2006 24 May :: 2.29pm
go to bank
get schedule at rosies
mail at postoffice
pay car payment
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2006 23 May :: 9.49pm
i just took like 30 pictures of myself and edited them all
getting your wisdom teeth out doesn't hurt THAT bad but it sure it boring!
living room dark red and bed room purple... bathroom i think light blue and what color should the kitchen be?
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2006 23 May :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: i write sins not tradgedies
life may be okay again
So i think it's fine and we're fine and most of all i'm fine because you were fine to begin with. which i highly appreciate and find completely supportive and sweet and loving and it was sweet to hear it all but i just could not handle it i know.
it is a little tiny bit sad but most of all.. not.
so i am happy and not scared and my mouth hurts but hopefully that willl be the only pain i experience for a long time.
hooray, life is good again i think and i am so looking forward to the move and the apartment. yay!
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2006 22 May :: 11.01pm
well i got my wisdom teeth out todya. it wasnt as bad as thought i t was gonna be. i started getting alittle teary-eyed when they stuck the IV in my arm and hooked all the ekgs and stuff up to me. i heard my heart beat and it was going so fast because i got really scared and they stuck the little tubes up my nose to breath and then that's all i remember really. then i just felt really sick on the way home as we were pulling onto my road i was sure iw as going to throw up because my mouth was so dry and i was so hot and i was just like sitting in my moms car passed out while she got my prescriptions and some soft/liquid food. i told her it was okay but when i woke up from my stupor i wished i had told her to just bring me home first because i felt so sick . my mouth was so dry it was jut making me really sick.
but then i just watched a movie and had some more vicadin and fell asleep. .... haven't done much today just stayed in bed and slept and got more meds and slept more and then just went dow n and ate a little more applesauce and pudding. and now i'm just chillin... about ready for bed. and some more vicadin. i deff. dont mind that stuff. i'm really mellow.
for the most part.
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2006 20 May :: 6.58pm
ahhhhhh i duno.......
what is going to happen?
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2006 19 May :: 7.33pm
so who got a bomb new laptop and awesome printer/copier/scanner for graduating??
yeah that's right. i did. suck on it, losers.
thanks dad and mom! it's so awesome. ahhhhh
it has wireless internet, which we have here at home so i can use it. it has dvd player and BURNER and cd burner and an awesome screen and ahhhh it's so cool!! hooray!
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2006 19 May :: 3.32pm
WOOOOOO fuck you school!!! you dirty whore!!! I am done with you forever and I never have to look at your ugly skanky bitch ass ever again!!! you are the biggest whore that ever existed and I hate you and now i'm done!! fuck you schooollllllll fuuuuuuuck youuuu!!!!!!
good riddence! or ridance or riddance. i dont even know how to spell it but i dont care! it's done!
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2006 18 May :: 1.42pm
blah blah blah school is done . hooray hoorah.
now if only something good in my life were happening. you're a meany.
i was supposed to be moving to jackson tomorrow.
maybe..... i will.
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2006 16 May :: 10.47pm
fuck
i am in way over my head.
way over.
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2006 15 May :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: Nelly furtado- promiscuous
i can see you with nothin on.
So four more days huh?
Thanks Gunnie for all the four years of having woohu for me. I used it every day practically, all throughout high school. Some day I'll have to read every entry I've ever made. HA! right.
Ugh. everything kinda sucks. I am pretty much only excited a little bit for college. But I am REALLY looking forward to getting an apartment. It should be really nice.
I got to leave Rosie's early tonight because Cory is so nice. GOOD! i didn't make much money but it was so slow and it's just nice extra cash in my bank account.
I think we'll be alright. eventually.
ASHKLD
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2006 14 May :: 10.20pm
god it's not like you fucking care anyway
leave me the fuck alone.
ask me about something that's actually good , how bout. ugh
dumb
asdlfkjas;dlfjksdl;afkj; jsd umb dubme dubm
i will never have a family like this.
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2006 13 May :: 8.29pm
jessica that's okay
I absolutely love my boyfriend.
he is my everything. and i am so selfish i'm not even going to share anything more because i want to keep it all to myself. i'm not even going to say anything that happened because it is mine to treasure and you can't take that away. i never get to see him but at least you can't take this away.
bastards.
i love the movie crash.
and i cant even rant and rave about anything that is bugging me because you people might actually then be let on to what a complete and utter loser i am.
and how i have no one to walk with on graduation and how i am afraid that no one will show up to my open house.
i have everything i need i guess just not everything i'd like to have.
ugh.
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2006 11 May :: 1.26pm
ugggghghghghhghghghg
I CAN'T STAND YOU!!!
HOW LOUD MUST I SCREAM IT?!
inside my head that is.
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2006 8 May :: 10.23pm
god today sucked so fucking much. i can'twait to be out of high school and fucking livingo n my own with my sweetiepie.
i was in a GOOD MOOD all day, can you belive it? and it was only beacuse i KNEW i did not have to work today
WELL GUESS WHAT
i'm happy as can be, on alpine just shopping my little heart out, i go to menards buy some stuff for the apartment
tra lalalala
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i head to walmart
i see these adorable little bowls and cups and matching silverware
i go to get a cart
and ring ring a ding ding
my phone is ringing
it's amber from menards.
i was supposed to be tehre at 2:30 pm today she said
BULL SHIT i'm thinking. but twas true.
i wrote down my effing schedule wrong. but at least i have friday off.
god so then i had to go home and change and drive all the way back to work. i was bawling my effing eyes out the whole way there and back . i was so furious because it was so nice out and i was looking forward to getting SO much stuff done and then me and my mom were gonna go to the algoma park and i was gonna rollerblade with my new roller blades. i was so effing exctied and then it all got RUINEd
ugh. but anyway. i'm home, i'm still alive and i .... i duno. i'm tired.
oh and i guess besides everyone hating me and everyone at menards thinking i'm so fucking dumb and absolutely humiliating myself every fucking day...
i'm just peachy.
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2006 7 May :: 9.19pm
well mutha fucka!
i'm done with work and i am so READY for a day off. tomorrow.
oh but wait i still have to go to school.
well mutha fucka.
oh and i dont want to forget what this crazy guy said yesterday.. I was just beeping his little fricken FAMOUS DAVES BBQ SAUCE and he goes "WHAT IN THE LORD'S NAME?!?!?!" he like screams it and grabs the sauce from me (lol) and he goes "..oh, okay spicy" and puts it in the bag.
i'm like hahahahahahaaaaaa. lol
i like jumped a foot when he screamed it because i didn't know what the hell was the matter.
it was so funny. that wwas the only enjoyment i had. really.
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