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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 August :: 12.03am

maybe i'm just a mean mean little girl.
well other people wouldn't think so , so if you do, then you suck. i love you but you suck i didn't do anything wrong.

i wanna go cry/die/eat a pie now.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 17 August :: 8.23pm

so uh boyfriend o' mine.... gonna call me anytime soon? gonna even let me know if you even fricken MADE it to Florida. orr......maybe you'll just chill and let me worry.

maybe
fucking
stupid.

ugh. k i was doing good but i am starting to get annoyed now.

dammit.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 16 August :: 10.47pm

ugh. what the heck. i miss roman and i hate not having cell phones. Have i said that lately?

fatty fat fat fat.

BARACUDA

oh and steffy is 21 what the frick . can't wait until i move out and have an apartment like that. coolie cool.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 16 August :: 6.38am
:: Music: kayne west- slow jamz

ugggh i'm the only one online. what does that say? it was so damn hot and uncomfortable in that stupid stupid stupid tiny-ass room upstairs that i couldn't take it anymore. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE that bed. my back hurts so bad from it. it sucks 100%. so i just couldn't take it anymore and just decided to get up. i tried sleeping on the couch for a while but nope that sucked too. and now the cats are running around like maniacs on crack and i have to babysit at 8........ ugh..................,a;lskdj

i hate stuff. you know?

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 15 August :: 10.23pm

I miss roman. he'd better come back safe and sound and in one piece and quickly.

BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH I wish we HAD FUCKING CELL PHONES. it would be so much easier. i can't wait until we do. My computers here in this house are so fucking stupid.

i dont want to type anymore.

loathing.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 15 August :: 2.34pm

i'm at taryn's with jess and yeah i miss roman. i am a loser but oh well. i hate that we can't just buy our fucking cell phones. i can wait until we do. and well

i really need to brush my teeth i feel gross. band tonight DAR$ALSKDJ and

whateve.r i keep having dumb dreams about people i hardly know anymore. or ever really.


gahahas;lkdjfsl;djfs blah roman i love you.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 13 August :: 7.53pm

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont have any FUCKING FRIENDS TO FUCKING SEE A FUCKING MOVIE ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. GOD DAMMTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 13 August :: 4.49pm

i want a friend. wish i had a friend.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 12 August :: 10.43pm

wow. today was such a horrible day but when i got to rosie's and worked for the first time ever it was really nice.It still doesn't change how horrible a day it was but at least rosie's seems like it is going to be a good time. Everyone is really nice there and it was pretty fun. I can't wait till i get to wear a cute little pink dress.

i probably lost my job at arby's even though i was going to keep it and just work a few hours every week. i wrote down my schedule wrong and was supposed to be at arbys and rosie's at the same time. i tried to find a cover but no one could do it. so yeah i went to rosie's so i'm pretty sure i'm fired because phyllis was not feeling at all sorry for me to say the least. so yeah that's great. i couldn't stop crying about that and then roman and i got into a huge fight. i'd never felt like that before but as soon as i saw his face when he walked towards me i just thought to myself i can't leave my baby. it could never happen. i love you baby so much.

So.

i had a good time at rosie's and i love my baby so much. I love him.

i found out that we have DVD recorder. How awesome is that? I guess my dad bought it like 2 months ago or something but I didn't even know we had. Coolllllies. jess remember when we used to say that? lol. coolies. ha.

yeah. goodnight. Has anyone ever tried any kind of diet pill and if so, which kind ? just curious.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 12 August :: 3.42pm

i am honestly having a horrible day. i can't stop fucking crying all fucking fucking fucking day and i just want roman to come give me a hug and tell me i'm not as ugly as i feel but
you know
that wont happen. considering ever fucking day soemthing has to go wrong and his car will just sit there forever rotting away


asdfn;lasdkgjsl;dkgjsl;kdgjal;skd nothing good like ever happens and if it does, it's very soon covered up with something shitty.

just
like
fucking always.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 10 August :: 11.09pm

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd

common fucking courtesy. ever FUCKING heard of it?!

bloke.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 8 August :: 10.18pm

i miss you and i just want to cry and have you comfort me

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 8 August :: 2.21pm

GOODBYE, Arby's.

Hello, Rosie's.

and Thank You, God.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 7 August :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: angry ish

What does the Wilde name mean?
Last Name: Wilde
Irish, English, and German: variant of Wild.
Dutch (de Wilde) and Jewish (Ashkenazic): nickname for a violent, unruly, and irascible man, from Middle Dutch wilde ‘wild’, German Wilde ‘wild man’, ‘savage’.

Yeah, sounds pefectly right to me. But only a man. and there's only one in this house.

dumb
you are

And..

yeah, this is funny, seriously- this is what we do at pit. It's my deformed baby!! ...... look! Read more..

and thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat's all. goodnight.
i hope at least one person looked at all those.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 5 August :: 12.20am

had a great day with my bebe'

i loooooooooove him annnnnd
i dont like band camp
and i'm sick of that .. person.

AND

i'm suprised but happy that tonight went well for the most part. what with me being ME and all.

Cuban Pete. he's really neat.

I miss having time. i miss having money. i need money. Stupid ass Rosie's.
but other than that

i'm so happppppy. hap hap happy for us.

<3 jess

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