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2007 2 February :: 5.24am
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: longest winter - pedro the lion
my daddies birthday is tomorrow.
im so sick of being grounded.
i just want to leave this place.
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anyway, im glad its friday. i'm really starting to not like school. a lot. i just want to give up. thats bad. hmm. and i hate riding the bus yuk yuk yuk.
so basically i dont know whats going on with me anymore.
i feel like i dont know myself and i feel lost.
but i feel content too.
my stomach is twisting around and driving me crazy.
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2007 1 February :: 7.30pm
:: Music: you will never take me alive - the paper chase
today was... different
and i don't really know how i feel about it.
so many things came at me.
i feel happy
i feel.... new
im wearing a big grin.
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2007 1 February :: 9.46pm
We went to Spain yesterday and came back today.
It was fun. We took a train down to Barcelona and stayed in this nice hostel. We went to a Picasso museum and cute little restaurants and stores.
One of the girls got her purse stolen so we had a nice little police station adventure. This guy sitting next to us helped point us in the direction of the police station and Alis had her stuff stolen before so she knew what to do.
Afterwards, everyone wanted to go out and drink all night. I told everyone I was just going to stay in our room at the hostel since I don't drink anyway. Alis let me call call Nick using her phone card and I cried a lot.
So I went back to my room and read Sense and Sensibility and wrote people postcards. Oh and cried for forever.
Every day is 100 percent better but I am only at about 43 percent now. People said that after about three weeks it would be just fine and I am beginning to believe them.
Anyway, tomorrow we will find out what level of courses we tested into and I have a bunch of stories but right now I am travelling tired so au revoir!
I love you all.
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2007 30 January :: 6.33pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: how can i tell you - cat power
i feel like no one cares what i say or what i do
or who i am
i feel forgotten
and hated.
i feel judged and i feel like they're all mad at me.
i feel immature and gross.
i feel like a fake.
and i dont want to anymore.
i want to be me
i want to be real.
help.
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2007 30 January :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: we got to get away - caesars
learn to take a joke.
and stop assuming things about me.
im pretty fucking complicated
and its hard to read me
so dont just go around preaching how i feel
when you dont even fucking know.
but im super excited for thrusday
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butterflies
major.
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2007 30 January :: 9.49pm
So France is getting better. Especially now that my family said Nick can stay with them if he comes to visit.
They seriously are the best host family ever.
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2007 29 January :: 7.00pm
I want to go home.
Not that France is bad, it is awesome, but I want Nick. And home. And my family.
And Nick.
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aerii
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2007 29 January :: 5.26am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: the killers
if the answer is no, can i change your mind?
p.s.
Samantha had her freaking baby!
ahahahaha
ima go see it today!
yay!
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2007 28 January :: 11.07am
:: Music: tokyo police club
i'm scared.
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aerii
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2007 27 January :: 4.05pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: maria taylor
i really should be writing that paper.
right now i just want to drop out.
bleh.
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