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2006 26 June :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: tired
haha
i dunno what im doing
the people im hanging out with are weird.
thats all i have to say right now
<3<3
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2006 24 June :: 10.12pm
i dont know what to say.
and i dont know what to feel anymore.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
but im sick of it and i wish i weren't this way....
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2006 24 June :: 2.31pm
i dont even know what to think anymore.
except, people change. if they want to or not.
it just happens and there isnt a fucking thing i can do about that.
so if you dont like me, dont pretend to like me ok.
i just hurts more..
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2006 24 June :: 7.06am
I forgot how close 6 in the morning was to 7. They're neighbors, for heaven's sake.
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2006 23 June :: 2.18pm
The British crack me up.
"If someone is sulking or being particularly miserable you would say they are being stroppy or that they have a strop on. I heard an old man on the train tell his wife to stop being a stroppy cow."
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2006 21 June :: 9.06am
It's raining.
Actually, it's thunderstorming.
I have to work later and I don't really feel like driving in this but I have to.
I start my second job on Monday. Well, that's when I start training. I don't know if I can get over my stupid pride for long enough to deal with the fact that I need this job.
I hate driving in the rain.
I love you all.
P.S. I hope you're doing well.
P.P.S. My sister and I watched a movie called The Heiress yesterday. I loved it. It's one of my favorite movies now.
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2006 20 June :: 6.53pm
Got the job.
Loves.
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2006 20 June :: 9.20am
But now we must pack up every piece of the life we used to love.
Leave me alone.
For you know this isn't the first time.
In fact this is twice in a row that the angels have slipped through our landslide and filled up our garden with snow.
And I don't wish to taste of your insides or to call out your name through my phone for the glory boys at your bedside will love you as long as you're something to own.
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2006 19 June :: 9.09am
I went to see Wicked yesterday. It was good.
We went to this nice Mediterranean restaurant. The food was delicious.
I have an interview today. Wish me luck. I don't even know if I want the job but I need it.
I think that's it.
Call me.
I love you.
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2006 17 June :: 9.01am
Jessica's sister made a xanga in memory of her. I wish I'd known the visit was Thursday. I would have gone.
I don't know why her death upsets me so much. I barely knew her.
I think it's the fact that I did know her. The fact that she graduated last year with us. It's the fact that one year ago, we were all happy that we were done with high school. And one year since then, we're all safe and sound, most of us are done with our first year at college.
Except her.
I wonder what she was thinking at that last second. Was it just "oh shit" or was she sad?
I can't think about the fact that thousands of people are going to drive past that intersection and not know. And not care that they don't know.
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