:: 2007 26 October :: 11.47 pm

across the universe.
i went with a really cute boy
who gives me butterflies
and who makes me laugh
i mean genuinely laugh.
like i used to.

i wanna hold your hand.

oh comely...

:: 2007 25 October :: 11.29 pm

this could potentially be
a really great thing.

oh comely...

:: 2007 15 October :: 4.19 pm

it's happening.
i'm moving on.
and it's beautiful.

it feels amazing.

the butterflies are back.
and i've never felt so relieved.

it honestly brings tears to my eyes.
not because i'm sad.

i feel... clean. done.
i am wiping my hands of you, and it is so satisfying.

oh comely...

:: 2007 16 September :: 10.55 pm

he's had a new girlfriend for a week.


sweeeet.

1 carrot flower | oh comely...

:: 2007 9 September :: 6.43 pm

this weekend was amazing.
i am looking forward to orlando with everyone.
my third period class may just make school worth going to.


but only maybe.
zack is in my first period class.
i. have. to. see. him. every. day.
it really is killing me.
i hate crying myself to sleep over this shit every night,
knowing that he hasn't even thought twice about it.
he's moved on. to an older, easier girl.
she isn't even good looking.


every time i lay down to fall asleep,
this shit is all i can think about.
it's burned into my fucking mind.

even when i have a great time like this weekend,
i still end up feeling so horrible and sad.

i never did anything to deserve this.
what a jackass.

2 carrot flowers | oh comely...