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2005 8 April :: 8.50 pm
:: Music: Brand New- Jude Law And A Semester Abroad
Here's a present to let you know I still exsist.
Just thought I'd update, so I could look back on this thing and laugh some day. I like going through my past journal entries. It's really depressing, but then there are things that I wouldn't have remembered if I hadn't read over all this...
Today was funny. I was pretty sad, yet amused.
We had a substitute in Mrs. Johnson's class... And Carlos wasn't in his assigned seat.
Mrs. Gates: Carlos, get in your assigned seat!
Carlos: Mrs. Gates, what is you talkin' about? I am in my assigned se-- *looks around at the people sitting by him, and the tables around him*. Alright, alright... Which one of you niggers moved me?! I know I sat in my assigned seat! My stuff is over there! Who put me here?!?! Answer me!! WHICH ONE OF YOU GUYS MOVED ME HERE?!
As much as I hate to admit it, I'm dreading summer... The group of people in all my core classes has grown so close... But we never see eachother outside of school. I'm so afraid of all of us falling apart.
How many times will I be given friendships, only to have them fall apart? I must be doing something wrong. *sigh*
Mein kampf.
I'm a sucker for anything acoustic.
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2005 7 April :: 9.02 pm
Today was a scary-ass day... o_o;
To start it off, Riel has NOT gone over sight reading at all! Festival is TUESDAY! Ugh. Tomorrow we get quizzed on the words for "Think On Me". We don't know them, because he never gives us the music! I've only seen it... 4 times, I think. Ugh. -.-
We watched the STD video in sex ed... *shivers* Syphilis is REALLY scary looking. You get these sores called chancres, and they look like gashes. They showed us a nasty black penis with a chancre on it. I almost barfed. Black penises are nasty enough on their own. Ick.
We met Mrs. Johnson's daughter. XD But yeah, Carlos scared the shit out of me, man! He was talking about how he needed my help with a big drug deal, and I needed to go to the KFC downtown... He thought up this big, long story, about how he had his dad's nine and some weed in his backpack, and he'd give it to me to carry it in... (You see, Carlos always ends up cracking up when he's joking, but this time he was being as serious as Hell.) So, I told him I wouldn't do it, and he acted all pissed and went to his locker, and came back in withs something under his jacket. He held it up to my side (making it seem like a gun), and he was like... "This is not optional Dana. Now tell me, are you going to do it?" I told him to quit fucking around, and he told me he was being dead serious. So I told him I still wouldn't do it, and he was like... "AHAHAH! YOU'SA NIGGA! You thought I was a drug dealer! What the Hell, man!?" Scary stuff. I swear to God, I thought he was being serious.
Mr. Moore's... I yelled at Aisha through the wall. XD And I got to take a referral to Mrs. Boiyce. (Mr. Moore NEVER writes people referrals, so it was exciting.)
Mrs. Glasgow was nice today. Nobody was there to laugh with during reading time, so I slept.
Killian spilled milk on me at lunch. :(
SUBSTITUTE IN MRS. CONNORS'S CLASS STILL!! w00t w00t. We're gonna be in some DEEEEP shit whenever she comes back, though. Carlos, JT, Codey, Spencer and I sat together... Twas fun. But we got in trouble and had to separate.
Oh, and did I mention, John is apparently goth now? No more teh wigga. *sniffle* Rest in peace, J-Unit... Live on, John of darkness.
*simmers* I despise ICP. I could learn to like ICP.
Dana out.
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2005 5 April :: 5.00 pm
:: Music: Chevelle- The Clencher
"BOY, I THOUGHT YO MEAT WAS STICKIN' OUT!!"
Today went surprisingly well.
To start it off, Mr. Riel left for the day. ^.^
Then, in sex ed, I was the only one with answers, as always. ;P
Thhennnn I did my paper during Mrs. Johnson's class. We got her off subject, so she just talks about something completely different for the whole period. We got her talking about the bible vs. evolution. So yeah.
Then, I got a 70 on a test in Mr. Moore's class. XD
During reading time, Charlie and I kept drawing chodes on the desk.
^.^ Then, lunch was pretty funny, but I got lunch detention for flicking sorbet at the preps... And throwing Carlos' fish nuggets in their hair. =D So yeah,
Mrs. Glasgow's class went pretty good. People did their presentations. Charlie and I drew more chodes on the desk. XD!! Wow, that kid is really funny. He farted a few times, though. =O I have to dress up like Hitler tomorrow, so yeah... I drew me a swastika flag today. ;D Alex was gonna kill me.
Mrs. Connors wasn't here, but Mrs. Gates was in a pissy mood. Charlie took his little ostrich stuffed animal, and put it in his pants, so the neck and head were sticking out of his zipper... So we were singing happy birthday to Christa (it wasn't her birthday) and Charlie stood up. Carlos fell over, because "he thought Charlie's meat was really stickin' out." XD!! Wow. But yeah. I threatened to pee on the floor, so Mrs. Gates let me leave. Woowww. Funny day.
I just got back from Good Will, where I got muhself some boots and a trench coat... AND A HITLER HAT!! =P
I love John. He's the coolest jelly roll ever.
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2005 4 April :: 5.55 am
Mein kampf
Sweet dreams soon turn into nightmares, as I wake up to find him not there. I just can't quite grasp it. I miss him so much. Why does there always have to be some sort of downfall to the happiness I find? The miles can't destroy us. I won't let them. I just want to hold him. If I would have known, I would have done things so much more differently. I would've acted on my feelings so much sooner. I would have shown my emotions better. I stayed up last night... For hours. I hate not being able to sleep. It leaves me with way too much time to think.
We could live through these letters, or forget it all together. See, the months, they don't matter. It's the days that I can't take.
Ashiteru.
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2005 2 April :: 9.13 pm
:: Music: Thrice- The Artist in the Ambulance
"I love Dick's... Oh God, I mean the resturaunt!"
I went to Myrtle Beach with the asianses today. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I am really tired. We went to the David and Goliath store, and I got a shirt with a dog on it that says, "Some days, I just wanna pee on everything." And some chapstick. =) Oh yeah, we got these shirts that turn colors when you put them in the sun from Del Sol. I got to see my uncle, who is really cool and funny. Yep.
I don't think I'm going to go to formal. I just don't feel like putting the effort into it... And there's no one to go with. Aisha will most likely be with all of her popular friends, and... Blah. I don't know. I don't have too many real friends at 'ol Roland Grise. Yeah, I think I'm done for now.
We have to set our clocks forward an hour. -.-;; I'm going to kill someone.
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