:: 2007 24 March :: 11.03 pm

my birthday is in an hour.

4 carrot flowers | oh comely...

:: 2007 18 March :: 12.23 pm

today.
would have made it a year.

4 carrot flowers | oh comely...

:: 2007 15 March :: 11.20 pm

to coalesce,
then completely fall apart.

i still love him.
it is no longer mutual though.


i'm wondering when it will start to hurt less.

oh comely...

:: 2007 8 March :: 11.30 pm

i've lost my glow.
my eyes are dull and lifeless.

i am dead,
in spirit.

oh comely...

:: 2007 25 February :: 5.47 pm

i guess this is closure.

he has no romantic feelings for me anymore.
and has no interest in picking our relationship back up.


the past 3 months of my life have been a lie.

i want to be happy again.

oh comely...