i'm sorry that you're not yourself anymore.
i'm sorry that you let drugs get in the way.
i'm sorry that i couldn't help this.
...i'm sorry that i wasn't enough.
that everything i did, was not enough.

you are not the same boy that i fell in love with,
and there was nothing i could do to stop you from changing.

i am not sorry.
but you should be.

oh comely...