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2005 28 January :: 11.13 am
:: Mood: annoyed
gee fuckin wiz
You keep on sayin' that you want to know me but you never show me your true self. How can you ever expect someone else to know you when all you're going to do is just pretend that you're someone else? You keep on sayin' that you want to show me that you're really different, but your just the same. If you're really mindless then there is no way that I can win, maybe you're just one of them, or maybe it's just a game. You lie to yourself and remain alone. I'm not exactly sure of your motivation. I'm not exactly sure what you're tryin' to do. All I'm really sure is that you're not too impressive and you're wearin' a mask that I can't see through. Maybe you're not looking for acceptance, maybe you're striving for something more. If it's status that you lust then why try to be one of us? You're someone we'll never trust 'cause we know the score.
You say you want to be friends, start over, try again? Well, things will never be the way they were back then. Things were never how you wanted, I couldn't think of you that way. Now, if you take one step closer I will take two steps away. Maybe you need affection, I'd like to help you but I can't stand when you're around: fuck you very much. Maybe you need to talk, but you betrayed my trust. Friends was not good enough? Fuck You Very Much. You can always claim you're straightedge, go ahead and dye your hair. You won't get more attention from me, 'cause I will never fucking care. I try to remain secret, shooting away and hiding out, but you always track me down. Open your eyes and figure it out. I'm not trying again. I'm sick of seeing you. Don't wanna be your friend. I wish you'd go away.
i don't care anymore. i'm sick of trying to help people just to have them throw it back at me. I'm through with it, i know who my real friends are.
it's all for you. |
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2004 28 December :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: cranky
heh.
Christmas was good. my dog and sis are being annoying.
kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 24 December :: 11.04 am
:: Mood: amused
hah.
My dog is running around like....a dog running aroud. and today is christmas eve. So tonight we're making gingerbread houses and watching my nephew open presents here because he has to be at his dad's house on christmas.lame.but, yeah . Merry Christmas everybody!
Kimmy
2 cut myself today. |
it's all for you. |
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2004 23 December :: 1.17 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: The Cure - Love Cats
Laziness
Yesterday i was lazy because i was tired,it was fun.Yeah, so tomorrow is Christmas eve. yay! and the day after tommorrow is Christmas! yay!
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 22 December :: 12.27 pm
:: Mood: gah.
:: Music: eh.
ugh.
yesterday was my birthday xmas is in 3 days.im tired.blech.
Kimmy.
it's all for you. |
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2004 21 December :: 9.48 am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For
Happy birthdday to me !
It's my birthday! Love me!
Kimmy
if you say happy b-day ill give you caaake.don't you love bribary?
it's all for you. |
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2004 20 December :: 8.27 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Rancid - Ruby SoHo
Yay!
My birthday is tomorrow and i'm having a partay for once. act happy!
::sings:: ruby ruby ruby soho!
yay! Rancid!
played Sims 2 today the baby kept making the toilet flood then he would splash in it then he died.oh well.
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 18 December :: 7.38 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: The Cure- Lovesong
Hey
Today's been okay. bought presents for my friends.went to costco.bought chocolate soymilk and cliff bars.called David for the umpteenth time.made plans to go to movies.am going to movies to see a series of unfortunate events at 8:45.
Kimmy.
it's all for you. |
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2004 17 December :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Eminem-My Name Is
band
Today for band we did the middle school tour. it was fun.end of story.
Kimmy
4days till im 15!
1 cut myself today. |
it's all for you. |
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2004 16 December :: 4.49 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Placebo-Blackeyed
*muah
Yeah, today was better,like muchly.finished my reasearch paper for global studies and yeah.umm kay bye.
Hey Jess:
"Chicken."
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 13 December :: 5.38 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Johnathan Rhys Meyers- The Ballod of Maxwell Demon
kim<---is exhausted
went to school. worked a lot. came home.played with dog. picked up after dog. fed dog. ran around in the yard with dog. came inside the house. died. end result kim<---is exhausted. and still has to do her homework. gah.
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 12 December :: 7.36 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Queen- Somebody to Love
boring.
My life today was/is boring.that's my story...and im sticking to it.boi.
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 11 December :: 10.34 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Brand New - Guernica
Woot!
I finally got my user icon thingy to work! credit to : black_market @ livejournal.com. whee! worked at the outlets giftwrapping today it was fun. then my nephew came over and there was drama with my sister. The winter ball is tonight but I opted not to go because i never have fun at school functions anyways.plus, Kdon was DJing. yeah , dancing to rap all night long...not.so now that my journal doesn't look like complete crap and i can die happy.
Kimmy
it's all for you. |
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2004 10 December :: 6.09 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: AFI-Ever and a Day
Three tears i've saved for you.
My schedule for tomorrow:
12ish: pick up Jess
12:25 ish :arrive at outlets
12:30 - 4: work at gift wrapping station
whee!
anywho,i was sick today and my dog has been trying to eat me alive.i need a new layout,badly.
it's all for you. |
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2004 7 December :: 3.41 pm
:: Mood: awake
Quotes
Lew (while yelling at Scottie) : Hey BJ
The rest of us ( he didnt noticed that he said BJ instead of BG): laughing...hysterically.
Lew(again): ...and um...your status report.
David: you bitch!
Me: my goldfish is satan...he told me.
Mike: sex is a four letter word for death.
Me: four?
Me: im in my kitchen cooking in the basementwith a llama's mama.
Rodney: werd.
it's all for you. |
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