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:: 2004 24 January :: 7.11 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: AFI

eww. My dad made me wah this thingy that had been in the fridge for like ever and it was sooo gross. It had meat in it and it was like green and moldyand to make things worse i'm a vegetarian and i was just gagging. It was so nasty.sorry i needed to vent . eww.

2 cut myself today. | it's all for you.


:: 2004 24 January :: 2.08 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Chevelle was just on fuse

blah
I'm really pissed off at Steph, she's ruining everything. I'm ignoring her . So is Genessa .We are either gonna hafta start a new band or kick her out of ours. She doesn't care about anything but herself, all she cares about is making out with Sean. I mean, it's nice they care about eachother but, do they have to make-out in front of everyone. They're disgusting, and you can hear them swapping spit . It's so nasty. And Tyler thinks he's a pimp.LMFAO! anyways , on Thursday we had to get our math journals checkked in my math class. And i got a 7 out of 18, and to make me feel even worse Derek (one of the dumbest people I know) got a 14. Bubt, i know i did all the work i just left half of it at home. But , Derek yelled at Nicole from across the room he said "hey, Nicole were you crying?" Then i told him why it looked like her eyeliner was running "She has benji make-up " and he's all "who's benj" then sarah cut in "you know, Benji from Godd Charlotte".
then he looked inside my binder and saw a pic i had of GC in it and asked "which one's Benji?" so i showed him and he's all " omg! he has a lot of tatoos . " god he was a real ass hole toward Nicole tho. I hate Derek. I hate Dylan. I hate Aeriel. I hate that whole crowd of people they walk all over people and don't give anyone a chance at all. Thank god i won't be seeing much f them next year. well anyways cya l8r.

2 cut myself today. | it's all for you.


:: 2004 20 January :: 8.06 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: AFI<333

2day
Gah! Today was so damn long and boring. I wake up at like 6:30 am. (which for me is a miracle) and barely get to school on time at 7:50.So I go to first period (spanish) and my teacher is on a power trip and doesn't even car eif it's Christian's birthday (what a witch!)so i'm sitting there minding my own business as Michelle drones on about some crap that i didn't care about.And then the bell rang so i grab my stuff and head to math which suprisingly turned out okay , until Derek started singing the birthday song. then i had a huge test in history which made my brain pop right out of my skull.And as if things couldn't get worse phys. ed. was next, we had Coach Tamez as a substitute and he's just well,in one word,weird.So then I have to go to the torture chamber , room J5. Mrs. Saquella's (aka Mrs. Cruella)class. She was actually okay today but, she's still no ray of sunshine.It was lunch and Stephanie and Sean were all over eachother as usual. Steph has really been pissing me off lately. Then i had band and science both of which went well.Anyways, yeah i'm just bored and yeah. By the way Mar if you're reading this You have to come to my town and go bowling with meee! Okey Dokey. Cya l8r.

2 cut myself today. | it's all for you.

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