argh.
My Dad has been gone for like 7 hours and i was home alone untl like 4 minutes ago when my sister Cindy came home.Hmph.Not fun.::whines:: im lonely. =(
-K

lmfao

My Celebrity Family by popstarprincess
Your Name
Mom	Queen Latifah
Dad	Lou Pearlman
Brother	Paul Walker
Sister	Mandy Moore
Boyfriend	Ashley Angel
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Probably true...

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"FUCK YOU!"
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Burn baby Burn

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?	FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth
How will you commit suicide?	You will set your house on fire and sit alone in the corner as the flames consume you
How many tries will it take?	38
When will you commit suicide?	June 8, 2025
What will your suicide note say?	Unrequited love can kill
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Tick..tick..tick
It kinda seems like everything is one big timebomb.When you least expect or least want it,the bomb goes off ,all the shit you don't want to,or don't have the strength to deal with blows up in your damn face.And afterwards you can't do anything , but sit in the ruins and rubble of what you had.and let of the despair seep out like blood from a wound.

wish i could...
Hmph.What do you do when a friend need help ,but you don't know how to help?...don't as me i sure as hell don't knwo. God, i just wish i could be there for her. I mean i only live like 4 or less blocks away , but it still feels like she's so ..distant , you know?I just wish she didn't have to go through all this.It's not fair to her.She's a truly amazing person , but it seems as if most the people around her don't realize it.It's like n a story i read , she holds so much pain in her eyes but so much happiness in her smile.And it hurts to know that she has to go through all of this shit and i can't do a damn thing about it.I just wish there was a way i could make it all better.
-K

update
Hey!Ian came over and we looked at eachothers yearbooks.People insulted him in his.the poor boy.Oh well! In other news, (hehehe in other news! im funnay) his sister Nikki is an evil cheerleader.Yeah, i'm talking to deenie-poo and Kimmy J. in IM, fun! Deena's dress at the dance was so0o0oo0 pretty.Yeah anyways, i wanna go to a concert...like bad.my journal layout is ten kinds of sexy man. LMAO! I really am obsessed with A.F.I. dear god what are they gonna do with me?!?ttyl
-K

Late nights and water heaters.
I'm reading a book called [u] Running With Scissors [/u] it's wacky,interesting, and crazy all at the same time.I love it. I had a lil too much caffine,so i can't fall asleep.Oh well.Our hot water heater broke, then we called the plumber and he was 2 hours late.No big eal really.I took my shower before it had broken.Anyways i've been reading all day it seems.Yesterday i finished all of [u] The Da vinci Code [/u] and I'm very close to finishing [u] Running with Scissors [/u].Geez, i do believe i'm turning into a bookworm! lol. Well, i'm off to finish my book.Ta!
-K

In recent news...
blah.I haven't updated in a while.Well, anyways,the promotion thing took forever and it was like 800 degrees inside.The dance was fun though.Then I had a praty the next day for my band-o buddies.Oh! I almost forgot my gtandparents had come up from L.A. to suprise me for my promotion.And I got flowers freom my grandparents who were in Colorado.Oh! there was a lot of drama at the dance too and at the party./At the party I found out that when we went to disneyland Tyler had a boner on the Haunted Mansion ride and megan grabbed it.lmao! yeah then he dumped her.She's a slut anyways, so he made a smart move.yeah.so.uh.bye.
-K

smells like..looks like..could it be summer?almost.
School ends for me tomorrow.Yes, I know school ending on a thursday is quite odd. The promotion ceremony is tomorrow,so is the dance.I bought a cool dress and stuff.It should be fun.Then, on friday i get to have some friends over and we're gonna wear plastic crowns all day.hee.ok bye.
-K

ha.lmao.isn't it funny how people can be so stupid?

m.
I was just put on hold for 15 minutes.15 fucking minutes.They forgot i was on the damn line.dumbasses.Well, anyways, i'm going to Disneyland ..again.But, this time with my family.Oh goody a 6 hour drive with my 5 year old nephew.I already made sure that everyone understood the fact that I get the back seat to myself.ha.i have a respiratory infection and the 20 min.run is this week and i don't have to do it ha.but, my days ran up so nopw i have to get a doctors note but, he wasn't there,so my mom mioght just pull me out of school 4th period.ha.ow my head hurts.I need to buy my yearbook tomorrow.i also get my "promotion gown" tomorrow too.and tickets for the ceremony.oh joy.sitting on my ass for 2 and a half hours sounds like so much fun.really.blah.
-K
p.s. people suck.get used to it.

I'm so confused right now.And the people who I normally talk to about it aren't around for me to talk to.It kinda seems like everyone is ignoring me or something and i dunno.I just need to get things straight.

Me and Genessa made-up.were friends again.so it's cool.