ttoday was fun.crazy stuff went on.like, paolo talking about hr=erbal essences comercials and how it seems girls are always having orgasms in them.lol.it's my parents anniversary yay!

ttoday was fun.crazy stuff went on.like, paolo talking about hr=erbal essences comercials and how it seems girls are always having orgasms in them.lol.it's my parents anniversary yay!

Gah.Today we had to pick next year's classes. It went okay.i'm taking honors english,honors global science,honors biology, and symphonic band as my elective course.but, if i don't get ibnto biologay or band my alternative elective is guitar.yeah.so.uh okay bye.::waves and runs away screaming::
sorry i'm a little hyper.
i hate you!teehee APRIL FOOLS! ok that was lame.

Today was okay.Nothing ut of the ordinary.I have to pick my classes for next year tomorrow.And there's a meeting about it tonight.so,yeah.I apologized to Genessa ...again.but, she's still not responsive.still acting like it was my fault.Why cant she just grow up?
well,bye.
-K

It's 7:43. And i'm getting ready to go to school.But, i went to bed early last night,got all my homework done and i've been having a pretty good morning so far.so,i guees its gonna be a good day.

I know i posted earlier.but, I felt like posting again.The lesson i learned today : everyone (with the exception of a rare few.)are blind.not neccesarily blind physically but, they are mentally.People can stand right in front of you and not really see you.The can see that there is a being there but, they can't really see YOU.Do you get what i'm saying?You can stand next to a person knowing perfectly well that they're there but, you can't FEEl that they're present.That's because people are cynical,ignorant gits.

I know i posted earlier.but, I felt like posting again.The lesson i learned today : everyone (with the exception of a rare few.)are blind.not neccesarily blind physically but, they are mentally.People can stand right in front of you and not really see you.The can see that there is a being there but, they can't really see YOU.Do you get what i'm saying?You can stand next to a person knowing perfectly well that they're there but, you can't FEEl that they're present.That's because people are cynical,ignorant gits.

Is it possibler to be alone even when surounded by people?the answer is yes.i go to school evryday and theres hundreds of people all arund me.laughing with me and talking to me,but, i never really hear what they're saying,never feel the joy of their laughter.because i am alone.noone understands me noone is really there for me.I am just simply alone.Standing solo in the vastness of my life.searching for someone to just sit and listen to me.I mean REALLY listen.Does anyone really know how to listen? Or are we too intwined in our own selves that we can't take the time to open our ears and hearts to eachother?I mean WTF?

blahrg
Reading Nicole's journal made em realize i neede to update my own. now that i have a new computer i should be updating daily.Because this computer actually works.life is shit, i tried apologizing to Genessa even though i did nothing wrong.but all she said was "ok...". WTF? i was expecting at least a "it's okay,it wasn't really your fault".Because it wasn't! this is all her fucking mistake not mine! i shouldn't have even apologized or even contemplated an apology.To my real friends:i don't think i say this enough ...i love you guys and i will always be there for you through thick and thin.no matter what.you mean the world to me.don't ever forget that.or else i'll pop a cap in y0 bony ass.lmao!report cards are coming out i think im gonna get half good grades half bad.the bad ones = spanish,language,math (mybe but,im doing pretty good so far) good =science,p.e.,soc.sci.,band.So i guess i'm okay.but, i'll probably fail language.god, i hate mrs.saquella.argh.oh well.tata for now.

blahrg
Reading Nicole's journal made em realize i neede to update my own. now that i have a new computer i should be updating daily.Because this computer actually works.life is shit, i tried apologizing to Genessa even though i did nothing wrong.but all she said was "ok...". WTF? i was expecting at least a "it's okay,it wasn't really your fault".Because it wasn't! this is all her fucking mistake not mine! i shouldn't have even apologized or even contemplated an apology.To my real friends:i don't think i say this enough ...i love you guys and i will always be there for you through thick and thin.no matter what.you mean the world to me.don't ever forget that.or else i'll pop a cap in y0 bony ass.lmao!report cards are coming out i think im gonna get half good grades half bad.the bad ones = spanish,language,math (mybe but,im doing pretty good so far) good =science,p.e.,soc.sci.,band.So i guess i'm okay.but, i'll probably fail language.god, i hate mrs.saquella.argh.oh well.tata for now.

We got a new computer.It works great.So, of course i'm very happy.Today wasn't so bad,i got my Yellowcard cd back from
Genessa finally.
She's only had it for like 3 weeks.
yeah,so that makes me even more happy.
i more than doubled the score on my math notebook,so that made me evebn more happy.
We had a convo about gay people in Scince
today.It came out of nowhere.
but, it was cool and funny.
But, i guess that's because gay people usually are cool and funny.Things weren't so bad between me and Genessa today.
But, we still aren't friends.
But, i honestly don't want to be friends anymore.
She was never a REAL friend in the first place.
oh , well who knows .Maybe we'll be "friends" again ,maybe we won't.
we'll just have to see where time takes us.
-K

hey.
Genessa is a bitch.
I hate her.
She hates me.
So i really don't care.
Monique is Genessa's puppet.
She does everything and agrees with everything Genessa has to say.
And she denies it.
haha.
They're both so dense.
So immature.
more immature than i am if you can believe it.
I've gotten closer to people like Jen and Courtney.
people that actually listen when you have something to say.
Genessa is mad because she says i talk about people she doesn't know and people she doesn't like.
oh well,sweetheart,
i'm still going to talk about them
wether you like it or not.
And she thinks i like Mar,Jessie,Rachel,Casey,
Andrea,Gina,Stephanie(the un-annoying one),Allison,and Nikki more than i like
her...
which is true, =D
Ew. tomorrow is the end of the 3rd quarter
of the school year.
i still have stuff to turn in to raise my grades.
Home life is good.
suprise suprise.
People like Aeriel are talking to me more often,which is cool
i guess.Aeriel's really sweet,
so is Bonnnie.
yeah.
hugs to all my fellow boardies(listed earlier).
i love you guys.
-K.

sorry i haven't updated!
Sorry i haven't updated.Steph is such a dumbass,she ran around the school to see if sean could find her to see if"they were meant to be."she's so stupid.She's really getting on my nerves.i want to get a chiuaua and name it Gucci.MY uncle Rueben had a heart attack today ='(.He was one of the cool uncles too.HE goes in for heart surgery tommorow.I'm gonna be in a play called "rock around the block."it set in the fifties.I'm a "beatnick"lol.Me and some of my friends want to go to a place called Happy Hollow.It's a theme park for kids.lol.WE're such dorks.Marisol,Jessie,Gina,Rachel,Nikki,Stephanie(the one i like),Allison I love you guys.And anyone i forgot i love you too.