..time has made you crazy..
Allright so.. I need to give you people an update.

First off, I almost got into a car accident last week. I came up to a fourway stop sign and there were two SUV thingys at the one and the one guy got there before me so he was supposed to go. Then it's my turn to go so.. I start to go. Well, the SUV behind the first one decided he's going to ignore that the sign tells him to STOP and starts to roll through the intersection (ON HIS CELL PHONE MIGHT I ADD). And I see him and slam my brakes, he slams his brakes and starts yelling at me. AT ME! What did I do wrong? So I yelled back (although my music was so loud you couldn't hear me) and as he decided he would go around my car to where he was going, I flipped him off and the car opposite of me sitting at the stop sign, the driver is laughing her ass off.

That was that. Then I spent my weekend shopping for my mom and trying to get that job at McDonald's. I hung out at Halloween Adventure three days straight and they told me they want me to work there too. Good, I need all that I can get.

Then when I was all done, I went over my grandmoms on Sunday to check my myspace since I hadn't checked it in almost a week. I go to log in.. "invalid e-mail or password". Okay, maybe I spelled it wrong. Try again. "invalid e-mail or password". Wtf? I try about three more times. Then I figure "Let me go to it and see if it's still there." So I type in my url (http://www.myspace.com/stefanishrek) "Invalid friend ID, this user has either deleted their profile or their account has been cancelled." Inside I'm screaming at the top of my lungs. I calm down and figure "hey, they e-mail people when their profiles get cancelled so let me check my e-mail" so I go to login. "Invalid password" I try again incase I hit a wrong key. "invalid password" You have GOT to be kidding me! So I click the "forgot password" link, fill in the info and they e-mail one of my AOL names my new password. I login. No myspace e-mail. I change my password so it can't be hacked into again. Now what really confuses me.. is that I subscribed to AFI's blog on that myspace and I usually don't get notifications for things.. but I got a notification for AFI posting a new blog, so I figured it was a glitch in the system. But now that my profile is supposedly gone, I'm STILL getting notifications for AFI's blog!

To top it all off, I got sick the other day so I've been walking around with the sniffles for the past two days. It makes my septum ring more itchy. >.<

And here comes the money issues. My art teacher just got this thing for a trip to Europe. It's $2000 and it's a week long thing in the summer. I really really really really want to go because I've been telling myself since I was little that I always wanted to go to Europe. I only have $400 to my name right now and when I get a job, I'll be putting around $100/month for car insurance and $100/month for house expenses (i.e. cell phone bill, internet, rest to help my mom). and I doubt I'm going to be making much a month. Hopefully if these two jobs hire me soon I can work every night alternating between them. I need to save almost every penny I get (I'm limiting myself to $30 at the Good Charlotte concert instead of the usual $60 or $70 that I treat myself to. I figure, I saw them four times before, I don't need to spend too much there). Oh and.. DRINKING AGE IS 18!! SENIOR WEEK!!! OH YEAH! I need to go on this trip. I told him that art club should do weekly car washes and bake sales and shit to get as much money as possible. So anyone reading this.. DO NOT BUY ME ANYTHING FOR MY BIRTHDAY (Nov 14th) OR FOR CHRISTMAS! JUST GIVE ME CASH (please?)!! THANK YOU.

..bury me in all my favourite colours..
So on Thursday I got angry at my mom so she refused to take me to my doctors appointment. I didn't want to be near her so I decided to take a walk. I started walking towards boothwyn and I texted a couple of people to see what they were doing and if I could go over their houses. No answers.. so I called Kristyn and she said I could stop by. So I did. She was supposed to meet up with a friend in Philly that night but she couldn't find someone to go with her that had train money so she called that kid and asked if he could drive down here. So we waited around until one in the morning for them to show up. Once they (the kid and his friend) got there, we hung out in the parking lot and Kris and the two guys climbed the tree and I took pictures of them. Then I climbed up on the dumpster and they took pictures of that (which once I get them, they'll be in my picture space). Then we noticed that the sky was radiating orange like and alien glow or something. We stared and stared before we realized that it was a fire. So we got in their car and went like, 90mph from boothwyn to linwood. Found out it was one of those fire thingers at the refinery just really really big. Then we went out to Tom Jones at about 3am. We went back to Kristyn's and hung out on her balcony until about 9am (no sleep) then we drove back to linwood to see if my mom went to work. She decided to take off that day.. so we went to linwood school park until about 1pm I guess. Then Lena called me and she was up at the track at the high school and wanted something to do, so I sent the one kid and Kristyn to pick her up while me and the other kid waited at the park. After what seemed like forever they were back yelling at me saying my mom wasn't home and to let's go. So we went to my house, Kris layed down on my bed, I got dressed and the other three just sat in my living room. While I'm getting dressed my mom comes home.. but she wasn't bitchy, she was just a little shocked to have kids in her house when she came home.. and 'cause she was wearing sunglasses, she didn't even see the one that was sitting on the floor and almost tripped over him. Then we all left and went back to the park and chilled on the swings. Lena decided to go home 'cause she felt sick (hope she ended up feeling better). At around 3:15/3:30ish we drove up around walmart. The three of them were hungry so they went to Taco Bell and then drove me over to McDonald's for my interview at 4. They guy wants to start me as soon as possible so I have to get my working papers this week and go back. $6.40 an hour. Not bad. It'll be the highest paying job I've had besides babysitting for my cousin at $10 an hour.

Then that night was the VMAs. My Chemical Romance was playing the pre-show so I was really excited. They hadn't been in the media lately so I was curious as to what their hair/makeup/clothes looked like now-a-days. I almost died when I saw Gerard with short ass bleach blonde hair like I used to have in 9th grade. I didn't like it at all. Now after I see it more often, I'll get used to it.. and the same with their new song.. I didn't really like it but after I hear it more often, I'll probably like it more and it will probably end up being my favourite one off the new album. AND THEN, AFI won the rock video award! I WANTED TO STEAL JADE'S PURPLE PANTS!!!! ^_^ lmfao. And if anyone watched the VMAs, did you notice them give away the MTV2 award? I don't remember seeing it given out but I may have spaced out and missed it because of sleep deprivation.

That's about it. School starts soon.. Kind of can't wait.. I miss being around people.

I bought two new lava lamps today to make up for the one that broke. One is clear with black lava and one is clear with red lava .. To match my black and red room. ^_^ hah

Okay, I go now. Bye. Thanks for reading.

..I Can't Beleive My Eyes, I Must Be Dreaming..
YAY, Nightmare Before Christmas is coming to theatres again in October... AND THIS TIME, it'll be in 3-fucking-D!!!

Oh, and on October 24th, New Nightmare soundtrack featuring Fall Out Boy, Panic at the Disco, Marylin Manson and more.

Yayyyyy. xD