Why.don't.you.just.drop.dead?
Ok.. movie = fucking amazing. Tim Burton has out-done himself once again.

Sound familiar? "SUCK MY BALLS, BITCH!" yeah, call me a fucking guy again, and I'll fuck your ass up. Don't even get your damn sister on me 'cause if she touches me, her ass is in jail. You wanna go up against me, let's go. As soon as you're ready. And whom ever said shit to me in the parking lot on the way out can go fuck themselves up their ass.

This was not my fucking week. I hate emotional breakdowns.. ESPECIALLY when they're in public. First, the whole guy shit thing, which didn't really bother me.. but then we couldn't find Jim, my friends were pissing me off.. I had a horrible week, and I just needed to let it out.. I felt like such a fucking idiot walking out of that movie.. but OH FUCKING WELL. As soon as I would stop crying, something is the movie would make a tear come, and then I started up again. I really really wanted to leave like, 20 minutes in, but I wanted to see it even more.

Making plans sucks. I made my plans for this week about 4 weeks ago, and then three days ago, it all get FUCKED up. I don't feel good.. I actually wouldn't mind if I died right now.

Fuck off and die you fat bitch. Yes, I mean you.

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wow.. it's been that long since I went down Zacks? Okay.. Well, I went there today.. with Steph, Debbie and Kaleigh. It was okay I guess.. I think I pissed Zack off though 'cause I was ULTRA hyper.

I dyed my hair last night. Black, and then I feel into the field of emo-ness and I bleached a spot in the front. I like it.. everyone that's seen it likes it. I'm happy =] lol.

Uhm.. so yeah. My mom is being a super duper BIG FAT bitch. Well.. when is she not? But yeah.. Michelle (and mee too..) she wants me to go to Rhode Island with her in November to see Fall Out Boy (Peter <3) with her. Now my mom is being a bitch 'cause I don't know her or her family. Well.. if I never meet her, I'm never going to know her or her family. But all I have to say to that is "OH FUCKING WELL. I'm going to the WEST COAST next summer to go to Warped with D'ana. But the bitch doesn't know about the Warped Tour part. And she won't untill I get back! So HA!" And then.. if I haven't met Michelle YET (hopefully she comes up for spring break but if not..) then I'm saving up my money and I'm also going to visit her for a week in the summer. But.. I'm also thinking of moving in with her (only if my mom wasn't a bitch) and supposedly Marybeth wants to come. But then.. Steph was also like "I'M COMING TOO!!!" and she ALSO wants to come to the west coast with me. I'm just like "No... You went to warped this year. You're 14. I'm 16 and I didn't go. I'm going out there to go.. I'll be 17. Then I'll come back, tell you all about it.. and ruin the Warped Tour here since they have it before us" LMAO. I'm so evil.

I need a fucking boyfriend. I see all these guys with chicks and all I can think is "why them? o_O" And then the whole 'insecure' thing runs through my mind. "well.. they WOULD like me .. if only I was skinny.. " But THEN I think "OH FUCK THEM!!! If I became skinny, then they all would want me JUST for that. NO." Oh.. and my fucking family is pissing me off. My grandmother with my weight.. then her and my mother with the vegitarian thing. "I wish you would go back to eating meat.. the things I get are so good, and I feel bad 'cause I can't share it with you" or "Why are you a vegitarian? I mean, plants have feelings too.. they grow.. they live.." and all I say is "I'm not getting into it" because with them, I KNOW that everything ends in a fucking argument. Or it starts as one. They piss me off! Okay, YES, I eat eggs, drink milk, and eat seafood. I can't give up my lobster tail and shrimp okay? (fine. and tuna too.) There ARE different degrees of it. I know vegitarians that eat white meat (i.e. chicken/turkey) and seafood, but don't eat red meat. But then there's those freaky vegans who don't eat cheese (god, i neeeed cheese) and have to have everything SOY. YICK!! Soy is nasty. But yeah.. THEY PISS ME OFF! But at least they've stopped bugging me about my hair colors. Since it's somewhat "normal". But then comes the clothes. My granmom hates me wearing black. I LOOK GOOD IN BLACK! GET OVER IT! But I do try to make her happy when I know I'm going to see her. I'll wear like.. pink or red with blue jeans, so I don't have black on.

Okay, that was a big paragraph. I STILL have YET to see fucking Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Hopefully sometime this weekend Kaitlyn, Steph and I can go out to see it. Kaitlyn wants to sneak into Dukes of Hazzard afterwards. Steph HATES that idea. She doesn't wanna see it. I wouldn't care.. I'd LOVE to sit there and laugh at Jessica's HORRIBLE accent and then just stare and Johnny Knoxville. I also need to get out to the movies with Marybeth so we can watch March of the Penguins. GOSH.. I need fucking money. There's a show tomorrow night.. like nine bucks to get in. Then cds... and merch.. GHA. Then movie tickets are like.. 9.50.. EACH. They fucking went up. They were only eight bucks when I was in middle school.

School starts on september 6th. Woo? Corpse Bride (Tim Burton ft. Johnny Depp) opens September 23rd. I NEED to see that when it opens. I shall go to the mall (with someone hopefully) around 5-ish.. then buy tickets for like.. 7+ time.. anywhere between 7 and like.. 9:30. So then we'll go right from the mall over to the movies and go see it. Then go home. I gotta find someone to see it with me.

So then Junior Prom is April 21st. My first date (Michy ,,333) bailed because of how close it is to Spring Break. She MIGHT (hopefully!!!) come for part of Spring Break. So then I invited Steph P. who I met at camp last year and haven't seen her since. So yeah.. she'll stay that whole weekend. And then Steph W. should be getting me into the 9/10 .. WOO whore up the dances. Maybe I can get into senior prom again like last year? Lol.. there's some goals? LMAO. Well.. senior prom is May 19th. Lol.. and they never have the 9/10 marked. Stupid school district.

I think I'll go now. I've bored you with enough of my life.